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2021-10-11 01:47:11I didn’t spend the night in that apartment after Lyra told me she was leaving the next morning. I packed my clothes and went to the club.
The sleep wasn’t my buddy that night, so I got busy with work. I organized the last five years’ accounts in one single night. It was useless as I already had the data on my computer, yet I did this fucking job. I was done with this at that moment; it was morning, at 6 o’clock, my time for a jog.
As I started jogging in the park, other people were walking, exercising on this beautiful morning, but for me, this bright sun was meaningless. Usually, I loved this time of the morning; the sun rose in the morning waking up the dark world with her. The way a new morning was a fresh start for a human being, I loved taking a deep breath in that hope-filled air, but today it was obnoxious.
I hated everything I saw at the park. The birds singing, the older couple or the younger couple being t
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I lay on the bed, my eyes were on the ceiling, observing something that I had no idea of. My hands were rubbing my belly slowly, my breathing was stable too. A few hours left to meet uncle Josh in the café that was a few walks away from this condo.Last night I finished reading that infamous diary of his. Everything was fine, I was too. I was curious and desperate to know the identity of the woman, but I was fine. However, after putting down the diary, I wasn’t fine. I was full of disgust and hatred towards a lot of people, and those emotions kept me in bed for a long time.Last night, I was in bed with no sleep. I didn’t fight with that either, as I was busy thinking. A crap load of stuff came into my mind. I never thought about anything like that happening to me or affecting me this badly.How would a sentence change someone’s life this way that you started to question everything you knew all your life?It
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