I laid on the floor of my bedroom, or shall I say 'a' bedroom because it was no longer mine. Thank you dad. Thank you for literally ruining my life. I was literally going to die and they didn't even care.
"Isabella if you don't get of that floor in the next 3 seconds I'm going to make sure your boxes of shoes, purses and clothes are left behind" of course, my mom just loved threatening me with my most prized possessions.
"Mom" I huffed "yes Isabella?" She sarcastically said.
"Please stop calling me Isabella, our summer vacation in Spain is over" I rolled my eyes. My mum was Spanish so was my dad but my dad was born here, my mum was born in Spain however moved here when she was 4. Hence my name being the most Spanish thing ever. Nevertheless, she literally called me my actual name in the most Spanish-y way ever. Don't get me wrong, I don't have an issue with my name but my issue was being called 'Isabella' in the Spanish way my mom likes to. Especially in front of my friends it's the most annoying thing ever because everyone calls me Bella, it's only my mom who likes to be difficult.
"It wasn't a summer vacation. It was home" she argued, not making any sense.
I may sound bratty, or rude, but trust me, I'm not the type of kid to tell my mom to shut up, slam my door and demand my food being brought up to my room, oh hell no. That would not end well for me, however I wouldn't ever do that anyway because I was a good child, just sometimes I acted out. Sometimes.
"Okay and two, please don't threaten me by taking away my children, you understand I have separation anxiety from them" I exaggerated pausing, "I also have separation anxiety from this house so maybe I should stay here and you guys head off, just pay the bills I'll do the rest" I suggested smiling.
"Nice try honey, now get up, don't you want to say goodbye to your friends?"
I instantly face palmed myself. I was not good at goodbyes, especially with people I adored.
I instantly left my room, dragging my feet down the stairs with a frown on my face as I left the house. The sun blazed down as I looked across our drive way to see my 2 best friends stood at the van. The movers walked around them putting the boxes and furniture in the back, a complete movie scene, all I needed now was the wind to flow through my hair and for me to walk in slow motion.
I watch way too much N*****x.
One glance at the girls and they started weeping. We all huddled together making all sorts of over exaggerative sounds of crying.
"Please don't leave us Bella" Rosie begged as Carly nodded rapidly "I don't have a choice" I cried, literally.
That only made us cry even more and by the end of it we were all laid on the grass crying. Yes we were dramatic but can you blame us? I literally had been best friends with them since I was a baby, it wasn't a joke.
"Promise you'll come visit us? And you better not forget about us either because I swear I will hunt and murder all your new friends" Carly warned "Okay but who told you I was going to make new friends"
We started crying again.
"Okay girls, this is sad and all but we really gotta get going" My dad interrupted making me roll my eyes.
"Okay Mr Montano but maybe you could just leave her here, kinda like a long distance relationship, except she's your daughter so it's not that kinda relationship..." I looked at Rosie who clearly regretted what she was saying.
"Yeah..." my dad said followed by a laugh "She isn't gone forever, all she does is be on her phone so I'm pretty sure she'll just be a phone call away, or snapchat away as you teens say"
I gagged. Why does my dad think he's cool I really don't know.
"Okay guys..." I said sadly, "I love you, don't forget about me, don't do anything stupid, Carly don't let Aron bother you and Rosie you better not miss anymore classes," I warned, it was a must.
They nodded, I kissed and hugged each of them before I turned around to walk towards my moms car, you'd catch me dead in that crusty van hell no.
"Bella!" A familiar male voice sounded from behind me making me slowly turn around.
There he stood, Alex, my... ex boyfriend?
It was complicated. Why may you ask? Because we had been together for a year and once he found out I was moving he told me that I should forget about him because he can't long distance.
At the time I hated him for it because duh, he was my first real boyfriend and I had genuinely feelings for him, of course I'd be distraught.
But then as time went on I came to the realisation of how hard it would be to make a long distance relationship work, I knew it was hard work and I knew it would cause a lot of unnecessary stress which obviously we wanted to avoid. I guess he could of said it in a better way. Throughout the whole summer I hadn't seen him and so seeing him now brought back all the feelings I once had. The butterflies as you would say.
He almost jogged towards me, a bunch of roses in his one hand, a smile spread on my lips as just seeing him made me happy.
He was gorgeous. He had tanned skin, dark hair, green eyes and tall muscular body. Well obviously because he was the captain on the football team at school. Typical high school romance. But we were different.
"Alex?" I furrowed my eyebrows but kept my smile.
"Thank god you haven't left yet" he said out of breath, before I knew it his arms wrapped around my small body and he pulled me in to his arms that were always perfect to be in. I of course hugged back letting myself enjoy the moment as his familiar cologne lingered making it 10x better.
"These are for you" he said as we pulled away, handing me the roses.
"I know we left things in the worst way, partly my fault, that's why I can't let you leave without telling you that I'm sorry for how I ended things, just hearing that you were leaving hurt me and I couldn't really express how I felt properly, I hope you forgive me" I looked in to his eyes smiling at how cute he was.
"I forgive you" I grinned as he smiled wide.
"I hope whoever you meet treats you in the best way possible, because you deserve the world and I'm sorry I couldn't give that to you. But please don't let anyone treat you any less than what you are, you're perfect and you should remember that" I was gobsmacked by what he was saying, how could I possibly stay angry at someone as sweet as he was?
I smiled reaching up on my tip toes and kissed his cheek; despite him being 6 ft, I was shorter then literally everyone I was around being on 5"3, it was abnormal but we were cute.
"Thank you Alex, for everything" I told him.
"Isabella!" My mom called out from her car. Of course she was going to be extra and take the roof down of her car and scream making everyone laugh.
"I have to go, I'll be back soon, so don't forget about me" I grinned. I looked up at Alex who I noticed had a glaze of water shielding his eyes, and the girls who cried even more in the back.
Before I started crying like crazy, I turned around and left.
As my mom drove away, I took a final glance at my best friends who gave me the happiest memories ever, Alex who although was no longer mine, treated me in the best way a girl could ever be treated and my house where all the memories were placed.
Changes were brewing and I was terrified of them.
We were here. Los Angeles, Calabasas Ca. I literally kept my eyes closed as we drove in to our new neighbourhood. You may think I'm being a bit too exaggerative it was because maybe I was but I didn't care, I refused to enjoy where I now was living because I'm pretty sure I would love it, I just refused to.The car slowed down making my look up to see the house that I had only seen once and it was when it was first getting made and there was nothing but wood brick and sand lying around. Now it was a house, our house.Much bigger than the last one and much more fancier, which is silly because for 3 people, the house was too big but whatever, I wasn't one to complain.As the gates opened up, my mom drove the car closely behind the 3 vans that the movers were driving, behind us was my dad who was driving in with his car of course what he couldn't leave behind for a second."How beautiful is it!" My mom exclaimed in excitement."Yay" I said obviously sarcastically but my mom was too obses
I yawned, stepping out on my balcony and instantly relaxing when feeling the sun hit my legs although my feet were burning as they touched the bamboo flooring. I leaned against the banister looking out to see an unfamiliar car in the drive way, visitors already?I walked back to my room seeing my phone flash on and seeing the name 'Alex'.'Hope I didn't keep you up last night, miss you already'Me and Alex were literally on the phone basically all night. It was just like old times but the only difference was that we were no longer a couple.I replied quickly before heading to my bathroom, having a very long shower; something I had a bad habit of doing. I brushed my teeth and threw on a pair of pyjama shorts and a random shirt.I heard distant chatter of another women along side my mom.Great. Now I have to be sociable.I slowly entered the kitchen only to see the all too familiar face of Rachel and her daughter Roxy. I know, so cringe."Here she is! The face I've missed!" Rachel excla
Today was the day. All new high school, all new friends/people, all new teachers meaning all new outfits. Duh. Ha no. Although dressing up was my favourite part of going to school (the only good thing about it), right now all I could think about was walking in the hallways and being stared at as being the new kid. I knew i wasn't that important for people to stare at me but come on, when you see a new student at school you can't help but stare. It's literally the inevitable.After I had showered, for an hour might I add, I threw on an oversized shirt just so I could actually do my makeup without having to hold a towel around me. Anyone who did that whilst they did their makeup or hair had powers that I wished I had.I would normally do my makeup at my vanity but I was literally so nervous I wasn't even thinking straight. I stood in my bathroom, my makeup all over the counter, staring at myself in the mirror."Okay you're cute" I whispered to myself. "You're not cute but just tell your
I took a glance around the school car park. The building ahead of me was huge, bigger than my other school for sure.Students entered from different directions, many walking past and staring, some whispering. I felt my palms get sweaty as I clutched on to my phone and my books. How was I supposed to walk confidently when I wasn't confident at all.I locked my car door and slowly my way up to the building. I looked to my left to see a group of boys and girls, they all literally had glasses and big books in their hands, staring. I sent a small smile before walking away, this was weird.I couldn't help but notice the masses of sports cars in the car park, a all black Audi R8, a Porsche 911 in silver, a BMW i8 in a bright gold, and a Mercedes AMG GT in silver as well as a motorcycle which I didn't know the name off. I was fond of my cars which is why I knew which was which. I knew people were hella wealthy here, as the stuck up girls and boys had fancy cars but these cars were literally s
The hallways had finally fallen quiet as I finally figured out my class and where it was. I was nervous because i was 5 minutes late meaning everyone would stare at me as if I had just murdered someone right in front of them when in reality it's not that big of a deal. I took a deep breath and opened the door before stepping in. The entire class were alerted and were looking in my direction. "You must be Isabella the new student!" A very chirpy man sung. He was tall, had white/grey hair and wore small rectangular glasses. He looked to be in his late 40's. "I'm Patrick Lang your English teacher, I should assure you that I will teach you everything you need to know and more" I couldn't get over how excited he was at this early hour. "Class, this is Miss Isabella Montano," he paused as they all just sat there, staring. "What do you prefer being called?" He asked as he handed me a text book. "Um just Bella..." I replied quietly. "Okay then Bella, you can take a seat in between Rico
There they are" Kyle spoke making me look up to see Khalil and Za enter the cafeteria, but not alone. In between them was the same girl from this morning, the one who fucking pissed me off for staring. I already got the school on my back and now this bitch too. I looked at her from head to toe before looking right at her, not breaking eye contact, I knew she felt uncomfortable but I enjoyed the automatic control causing her to quickly break eye contact. "Damn she fine as fuck" Brandon spoke as he sucked in staring at her. "I hope you aren't forgetting who her dad is" Ryan quickly answered. "Who?" I asked as khalil and Za now joined us. "Officer Montano? La state officer?" He answered as if it were the most obvious thing ever. "For fucks sake her dads a cop?" Za asked in annoyance. "Yes so stay away from her unless you want our ass back in prison" Ryan rolled his eyes. He pissed me the fuck off when he tried acting like the dad of the group. "Fuckkk, why she gotta do me like tha
I was now at home in my bedroom still unpacking my things as I hadn't had the chance to completely unpack every single thing. As I unpacked I couldn't help but go back to thinking about the people I had met today. Of course it was like a typical high school where different groups dominated different areas of the school, but mostly the popular the jocks and cheer leaders. And then there was 'The group' who basically dominated the entire school without actually speaking to anyone. Well, they were nice, I had only spoken to two of them; Khalil and Za who seemed to be nice and pretty funny, the complete opposite to how they presented themselves with all the tattoos and bad boy reputation. I was told they were always getting in to fights and well it led to the other person being seriously injured and them being suspended from school. The norm I guess. But then there was the main guy who I noticed Roxy really wasn't fond off however she really was against me and him even speaking. Flash
Jason's automatically radiated anger and aggression yet had a look of amusement which foreshadowed his actual mood which remained constant. Anger. "I'm surprised you showed up man" Dion answered, amusement in his voice as he folded his arms. "Why wouldn't I? As soon as I found out Dicky Dion was talking shit once again, I couldn't miss my invitation to beat your ass once again" Jason replied causing people to encourage on by cheering. Dion laughed aloud clearly exaggerating. I stood not far from them with my arms folded as I watched carefully, a part of me was hoping nothing happened because I completely hated violence. "I really hope Jason beats his ass again" I heard Austin say as he watched them too. I looked up at him confused "but isn't Dion like... a part of you guys?" I asked as they were all jocks. I thought they'd all be besties. "Dion is an outcast in my world. I hate the prick. You'll hate him soon too" he answered before looking back at the two who were now just hav
As Jason turned and walked towards me, I went to smile, wanting nothing more but to feel him in my arms again.But that wasn't the case.Jason's body fell to the ground as he was shot in the back 3 times."NO!"After that, everything felt to be in slow motion.I ran as fast as I could, falling to the ground as Jason lay so empty, in so much pain. Blood oozed out, causing a puddle to form.I helped him up to lay his head on my lap as I struggled to keep him awake."No, Jason please, please don't close your eyes" I pleaded. I could hear gunshots going off in the back, however everything else was empty for me. It was just Jason and I. That was it.I caressed his soft cheeks, trying to keep him awake but I could tell he was fighting hard but it was all too painful for him."Baby please... you have to stay strong for me okay? We will get you some help, you're going to be okay Jase" I said as tears flowed down my face as I sobbed."It's o-okay pri-ncess" He was still trying to treat me the
Anger filled my mind. It took over my actions, my thoughts and my feelings and all I wanted was to be able to end this bitch, finally.And that was exactly what I was going to do.I walked in to the darkened warehouse, following the hallway which was dimly lit. There was smoke in the air from possible cigar's as I could smell the strong smell however, I didn't let that distract me.I kept my gun in the waistband of my pants, I didn't carry it in my hand, by my side or on me at all, I walked with my hands free and my head high because I was Jason Fucking McCann and my mom didn't raise no bitch ass, unlike Carter of course.At the end of the hallway was a doorway, I held down the handle before opening the door.It was a large room filled with absolutely nothing. It was empty. Dim lights lit up the place but not too much as he probably couldn't afford it the broke ass bitch.I heard the sound of hands clapping, and in the distance, through the darkness, Carter appeared."Wow McCann, you
I heard the door slam open followed by the voices of the boys who all seemed as if something was going on, as Jason was not here. I quickly left the bathroom, leaving the box that I didn't want anyone seeing right now, on the counter before rushing out.I saw them in the living room and Jason wasn't here. "What's going on?" I asked making them all stop and look at me.They looked at one another, exchanging weird looks, no one spoke though."Ryan? Can you tell me what's wrong? Why do you all look so worried? Where's Jason?" I asked stepping forward towards Ryan.He shook his head taking a deep breath "Jason... he's gone" My heart raced and I instantly thought the worst "What do you mean gone?" I asked feeling my hands shake."Carters boys came to me and Jason once we were on our way back to the hotel. They... they showed us a video of some camera footage," he paused looking at the boys as if he was unsure he wanted to continue with his story."What was the footage off?" I asked, why wa
I was now in the meeting room of one of our offices, of course we had one in New York. Everyone was all over the place, things were being set in progress and plans were being made in the most sufficient way possible.All according to me of course.However, for some stupid reason Thiago decided it was clever to join us as well and now here we sat, the boys and a couple of thiago's boys who licked his ass a little too much."Okay but what will happen if we do this now instead of longing it out? Y'all just dragging this so Carter grows tired of our asses. That ain't happening unless we do something first." Mikey, one of the boys who worked for us said. He suddenly thought he was important because Thiago was using him just to have some leverage with the other boys."And get busted? We all know not everyone is ready for that kinda shit to happen, and I ain't talking about us" Brandon spoke up, clearly speaking about him and not us."Boys, we all want the same thing, carter to be gone. And
My eyes slowly opened, the light beamed through the creaks of the blinds; which of course made it so much harder for me to fully open my eyes and sit up. I looked to my side, almost instantly, finding Jason was no longer next to me.I was hoping and praying I wasn't about to find another note telling me the same thing he did a year ago. In the exact same way. I sat up, finding his white shirt somewhere next to my bed before throwing it on, leaning to get off the bed thinking Jason was no longer was here.But I was wrong.The sound of his beautiful voice was heard from behind the bed, as he walked over to me."Good morning princess" He spoke, his voice still deep and raspy from him 'morning' voice. The best kind in my opinion.I smiled as he leaned down and kissed my lips softly."Why are you out of bed? Aren't you supposed to be cuddling me?" I asked innocently. He chuckled, his dimple appearing; one of the cutest things I had ever seen and continued to love."Of course" he mumbled be
Jason sat down on the bed of our hotel room, the view of New York City right in front of us, the entirety of the walls were glass and it was stunning. He grabbed the remote control and pressed the button which caused the blinds to go down.He smiled up at me "Why are you so beautiful?" He asked making me blush shaking my head at his cuteness as I leaned down and placed my lips against his, leaving them against one another for a couple of seconds before I pulled away. I lifted my sweatshirt up and over my head, he placed his hands on either of my sides as he stared at my body with lust and love as his eyes darkened and he licked his lips. Taking my leggings off, I met his lips again as he briefly pulled away as he pulled his sweatshirt off too.Our tongues danced along one another, passionately however softly kissing. He slowly sucked on my bottom lip before pulling away. His lips connected to my jaw and slowly he kissed and sucked all the way down to my neck where he spent extra time
The plane had landed however, we were still sat as the guards outside had instructed due to the fact that the cars hadn't arrived yet. And so therefore, me and the rest of the boys were sat laughing aloud at every joke made by them, even though we wanted nothing more but to be off this plane and also, it got my mind of the obvious. Jason was still asleep in the back and I decided it was best for him to stay asleep as I could tell he wasn't in the greatest of moods and when I had woken up, I got out of bed and he didn't flinch once and normally, once I wake up he wakes up too feeling me move around however I could tell he was really tired and so he slept. However, of course once I woke up I spent like 30 minutes just running my fingers through his soft but messy hair and tracing my fingers on his back as I knew he would appreciate it a lot even though he was fast asleep. He was perfect. And all mine, finally. As Za was up reenacting a story about how he almost ran over an old man, f
I had done one of the worst things a man could ever do to the girl he loved and cared for the most, all the while knowing it was the most beneficial thing I could have ever done. I knew how much of a close, and loving relationship Isabella had with her parents, which wasn't something every child had. I hated to be the one to take that away, even though I was left with no choice.This had to be done, and I was so damn grateful that she respected my decisions.Because Isabella trusted me with her life, and I know that for a fact because I saw the light return in her beautiful brown eyes the second she laid her eyes on me for the first time after the time we had apart, it was the same she had every single morning that she'd wake up in my arms, or have me hold her close and tell her she was all mine.She was secure and that was all that mattered, I was going to go through heaven and hell just to make sure my girl was safe.And so now, on our way to New York City in my private yet, I laid
My heart suddenly began to beat faster. I pushed my hair behind my shoulders and played with the end of Jason's sweatshirt; which i was now wearing because it was a whole new scent of him that made me feel safe. In this case, it made me feel okay.He swiftly took his hand of the steering wheel and replaced his other hand which he had resting on the edge of the window, placing that on the steering wheel, with his free hand, he placed it on mine stopping me from fidgeting so much with my fingers / his sweatshirt."Don't be nervous. Everything will be okay." He reassured, his voice soft and kind. You'd only ever hear Jason speaking like this with me, that may sound kinda arrogant however it was the truth, anyone else, Jason didn't care how he spoke, it was all about the tough look."You don't know that" I mumbled looking down at my lap.He chuckled "Still stubborn eh?" He asked glancing at me. "I don't know that. But I can make things okay, that's my promise." He ended.With that being s