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34) I Know I Love Him But..
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Leave her; Haven't you listen. Or you want me to leave you." It was Mariah's voice agitated and angry, he roared at him giving me pissed off side gazes, challenging me with all the worst things in the world.
But little did I cared about her gazes meant for me. I was more intrigued by Tristan's change in behaviour.
I had decided that I will tell Dad that Allen is my husband, since however I can't make him meet Tristan. This was a very rational decision taken after a long thought and not in fury of the moment. I was totally aware of what I was doing and I didn't have any doubts or fear regarding my decision. Since I knew Allen would always be there to support me, so I can count him to be my close friend, who could help me out of this situation. After all what other choice of decision had life left me with.
I can't surely tell Dad that Tristan is my husband, so this is only the way out. It doesn't bother me a bit what does Tristan think, what is his view, or wh
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