After my meltdown about dancing with a criminal and my parents literally letting me, I found my way towards a much less crowded area, away from people trying to ask me about my dad. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed talking, but a lot of the people here genuinely only cared about one thing and that one thing was money.
I sighed as I turned and looked out of the window that actually had a pretty nice view considering we were in the middle of nowhere. Bright city lights always made up for it.
"I'm a little shocked to see you all alone." I turned around to the voice and a smile appeared on my face as I saw the waiter who served me the drink at the entrance that was quickly taken off me by my mom.
"There's probably a bunch of old people looking for me" I told him making him laugh. He was tall and had blonde hair which was styled a little messy and I was sure it was because he was serving all night and was tired. "What about you? Why are you hiding?" I asked raising my brows.
"Is that even a question?" He replied before we both laughed, I nodded my head in agreement because I couldn't imagine how tiring his job probably was.
"I bet you'd love to get away Huh?"
"You have no idea" He replied, sighing. I looked around, everybody was too busy amongst themselves so I knew I wasn't going to be missed just yet. "Do you want a break?" I asked, raising my brow at him as he gave me a confused look.
"My break isn't until-" I laughed shaking my head at his answer, "You deserve your break now, come with me" I grinned before I walked away hoping he'd follow.
We walked past the crowds of people, avoiding my parents mostly as they would have a lot of questions as to why I was sneaking off. We left the main ballroom before we were met with the grand stairs that overlooked the lobby/entrance. A waiter walked past with a tray of drinks ready to serve those who were inside, I took this as my opportunity to taste a little bit of alcohol tonight since I didn't drink often. I knew I was underage but this was nothing compared to the crimes some of these guests had committed just to get wealthy.
The shade.
"Here you go" I said, handing the boy a Champaign glass before taking one for myself and thanking the waiter who quickly left.
He hesitantly took it making me smile, "I promise I won't tell if you won't" I grinned, he knew I wasn't allowed to drink considering my mom literally exposed me in front of him as soon as I walked in.
We both walked down the stairs towards the entrance but I was quick to drag him away with me once seeing my grandmother entering with her guard. She was so boujie it made me laugh. I knew if she saw me wondering off, especially with a glass of champaign in my hand she'd go crazy. I walked through the back door which was a smaller exit probably used for those who worked here, but it led out to a beautifully lit up walkway that led out to a small wooden bridge. Their was a pond beneath it with all types of plants surrounding it and I could have sworn I saw a Swan but that could have just been my already alcohol filled brain; I was a light weight clearly.
"I didn't even know this place existed" He said as he walked along with me to the bridge where we stopped, both leaning against it whilst looking out the water that almost looked lit up because of the lights surrounding it. "I have a good eye, clearly" I joked making him laugh.
"I didn't get a chance to catch your name," I paused, turning my head to look at him. He looked at me chuckling, "I don't normally get asked that, I'm Jacob" He replied.
"It's nice to meet you Jacob, I'm glad I have somebody to get away with tonight"
"I'll be honest, I was surprised to see you actually talking to me. No offence but a lot of the people here are quite... snobby towards waiters" He continued making me slowly nod, I knew not everybody was nasty towards people who worked for them but this place was filled with different personalities. That meant not everybody was going to be the nicest of people.
"Well, Gandhi did once say to 'be the change you want to see in the world', it's only right to follow the guy" I said, putting on a posh voice just for the quote. He laughed, he had a really nice smile so it was nice to see him laughing considering he mentioned he wasn't always treated right. "That is a good quote to live by" he paused, turning around to face me making me turn too.
"I think you're really nice, you've definitely treated me great, not to mention that you are beautiful... is there any chance I'll be seeing you again?" He was really sweet and him calling me beautiful was just the icing on the cake, so of course naturally I wanted to see him again.
"I would-" as soon as I spoke, his attention turned to behind me which automatically made me stop what I was saying to turn around too once hearing the door open rather loudly. I watched as two men appeared, but they weren't alone. I had to really focus to see they were dragging in another man who was definitely not winning any fight. My eyes widened as they threw him to the ground before they backed away. That's when I realised that the men who were literally throwing this other man around like a rag doll were the same two guards who were with Jason.
They hadn't seen us which was a little weird because it wasn't like we were hiding or anything but I'm guessing they didn't care, they were too focused on the poor man who was trying to balance himself on his feet again.
"What is going on?" Jacob asked in a hushed whisper.
"I-I don't know-" I didn't finish my sentence because some of my questions were going to be answered as soon as the door opened again revealing Jason.
"I shouldn't be doin this here Falzone... you know that right?" He spoke, confidence in his voice despite how serious and low his voice actually was. "You don't gotta do none of this McCann, I got what I owe you!" The man who had been dragged in now spoke as he stumbled in front of Jason.
"We should go, I don't think we should be here right now" Jacob said making me turn back, slowly nodding. "I'll join you in a second, you can go ahead" I told him. I don't know why I felt brave enough to stay but I also didn't want to leave, I just needed to know what was happening and most of all, who Jason really was. Don't ask me why, I just wanted to know because I had a feeling he wasn't like every other business man.
He looked at me confused, "It's not safe-" I shook my head, "I'll be okay" I gave him a reassuring smile before he slowly nodded and turned away, walking to the other entrance to avoid the commotion where Jason was.
I turned around again, looking in to the distance as Jason and the man continued their conversation, I couldn't hear it that well since they were at quite a distance to where I was stood and it didn't help that the ongoing waterfall around me was the loudest thing ever.
"I ain't lie to you ever man! Somebody cappin on my name"
"Ain't nobody cappin, Falzone," Jason said, the rest was mumbled as he literally didn't speak loud at all but I could tell something was happening, and Jason was angry.
My eyes widened as I saw Jason pull out a black handgun from the back of his waistband of his pants, loading it as if it were nothing. I gasped slightly, stepping back causing me to trip on the trail of my dress. I quickly looked up to see all eyes were on me, my heart racing like crazy I had gulp loudly just to breathe properly.
Jason's eyes melted in to mine almost instantly, they were dark yet still comforting in the weirdest way possible. The man was holding a gun in his hand and I knew he was going to be using it on the man he had an issue with.
I heard him mutter a few words to his guards who simply nodded, as they began to walk I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach thinking they were coming for me but when they turned and grabbed Falzone once again, I couldn't help but sigh in relief despite the fact that they were now taking the man elsewhere to finish the job.
Jason walked towards me as they disappeared behind the wall, Falzone's voice drifted away. Jason tucked his gun back in to the waistband of his pants, out of sight before he approached the bridge, coming to stand in front of me. My breathing was shaky and I could feel my hands shake a little. I was intimidated and I wish I hadn't stayed as if I was watching a show or something, I should have just minded my business like I always did and how I was taught. But it was too late to turn back now, now that Jason McCann was stood right in front of me probably getting ready to threaten me or something most criminals would have done.
Whatever he was.
"What are you doing out here Savanna?" He asked, as simple as that, like nothing had even happened as he was out here doing charity work or something beautiful like that.
"I could ask you the same" I replied, the confidence I hoped to have really wasn't there but I just had to go with the flow. He paused, looking down at his feet before looking up at me again, I couldn't make out the look on his face.
"I said you were a clever girl, I'm sure you don't need to be asking questions like that when you already know the answers" His replies were always so witty and... seductive. If that made any sense at all.
"Business?" I asked, repeating the same thing he told me earlier when we were dancing when I asked him what he was doing in Canada. He chuckled, amusement to his oh so perfect face, "Told you you were clever. You are Aldo's daughter after all." He continued.
He was so attractive, it was hard to pay attention when he spoke because I was either trying to break eye contact or not focusing at all on his words, but more on his lips. He was sculpted perfectly, and I didn't ever speak like this so clearly this man was attractive.
"And what would my father think after finding out you were dealing with your business at a family occasion?" I was teasing him, it came naturally because although he was very powerful and control, I still felt some sense of confidence when speaking to him because he just made me feel a certain way;
Powerless but fearless.
"What he doesn't know can't hurt him," He paused, slowly stepping closer to me to the point where he was only a couple inches away from me. Enough for me to take a step back a little just so that I could breathe without him hearing my heart beat out of my chest.
"Right?" He continued. Although it was a question, I knew not to give an answer.
"Besides, what makes you think I'm afraid of him?" He asked, looking down at my lips making me instantly want to melt to the ground. This man was something else.
"I never said you were afraid..." I trailed off, speaking just above a whisper as I leaned against the railing behind me trying to discreetly back away from him as much as I could because the stare he kept with me was making me weaker and weaker by the second.
"Does this mean you know to stay quiet about this, Savanna?" The way my name rolled off of his tongue sounded heavenly, it was almost like it was made for him to say, and I meant that in the least weirdest way possible. He would say literal threats and i'd still drool.
I found the courage to answer but we were both cut short by the door swinging open again, i quickly looked over thinking it was yet another man for Jason to threaten and kill, but it was just Alex. She looked at the both of us before she made her way over to us, stopping at the start of the bridge we were stood on.
"Your parents are looking for you Sav, a waiter said he saw you come here" She announced, she probably heard that from Jacob who was probably trying to ensure nobody suspected his little break with me. "Oh..." I trailed off, glancing back at Jason he bit his bottom lip (killing me again), stepping back from me.
"I won't tell anybody, don't worry" I told him making him slowly nod. He looked at me from head to toe before he buried his hands in the pockets of his pants. I turned to face Alex who was nervously but patiently waiting for me to join her before I walked past Jason and towards her. I could feel his eyes piercing in to my back, my exposed skin felt even more exposed just from his stare and I was trying my hardest to walk away without letting my already jello like legs become weaker.
I joined Alex who glanced back at Jason one last time before walking away with me, opening the door, we both disappeared behind it.
"I know, I know" I immediately said as I felt her looking at me waiting for some kind of answer. I continued walking however as I saw my dad in sight and i was going to make it my goal to not have him find out about Jason and I. Despite it being nothing, a small conversation and clear sexual tension, it was nothing however, in the eyes of my father and the people he had around him, that wasn't nothing. Jason was known for something, he was popular amongst this crowd but also amongst the people my dad worked with in that way. Therefore, mixing with him was the last thing any father would want, much less accept.
But it was obvious how insanely good looking he was, despite whatever demons he had in his personal life that I had already experienced after only knowing him for a few hours.
When girls said they wanted a bad boy, I'm pretty sure they secretly meant somebody like Jason McCann.
It was a very long night. Apart from the obvious, I was definitely exhausted from the party. When I got home I removed my makeup, took off my high heels and untied the long dress that I had been stepped on by almost 30 people; don't get me started on how rough the bottom of dress was now. It was beautiful while it lasted. It was Monday, a fresh start to the week but the same routine was to be followed. Wake up and go to college. I showered which was mandatory every time I had college as I knew it was the only thing that could prepare me for early classes. I was majoring in Biology and I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do career wise which is why I picked Biology as my major as I knew it would give me access to different fields to do with bio. Although, it was tough degree at college level, I was sort of a hard worker and near to perfectionist therefore, I made it my mission to do well. I didn't have to go to college, it was more of a choice of mine despite my mom basically signing
I felt my legs feel weak once again, the same feeling I felt when I saw him at the ball but just a little bit more because it was so unexpected now. I watched as his eyes travelled from my head to my shoes, scanning my body more than he did the day I met him. "Ryan, this is my daughter Savanna, Sav, this is Jason's good friend Ryan Butler" My dad spoke up. It was crazy how casually he was introducing Jason's friend to me when all of my attention was on Jason who was still watching me. "Nice to meet you" I spoke up with a smile, I spoke as clear as I could. Ryan had blue eyes and blonde short hair, he was white and was very masculine like Jason and considering he was here right now with him, it obviously meant they were close friends. "You too Miss Montano" He replied, with a friendly smile. Okay, he wasn't as intimidating as Jason. Then again, nobody I had met was intimidating as him. "Come, join us" My dads best friend Tony spoke up, I smiled at him before I sat down in between h
Okay so let's calculate shall we? I was obsessing over Jason McCann. That's all, thank you for coming to my Ted talk. But for real. I was undeniably infatuated by Jason and I was too afraid to even say that out loud. So therefore, I kept it safe in my mind. I thought about him way too much, more than I imagined. It wasn't creepy, I just couldn't get the feeling of his touch, the way his hands roamed my body as if it were his to play with, the way he could look me in the eye and know I wasn't going to be able to finish my sentence because I was that... intoxicated I guess. It was a feeling I had never felt before, I had never been touched or spoken to the way Jason touched or spoke to me. He was dangerous and the worst part about that was exactly that, I knew he was dangerous yet here I was, listing all the things that drove me crazy about him. The worst part was, I had no idea who he really was, where he came from, if he even lived in this city for all I know. He seemed to be a pr
It was the day of the party and it was safe to say that we were all overly excited for it. We hadn't thrown a party in months now and hadn't really attended any for months either to be fair. I loved parties however. I loved dancing with my friends until god knows how long, getting all dressed up in either fancy or casual attire and well, having fun. I wasn't a drinker, I only drank alcohol at patties and events, unlike a lot of people I knew who were sneaking flasks in to classes at college. No hate though, you do what you gotta do. But I wasn't that kinda girl that would boast about never drinking, because I did despite being underage. However, I had only ever been drunk drunk a handful of times which was something I was happy about. I was too afraid to get drunk most of the time because I hated not having control over my body.So why do you let a criminal control you?I think my sub conscious secretly hated me. Ever since my second encounter with him which obviously was a lot more h
I looked across the room as a waiter literally only wearing an apron to protect his private area approached us with a tray of shots. "I didn't know you hired-" I was cut off, "You thought I'd want my waiters to be fully clothed?!" Nancy replied, shock in her voice as she continued to hand us our shots before the waiter walked away."3,2,1, go!" And with that, all of us tipped the contents of the shot glasses in to our mouths and instantly reacted the alcohol pouring down our throats. It was a slow burn but a good one."More!" Spencer exclaimed before dragging us over to the mini bar area where she poured more shots in to our cups for another round.After round 3, I was feeling a little bit of the alcohol but not massively which was good as I wanted to enjoy the night, remembering it and all. We took some pictures on our phones and used the disposable camera and Polaroid for some more memorable pictures before we were called to the ping pong table.I looked over to see Liam in sight, h
I looked in to his eyes, they were dark as he turned his head and looked ahead, focusing elsewhere. "What are you doing here?" I asked as I slowly moved his hand from my mouth, making him look down at me again."There's no time for questions Savanna" He paused before looking out again in to the distance. "Come on, can you walk?" He asked making me slowly nod, "Yes" I replied making him look down at me. He looked down at the wounds on my chest and then at my stomach, he sighed deeply before taking my hand and pulling me up with him. I followed him as we walked ahead and out to the front yard where a car was out front, waiting.He opened the door for me before I turned to look at him, "Jason I-" he cut me off, "Get cleaned up, ain't tryna have that get infected. Understand?" He was so... cold today, i know the circumstances were not the best but I just didn't know this side to him even existed with me. But then again, who was I to him?"You're not going to tell me anything, are you?" I
Jason followed me out of my home, I could feel him close behind but not suspiciously close as we were still in eye view of my parents but as soon as he closed the door behind us, I was quick to turn and look at him."Wh-why are you even here? Helping?" I asked making him stop in his tracks."We should leave, now" He replied before turning away again, not even giving me a second of eye contact. "I asked you a question" I continued."And I answered it in my own way. You can either come with me now or you stay here and let the bitches who fucked with you tonight, fuck with you again" His tone of voice was different, the way he looked at me was different, he was acting as if I was a complete stranger; or someone he truly disliked.Instead of arguing in front of my house, I accepted and walked ahead to where his car was parked. I reached over to open the door only for his hand to now cover the handle, I looked up at him with a blank look as he opened the door for me.He was so strange.I g
I had to leave my home to live with somebody who was cold and horrible. I don't know what I expected from a criminal, I don't know why I forgot my morals for him but I guess it was my fault for thinking somebody like him could be different. I grew up with criminals around me; as much as my dad tried to kept me separate from that side of our lives, I was always inevitably going to be involved. Regardless, I knew I would never ever justify criminal behaviour, yet here I was, wishing last night never even happened.After we kissed and he practically threatened me, Jason left. This was harder because I was in his home, I couldn't exactly walk around when I didn't know what room led to where and to be 100% honest, I didn't want to be around him. I didn't know if I could control my emotions and I wasn't aware myself whether I was more angry or more upset at his harshness and flip in character. I showered, but even that didn't feel relaxing which was a big thing for me considering I literall
"You wanna party so bad? Imma give you that"And with that, he got out and came over to my side. I had little to no time comprehending what he had just said, I was worried but he seemed so normal about it, he was basically punishing me but in the worst way possible, I had no say in the matter. I looked at him with confusion as he opened the door me and I stepped out."Jason I don't want to-" he was quick to cut me off as he shut the door behind me."Oh you ain't tryna party now?" He asked, sarcasm in his voice mixed with a lot of anger. I looked at him with a look of sadness, hoping he'd snap out of his anger and just take me back to his house. But he wasn't about to do that. "Who's party is this?" I asked as he pulled me along with him up to the town house ahead of us, it wasn't as big as Jason's and it didn't look like a party house either so I was just getting more confused by the second."A friend, don't worry, you gonna enjoy it" He continued, he was so confident and sarcastic ab
The entire ride to the club I was filled with nerves, nerves of being caught, nerves of something potentially happening. I didn't think about it but I could be putting my friends at risk, everybody really, by showing up to the club when I was supposed to be staying away and really only going to college. As I stared in to nowhere, I felt Spencer shake me by grabbing my shoulder, "You okay?" She asked.I nodded, "I'm just a little nervous, that's all" I told her truthfully."You don't need to feel nervous Sav, we got you, you're going to have fun and go home without anybody knowing you were ever gone, cool?" She reassured, smiling at me.I sighed before nodding and giving her a smile, "Okay". Once Zara had parked her car, Spenc handed me the heels she had brought for me, "I can't believe you left Givenchy's at my house and forgot they were there" She stated as I pulled them on, laughing. They were nude coloured high heels, there were strings that wrapped around my ankle and little bit o
I went back to my room where I instantly had a quick shower, freshly shaving all of my areas just to make sure I was as smooth as a babies butt. I moisturised and added my body glitter that was subtle but noticeable if you know what I mean, plus, it made me smell like literally diamonds if that made any sense, and I loved it. I did my makeup, I avoided a heavy eye as I wanted to go for the natural glam look, a baked base and a lighter eye and lip.It took me a while to figure out something to wear, I knew i couldn't run out of Jason's house wearing heels and a fancy outfit so I had to wear a sweatshirt over top. I also didn't have any heels of my own because as I said, my mom packed which meant she wouldn't imagine me wearing heels because that would imply I'd be going out somewhere which is exactly what they didn't want from me.Basically, this wasn't going to be easy. I also, still didn't know how to get out of this place. I had a balcony but I didn't know if it led anywhere, I coul
I felt nervous for some reason. I had snuck out before, it was such a teenager thing to do when you had parents who had a strict side to them; it also didn't help that they were Mafia but you get the point, there were times I had to bend the rules just to have fun. I had never been caught though, I prided myself in that but then again, I never snuck out after being attacked; it was always because it was a little late and I knew my parents wouldn't allow me to go party at 3am when I had just partied the night before and come home massively off my head. I wasn't very tactile you see, I just couldn't lie. But anyway, this was a lot more nerve racking because I wasn't sneaking away from my family home that I had grown up in and my friends had access to, I was sneaking out of Jason McCanns home and I hadn't even spent 72 hours in it yet. I didn't know a single thing about where to go.That's why I was getting increasingly nervous.I walked out of my college building and walked along the pa
The car ride was silent apart from the one minute phone call he had using code words so that I didn't understand anything; he also spoke in mumbles so it was hard to understand his replies. As usual, he drove like a race car driver just a lot more reckless than one, not caring about a single thing, not even pedestrians. He pulled up at the car park of the main building, students flooding the courtyard and main building area probably rushing to get to their classes; I was always late, no matter how I tried, I was late."Thanks-" I went to pull the handle open to get out without more interaction only to have him stop me by placing his hand on my thigh, gripping on to it tightly and turning his head to look to me, his eyes piercing in to mine. I just knew he was about to threaten me and I was going to die because I was enjoying his aggression; feel free to literally throw me in to a pool of holy water because something was definitely up with me, spiritually. I know he was meant to be all
I had to leave my home to live with somebody who was cold and horrible. I don't know what I expected from a criminal, I don't know why I forgot my morals for him but I guess it was my fault for thinking somebody like him could be different. I grew up with criminals around me; as much as my dad tried to kept me separate from that side of our lives, I was always inevitably going to be involved. Regardless, I knew I would never ever justify criminal behaviour, yet here I was, wishing last night never even happened.After we kissed and he practically threatened me, Jason left. This was harder because I was in his home, I couldn't exactly walk around when I didn't know what room led to where and to be 100% honest, I didn't want to be around him. I didn't know if I could control my emotions and I wasn't aware myself whether I was more angry or more upset at his harshness and flip in character. I showered, but even that didn't feel relaxing which was a big thing for me considering I literall
Jason followed me out of my home, I could feel him close behind but not suspiciously close as we were still in eye view of my parents but as soon as he closed the door behind us, I was quick to turn and look at him."Wh-why are you even here? Helping?" I asked making him stop in his tracks."We should leave, now" He replied before turning away again, not even giving me a second of eye contact. "I asked you a question" I continued."And I answered it in my own way. You can either come with me now or you stay here and let the bitches who fucked with you tonight, fuck with you again" His tone of voice was different, the way he looked at me was different, he was acting as if I was a complete stranger; or someone he truly disliked.Instead of arguing in front of my house, I accepted and walked ahead to where his car was parked. I reached over to open the door only for his hand to now cover the handle, I looked up at him with a blank look as he opened the door for me.He was so strange.I g
I looked in to his eyes, they were dark as he turned his head and looked ahead, focusing elsewhere. "What are you doing here?" I asked as I slowly moved his hand from my mouth, making him look down at me again."There's no time for questions Savanna" He paused before looking out again in to the distance. "Come on, can you walk?" He asked making me slowly nod, "Yes" I replied making him look down at me. He looked down at the wounds on my chest and then at my stomach, he sighed deeply before taking my hand and pulling me up with him. I followed him as we walked ahead and out to the front yard where a car was out front, waiting.He opened the door for me before I turned to look at him, "Jason I-" he cut me off, "Get cleaned up, ain't tryna have that get infected. Understand?" He was so... cold today, i know the circumstances were not the best but I just didn't know this side to him even existed with me. But then again, who was I to him?"You're not going to tell me anything, are you?" I
I looked across the room as a waiter literally only wearing an apron to protect his private area approached us with a tray of shots. "I didn't know you hired-" I was cut off, "You thought I'd want my waiters to be fully clothed?!" Nancy replied, shock in her voice as she continued to hand us our shots before the waiter walked away."3,2,1, go!" And with that, all of us tipped the contents of the shot glasses in to our mouths and instantly reacted the alcohol pouring down our throats. It was a slow burn but a good one."More!" Spencer exclaimed before dragging us over to the mini bar area where she poured more shots in to our cups for another round.After round 3, I was feeling a little bit of the alcohol but not massively which was good as I wanted to enjoy the night, remembering it and all. We took some pictures on our phones and used the disposable camera and Polaroid for some more memorable pictures before we were called to the ping pong table.I looked over to see Liam in sight, h