"Levan?" I knitted my brows as I opened the door. I did not expect him to come here. It is a Sunday. I will be at their house tomorrow for my teaching session with his son, Bryan. I was about to take a shower when he knocked.He gave me an awkward smile. I blinked."Hey, uhm." He cleared his throat, trying to find what to say. "I just came here to visit you..." He was looking behind me, as though he was checking something.I suddenly remember that he left the other day without telling me. I was kind of offended by it."You left last Wednesday without saying anything. You were suddenly gone," I can't help but said that. Although I am not mad or anything.He blinked. "Oh." His brows knitted in confusion. "T-The landlord said that the tenants are not allowed to invite visitors inside his apartment so... I left. He said that he will throw any of his tenants out if they will not follow his rules..."I looked at him weirdly. Landlord? But the owner of this apartment building is an old lady.
Without me even knowing it, my tears fell more aggressively than a typhoon as I kept on pushing his chest. This is not real. He is not... Greval... No... This is bullshit. He is bullshitting me.He tried to reach my elbow, trying to soothe me but I never let him. My heart feels so heavy. This is so sudden. He just suddenly dropped the bomb infront of me without any warning at all. I do not even know what to feel."I am sorry if I had to hide the truth for awhile, baby. I had to do it. I know that you do not want me in your life so I wanted to let you live peacefully without me in it... But it is killing me..." Tears fell down his face. He looked so miserable and broken but I do not care.My knees weakened. When he wrapped his arms around me, I did not have enough strength to fight back. I fell in his arms weakly."Greval is dead..." I whispered in a trembling voice."I am not," he murmured softly.I shook my head. "No! You are not Greval! You can't be him!" I do not want to believe it
I can't stop myself from looking at him. He feels so... unreal. I feel like he is from a dream that would never happen. He feels too... surreal. He smiled while cutting the meat. He was preparing some food I while sitting, watching him intently."Why?" he asked in a gentle tone.I swallowed hard, averting my gaze. "I feel like you are not real," I whispered mindlessly. I am not even sure if he heard it but he chuckled."What does that even mean? Hmm?" His tone was humorous.I knitted my brows. I do not know why but his tone annoyed me. Isn't he aware about what he did? That he made me believe he is dead all these years? And now, he is acting like everything was fine. As if he did not do anything. As if he did not shot himself.I do not even know why I have not left his apartment yet. Here I am, watching him prepare our lunch. I wanted to go back to my apartment which is just few meters away from here but I just could not force myself to move, to stand up and walk away and leave his p
The next morning, I decided to wake up early to buy ingredients for the recipe that I am planning to cook. Today, I will just be at home as I do not have any teaching session. Lira, my supposed student for today has a high fever. She is at the hospital right now so we would not be able to meet.It is still five am when I decided to leave my apartment. I rolled my eyes when I passed by at his door. He must had the best night, huh?When I reached the wet market, I looked for the ingredients that I will be needing. I will cook beef bulalo as it has been awhile since the last time I ate it. The ingredients of this dish is very expensive that is why I do not always cook it."Thank you," I smiled at the woman before I left. Beef is really expensive for someone like me. After making sure that I have all the ingredients, I went home. When I passed by at Greval's apartment, he was coming out of the door. My heart almost fell but I did not let him see any reaction in my face. And just like usu
He dipped his head, pressing his lips on mine. For a moment, I shut my eyes as I let myself dozed off with his warm and gentle lips, tasting mine softly. But when I remember why I feel so miserable, I pulled away, pushing his chest with all my strength as I felt my blood boiled. Of course, he did not even budge. His arms remained snaked around my waist firmly."Why are you kissing me?! How dare you kiss me, huh?! After ignoring me for days, and now, you have the guts to press your disgusting lips on mine?!" I could not help but raised my voice. Annoyance spread throughout my whole system. God, I can't believe that he can easily get me by just his kisses! It is not fair! It is not fucking fair! It will never be fair! But no matter how much I tried to not let myself be swept away by him, I just could not. It feels illegal to fight it. It feels so wrong to not let myself be a slave of him... And I know how dangerous that is... and how deadly that is for me...And this brute just chuckled
His lips parted as his eyes widened in friction, staring at me. I saw how his eyes turned bloodshot.I smiled gently. "I will marry you, Greval," I whispered in a soft tone.I know that I might be heading to the wrong way but I do not care at all...I love him...God, I love this man. No matter how much I tried to deny it to myself, no matter how hard I tried to ignore it, I will never win against my heart. No one could ever have the power to defeat the most powerful one, which is our heart. I do not know when it did start, how did it start, and why did it start... One thing I am sure about is what my heart is telling me right at this moment. He is the first man I have ever love. The first man I have ever given my heart to. The first man I care for... The first man whose lips were my salvation...He shut his eyes tightly as he lets out a deep sigh. It was as though something lifted from his chest, making him to be able to breathe properly and peacefully.He held my hand. "Come with m
I kissed my wife's head as she slept beside me peacefully. I was never a religious man. I never even got my foot stepped inside a church in my 30 years of existence in this goddamn world. I never even imagined myself wanting to get married someday. I thought that it was just for foolish people. And yeah, I think I am foolish man.I sighed, feeling the tightness in my heart as I held Nieva in my arms. I can't believe she is my wife now. I can't believe that I am married now... How is this even possible for me? Hos did this even happen?When I met her, it was the time I realized that my life has a purpose. She is my purpose. And when things happened between us, I was broken beyond repair. If killing myself is the only for her to forgive me for what I have done to our daughter, I would do it without blinking. And I did...But before I ended everything, I made sure that I was able to say those words... And I could not be more grateful when I did...I was ready to die. I was more than wil
For five months, we lived peacefully as husband and wife in a small province. Greval works as a farmer while I stay in our simple house. He never wants me to work even though I have been telling him that I want to."Baby, I already gave you what you want to live peacefully in this province. Please, I am only asking you this. You do not even have to work. I can definitely provide for us..." That is what he is saying whenever I tell him that I want to work.Now, we are living a life far from what he had before. This is what I want. A normal life with him. I do not want any danger, any harm for us. He left the mafia world when I told him that I can't live a dangerous life as his wife. I have never thought that he is going to give it to me. I know how hard it was for him to leave his world, being the Don. Kajik is now the Don. But whenever we talk about it, Greval always tells me that he never regret his decision of leaving the mafia world behind."This is want you want. And I will not he
When my memories came back, I feel nothing but anger towards Petrakis. In all those years where I was living in his lies as his daughter, I did nothing but to do all the things he wanted me to do.Now that I am walking towards the basement, I could feel my heart pounding rapidly. It is not because I am scared. It is because of anger and hatred for that evil man.The image of him shooting my daughter plays in my head over and over again like a broken record. He killed my baby mercilessly... And I will never forgive him for that."You can leave now," I told Greval's men."Are you sure, Ma'am? Don told us to not leave you here alone..."I shook my head. "I can do this. I have a gun," I said with conviction.They sighed and without any choice, they left. I entered the basement with my heart filled with nothing but rage.He was on the chair, just like the last time I have seen him. Still covered by his own blood. I could feel my body shaking in wrath as I stared at the man who ruined my li
I knitted my brows as soon as I entered our home. It feels empty... I do not know why but my heart suddenly filled with fear. It started to pound rapidly, almost making me lost my breath."Nieva? Baby?" I called her as I walked towards our room. But it was empty.I swallowed hard. I just got home from work and usually, she always welcomes me at our door and will give me kiss. She did not tell me anything that she will leave. I tried to call her but her number was cannot be reached. I swallowed nervously as I called her again. Where the hell is she?My heart was almost killing me. It was beating so fast and I think I would pass out any moment from now. Just where the fuck is she? She did not tell me that she is going somewhere today!My fear and anxiety were eating whole system every passing second. And I swear to God, I feel like death is coming to me.I called Kajik and asked for his help. He said that he will order his men to look for my wife. His men... They are not mine now as I
For ten years without her, I have been living in the dark. I have been walking in a dark place. I could not even see the I way that I am walking in. I was scared while taking my each step. But I continued. I continued living even I am broken inside.It was all worth it. I never thought that the God has a plan for us. He did not let me die because she is waiting for me from somewhere. She is alive... My wife is alive...A woman who looked exactly like Nieva broke into my mansion to steal money. It was fucking crazy. I could feel every fiber of my being was shaking as I stared at her face.As the days went by, we confirmed who she was and about her situation. Because she has been experiencing severe migraine for the past days and she often lost her consciousness because of it, I asked Diego, who is a neurologist, to check on her. And there, we found a small looking chip in the right side of her brain. It was confusing. Why is there a chip in there? What is this all about?"Someone put a
"What the hell?!" She hissed as she looked at me.I blinked several times. It is not her...I feel like my world crashed for the millionth time. I swallowed hard. My whole system was filled with disappoinment, anger, pain..."I-I am sorry..." I let go of her immediately, running my fingers through my hair.But her eyes widened a bit as she stared at me. She cleared her throat and gave me a seductive smile."Well, hey. You are alone? Do you want some company?" she whispered in a sultry voice.I pursed my lips in a grim line when her hand caressed my chest. I gritted my teeth and like an instinct, my hand wrapped around her throat tightly. "Do not fucking touch me like that, bitch," I growled angrily before I pushed her on the ground. She was gasping for air as she looked at me, fear filled her eyes. I feel like I cheated on my wife even though I did not do anything after being touched by another woman. I walked out of that damn club and cursed. I looked up at the dark sky dotted wi
I gritted my teeth. They used me. They ruined my life... I could still remember when I woke up after Petrakis put the chip in my brain. I could not remember anything that day. But as the days went by, I slowly started to remember things... but those were not my memories... Those were Victoria's...My own memories were completely forgotten and they were replaced by Victoria's. Started to her own childhood, to her life in highschool until she met Greval. I could remember all of it. It was as if it was my own memories. They just felt so real and vivid in my brain as if they really happened to me..."Are you okay, baby?" Greval whispered in my ear as he stroked my hair. I shut my eyes tightly and hugged him more. We were both naked in our bed."I am just... tired," I murmured.He sighed heavily. "Are you sure?"I nodded a bit, smiling as I lifted my eyes on him. I love this man so much. I do not what I would do without him.THOSE YEARS WITHOUT NIEVA WERE HELL. I was broken. I did not even
It was painful. That is all I could feel when I woke up. I do not even know where I am... and who am I...I looked around the four corners of this white room. Where is this place? Why am I here? And most of all, who am I? What am I doing here? Why am I laying on this bed? What happened?The door opened and a man wearing a white laboratory gown entered the room. I knitted my brows as I watched him walked towards me.I could see the shock flashed in his eyes as he looked at me. His walk became slow."God, is this real?" I heard him whispered.I could not even move my fingers. I wanted to move but I feel like my body was too heavy for me to do that. Who is this man? Who am I? I wanted to vocalize those words but I just did not have the ability to. I feel so weak and I am in too much pain. My head was throbbing painfully. I feel like it is not a normal headache. It was even worse than a severe migraine. It was too painful to bear."Do you remember your name?" The man asked in a calm voice
Victoria smiled evilly at me, crossing her arms infront of her chest as she looked at me as if she won."H-How..." I swallowed hard. "How did this happen? I-I thought–""Oh! You thought I am dead?" Victoria laughed insultingly. "As I have said, it is part of the plan. We had to get your trust...""No..." I breathed heavily, swallowing hard. "But do not worry. Greval is looking for you now. He does not think you are dead. Dad is just playing you. Well, probably soon. You will be dead for real..." She smiled innocently.They left me in the laboratory while I was screaming for help but no one came to rescue me. I have to escape before they could even do their plan. I will not let Victoria replace me in Greval's life. I will not let her desperation lead to any way. I will make sure she will not succeed. I will make sure of that.I do not know how long it has been but I think it was almost midnight. I am not sure about what time it was. Suddenly, I heard footsteps. My eyes widened when I
"What?" I whispered under my breath.He smiled. "He thinks you are dead, Nieva. So you can't go back to him. You have to be with me... darling..." I shook my head, taking a step back as my heart started to beat in bizarre way. "W-What do you mean?""I sent him the body of Victoria... And he thought that it is you," he said in a nonchalant voice."You're..." I shook my head. "No... No! You did not! Tell me you did not!" I screamed angrily as I gasped for air.Suddenly, Taliyah's door opened. My eyes drifted to my daughter who looked so confused."Mommy? Why are you screaming? What is happening? Daddy?" She looked at Mr. Petrakis.I swallowed hard. I was about to grab her arm to protect her from the devil infront of us but before I could even do it, he had already grabbed her.My eyes widened as he gave me a dark smile when he lifted Taliyah in his arms."Your mommy wants to leave, my love. Do you want to leave Daddy?" he said in a soft tone, but I could hear the threat behind his word
I can't stop staring at her face... Taliyah...Tears clouded my vision as I looked at the kid infront of me... My daughter.My heart was beating strangely for this beautiful kid. I do not know what it was but it feels... so good. My heart was hammering so loud the longer I stared at her."She is your mom, Taliyah..." Mr. Petrakis said in a soft voice, kneeling infront of Taliyah.He took me in her room. I still do not want to believe him but my heart was telling me otherwise. And I can't just ignore what it says to me."Mommy? She is my mommy? Why does she look like Victoria?" Taliyah asked in a cute and adorable voice.I swallowed hard as I felt my tears ran down my cheek as I walked slowly towards her.Hey eyes... She got Greval's eyes..."Oh god," I whispered, sobbing.Mr. Petrakis made way for me. My eyes were only focused on the kid infront of me. I can't take my eyes off her. I do not want to. I want to stare at her for the rest of my life... She is my daughter... She came from