I swallowed the lump in my throat as my mind went back to the woman who is now at the basement. I gritted my teeth. Does she hate me that much that she even went that far? She killed an innocent child. She aborted our baby...My heart clenched painfully as those thoughts poured in my head. I know that she hates me... but I have never thought that she is capable of doing this. I feel so broken... I do not even know if I can live with this pain.I lost a child that I have never even met. I chugged down the bottle of alcohol, neverminding the sting it brought to my throat. I need to soothe this pain I am feeling. I feel like it is going to be my death.I held on the crib, gripping it tightly as tears continuously fell in my cheek.I am sorry, baby... I know that Dad was never a good person. I killed a lot of people since I was a kid. I did a lot of terrible things. I know that I probably do not deserve to be a father but when I found out that your... mommy was pregnant, I swear, I was o
I have been crying all night. I feel like all my strength left my body. I have not eaten anything since Greval took me here at the basement. My stomach was grumbling and my whole body was shaking in severe coldness. My eyes were tired from all the tears I have been shedding but I still feel like I need to cry it all out.Regret. That is exactly what I feel right now. I regret what I did. I feel so horrible. I am no different to those people who kill for pleasure. I am a monster now. I killed my own... child.A painful sob escaped my lips as I hugged my knees tightly. "I am sorry, baby..." I whispered shakily.My child must hate me now... She or he probably thinks that I am the worst mother.The metal doors opened and my heart stopped when I saw who entered the room.I swallowed as I slowly sat on the floor. I was shaking miserably as I watched his steps ate our distance.I gasped when Greval pulled my hair roughly and made me stand up on my feet."W-Where are you taking me?" I murmure
"N-No! Please!" I sobbed harder as I held on Venice's arm, begging her. She gave me an annoyed look as she tried to peel my hand off her."Just fucking do it, Nieva! Just do it!" She yelled and started to drag me towards the backstage.I sniffed, trembling with fear. I do not want to do this. I hate these people. I hate all of this!Venice pushed me and held my arm firmly. She gritted her teeth. "Nieva, just please, do it. I am begging you. I am not asking you to do this just because I want you to be miserable. Believe me, I am doing this to save you from more miserableness!"I swallowed hard."Now, get your ass there and do what I told you! Sway your hips! Be a slut! Do you understand?" she hissed through gritted teeth.She left without waiting for my response. I was left with no choice but to watch her walk away."What are you still waiting for? Get on the stage!" A woman showed up and pushed me.I swallowed as I tried to compose myself. With all my gathered strength, I pushed mysel
Every corner of my being was screaming silently with fear as I forced myself to walk towards him. He was sitting on the bed like a king. His hands was rested behind him, supporting his weight as his legs were wide apart. He looked at me as though I was his slave as he waits for me to serve him.My eyes started to sting as I looked at the women who were quietly standing in the corner. They almost looked the same. They are both slender. Their hair were both long and blonde. Their naked body were perfect. I do not see any flaws in them. They were... just perfect...I stopped infront of Greval. I swallowed. My eyes remained on the floor. I could not look at him... All of this is cruel..."Kneel," he growled in a low voice, making my eyes lifted.His eyes were dangerously dark. His face was void with any emotion. I was too stunned to speak.What does he want? I swallowed nervously when I realized what he wanted me to do. His hard cock was showing proudly. He still has his denim pants on b
I let her dragged me out the basement. I did not have the strength to ask where she was taking me. I feel like I am going to pass out any second. My body feels so heavy and weak. I feel nauseous. My stomach was grumbling but I do not feel hungry. I just want Venice to carry me. I was using all of my strength left in my body for walking.She took me in the bathroom which I did not expect. I was anticipating that she will take me to wherever Greval is.She turned on the shower. "Clean yourself," she said in a calm voice.I swallowed as I looked at her. She stayed in the corner, watching me.I nodded as I started to clean my body. The cold water brought tranquility in my soul. Suddenly, I feel like all the dirt and toxins had left my body. I lathered my body with a lot of soap and put a large amount of shampoo on my hair. I used all the products in there to make sure that I was completely clean.Venice gave me the towel and let me dried myself. I wrapped it around my body.She sighed hea
I sighed quietly, lifting my gaze on them. But I stopped breathing when I met Greval's dangerously cold eyes. He was staring at me while the woman was caressing his chest. I immediately looked away, pretending to be nonchalant about my surrounding. Until when would I be here?"Why is she here? Tell her to leave," I heard the woman said in a sweet yet annoyed voice.Do not worry, Ma'am. You do not know how much I want to leave you alone here. Do you think I want to be here and watch you two flirt with each other?"Just ignore her. We can do anything we want even she is here," Greval said in a cold voice.I wanted to roll my eyes again but I stopped myself."Really?" The woman giggled. I heard the water splashed violently. I can't help but looked at them. The woman is now straddling him. I knitted my brows as I pursed my lips in a thin line.I caught Greval's eyes. It was like he wanted to see my reaction and I gave him none. I am used to this, Greval. Watching you fuck other woman inf
He exhaled a deep sigh, fanning my ear with his warm minty breath. I pursed my lips in a grim line as I tried to peel off his strong arm around me. But he never let me."I am going!" I hissed in a low voice."I am done with you yet," he growled in a weak yet threatening tone."You are still horny, yeah? You have a woman waiting for you outside. You can fuck her! I am sure she is willing! 'Cause I am not!" I do not know where did I get the courage to say those words. But I did not regret it. Surprisingly, it made me relieved somehow. It was as if I was able to burst out my true feelings."I am still mad at you," he whispered which made me shocked. It was not what I am expecting him to say. I was anticipating him to yell at me."You are always mad at me." I can't help but respond in a bit of sarcastic way. I think he did not notice my tone or he just ignored it. "But I miss you..." he murmured, kissing my neck softly.My lips parted at his words. No. He did not just say that."Stop say
How dare he say he likes me? Does he think that I am some kind of a stupid kid who would believe whatever he say? How could he even say that? Has he forgotten how he made my life miserable? Does he think that all of those things he has done to me were just nothing? He ruined my life. He ruined everything I have. I am completely broken inside. And now, he has the guts to say that he likes me? He is sick. He is fucking sick in the head if he thinks that I would fall for that kind of stupid crap coming from his dirty lips.A man like him does not deserve any woman. He deserves to die alone. He deserves to be miserable. He is a criminal, a devil...I sighed as I tried to sleep. I have been skipping my classes for the past weeks. Greval had completely forbids me to study. He even took the phone he gave me.I gasped when the door suddenly opened. I immediately sat on the bed when I recognized who entered my room without permission.His huge frame was screaming with cruelty.I clutched the c
When my memories came back, I feel nothing but anger towards Petrakis. In all those years where I was living in his lies as his daughter, I did nothing but to do all the things he wanted me to do.Now that I am walking towards the basement, I could feel my heart pounding rapidly. It is not because I am scared. It is because of anger and hatred for that evil man.The image of him shooting my daughter plays in my head over and over again like a broken record. He killed my baby mercilessly... And I will never forgive him for that."You can leave now," I told Greval's men."Are you sure, Ma'am? Don told us to not leave you here alone..."I shook my head. "I can do this. I have a gun," I said with conviction.They sighed and without any choice, they left. I entered the basement with my heart filled with nothing but rage.He was on the chair, just like the last time I have seen him. Still covered by his own blood. I could feel my body shaking in wrath as I stared at the man who ruined my li
I knitted my brows as soon as I entered our home. It feels empty... I do not know why but my heart suddenly filled with fear. It started to pound rapidly, almost making me lost my breath."Nieva? Baby?" I called her as I walked towards our room. But it was empty.I swallowed hard. I just got home from work and usually, she always welcomes me at our door and will give me kiss. She did not tell me anything that she will leave. I tried to call her but her number was cannot be reached. I swallowed nervously as I called her again. Where the hell is she?My heart was almost killing me. It was beating so fast and I think I would pass out any moment from now. Just where the fuck is she? She did not tell me that she is going somewhere today!My fear and anxiety were eating whole system every passing second. And I swear to God, I feel like death is coming to me.I called Kajik and asked for his help. He said that he will order his men to look for my wife. His men... They are not mine now as I
For ten years without her, I have been living in the dark. I have been walking in a dark place. I could not even see the I way that I am walking in. I was scared while taking my each step. But I continued. I continued living even I am broken inside.It was all worth it. I never thought that the God has a plan for us. He did not let me die because she is waiting for me from somewhere. She is alive... My wife is alive...A woman who looked exactly like Nieva broke into my mansion to steal money. It was fucking crazy. I could feel every fiber of my being was shaking as I stared at her face.As the days went by, we confirmed who she was and about her situation. Because she has been experiencing severe migraine for the past days and she often lost her consciousness because of it, I asked Diego, who is a neurologist, to check on her. And there, we found a small looking chip in the right side of her brain. It was confusing. Why is there a chip in there? What is this all about?"Someone put a
"What the hell?!" She hissed as she looked at me.I blinked several times. It is not her...I feel like my world crashed for the millionth time. I swallowed hard. My whole system was filled with disappoinment, anger, pain..."I-I am sorry..." I let go of her immediately, running my fingers through my hair.But her eyes widened a bit as she stared at me. She cleared her throat and gave me a seductive smile."Well, hey. You are alone? Do you want some company?" she whispered in a sultry voice.I pursed my lips in a grim line when her hand caressed my chest. I gritted my teeth and like an instinct, my hand wrapped around her throat tightly. "Do not fucking touch me like that, bitch," I growled angrily before I pushed her on the ground. She was gasping for air as she looked at me, fear filled her eyes. I feel like I cheated on my wife even though I did not do anything after being touched by another woman. I walked out of that damn club and cursed. I looked up at the dark sky dotted wi
I gritted my teeth. They used me. They ruined my life... I could still remember when I woke up after Petrakis put the chip in my brain. I could not remember anything that day. But as the days went by, I slowly started to remember things... but those were not my memories... Those were Victoria's...My own memories were completely forgotten and they were replaced by Victoria's. Started to her own childhood, to her life in highschool until she met Greval. I could remember all of it. It was as if it was my own memories. They just felt so real and vivid in my brain as if they really happened to me..."Are you okay, baby?" Greval whispered in my ear as he stroked my hair. I shut my eyes tightly and hugged him more. We were both naked in our bed."I am just... tired," I murmured.He sighed heavily. "Are you sure?"I nodded a bit, smiling as I lifted my eyes on him. I love this man so much. I do not what I would do without him.THOSE YEARS WITHOUT NIEVA WERE HELL. I was broken. I did not even
It was painful. That is all I could feel when I woke up. I do not even know where I am... and who am I...I looked around the four corners of this white room. Where is this place? Why am I here? And most of all, who am I? What am I doing here? Why am I laying on this bed? What happened?The door opened and a man wearing a white laboratory gown entered the room. I knitted my brows as I watched him walked towards me.I could see the shock flashed in his eyes as he looked at me. His walk became slow."God, is this real?" I heard him whispered.I could not even move my fingers. I wanted to move but I feel like my body was too heavy for me to do that. Who is this man? Who am I? I wanted to vocalize those words but I just did not have the ability to. I feel so weak and I am in too much pain. My head was throbbing painfully. I feel like it is not a normal headache. It was even worse than a severe migraine. It was too painful to bear."Do you remember your name?" The man asked in a calm voice
Victoria smiled evilly at me, crossing her arms infront of her chest as she looked at me as if she won."H-How..." I swallowed hard. "How did this happen? I-I thought–""Oh! You thought I am dead?" Victoria laughed insultingly. "As I have said, it is part of the plan. We had to get your trust...""No..." I breathed heavily, swallowing hard. "But do not worry. Greval is looking for you now. He does not think you are dead. Dad is just playing you. Well, probably soon. You will be dead for real..." She smiled innocently.They left me in the laboratory while I was screaming for help but no one came to rescue me. I have to escape before they could even do their plan. I will not let Victoria replace me in Greval's life. I will not let her desperation lead to any way. I will make sure she will not succeed. I will make sure of that.I do not know how long it has been but I think it was almost midnight. I am not sure about what time it was. Suddenly, I heard footsteps. My eyes widened when I
"What?" I whispered under my breath.He smiled. "He thinks you are dead, Nieva. So you can't go back to him. You have to be with me... darling..." I shook my head, taking a step back as my heart started to beat in bizarre way. "W-What do you mean?""I sent him the body of Victoria... And he thought that it is you," he said in a nonchalant voice."You're..." I shook my head. "No... No! You did not! Tell me you did not!" I screamed angrily as I gasped for air.Suddenly, Taliyah's door opened. My eyes drifted to my daughter who looked so confused."Mommy? Why are you screaming? What is happening? Daddy?" She looked at Mr. Petrakis.I swallowed hard. I was about to grab her arm to protect her from the devil infront of us but before I could even do it, he had already grabbed her.My eyes widened as he gave me a dark smile when he lifted Taliyah in his arms."Your mommy wants to leave, my love. Do you want to leave Daddy?" he said in a soft tone, but I could hear the threat behind his word
I can't stop staring at her face... Taliyah...Tears clouded my vision as I looked at the kid infront of me... My daughter.My heart was beating strangely for this beautiful kid. I do not know what it was but it feels... so good. My heart was hammering so loud the longer I stared at her."She is your mom, Taliyah..." Mr. Petrakis said in a soft voice, kneeling infront of Taliyah.He took me in her room. I still do not want to believe him but my heart was telling me otherwise. And I can't just ignore what it says to me."Mommy? She is my mommy? Why does she look like Victoria?" Taliyah asked in a cute and adorable voice.I swallowed hard as I felt my tears ran down my cheek as I walked slowly towards her.Hey eyes... She got Greval's eyes..."Oh god," I whispered, sobbing.Mr. Petrakis made way for me. My eyes were only focused on the kid infront of me. I can't take my eyes off her. I do not want to. I want to stare at her for the rest of my life... She is my daughter... She came from