Chapter 18

Zydan-

Sitting in my office Friday morning, I struggled to understand why Lia was upset. What happened after I returned home the night before last? No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t recall anything. I have been absent-minded all morning and unable to work on anything.

“What the hell did I do?” I asked myself, knowing no one would answer as I was alone in the office.

“I don’t know. You know that although Wolfsbane doesn’t harm you, it makes me weak. The moment you started drinking, I was forced into your subconscious.” My wolf, Nyko, responded.

It was for that reason that I usually didn’t drink, but it was the only way to numb myself to everything going on around me, especially thinking about my wife. I don’t know how much I drank, but it must have been a lot because I woke up with a splitting migraine, and I was missing nearly twelve hours of my time.

When I arrived at work yesterday, I asked Jaxon, but he told me he didn’t know anything. He told me what happened at the bar and o