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blinking her eyes for the nth time Anbu huffed at her attempt of sleeping. rubbing her eyes hard she cursed the night for no reason. It's been an hour since she was trying to sleep yet she didn't get even an ounce of sleep. her eyes are burning now, she badly needs a few minutes of peaceful sleep and relaxation after all that long walks with Rishi.
After returning to her home she had to face her strict parents who were already waiting for her at the hall when Rishi dropped her off and left. their heat gaze alarmed her.
She knew she had to return before ten at night as it was her father's strict order. initially she made up her mind to return back before ten, but being with Rishi she enjoyed every moment. she wanted that moment to continue for a little longer. She didn't want to leave his warmth so soon, con
Anbu's POVIt seems so horrible to do it, but not doing it makes me feel like a culprit. I wanted to stop looking at those chocolate brown eyes which were doing something to me that I'm unable to describe. it feels so weird and ahhh..it's weird that's it.Not wanting to disappoint him I nod my head slightly giving the hint that he was looking for in my eyes from the past few seconds. I could feel the insensitivity turning more deep into the air, when I saw him decreasing the few inches of gap between our lips. and With a jolt he kissed me with his eyes closed for god knows what. where my eyes grew bigger feeling his lips moving against mine, I couldn't stop myself from circling my arms around his neck. The soft and rough connection of our lips left me numb to think about anything else. I should admit, indeed he's Good kisser.
Anbu's POV" Rishi," I tried for the last time to grab his attention on me, luckily it worked. indeed he realised that he was crushing me into his tight hug. It's been a few minutes since he was having his time with his out busters. I didn't interrupt him in between his crying. I let him cry as much as he wants until he runs out of tears. I didn't have any clue about how to make him comfortable so I just put my hands around him and patted his back until he came to his normal state. but he went even wild, crying every passing minute. I don't know if it's because he's drunk or he was broken beyond repair. I tried to call him a few times when his hold got tighter on me and I had difficulty breathing. Yet I thought to let him be what he wanted for a few moments until I felt hard to breathe, and I had to tap a shoulder to let him know that he's crushing me.losing his grip on me, h
Rishi's POVfailing at the nth attempt of getting back to sleep, i opened my eyes being annoyed with the uncomfortable position that i was sleeping in. slightly adjusting my vision I found the room still dark and quiet. For some reason the calmness encouraged me to look around and wonder why everything seems unusual to me. A sharp stroke of pain borrowed my attention, rubbing and pressing my temple using my thumb finger. I closed my eyes for a second and opened them again. My eyes fell on the frameless radiant LED wall clock which shows 4:21 in the morning.analysing my shroudings i wild opened my eyes and shaked my head as if it's gonna help my headache. in between i realised that it wasn't my room nore i was sleeping on my bed.snapping my head towards the bed i saw Anbu's sleeping figure, even in the darkness i managed to
Anbu's POVI don't know what I'm doing with my life.Did I really fall for the person who isn't for me?Gazing out of the window, I left a long breath being tired of thinking the same thing again and again for which I couldn't come up with a solution. seriously, life was good when I used to carry school bags on my shoulders, childhood was better. no worries of the future, no ego, no relationship issues, no self-doubting and everything seemed perfect then. go to school, eat lunch in period, chit-chat with friends and impatiently wait till the period gets over, play-fight with classmates and so on. If anything we worried about at that age was then that was only the marks and what lunch did our mothers packed for us. The day when I completed my school and got rid of that heavy school bag I came to know that i
Anbu's POVPeople think they choses love but it's not, because love chooses people. You can never decide with whom you have to fall in love, it happens in a blink of an eye without your own consent. And when slowly you realise what happened things get difficult to handle. And that's when the drama begins. Perhaps that's why people say love always comes in a package with unnecessary dramas.But, if you want love then you've to endure and overcome the dramas, along with facing whatever that comes in your way because you can't have the fruits without roots.I had to stop my thoughts abruptly when I heard Varun's voice."Anu..."Shifting my gaze from the tissue stand that was placed in front of me on the
Anbu's POVI was freaking out after seeing him in my room, on my bed.The first thing I did after finding him on my bed was double checking the door of my bedroom. because I don't want to get another set of lectures from my parents if they saw Rishi here, inside my room.After making sure that the door is locked I slowly went near Rishi while taking baby steps. many thoughts and questions were lingering on my mind.He was sleeping on his stomach, so I was able to see his half face only as his other half face was buried in bed. He kept his right hand above his head and left hand was sandwiched between the mattress and his stomach.as I reached close to him, I heard his snoring. fresh morning, quiet room
Anu's POV" No way. I'm not buying that piece of cloth" I made a harsh statement disliking the cocktail, long V neck and backless dress which Masha chose for me. it was nowhere near covering anything on my body.Though, I appreciate Masha's teste of clothes but hell, I'm not wearing that for my office party. it would look so overdressed, and honestly i don't want any attention." don't be old school, Look at the black beads work......ohh my god, you have to wear this." Masha said being very excited, her eyes were sparkling adoring that dress through showroom glass.Rolling my eyes, I mocked her. " if you love this dress so much then you should buy this for yourself ""I wish I could, but I can't fit in
Anu's POVNo one can hurt you more than the person who knows you well.who knows all your ups and down, who knows your story, whom you trust with your life.People effortlessly have the tendency of getting affected by the people who matter to them.I'm hurt because Masha matters to me, and realising that even she thinks that I need a man in my life to survive makes me dispirited.I'm a well grown up woman who knows what is better for her. I'm living on my own and I've a daughter to raise. I'm not lonely, I'm not pathetic . fuck. I can live on my own.I've said hundreds of times to Masha that I'm no more interested in relation
Anu’s POV I froze on my spot, trying to breath for the sake of my life and to make it even more worse Sid pulled back only to bent his head till my level and look into my eyes for a brief moment before he went to the left side ear and purred “ And, it’s always going to be YOU….” letting his hot breath touch my skin and create havoc inside me. At this point, I just melted and now I want him to hold me before I collapse on the floor. He made me freaking weak, being my weakness. He’s my weakness, and instead of feeling threatened to realise that I feel a sense of contentment and happiness. It took so much for us to reach this point where I can trust him, give my heart and let him touch my soul. We built this trust through a lot of uncomfortable conversation, emotional vulnerability and with empathy for each other’s broken parts of heart which we eventually learnt to fix. We cured each other to make each other feel complete and that’s how we reached this point of healthy relatio
Anu’s POV “ be a good baby and don’t trouble Masha okay……Mumma loves you baby *umhaa*” Smooching loudly on the speaker of the phone , I heard Ria doing the same before the call ended. Placing the phone on the dressing table I huffed as my eyes pulled back to the mirror in front of me. I looked beautiful and glowing even in the dim lighting of the room.. Maybe the Skincare and months of doing yoga with a pit of laziness every morning is finally showing the results I wanted. Well, it’s been three months since I started to care for my skin and body after Ria gave me an earful of how I'm not taking good care of myself. I was amused to hear her talking about yoga and intake of healthy foods. Like from when did she know about all these ? But then I came to know that Ria’s new best friend, Dhruv’s mother, is a yoga teacher and runs her own yoga centre. At first I didn't want to join the yoga class because of my laziness and habit of procrastination. Besides, Sid would always make me f
Author’s POV “ How come I had no clue about your feelings towards me ? Was I that ignorant in those days ? “ Asked Anu blankly, staring at the ceiling of her room while her fingers played with the ends of her wavy hairs. The chillness of her hairs wetted Sid’s pink Ryamon cotton shirt as her head was placed on his stomach, while both of them were laying on her bed in mid afternoon to take a nap before Ria returned from her school. Once she gets home, it’s hard for both of them to take a moment of rest since Ria has become more mischievous nowadays and all appreciation goes to Sid who is spoiling her with all his rights. “ Because I was a good pretender…. “ Replied Sid who was also staring at the blank space of the ceiling. His fingers aimlessly tangled between the layers of her hairs while his other hand was placed under his head. The room was so peaceful for their own mood that none of them wanted to break this moment. The soft white curtains moved back and forth as Slow b
Author’s POV *Hey, are you free this evening ? I’ve two tickets for 96 movie, Evening show * *let me say this before you say Yes…... .just know that it would be our first date if you said Yes..*It took a lot of courage for Sid to hit the send button after he typed and erased the same msg for the past two hours. And when he finally hit the send button with a shaking hand and uneven breath, he shut his eyes tight not wanting to face her rejection that he was expecting despite filling himself with hope of a positive response from her. After a while he opened his eyes and saw the message being delivered but not seen as she wasn’t online right at this moment. He sighed leisurely, placing his phone on the table in front he leaned on the couch, biting his nails one by one. He realised that he wasn’t this nervous even when he was preparing for his board exams a decade ago or when his father caught him watching porn on his PC when he was in his first year of college. Finding no other w
Part 70 Author’s POV“ Keep your phone with you all the time, “said Rishi, rotating the steering wheel with his one hand while his other hand was behind the back of her head, on the seat as he glanced back to make sure of the clear spot to park. “ hmmm “ Anbu responded while she was lost in some thoughts.“ don’t skip meals even if you’re busy, “ he said, halting the car in the perfect parking slot and releasing his seat belts. “ Hmmm “ she again hummed without even paying attention to her surroundings. Looking at her he spoke “ don’t eat too much of oily foods, you’ll end up having upset stomach ““ Hmmm “ her eyes were fixed to the front of the car as she aimlessly kept playing the pendant of her chain. “ Try to make time and call me, or text me “ turning towards her side, He said to gain her attention. “ Hmmm “ she was still lost in her thoughts that she didn’t even realise that he was gazing at her for the past few minutes. with a playful smile lingering around the corner o
Author’s POV It was 2:36AM, Anu was sleeping soundly with her arms wrapped around her daughter. It’s been a week now since they have shifted here and Anu had been running to places since then, Ria’s new school admission process, new house arrangements and also finding a maid seems more difficult task then the above two Thank god to Masha who looked after Ria in absence of Anu as she had to go out often in this one week. And after all the rush and tiresome work, she managed to arrange everything. Hereafter she can join her new office in two days without having to worry about anything else. She was in deep sleep when the constant ringing of her phone disturbed her sleep as she leisurely opened her eyes and took a few minutes to shake off the sleepiness to gain her consciousness. “ hello “ she spoke in her horse voice. “ Masha, at this hour ? “ she asked on call, hardly able to keep her eyes open. Rubbing her eyes using her thumbs, Anu glanced at the clock when she put down the
Author’s POV “ Are you sure no one would catch us here ?” questiONED Anbu as soon as she stood behind Rishi, who seemed lost in gazing at the night sky. Turning around he shook his head with surety and spoke “ don’t worry, everyone already slept and i’ve asked one of my cousin to look out for us “ “ Hmmm “ she responde, looking around thinking of a way to start the conversation. The terrace was covered in peaceful silence, the dim lights provided enough brightness there. Covered under the night sky and serene atmosphere, both of them stood in an awkward silence for a minute. She began “ um…..what’s both…. “ “ let’s sit over there “ He spoke pointing at the right corner of the terrace. She and both of them sat down beside each other leaning on the wall behind them. “ what’s going on in your mind ?” She had no patience after watching him avoid looking into her eyes a few times. Every passing second was filling her with more questions and disturbing thoughts, He looked
Author’s POV “ What’s bothering you ? “ asked Swati who was helping Anbu in removing her make up after the function. It was nearly Two AM when the reception was complete and guests left after having the buffet, some of them didn’t fail to remark on the food taste though. Throughout the function Anbu was standing on the edge of walking to her room and throwing herself on the bed to take a nap. These Marriage things seemed exciting and interesting only when she wasn’t the actual bride. Exhausted, sleep deprived and tired are the words that can describe her current status. The happiness of marrying the man she loves is one side, but the tiresome they have to go through to marry each other seemed tiring that in middle of rituals she had this urge to get up and scream that she doesn’t wants a grand marriage anymore and would just have register marriage instead but she also couldn’t say that as her other side badly wants this grand marriage. After coming back from Delhi Rishi and A
Author’s POV “ What do you want now ? '' Anu fumed in anger, glaring at Rishi, who was seated across from her on the couch in the hall. It’s been a few minutes since Masha called him in after convincing Anu for this. Since Anbu didn’t want to be an awkward and unwanted part of this conversation between Rishi and Anu, she assured him that she will wait in his car till he is done. Masha had taken Ria to upstairs before calling him inside the house as per Anu’s demand. Anu didn’t want Ria to know about Rishi. Meanwhile Rishi took a brief moment to examine his surroundings. He could say that she had maintained the home well and tidy but what surprised him was those brown carton boxes which were placed here and there in different sizes, some packed and some half packed. Leaving the furniture, other things seemed already packed and ready to be moved. He realised that she is in the process of shifting to somewhere else, but he won’t dare to ask her about it. Anu’s eyes reflected th