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Chapter 59: Damn Pregnancy Brain

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Esmerelda

Damn post orgasm bliss brain and for loosening my tongue. I really didn't want to have to say that to him. I really didn't want to explain that I don't want him just to be the father of my children. That over the last week I began to think about something more. Pregnancy brain giving me ideas of white picket fences, two point five kids and happy family dinners. Actually, it's not I don't want to, its I can't. How would he not think that I trapped him if I tell that? Trick question, he would think I did all this to trap myself a rich man. I open my mouth and close it again trying to find something to say. Anything.

"I know you heard me." He says. "And now I need you to tell me what you meant. What has been going on in your head since the day we met?"

I swallow hard and look into his eyes. Trying to figure out what would be the best way to tell him. The best way to let him know without letting him know everything.

"I..." I try to start. Then more gaping like a fish out of wat
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