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NICOLE“WE HAD to do it considering the fact that Berkely’s men scared Frank Hanks out of town”Not that he had anything to do with Callan getting shot but they did Tina Hanks a favor really. She wouldn’t oust her husband as an abuser but everyone with eyes could see it.With Frank out of the way I knew it was hard for Tina to cope with a new life, a life that didn’t involve your narcissistic of a husband telling you what to do, a life without a man making you feel insignificant and small.“It’s their first sleep over, Nicole. Connor might be a social fucking butterfly but Jr is rough around the edges”“You mean he takes after you?”He did. Jr took after Callan that every time I looked at him, he looked like a mini-Callan minus the grumpiness.“He’s my kid after all”, Callan said proudly as I hooked my hand with his.He tried to hide it but I saw the rage simmer in his eyes for a sec at the jewel gracing my finger.“Tina just needs some time to process it all. Her life’s gonna change
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CANNONTHE WHISKEY tasted like piss and for the fuck of it, I dunked down another glass.No cheap whiskey would ruin my night and certainly not the man seated on my couch blabbing about his wife and related marital issues because that’s just the thing, I was high like a teen on Valium.So, fucking high reliving the moment between me and Nicole. Six years? How the fuck had I restrained myself from her for six fucking years? One kiss and I might have as well been knocked out by a cupid’s arrow and that’s saying a lot given the fact that I didn’t believe in that little Houdini flying around with cupid arrows.Then as if the kiss hadn’t clouded my senses, her moans followed, my name recklessly left her lips and when I sunk inside her wet heat, well, one word for it. Nirvana.Fucking nirvana.The thought of plunging into her luscious body once she came back from Tina’s crossed my mind and that fucking moment, my dick throbbed.Fuck I loved her. “Frank skipped town and Leonard from what I
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CONNOR/ KADE HAWKINSPRESENT DAY“I’LL ALWAYS BE your friend. You made Aunt Tina proud. Your dad is proud”The five-year-old me stared at the ginger haired woman. Her hair wasn’t honey blonde, that was fake just like her words. Just like her fucking affection for me.Did you know how human flesh smelled like when subjected to a fiery furnace? Did you know how humans screamed when life ebbed out of their bodies?Ask me and I would tell you.The smell of human flesh was nowhere near that of a chicken’s or a pig’s. No, burning flesh smelled like death, had the kind of tang that brought tears to your eyes and made you want to fucking puke your guts out.The screams of a dying man? My father—the rotting bastard—might have stashed me away in a helicopter that day but every day, every damn night, I could see the flames. The sickening smell of my mother, my brother and Callan burning alive engraved itself on me for years now. And their screams? They were like an echo forever meant to haunt m
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JACE ‘JR’ ASHER/ TRIGGERPRESENT DAY“CANNON?” Jason Bates spoke into the phone.“Mommy…mommy said she’s right behind me. I can’t see them”, the five-year-old me quipped, head shot to the back at the warehouse behind me.I was crying so hard than I had in my entire life. They told me to run but they weren’t running. They weren’t behind me.“Connor? Jr?”I nodded even though he couldn’t see me do it.“Fuck! Fuck Cannon! Okay, here’s what we are gonna do buddy. I need you to run, okay? Don’t look back just run, I’m coming to get both of you. Are you hurt? Is your brother hurt?”Brother? When the warehouse holding my parents hostage detonated with angry flames behind me, that moment, right there, I didn’t have a brother.I was alone. A kid staring at the flames consume the very people who brought me into this world. A kid all alone on a deserted island with the ashes of my parents wafting through the air like they were nothing.My parents died that day. The old Jr died that day and my br
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NOTE|OKAY maybe I am evil for enjoying the pain that comes with killing off characters and surprising my readers with plot twists out of nowhere.When I came up with the book title, in my head I knew it was always going to be about Jr and Connor and I didn’t want to show that just yet. I wanted all of you to love Callan and Nicole and understand the pain the boys carry, to feel the loss just like they did, just like I did.And Callan’s death was always going to play a pivotal role in the Alpha Bodyguard series I’m still writing about Flames, Blaze, Holy, Snakes, Jason and Pindrop.So, am I evil for not giving a warning about Callan and Nicole’s deaths? I am. Yes I am but please DO NOT leave any hate comments on the book, there are tons of books on the app and I can’t hold it against you if you want to leave this one. I love all of you, I read each one of your comments and sit down the whole day thinking of how I’ll make each one of your happy. And speaking of, shout out to the comme
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JACE ‘JR’ ASHER/ TRIGGERLAY LOW, COOL HEAD, DON’T FUCKING POKE at Amato’s business lest I wanted the whole mission to be in jeopardy.The way I saw it the whole mission might as well have been in jeopardy right at this fucking second. Not even the taste of tobacco on my lips could smooth the tension that was so damn palpable in my car.The thought of putting on music soured through my head but immediately died down. Last thing a princess like her needed was heavy rock music making her shiver far more than she was at the moment.Because that’s what she had done. Fifteen minutes, thirty—make those thirty-one seconds and her thighs scrunched together. Her eyes…dark filthy orbs lingered out my window every five seconds and her hands tried to grasp reality by clutching her Gucci purse so damn tight her nails were an inch from breaking.I could hear her breathe… messily, angsty, afraid. I had never been the sort that did emotions. The sort that calmed down a person let alone a woman when t
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CONNOR/ KADE HAWKINSYOU WENT TOO FAR.NOT EVERY REDHEAD IS TINA HANKS.SHE WAS SCARED, NEW PLACE, NEW PEOPLE, TONS OF SHIT, AWAY FROM HER FAMILY.Ice’s words haunted me through breakfast all the way to my date with Lucia Amato, another woman who’d landed her ass in hot soup outside my club, Deluxe.My CCTVs outside Deluxe picked up what happened yesterday. Some piece of scum threatened Lucia, her new bodyguard protected her and whilst I was grateful, she could have died and whether I was using her or not, it wouldn’t sit right with me if she did because she was a good person.“I gotta bounce and the guys aren’t back yet from their second search”The first search for the Zetas yesterday was a complete waste of time. The fuckers were two steps ahead of us and they’d already relocated before we caught up to them.Then the Lucia thing happened and I was forced to check up on her, act like a loving and concerned fiancé even though I knew I fucked that up too.“I’m on my way home”, I took
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JACE ‘JR’ ASHER/ TRIGGERTHE BOYFRIEND OR IN THIS CASE FIANCÉ was a piece of shit who’d glanced at his phone the whole time the princess tried to make small talk.You’d think me knowing she had a fiancé and actually watching said fiancé kiss her sloppily would tone down whatever shit going on in my body about Lucia Amato but it didn’t.On the contrary, it fueled this want in me that had turned primal when I saw her in that skimpy bikini by the pool.Fucking gorgeous, wet, curvy and holding a paint brush while she was so lost in her world unaware that I was watching her, drinking in her features and wondering how a woman like her existed and how I hadn’t fucked her yet and gotten this over with.But that’s the thing, she was a princess to everyone including me.I didn’t give two shits about Nicolas Amato having my head on a silver platter if I as so much as touched his daughter’s ass. Naah that shit didn’t scare me. I was going to touch her, yes enjoy the fuck out of wiping every memo
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CASSANDRA BATESTHREE WEEKS OF INCONSISTENT NAGGING.I was so mad at him, I wanted to kick him in the shins for everything. But hurting him was hurting myself too and I wasn’t prepared for that.The first week Kade had made it clear no woman of his was staying in a walk-in closet carrying his kid and so he’d rented a luxurious penthouse for me.I took it under the one condition I would be paying rent monthly. That was my first mistake, assuming he would even take my money after the lustful and apologetic look he gave me when he left me in my new apartment.The second week was even more stressful. With him showing up at my apartment door with breakfast and baby necessities I didn’t require yet.The third week…Icarus woke up and I had been beyond thrilled knowing I hadn’t somewhat killed him. I visited him everyday and everyday Kade Hawkins was there, waiting for me with a grin and donuts and healthy drinks I hadn’t asked for and I rejected them.Rejected him. Not missing the pained ex
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LUCIA AMATOTHEY said when your turn to die came, you could feel it in your bones. Feel it in the way you faded into nothingness not knowing what was beyond death.When that bullet had hit me, somehow that feeling had latched onto me. The feeling of welcoming death and saying goodbye to everything.Yet when I opened my eyes, light stinging my eyes with a vengeance, the last person I expected to see was the love of my life glancing down at me like an answered prayer.“Hey, princess” The smile he wore was enough to tell me everything was okay. I wasn’t dead. We weren’t separated, everything was going to be okay yet…My hand searched for my tummy, the IV needle injected to my hand hurting far worse than a bee sting.“Hey, hey, he’s fine. The baby’s fine”I didn’t realize there were tears in my eyes up until he said that.And when the first tear fell down my cheeks and the rest came crushing like hail, my throat throbbed as I whispered “Sorry” over and over again.I jumped in front of hi
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KADE HAWKINS/ CONNORTHERE WAS only so much shit a man like me could take before he went berserk.I was on the verge of losing the one man who I would call my brother. The one man who was more of family to me than anyone else in this shitty world.On the same fucking day, the woman I would have gone to war for dumped my sorry ass. Regretfully telling me she was done with me…for good.And that shit, her tears, her words ate me up, nothing bloody made sense anymore.“She needs a minute”, my brother from another father quipped beside me not knowing the hell I was going through, the sting that was Cassie’s words and the gnawing fact that I had hurt her and I hadn’t apologized to her yet.“She’s done with me”, I muttered and we stood in foreboding silence looking at the theatre doors where Ice’s surgery was still going on.“Good because her handing your ass is your wake-up call to chase after her and earn her forgiveness”, Jr continued, I still couldn’t understand why they all stayed.Jaso
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CASSANDRA BATESEVERYTHING HURT.Physically, emotionally, mentally, I wasn’t doing okay even as the doc assessed me for the hundredth time in the night.Seating at the edge of the bed, trying to piece everything together, I was on the verge of insanity and knowing that Icarus was somewhere in this massive hospital trying to hold onto dear life because of me devastated the hell out of me.The doc offered me a wan smile, all I could do was pretend that I wasn’t going mad when the truth of the matter was, I was. Indeed, going mad.“Everything looks fine, Ms. Bates given your um…earlier predicament. A few scratches here and there, nothing major enough to affect the baby. I would recommend a few ointments for the-“I had already tuned him out the minute I heard a word I didn’t think would ever be directed at me.Reality came crushing in and with it so was confusion and happiness and anxiety and everything a person like me who’d just been kidnapped and slapped with a dose of heartbreak coul
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ICARUS ‘ICE’ HAWKINSEIGHT YEARS AGO, I WAS THE SAME fucking schmuck working for Lucas Hawkins. A scrawny kid with a maid for a mother, no father, no money, no fucking worth to anybody.And hell, I would have been the same loser all my life after mumsy died of typhoid or some shit of the sort had it not been for HIM.KADE FUCKING HAWKINS. MY GODDAMN SAVIOR. My partner in crime. My brother.The same boss’ son who thought we were equals. The same kid who had everything I never had and hated it.Money. A powerful father. Power. He had it all and the fucking kid hated every inch of it.I envied him. All my eighteen years of being his best friend and I envied everything he had. But apart from envy? I looked up to him. He might have been a sour pussy, hell a pain in the ass but the kid had his heart in the right place, had that urge to do what needed to be done to get ahead in life and I respected that because I wanted it too.And when the kid got his first dose of power, I straight up jump
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CASSANDRA BATES“W-WHAT?”A pulsating headache threatened to split my head apart as I winced.I moved my hand…at least tried to anyway because my hand felt numb. Both my hands felt numb and any tiny movement made something rattle against my body.Prior memories of what happened came to my mind all at once upping the headache even further.I was crying, damn it after what had happened with Lucia, Kade and Jace, I had ended up like some hobo on the street crying then…then…My eyes shot open and like someone had knocked my head with a bat, everything came back biting me in the ass.The unwelcomed light ate my eyes without mercy but that’s not what made my heart pulsate madly in my chest.It was everything in my surroundings, it was in the way, my hands, my legs…I was tied up!I was tied up!What was this place…how…oh God what was…I sat in the middle of the largest warehouse I’d ever seen and I would have been at ease if there were other thigs in here but no…it was me alone in a creepy p
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JACE `JR` ASHER/ TRIGGERLEFT, RIGHT, FRONT, THE beeping machines haunted me. I hadn’t slept a fucking wink not that it had mattered because the fucking doctors took their time in there.Four hours and counting, they’d completed the surgery but none of them geeky fucks had showed their asses to explain what was going on.How was she?How was my kid?“How are you holding up?” Ontario shot me a passive look and I shot him an equally tired one.Everyone was here but, in all honesty, I felt alone. I felt helpless and most of all I felt like someone had gutted me and yanked my entrails from my body.The chief, Flames, had brought every goddamn man in B&A to console my ass but he’d avoided me entirely and I had a good hunch it was because of the one man no one talked about.My bloody fucking asshole of a brother.The one who’d escaped his grave and unleashed hell on me.I didn’t answer. Ontario lay his arm across my shoulder.“You should have never fallen in love, buddy. Christ, you look wo
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CONNOR/ KADE HAWKINSTHE WINSTON BLUE DIAMOND ring THE SIZE OF MY HEAD stared back at me and I could only stare back at it nursing a whole lot of emotions that wracked and unnerved me.I breathed but I wasn’t really breathing.I tried to think but every ticking moment went to what happened yesterday.Stupid. Fucking stupid.Why hadn’t I realized, why hadn’t I—Jr was alive! They all were and I hadn’t searched enough, hadn’t spent every last dime of daddy’s money to look for them.I had been stunned the minute the forty something year old man stared at me like he knew me while ironically aiming a rifle in my damn face.Then as if all the memories that had been caged in a tight little box had been unleashed, I remembered him.Remembered him with my father.Remembered him carrying me in his shoulders telling me…telling me to call him Uncle Jay.And that’s what I remembered; he was Uncle Jay. The cool uncle. The one who pissed my fath—Callan most of the times.And the man who peeked at me
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JACE ‘JR’ ASHER/TRIGGER“J-Jace, THE BABY”“T-the baby”Her blood oozed from that spot on her chest I was trying so hard to apply fucking pressure on.Her eyes were dimming and there was nothing I could do as I held her, my hands trying their best to incorporate every single fucking thing I had learnt from B&A about handling a situation like this.“Stay with me, princess. Okay? S-stay with me”My voice croaked; my heart pumped so hard I could hear the blood thrum in my ears with an uproar.She was making it. She was going to make it. The baby was going to make it.She had to. They fucking had to.My hands were bloody, covered with her life, covered with my mistakes, when she opened her lips to speak, I saw life ebb out of her the same way my mother and father’s screams had assaulted my ears as fire took them away from me.“Luce? Lucia? Come on, baby. Don’t, don’t do this. Don’t—”And when my eyes couldn’t see shit, every noise I had tuned out since Lucia’s body went limp in my arms ca
