Chapter 120

Heather POV

I stood up and started pacing. I felt dirty just thinking about his hands on me. Was there something wrong with me thinking that type of sex was normal, and I wanted to try it, just not with him? My mind is so confused right now. How could I get excited thinking about the twins and trying some of the sexual things that were suggested by my attempted rapist? There really has to be something wrong with me. Mona grabbed my shoulder to stop my pacing. “Heather, Hunny stop. I’ve turned off the recording. Sit and tell me what is going through your head. You need to get your feelings out. Talk about it, so your mind can process.” I sat back down, pulling the throw over me again. Mona sat beside me, putting her arm around me.

I told Mona about the uneasy feeling that I had when Keegan had showed up at the school and then again before we even left Grandma’s. “I knew Mona, I knew. That feeling I had I knew something was wrong. I dismissed it thinking that it was just nerves. I leane