Rhianna's POV
(Two and half years later)"Hey Anne, stay with Peyton," I said to my daughter's caretaker, and also my only friend, as I dropped off my daughter at a small playschool within the castle grounds. "I am going to surprise Theo."I was so happy, I am already bouncing."Of course, enjoy your time with the Alpha King," she winked as she started to grab toys out of the boxes. "Peyton and I will have a good time, won't we Peyton?"My two years old daughter giggled and waved at me.She was precious, she was amazing. She was the proof of our love. Mine and Theo's. I was so proud that we created this amazing being.I usually hate to be away from her, but today I wanted to be alone with Theodore --just him and me and the amazing dress I bought for this occasion-- and I knew Anne would never let anything happen to Peyton. Anne loved Peyton just as I did.It was my mate's birthday and I wanted to surprise him with the cake I made, and more. I wanted to make love to him.I had lied to him that I was going shopping with Peyton and he had given me his credit card and told me to buy whatever I wanted. He was always so kind and generous and he gave me everything and anything.I was more than satisfied with just his love."I know I will. Thanks Anne. I don't know what I will do without you," I said with a grateful smile.She nodded and waved me away. "Of course. Now off you go. Have a great time with your mate."I almost skipped towards the castle.I wanted to surprise Theo on his birthday. I had brought a beautiful dress yesterday just for him. It was really sexy, low cut, and it showed my body and curves, and I knew he would love it.Theo and his wolf, Cain, loved it when I wore sexy dresses. I mostly felt uncomfortable in them, but I would still do it for Theo. I would do anything for Theo. He was half of my world, and Peyton was the other half.I was lucky to have found someone as amazing as Theo.I smiled as I walked inside the palace, humming to myself. I still couldn't believe I lived here, this grandiose palace, that this was really my home. It was still like a strange faraway dream, but it was my reality.I walked to the kitchen and smiled at the cook. I made a cake with the help of the palace cook."Luna Queen. You should have just asked me to bring it up," the cook said as she hurried to meet me.I shook my head with a smile. I loved cooking and it relaxed me. I think Kitchens are where miracles are made.Not many wolves in Theodore's pack, The Amethyst Circle, considered me a Queen in this castle, but some of the staff were always kind to me because I was almost like one of them.The other high ranking wolves were not outright horrible to me, but I saw the sneer, the mocking look, the whispered words behind my back. I heard it, too. I didn't care. Theo was the only one I cared about in this castle and he treated me as his Queen."No, I can take it up to his room. Don't bother, Eliza," I said to her and she gave me a happy smile.I took the cake and walked to his study, which was on the third floor. I knew he would be there right now, doing one of the million things he did every day. He was always busy.He had twin brothers, but they were both frustrating. Just thinking about them made me frown. My mate was the responsible one.His brothers lived their lives like rogues, wandering, being a pain in everyone's asses, especially mine. I shuddered and felt the same flutter in my stomach whenever I think about them.Fabian and Forrest were trouble in big bold letters. And whenever they were in the castle, my stomach would twist and turn, but thank the goddess, they avoided me too.My mate had to do everything, from looking after his own pack to looking after the other ten packs under his rule.He deserved to have a break for one day. I was smiling when I reached his study.And I stopped when I heard a loud smack. My eyes widened."Do you like it, sl*t? Do you like getting sp.anked? Hard?" It was my mate's voice. My eyes widened and my fingers trembled. I froze in place. Everything inside me felt like it was going to explode.What did I just hear?"I always like it when you are being rough, Theo. I am sure you can't do this to your weak mate," a familiar female voice groaned. "Now, push your c*ck inside me, and wreck me, Alpha King. I am a dirty wh*re and I need to be punished. F*ck me hard."My body heated. My eyes blurred. A loud hollow ringing filled me from head to toe. What... were they talking about?What is happening?"Are you an idiot or just dumb? He is cheating on us with that bully... Louisa. That is what is happening." Nia whimpered. I had never seen her so broken."Your c*nt is so tight, even after everything I do, Louisa," he groaned and I heard his c*ck pounding inside her. His grunts and groans were louder.Louisa screamed. Begged. She asked him for more.My heart twisted. My stomach felt like it was spinning inside a dryer. I wanted to puke. I wanted to scream at them. I wanted to cry. I could do nothing. I just stood there, my heart and limbs slowly turning into lead. The weight of this was too much.What was happening? Was he not the man I thought he was? He was the love of my life. My only love. It looked like he had extras."I want to feel your hot, thick c*m filling me up.""You are an insatiable wh*re, aren't you? If you get pregnant...""I will abort the baby like I did before. Don't worry about it. I am not looking to be your Queen. This is enough for me," Louisa said and screamed again as he grunted. I knew that grunt. He grunted like that whenever he spilled his seed inside me. "And we both know you would rather f*ck me than your own mate.""She isn't you. She is innocent and naive. She is my Queen. But you are my wh*re. Take my d*ck inside your mouth and make me feel good again.""You just came," her voice was whiny."I am ready to c*m again. Be quick though. Rhia will be back soon."My dream broke. The fairytale faded. It was full of cobwebs I hadn't noticed before, and spiders crawled out, suffocating me.With every passing moment, my vision grew darker, mirroring the heavy weight of disillusionment and disappointment. It seemed as though hope itself was fading away, leaving me lost and adrift in a sea of uncertainty. The future I had envisioned for me and my baby girl, it felt distant and unattainable,The cake finally fell down from my palm and hit the floor with a thud as the blue and white frosting scattered everywhere. I didn't even move. I couldn't.Happy fucking birthday, MATE!I stood in the middle of the mess as my mate walked out."Rhianna... please. This isn't-""BUT IT IS. I, Rhianna Adams, reject you, Alpha King, Theodore Haverford, as my mate and my Alpha under the sacred eyes of-"He grabbed me by my throat and strangled me. Hard."NOBODY IS REJECTING ME."I choked. My face went pale. I couldn't breathe. His lies were suffocating me, just as his hands were, with their sticky webs, making it challenging for me to breathe freely and think clearly. I thrashed, trying to break free."You will shut up if you know what is good for you. You will not survive a day without my protection. Understand that."Tears filled my eyes.He wiped it away."Nothing happened, Rhia. Don't be overdramatic. I am just using her... for things you can't give me. You are still MY QUEEN. My mate.""I HATE YOU. I hate you with everything in me.""You can keep hating me, but you will still be my queen.""Why? You don't want me," I said. "You are with her. Why do you want to do...""You have no right to question me, Rhianna. You will do as I say. You are only a weak, fucking Omega, and I gave you all of this. Now be a good little runt, and wag your tail when I ask you to.""I WON'T.""You will do it if you want Payton to be happy. Do not talk with anyone, or I will take Peyton away from you."My eyes widened as I stumbled back. Could he be that cruel? Our baby? Did he just threaten our baby?"What are you- how can you even-""Now shut up. Wipe those tears, and go do what you normally do this time of the day."He walked back inside, his face dark and cruel, and closed the door on my face.And after a second I heard Louisa moaning again."Yes. Just like that Theo. Eat my p*ssy."+++Rhianna's POV(Two weeks later)"F*ck. So tight, my Queen. You are beautiful." Helpless tears streamed down my face. I was angry at myself. Disgusted with myself. My body felt like it was ripping apart from the inside out. I hate you, moon goddess, for doing this to me. Even after everything, his touch still brought tingles, and I hated it. I wish the fucking mate bond would just break. I had said the words so many time, inside, but before he accepted and before the mark was broken, we would still be connected by the fucking mate bond. I hated it.Once upon a time, I believed it to be the best blessing a girl like I could have asked for. Now I realized it was only a curse. "Nia..."She hadn't been talking with me for a week, and I was so scared. I wondered if Theo's betrayal had broken her completely. My poor wolf. She was the one who suffered more. Little by little, the pieces of me I had built were broken once again, and this time, my mate was the one who did it to me. Slowly
Rhianna's POVIt wasn't like I wanted to bump into him or anything. I always hated being so close to the twins. They brought some kind of feelings in me that I didn't very much like.They were like danger lights, and I wanted to stay far, far away. I looked up into Forrest's bright green eyes. They glowed. So bright. He was handsome. No, women would call him hot as hell. He was also a Playboy and a devil. Hell. All the three brothers were handsome, even though they were all a*sholes."You weren't looking either," I snapped at him, suddenly angry with him, with everything and everyone in the world.What the hell did I do to be cursed like this? For the infinite times, I wished I had my parents, I wished they hadn't died. He growled under his breath and glared down at me. He was shocked, and angry. Of course. I was shocked too when those words left my lips. Usually Nia was the one who did things like this. But now here I was, staring into the eyes of the man who was called The devi
Rhianna's POVI AM F*CKED. I was screaming inside my head at myself. It was Nia. My wolf was a bad influence. She was the one who corrupted me. I kicked the floor in anger and hissed when I accidentally hit the leg of Peyton's crib. "You still haven't opened the door, Adams." H sounded more than just irritated. "What is wrong with you? Just open the damn door." Anne gulped and walked to the door. "If I die today, take care of Peyton for me, Anne?" I mind-linkd her and she rolled her eyes as if to say I was being dramatic. "I am sure he doesn't want to kill you. Just open the door," Anne replied. From the sound of a boot kicking against the door, I was sure he was going to do as he promised. Kicking the door down. This guy was f*cking insane. This whole family was insane. It was my bad luck that I was saddled with the King of assholes, my freaking mate. Moon Goddess was an idiot. Sorry, but we both know it is the truth, goddess. Anne's eyes widened as I thrust Peyton to her. Sh
Rhianna's POV "Why are you suddenly apologizing to me?" I was really curious to know what changed all of a sudden. Did they know about Theo and me? "I mean, why now after all these years?" He didn't answer. He just stalked the entire length of the room like a caged animal and grunted and growled. Of course, why would he answer to some lowly Omega? Huh?I gritted my teeth and shrugged."Because..." Fabian tried, but he had no excuse, as well. "Of course, it is not new to me. I mean, I have been here for what... two years and you guys barely even look at me or talk to me. When you talk, it is only to snap at me about some mistake I do, and I do a lot of mistakes, don't I?""Adams... it is not-" Fabian once again trailed off as he met his brother's eyes with desperation. Forrest was still stalking back and forth. He shook his head and let out a low growl. "I know you don't consider me your equal. Of course, I am some lowly Omega who came out of nowhere into your home. You also don't
Rhianna's POV "Are they telling me the truth? Can I trust them? What do you think, Nia?" Shit. I almost forgot she wasn't here anymore. I miss Nia right now more so than before. She would know what to say to me, say to them. She would help me find out if they were really telling me the truth. "Yes. Forrest is right. We will stay until you trust us enough to say what is really wrong. Rhianna... Deep in our hearts, we knew something was wrong and that you were hurting. We came back from Venice when we-" Fabian stopped again, and gave me a conflicted look. My heart... it didn't feel so painful anymore, and I didn't feel so lonely. They came for me? But how? Why would they do it for someone they barely knew? "What do you mean? Did you come from Venice for me? Why?" It made me even more befuddled... to learn more about them. "Just..." Fabian trailed off, looking uncomfortable. I could see that he wanted to say so much, but he was hesitating. Maybe he didn't know whether to trust me
Rhianna's POV "I don't enjoy hurting you, Rhianna. You just have to learn your place." I snarled and pushed him away from me. Just his closeness felt like a vile mark on my skin, burning me from within. Touches disgusted me, touches that had once been my reprieve. My mate stumbled back and fell. "NO." An ugly look twisted his face. I could see his anger. He wanted to bury me in his wrath for doing this to him, but... he wouldn't. He didn't want to kill me yet. But I did not understand what exactly he wanted from me. He growled as he stood up, his body covered with fur, his eyes glowing red from his rage. I ran to the door, but before I could open the door, he grabbed me by the back of my dress and pulled me forward before throwing me on the floor. "I told you that you have to learn your place with me. I don't feel happy about your transgressions, Rhianna. You are being an absolute brat." His voice was condescending. He talked with me like I was a five-years-old screaming for ch
Rhianna's POV "I would rather you kill me than f*ck me. Because... when you touch me, I feel like I am dying slowly. I will choose to die instantly, then," I said without backing off. He snarled at me, his eyes flashing murderously and punched the wall. I didn't even flinch away from him. I just stood there, my eyes cold, unwavering. I was even surprised at myself right now. Nia would have appreciated this, appreciated what I was doing now. The last two weeks had finally caught up to me. I had done everything he asked, I had f*cked him because I was so scared... and I was DONE. He looked at me like I had lost my mind and gone completely crazy. Maybe I had, because this wasn't like myself, this was strange. I wasn't this woman. I had never talked back at anyone, let alone my strong, powerful mate. He was the king. If he wanted, he could do everything he had promised to do, but... "Peyton. What about Peyton? You will die and leave her? How can you-" He suddenly looked almost scar
Forrest's POV "Do you think Theo is hurting her or something?" Fabian asked, still unconvinced by what she said. I wasn't convinced, either."I don't think. I know. He pretended to be a good man with her, but we know he is not the man he was with Rhianna."I knew it wasn't just my wishful thinking that she finally saw Theo for what he was. I had seen the pain in her eyes and I knew it was more than just me shouting at her and being a jerk to her.When she stumbled into me in the hallway, everything in me begged to wrap my arms around her and pull her into my embrace and never let go. It made me angry that I could never do that, never touch her like that, because she belonged to someone else, that she loved someone else. So I did what I always did. I snapped at her like a f*cking jerk. It was not an excuse for being a jerk all the time, but I didn't know how else to do that. I was a desperate fool."You are. We are, and even though we were being an a*s to her... we did it because we h
Rhianna's POVHe was so f*cking smug. I hated this man like I had never hated anything or anyone in my life. Not even Louisa or the bullies. He was the biggest f*cking bully ever.I stared at Theodore, my eyes full of fire."Stop looking like you want to kill me, Rhianna. You can't. Now, put a smile on and come be pretty. That is the only good thing about you - your beauty. Hmm... and you do know what you do in bed," he said with a leer as he studied me up and down. The dress was as beautiful as it was revealing and when he looked at me, I felt dirty. "Now, let's go say hi to the Alphas, and Lunas, okay. Be a good girl, Rhianna. If you want your friend to live, you will be a good girl." Every word coming out of him was patronizing, demeaning.The more he talked, the more I wanted to defy him, deny him of his demands.I hissed.My anger simmered beneath the surface like a smoldering ember, intense and consuming. The betrayal had ignited a fiery rage within me, and every fiber of my bei
Fabian's POV I stormed out when Theo slammed the door shut, my heart pounding in my chest. The image of Theo's cold and uncaring expression replayed over and over in my mind, fueling the flames of anger that consumed me. There was no regret in his brother's eyes...The look in Rhianna's eyes, one of gratefulness and dispair made me want to smash the castle down until I found her friend."I think it is Beyden," Forrest said as soon as I walked into Peyton's room. I growled in response and stopped when I saw Peyton looking at me with wide eyes.I expected her to cry, but instead she miled at me, making my heart melt at the sight of her smile. She was the most beautiful little girl and I hated that Theodore was such a bastard to this precious darling's mother. I smiled and sighed as I picked her up when she waved her hands up and down."Come here, princess." I lifted her up. "So what were you playing?"She babbled something and I laughed and Forrest stood up.The room crackled with tens
Rhianna's POV "Feel what?" I asked, completely confused by what he was saying. "He is your fated mate and he has marked and claimed you, and now your bond is sealed and your souls are connected. When he makes love to someone else..." I scoffed. What Theo did was not making love. He sighed as if he understood me. "...you will feel it, feel the pain of the betrayal. It will hurt your heart, it will feel like you are being repeatedly punched in your soul. You will feel like you are dying," he said in a voice that sounded so desperate. Why did I not feel anything when Theo cheated on me? Did he do something to hide it? I wondered if his deception ran deeper than I initially thought, if his cruelty had started the moment he met me? But why me? What did I do to deserve this? Did he choose me because he thought I would be easy enough to kick and then calm me down? "No. I didn't even feel a pinch of it. I found out he was cheating only because I was trying to surprise him like a fuc
Rhianna's POV "Don't add anymore fuel, Theo, or I might just burn you down in your sleep," I hissed at him. Even though my heart was shaking from fear and desperation, I wouldn't show it to them. Louisa and Theodore looked stunned by my words. How could this spineless b*tch be suddenly so bold? I could almost read their minds. What kind of sadistic, selfish monster would do something like this to his own mate? I understood that he was cruel, but was this really necessary? I would repay all his debt with interest. I just had to find Anne first. Hatred grew inside me like poisonous vine, begging to kill. Darkness twisted and turned and spread, like vile veins of black and misery, corrupting my brokenness. Theo didn't get it, he didn't understand how everything he was doing was pushing me more and more to the edge. The thread of patience had finally snapped, and I could feel the loud thunder of it in my head. My animal was gone, but I truly felt like an animal right now, thirsting
Fabian's POV We walked to Peyton's room and knocked on the door. My heart was thundering. I truly wanted to know what was wrong with Rhianna. I didn't want anyone to hurt her. When Theo came back with her, I was ready to be her hero and save her, but then I realized she came here to the castle with him willingly. The only option I had was... staying away and pining for her from a distance, heart breaking everytime I saw her with Theodore, looking so in love. While Forrest was angry, I was sad. I just couldn't imagine how she was his mate, and how the feelings we had for her was not something more meaningful. I knocked on Peyton's door, and a woman opened the door. I had seen her around in the castle, but she was definitely not Anne. She looked nervous and twitchy. I had a feeling something was absolutely wrong. What was going on here? "Something bad. Your brother is a manipulative twat, and you know that. It is your fault to have trusted that he was anything but a jerk to Rhianna
Forrest's POV "Do you think Theo is hurting her or something?" Fabian asked, still unconvinced by what she said. I wasn't convinced, either."I don't think. I know. He pretended to be a good man with her, but we know he is not the man he was with Rhianna."I knew it wasn't just my wishful thinking that she finally saw Theo for what he was. I had seen the pain in her eyes and I knew it was more than just me shouting at her and being a jerk to her.When she stumbled into me in the hallway, everything in me begged to wrap my arms around her and pull her into my embrace and never let go. It made me angry that I could never do that, never touch her like that, because she belonged to someone else, that she loved someone else. So I did what I always did. I snapped at her like a f*cking jerk. It was not an excuse for being a jerk all the time, but I didn't know how else to do that. I was a desperate fool."You are. We are, and even though we were being an a*s to her... we did it because we h
Rhianna's POV "I would rather you kill me than f*ck me. Because... when you touch me, I feel like I am dying slowly. I will choose to die instantly, then," I said without backing off. He snarled at me, his eyes flashing murderously and punched the wall. I didn't even flinch away from him. I just stood there, my eyes cold, unwavering. I was even surprised at myself right now. Nia would have appreciated this, appreciated what I was doing now. The last two weeks had finally caught up to me. I had done everything he asked, I had f*cked him because I was so scared... and I was DONE. He looked at me like I had lost my mind and gone completely crazy. Maybe I had, because this wasn't like myself, this was strange. I wasn't this woman. I had never talked back at anyone, let alone my strong, powerful mate. He was the king. If he wanted, he could do everything he had promised to do, but... "Peyton. What about Peyton? You will die and leave her? How can you-" He suddenly looked almost scar
Rhianna's POV "I don't enjoy hurting you, Rhianna. You just have to learn your place." I snarled and pushed him away from me. Just his closeness felt like a vile mark on my skin, burning me from within. Touches disgusted me, touches that had once been my reprieve. My mate stumbled back and fell. "NO." An ugly look twisted his face. I could see his anger. He wanted to bury me in his wrath for doing this to him, but... he wouldn't. He didn't want to kill me yet. But I did not understand what exactly he wanted from me. He growled as he stood up, his body covered with fur, his eyes glowing red from his rage. I ran to the door, but before I could open the door, he grabbed me by the back of my dress and pulled me forward before throwing me on the floor. "I told you that you have to learn your place with me. I don't feel happy about your transgressions, Rhianna. You are being an absolute brat." His voice was condescending. He talked with me like I was a five-years-old screaming for ch
Rhianna's POV "Are they telling me the truth? Can I trust them? What do you think, Nia?" Shit. I almost forgot she wasn't here anymore. I miss Nia right now more so than before. She would know what to say to me, say to them. She would help me find out if they were really telling me the truth. "Yes. Forrest is right. We will stay until you trust us enough to say what is really wrong. Rhianna... Deep in our hearts, we knew something was wrong and that you were hurting. We came back from Venice when we-" Fabian stopped again, and gave me a conflicted look. My heart... it didn't feel so painful anymore, and I didn't feel so lonely. They came for me? But how? Why would they do it for someone they barely knew? "What do you mean? Did you come from Venice for me? Why?" It made me even more befuddled... to learn more about them. "Just..." Fabian trailed off, looking uncomfortable. I could see that he wanted to say so much, but he was hesitating. Maybe he didn't know whether to trust me