So, when chaos ensued as they came through the huge swinging door, bearing the body of our dead alpha, I’d taken advantage of the shouts and clattering and panicked shouts…
I got out.
Through the trees and through that crack behind the tree, and out to freedom. Evening light cast pink and orange hues along the horizon. Signaling that dark would soon be here.
And this close to the Mating Moon, my smell would be more potent.
Easier to follow.
But I was counting on the fact that everyone would be too busy mourning the alpha and honoring Draven’s ascension, to pursue me.
And the wolf I was the most worried about hunting me down would be in the thick of the mourning.
Alaric.
This is the only chance I’ll have. I reminded myself. As I wove to the back of the hunts.
So, I took it.
***
“Run, girl. Run!” Marta urged from behind me. Her words echoing in my ear as I did my mad flight through the trees. Swinging around the trunks and lunging sideways to mark trees in directions I wasn’t going.
Trying to throw them off.
Once I was beyond that wall I didn’t stop. Running headlong through the trees until I was so winded, I was half asleep standing up.
After two days of trying to keep that pace, I caught a whiff of a he-wolf on my trail. Close enough I could smell him.
Which meant he was watching me.
And the Mating Moon was days away.
Not a chance you’ll have me. I knew who it was. Knew that smell.
So, I made a run for it. Hopping through against the side of trees to keep from touching the ground.
Trying to make it hard to track me.
Still, after a few more days, I was crouched in a tree watching below when I glimpsed his blonde head in the shadows. A dagger on his hip as he peered around a tree to whiff.
Alaric. I couldn’t think of enough profane words to cover the aggravation I was feeling at his appearance.
Let me go!
He wandered below me. Moving to another tree to crouch and assess a track I’d left.
Dammit! I was so careful.
Not careful enough, apparently.
I couldn’t seem to shake the determined male.
How had he left the grieving rituals so early?
His brother sent him after me. The answer came to me quickly enough. What little I knew of Draven told me that he would be furious that I’d taken advantage of his father’s death to make a run for it.
He’ll want me back. And he’ll want me punished.
Forget that. I’m never going back. I had no intention of being the weak one amidst wolves after I’d been the strong one amongst humans for so long. I could admit that I liked knowing I was more powerful than them.
Could control them physically if I needed to.
Not a male wolf. They’re far stronger than me.
Especially one as powerfully built as Alaric. Physically honed from combat with NightHunters and even our own wolves, when he’d been charged with enforcing Edrick’s laws.
I’d once witnessed him tossing a wolf even larger than himself like he was a bundling of kindling.
He could rip me apart trying to take me under the Mating Moon.
Not a chance.
I’d known Draven was too stubborn to let me go so easily.
And Alaric…Damn his stubbornness. I had seen how formidable he could be. Like an unrelenting wall.
***
Knowing when darkness fell tonight, I’d be an easy mark for him. I quietly watched him following the marks I’d purposely left before circling back.
So, I could see who followed me. Even as I’d hoped, no one would be.
I averted my attention to scanning the distance. I can’t shake him and he’s closing in.
I have to go somewhere close. I spotted a kingdom in the distance and ascertained it wasn’t King Detry’s Castle. I knew I’d gone in the opposite direction but knew I had to be damn certain I hadn’t somehow ended up backtracking further than I intended.
No. This is someone else. I didn’t recognize the white banner with gold stars. But I’d never been this far in the Wixwood.
It was rundown. Gray stone tinged brown from much congealed mud which had layered over the years. Some of the pieces of roofing from the parapets dangled along the ridges.
It’s certainly in shambles.
But even from this distance, I could see that there were guards patrolling the wall.
It’s manned. A good sign.
It meant it wasn’t utterly decimated by the wolf plagues.
I dropped to the leafed ground and began to stroll toward the castle on paws quieter than a cat’s. I made my way silently toward the fringe of trees winding around the meadow which breached for the drawbridge and then the castle bailey.
A long distance to cross in the open.
I stood behind a tree. Peering around it as I gauged the distance. Listening carefully to see how far behind me Alaric might be.
“I can smell you, She-Wolf.” I heard him call a short distance behind me, as though summoned by my thoughts.
I glanced over at the rising moon. Already tossing its soft pink hues over the horizon in the distance. Soon to be fully up.
The Mating Moon.
I cursed inwardly. Heart beginning to race. I had no choice. I crouched onto all fours and let black and white fur sift through my pores and my eyes yellow before I surged into movement. Crossing the distance through the thin layer of trees on all fours. Leaping from the pile of my clothes which was left in the pile of twigs I’d been standing in.
My plan was far from precise. Needlessly messy but I saw no other option. I ran.
Pads landing and claws parting with each smooth press to leaves and wet moss. I launched myself with powerful back legs, tossing me higher in the air. Bounding more than running. My long tail was trimmed white beneath and adjusting with each of my movements to give me perfect balance as I turned nearly sideways to veer around trunks and broad roots. Knowing one misstep would land me on my side.
And vulnerable under Alaric.
***
I could already hear his heavy pants behind me. Huffing rhythmically with each of his steps.
I knew when I’d taken the form of my wolf it would drive my female scent up to the treetops and leave it trailing behind me to summon all other changeling males.
Alaric certainly wouldn’t miss it.
It would also drive his hormones to force him into a change, so he could successfully mount me if he could catch me.
Animal to animal.
And Marta had made clear to me, how much harder it was for the males to change back human under that moon.
They lose nearly all control of their bodies.
The beast takes over.
I was counting on that now as I reached the last of the trees and rolled to two feet. Knowing I was bare, absent all clothes and hair flying as I ran, panicked across the meadow. Screaming for help.
I looked over my pale shoulder and through the strands of my straight blonde hair, watching the silvery wolf emerge from the trees so close behind me. Loping through the grass. I forced my legs to go faster. Carrying me at a nearly inhuman pace that should’ve lent a clue as to what I really was.If anyone knew anything. I was counting on the fact that they were simple humans who did not.Most wolves abhorred the company of humans. Knowing they were more powerful, faster and more animalistic, they tended to keep their distance.Which also keeps them from hunting us as zealously as the mages do.The wolf behind me was cutting the distance.Heading for me.He leapt and his teeth barely missed strands of my knee length hair as he tried to catch it without taking out my legs entirely.Trying not to hurt me at least. I could appreciate that.He could’ve torn my leg out from under me and injured me.But he wants me for a mate. And doesn’t want me broken.At least not until he’s done with me.
LARAI’d cowered behind the king. Wondering if that door would hold. Willing to let that pack of nights stand between me and the vicious brother of the Alpha hunting me.I’d let anything stand between him and I. As long as it kept him from getting me.“You poor thing…” The king rubbed my hair down around my tearstained cheeks. Brushing away the dampness with old fingertips.He had a kindly face. Gentle eyes but a hard jaw beyond that white beard, that told me that his hand could be as brutal as nice.I was going to work for nice. I looked at him and wondered how far I could take this. How far will I go to avoid the wolves?Any distance. I decided. Steadying myself to what might come.I clung helplessly to the old king’s arms like a lost child. Forcing my face as vulnerable as I could make it. “Please, please help me. I’ll do anything…”“Of course, Dear. Of course we will. My, my you are a pretty one, aren’t you…Beneath all those tears. You’re luck you made it. He nearly got you.”You’
It was a normal morning. I rose and my maid tended me in my morning rituals. Brushing my hair until it was a soft yellow halo framing my face. She then plaited it. Weaving in some shining white pearls. Next, she dusted my lips with a bit of rouge to freshen my face.She pulled a sky blue dress of fine silk over my head and helped gather my hair from beneath it. Tightening the laces until I felt I couldn’t breathe. Then helping me into the matching slippers.The fire was still needed to warm my room because though the sun was up, it was a moggy, damp morning. And the castle seemed to encourage the dampness to cling. Building the chill.I grabbed a gold silk wrap with tassels on the edges and pulled it around my shoulders. Emerging from my room with a purposeful walk.I’m starved. I had every intention of heading straight to the Dining Hall to retrieve some breakfast when I was stopped in my tracks.A knight was passing me in the corridor. He wore full armor, but his helmet was tucked u
To my secret relief, he was unable to perform and soon gave up.I sensed his frustration as he lay next to me. “It changes nothing, My King.”It’s better this way actually.“Such a great frustration for a man such as I, to have such a beautiful wife, alluring from her toenails to her forehead, and be unable to enter her.”“I’ve told no one, My King.”“Do not. Not so much as a whisper to a maid.” He said sternly. “Though you’re forgiving, our people would not be. They’d say our marriage was unconsummated.”It was.“They’ll cast you from this castle when I’m gone.”“What do I do when you are?” I asked softly. Feeling a bit fearful. Though I was strong, there was still much I relied on him for.He’s my guarantee of safety.Though I looked forward to being Queen to run the realm, something I’d been learning for a year now, I feared what might happen.“Consider Bartholemew, My Dear. He has an eye for you. And he’s young enough to give you heirs.”“I’ll consider it. But not a day before the
Alaric.Asking me how long I’d thought I could hide from him.A lot longer than I had, it appeared.“What do you want?” I lurched off the wall but met his solid chest. He had me caged in such a way, he was inescapable. His breath warm next to me. Still tainted with the hint of some wine.And far too close.“I’ll call for my Guards.” I gave him a hard shove but found his body utterly unrelenting. I tried to twist away but he caught my elbows and held me to him.“Do you think any of them would hear you before I silenced you?”Silenced? Killed or knocked me unconscious?As far as his question, no.He’s far too fast.“What do you want, Alaric?” I said acidly. Working hard to hide the fact that he had me trembling so hard that I felt like my legs would give out.“You know what I want.” His yellow eyes slid down my face and neck to the low cut of my dress. “You ran away because you knew.”“No.” I denied. A bit too quickly. “I didn’t want to be claimed by wolves.”He frowned and gave me a si
When I only nervously licked my lips, he touched the bottom of my chin. Lifting it to draw my eyes to his piercing blue ones.“Are you so sure, you don’t want me to take you now?” He reached intimately to caress the inside of my thigh, over my dress, slipping his hand up. Inch by inch. Bunching the fabric against my center. His hand finding the place already superheated.My hands fluttered and I dropped my head back on the wall, completely unprepared for his nearness.Or the effect it’s having on me.Swallowing hard, I fought for control. I knew it was nowhere near a Mating Moon.So why am I reacting so wildly?I could feel the response of my she-wolf. Writhing just under my skin. My arms rippled like a wave under my skin, as my body struggled against the change.Don’t. I willed myself. Trying to even my breaths, to slow my racing heart.“How long has it been?” He taunted. “Since you last ran?”His nimble fingers were stroking toward my opening and rubbing the bud at the crest of my c
Things changed the day that I was eating in the banquet room.I’d settled down to some eggs and steaming linked, sausage for breakfast. The Dining Hall was relatively empty.As it usually is when I come to breakfast. It seemed I was generally the only early riser. Which was why I did it so often. I liked the peace of being the only one in this great hall, save for the guards near the mantle and door and a sprinkling of servants cleaning, I was the only occupant.I sawed at the bit of sausage with my knife and took a delicate bite. Savoring the spicy, tangy flavor.Nearly oblivious to the presence of the servants working diligently around the room. A man feeding logs into the fire and a few maids dusting. A servant stoking the fire, threw in the last log a bit carelessly. Which was what first drew my attention to him.Servants are not usually so careless for fear of reprisal. My blue gaze flitted over to him in time to see him spinning round and leaping into a full tilt run. Nearing
Huffing, I whipped my hair to keep moving, purposefully hitting him with what hung over my shoulders.He turned his head, seeing it coming. His eyes flashing in unholy fury.I gripped the railing to rush up the stairs but his hand landing over mine and pinching it in place stopped me. I turned to look over my shoulder at him. “When are you going to learn that some things are simply out of your reach.”“You’re not. Though you’re trying damn hard to be.”Succeeding. But I certainly couldn’t argue what he was saying. I’d worked hard to place myself far from where he could get to me.Now I’m a queen. And he still won’t let me go. I looked at the man thoughtfully and realized he wasn’t going to back down from this. I need to throw him off his game.To control him.He’s a wild card I need to rein in. I eyed him assessingly. Recalling the way his arm had shot out and blocked that blade without a moment’s hesitation.How efficiently he’d dispatched my attacker.I can use that.In-fact I ne
He can do this all night. I realized in horror. Wondering how I’d ever survive it.I’d taken many wolves when I was the pack bitch but there had been breaks between the males then.Times for me to recover before the next awful interaction.Not now. As soon as he’d finished, he was taking me again.I could barely catch my breath. I was so tired that my body shook limply.But I knew what he was doing.He’s going to force me to change. Every time the pleasure climbed through me and exploded, I felt her closing in.I was realizing he could do this to me all night.He’s showing no signs of relenting.Nothing I can do. Nothing I can say will stop him.I realized the awful truth. Limply letting him take me.Even as I was thinking it, my core tightened again. Sending surges through me. Even more powerful than the last time. White hot heat burned through my be
His length was impossible. Seeming even bigger than the last time.His whole body was tight. Every muscle bulging as he resisted turning himself. Knowing that he might lose control entirely if he did.But the words that came from him next were the last I could’ve ever suspected.“Tell me, Lara, and I’ll go a bit easier on you.”“Tell you what?” I spat. Unable to focus on anything but my straining body and the sore spots and ached each time he brushed over them.“What broke you.”“Nothing!” I screamed. “I’m strong. You’ve never broken me.”He paused momentarily. Holding my narrow waist in his hands and staring down at me so long that I felt the need to twist and look back at him. “I didn’t say me.”I shook my head adamantly.“Tell me.” He caressed more slowly. Painstakingly pressing in and then easing that torrid length back out. Bit by bit. “What happened to you before the Asara. What destroyed you so badly that you fear
I woke to strange smells, too much heat and a hand cupped around my breast, pulling it further to the center. There was tugging on the little pink crest that seemed to have a direct line down to the center of me. Making it reflexively tighten there.Creating an ache and a tension that reminded me he was still there.He didn’t remove himself. We’d both fallen asleep with him still planted within my sweet hollow.And he’s not about to leave now. He moaned and became a bit forceful. Suckling that fleshy bit more roughly. Nipping it between his teeth and stretching it.Making me cry out at the shocking pleasure of it.I couldn’t see any light to gauge the time, but I could feel the lustful aggression still rolling off him. Indicating that it was obviously still night.Still the pink moon. The Mating Moon.He pulled harder and my fingers bit into his scalp, already tangled in his hair. Making him
He felt me tightening around him. I saw the triumph crossing his masculine features as he felt the telltale quakes that whispered, I was soon to shatter.Then my back arched. Exciting him further.He cupped my breasts, balancing them against his palms as he rode me harder. Feeling them leap against his hands. The small, hard nipple crossing the crease of his fingers as our pelvis’ joined again.I gave a wolf whine as the pleasure made my legs vibrate, my vision blur and my mind flood with pleasure, until I was utterly lost to the sensation.I soaked him when I climaxed. Slicking all around him and seeping out to dampen his sack.“Yes, mate. Come for me. Show me how good you are…”He was grinning as he thrust it in and held it, enjoying my surrender.I went limp, exhausted from the exertion of every muscle in my body jerking tight and then releasing until they could no longer tighten.But his next words made my heart sink."Now hook your ankles around the back of my thighs."He’s nowhe
I twisted to look at him but saw only conviction in his eyes. The hardening of his jaw as he slowly shook his head. Leaning back to give me a long, meaningful look as he purposefully stroked his hand down my spine. Making the skin tingle in a warm trail that I could feel even as his touch stopped.He wouldn’t.But his excited grunting and moaning, and the ferocious flexing of his biceps as he pumped violently combined with that steady look, he was giving me, indicated he wasn’t going to stop.I knew a moment of renewed panic.“Alaric, it could-”“You’re mine, Lara!” He growled as he tipped forward over me. His stomach tightened in a ripple that climbed through his chest.I felt him surge inside me.“Mine!” He roared.I could hear the animal inside him snarling as it overtook him. Wanting to possess me in every way that was physically possible.Wanting to own me.I was stunned at his sheer violence. Thinking that'd be the end.But it was far from.This was not the cruelty the NightHunt
I was always the one in control. And I wasn’t ready to give that up.I began struggling against him. My thighs thudded into the edge of the table, and my hips ground into it as I tried to escape him. Tried to slide away from him.Before I fully turned and welcomed him as a mate. There would be no turning back if I did it, this time.He’ll keep me forever. He was callous and relentless. He was grunting. Slamming harder and harder into me.The wood table scraped along the stone beneath it. Swaying slightly with each hard thrust. Rocking and creaking with his movements. Giving him just enough mobility to push forward and then bringing my own weight back to him.Offering him the next hard entry. Invading the center of my body as he speared into me with such force that I was losing my mind.All sense of thought was vanishing.My face was flushing. My hair was prickling. I clawed the table next to me. Digging in my fingernails so hard that they were snapping off. Only to be immediately re
He threw my skirt up. Forcing them under my stomach and shoving me down to pin them against the corner of the table beneath me. Then pulling the back of my skirts up over my buttocks. Exposing me to his lush perusal. I closed my eyes tight against the aching vulnerability of the situation. The burning humiliation that heated my face. He’s going to take me. I could feel his eyes roving my pale skin. I felt him palm one firm buttock. Squeezing it to fully appreciate its suppleness before turning his hand downward to palm all that sweet flesh. He groaned in pleasure. Pressing himself against me. Grinding himself along my crack in his hunger to have me. He’s already hard as a rock. I heard his buckle loosening again, feeling my body tightening in fearful response. “No!” I cried. Shaking my head wildly. Tossing my blonde hair around me like caught in a whirlwind. “I’ve changed my mind. I don’t want this.” T
I’d long ago vowed to never be commanded by any male. Not after they’d all owned me. Treated me like a hole to please them and nothing more. I’d spent hour after hour in a dark shack. With sweating males rutting away at me. Down on my hands and knees on a dirt floor. My body jerking upward. Occasionally they’d yank my hair. Or spin on their palm before they brutally smacked my ass. Sometimes, if they were particularly cruel, they’d push into my ass while they did all of those things. Trying to hurt me. Body after sweaty male body. Drowning me in that horrible moldy, blood-soaked odor as they took from me what I had no choice but to give. So, I’d become in control of who could tell me what to do. Until now. Until Alaric. In that moment I both hated him and desired him. "Alaric, please." I whispered fearfully as he returned to pin me against the w
Alaric was right. I was already wet for him, but my pride demanded I not admit that my foolish body was reacting even though I didn't want it to. Damn him. "Alaric, stop." I whispered it so weakly, even though I knew I didn't mean it. He laughed. "That's not what you want, is it?" He purred against my cheek. Making goosebumps rise on every inch of my flesh. Making bits of fur push at my pores trying to rise. A primal growl erupted from my throat. And I felt the tingling behind my eyes that told me they were changing to yellow. Suddenly every shadow in the black dungeon came to life. Blooming into hazy shapes I could now identify. "Are you ready to be treated like a true female, rather than a princess trying to demand what she wants?" He released my body, and I felt a chilly sense of loss combined with a great sense of relief. My leg dropped back down, and he took a step back. I'd withstood this onslau