When North woke up, Eli stood over her. No, he was crouched down beside her, she realized. She was lying on the floor, and she couldn’t remember why for a moment. “What…?” She trailed off as it all came back, and she closed her eyes for another moment, summoning the courage to open them again, but not finding it until Eli brushed his hand down her cheek.
“It looks like you have some things to deal with, North. You need to wake up now and face them.” He leaned over her and helped her to her feet. As he was standing beside her, she felt him slide something into her pocket, and he whispered in her ear, “Call me if you need me.”
“Is she all right, Doctor?” asked the same voice from before—the woman claiming to be her mother.
“I believe so. It was just a shock.”
“In that case, would you leave us please?” It was clearly a demand and not a question that came from the man claiming to be her father.
“Of course. If she starts to pass out again, please make sure you catch her and call for help immediately.”
“I’m sure we’ll be fine,” added a voice North didn’t recognize. She turned her head to identify the speaker and found it to be the shorter, chubbier man in the suit standing next to the tall and skinny one, who was clearly a few years older. “Who are these people?” Her voice sounded raspy as she uttered the question, and she wasn’t even certain who she was asking.
“They’re the detectives in charge of your case, and they brought along a couple of uniformed officers in case Campbell survived.” The man who said he was her father gave her the explanation as he cast a vicious glare at her father’s body, where it lay on the bed.
“I can’t do this.”
“Of course you can’t. This is clearly the wrong place.” With kindness in her eyes, the older woman put a hand on her arm to draw her forward. “There has to be a better place for this discussion.”
“What are we doing?” She still felt like she was floating along, allowing the river to guide her. She was completely overwhelmed and close to shutting down emotionally as she walked out with the couple and the other four men in a daze.
“How about the cafeteria? This young lady could use some coffee to perk her up,” said the tall, thin man in the suit. One of the detectives, North reminded herself.
“We should just take her home,” said the man beside her, the one who seemed to think he was her father despite the fact that her dad had died that evening.
“You can’t do that until we’ve had a chance to interview her, Mr. Allis.”
Now she had a name to put with the couple, or at least a last name. “I really need to get home.” The cabin was suddenly all she wanted, its safety and security, and the ability to lock herself away while she mourned her father’s passing and tried to make sense of her new reality.
“It’s settled then,” said Mr. Allis. “You can interview her tomorrow, Detectives.”
“She’ll be coming home with us,” said Mrs. Allis.
North pulled away from the hand on her arm. “No, I won’t. I don’t know you people.”
The detectives shared a look, and the tall, thin one came closer to her. “I know this is a lot to take in, but we have some things to explain to you, and some questions to ask. Do you feel up to cooperating with us this evening?”
“Will I get some answers to my own questions?” At his nod, she also nodded. “I guess so then.” She made a point of evading Mrs. Allis’s hold when she tried to reach for her again, but she felt mean for doing so when she saw the older woman’s hurt expression.
She followed them to the cafeteria, noticing somewhere along the way they lost the two patrolmen in their uniforms. They must not have been deemed necessary.
They entered the cafeteria, and it was nearly empty, except for two people at another table on the other side of the room. North followed the detective when he suggested she sit with him, and she didn’t refuse the coffee and juice that the other detective offered her a moment later. She needed something to keep her focused and present. After gulping several sips of the juice, she turned slightly away from the Allises to focus on the detectives. “What’s going on here?”
“My name is Marv Korman, and this is my partner, Ed Schuessler.”
“Call me Ed,” said the shorter detective.
She nodded, but didn’t acknowledge his words otherwise. “Please tell me what’s happening here.”
“Your case was one of the first Ed and I ever worked together as partners. That was almost twenty-one years ago.”
“What case?” A feeling of dread crept through her as she asked the question, half-convinced for a moment that she didn’t want the answer.
“You were kidnapped out of the hospital by your doctor just days after your birth,” said Ed.
“We trusted that horrible man, and he stole you from us,” wailed Mrs. Allis.
“Hush now, Carol. You don’t want to frighten her.”
Carol, formerly Mrs. Allis to her, nodded at the man beside her. “You’re right, Jim.”
Jim and Carol Allis, who claimed to be her parents. It was preposterous, and she opened her mouth to deny it, but couldn’t find words. The detectives looked so earnest, and her parents—no, they weren’t her parents—appeared so hopeful that she was having a tough time denying the explanation.
It painted another piece of the picture that provided an all-too-credible reason for why Sam Campbell—her father—would have lied to her about the fall of civilization and the need to stay hidden in their cabin. He wouldn’t have wanted her to run across the wrong person, who might recognize her and rip apart his carefully woven deception. “How did you find me?”
“Your folks are persistent,” said Marv. “They put up new missing person flyers for you everywhere they can think of just about every week. That includes the hospital, and one of the registrars recognized you.”
North remembered Liz flipping through stacks of papers pinned to the corkboard and now knew what the other woman had been searching for—the flier showing her face that would confirm to Liz that she was a missing person. “This just can’t be true. My father wasn’t the kind of man who would kidnap a helpless infant and steal her from her parents.”
“I’m certain your father didn’t show you every aspect of his personality,” said Ed in a gentle voice. “He would’ve wanted to keep you docile, so he would have given you the picture you expected.”
North wasn’t certain about much, but she knew the detective was wrong on that count. Her father might’ve lied to her, and he might have even stolen her from these people, though she didn’t want to contemplate that being true, but he hadn’t pretended to be someone he wasn’t, and he hadn’t made her believe he was a different man, a man she could love and admire, when he wasn’t really like that. “You’re wrong.”
Ed and Marv shared a look before Ed shrugged.
Marv said, “We’ll come back to his motivation later than. What can you tell us about where he’s kept you for the last twenty years?”
“We had a little cabin on a big property. He said it wasn’t safe to go back to the cities, because there was a big war, and civilization collapsed. I thought he was telling me the truth, especially since all the educational materials and books he used to teach me were all created before the year I was born.”
“What a horrible man,” said Carol Allis in a screech.
“Did he hurt you?” Jim Allis looked like he would’ve pounded her father if he hadn’t already been dead.
North frowned at him. “Of course not. Dad loved me.”
“He’s not your father,” roared Jim. “I am, and he stole you from me.”
She recoiled at his display of emotion, pulling away from him as far she could and pressing her back into the booth supporting her. Tears swam in her eyes, and she blinked them back.
“Jim, you’re being too harsh with her. It’s certainly not our baby’s fault.”
After a moment, he exhaled, and his anger had clearly dissipated—or at least had been buried behind a more amicable wall. “To hear you refer to him as your father kills me.”
North hung her head. “I’m sorry.” She was genuinely sorry for causing them any suffering, but she couldn’t help that in her heart, Sam still felt like her father. She didn’t even know the man who wanted the title.
“What exactly did Dr. Campbell do with you?” asked Ed.
She frowned at him. “He taught me how to read and do math and all the things I guess you would expect. He taught me how to survive, I learned some basic first aid, and we spent one whole year learning all about foraging food from the wild.”
Marv cleared his throat. “I don’t think that’s exactly what Ed meant, Nara.”
She blinked. “Who’s Nara?”
“That’s your name,” said Carol softly. “Nara Allis.”
North absorbed it, but the word had no meaning. The name didn’t feel like it should be part of her. It was alien and as unwelcome as everything else she’d learned that night. “I prefer North,” she told Marv, studiously avoiding looking at the Allises as she said the words.
“Of course, North. I think Ed is trying to figure out what Sam did to you.”
North frowned. “I guess he stole me from my birthparents?” It was more of a question than a statement, because she still wasn’t certain about anything.
“We’re trying to figure out why,” said Ed gently. “Did he have you making movies, or perhaps he hired you out to be friendly with other pedophiles?”
Marv elbowed him in the shoulder at the same time North gasped. Her head spun, and anger spiraled through her. “You’re disgusting. My father would never do anything like that. He loved me and protected me. I don’t know what’s going on here, but Sam Campbell is not the man you’re painting him to be.”
“He’s a kidnapper, and they usually have one reason for stealing a child,” said Ed in a scornful tone.
“There can be multiple reasons,” said Marv in a more soothing tone. “We’re just trying to get to the bottom of it all.”
North shook her head and pushed away from the table. “I have to get out of here. I can’t do this anymore.”
“You can’t go out there alone,” said Carol. “We lost you for so long, and we can’t risk losing you again.”
North shook her head, backing away slowly. “I don’t know you. I don’t know either of you.”
“That’s what we’re trying to change,” said Jim gruffly. “Why don’t you come stay with us for a few days, just to see how our life is? We’d appreciate a chance to get to know you.”
“Oh, yes, please.” Carol was clutching her hands before her in a hopeful fashion. “Please come home with us, even for just a few days. We really want to know more about you, Nara.”
North flinched at the name, but didn’t refute it at the moment. She wanted to refuse, because every instinct inside her was telling her not to go, but she was also certain her thinking processes were clouded with grief and confusion.
The Allises wanted to know their daughter, and they believed she was it. She didn’t see how she could really be theirs, but she was having a hard time disbelieving it as well. She couldn’t seem to summon the words to refuse their invitation, especially with the naked hope in their eyes.
“I… All right, but just for tonight. I don’t feel like driving all the way home.”
“Yeah, sure, just for one night, if that’s what you want,” said Jim.
Carol was crestfallen. “Only a night?”
“It’s been twenty years,” said Ed in a bracing fashion as he placed a hand lightly on Carol’s arm for a moment and patted. “It will take time to build a relationship with her.”
With a long sigh, Carol nodded. “We’d be thrilled to have you even for just the night, but I hope you know you can stay forever, baby girl.”
The endearment made her shudder, but she couldn’t voice a protest. Carol looked so happy, she didn’t have it in her to rob the other woman of that joy. She was still more than half-convinced that this was some kind of mistake, and that she just looked like Nara Allis, but tomorrow would be soon enough to figure it out.
As they left the cafeteria and exited the hospital, she saw Dr. Scott getting into a beige Volvo. He waved a hand in her direction, and she did the same, but didn’t cross to say goodbye. For one thing, she wasn’t certain that she had any right to do so and couldn’t explain the compulsion urging her to anyway.
For another, she doubted the detectives or the Allises would allow her to break rank to approach him at the moment. They were guarding her like she was spun glass, and she realized that analogy wasn’t too far from the truth. All it would take was one more crack to shatter her into a thousand pieces.
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Eli watched her go with the people who’d laid claim to her. Her smell still lingered in his nostrils, and it took every ounce of control he had to watch her go. His wolf insisted she was his, and he had to claim and protect her, but the rational side of him understood the need for patience and a watch-and-see approach.
He picked up his cell phone and dialed a number he’d memorized years ago. The old, crackled voice on the other end of the line made hairs stand up on his arms, just like they did every time Caius spoke. Even not in his presence, he could feel his aura of power in the simple, “Hello,” that came through his phone.
He cleared his throat. “I’m at the hospital, and we had a patient—well, the daughter of a patient—come in tonight. I could feel her power. And her scent…” He trailed off as his voice took on an animalistic tone for a moment. He had to soothe the savageness before he could continue. “I think she’s what we’ve been searching for, sir.”
Chapter Four: Not Nara They had a lovely home on a block of homes that looked almost the same. It was definitely the suburbs, if she understood the definition of the word correctly. She followed them into the kitchen when they entered from the garage, and it was sparkling clean. It looked like a house, but felt nothing like her home. “Did you ever bring me home at all?” “No, Campbell stole you before we could. You were due to be discharged the next day.” Jim said the words angrily. North tried to ignore his outburst, reminding herself he was still processing everything too. And she’d inadvertently given him hope by referring to herself as their missing child, which had been a mistake. “Let me show you to a guestroom,” said Carol. North nodded, anxious to have some time alone to sort out things and perhaps find some semblance of order again. She followed Jim and Carol up the stairs, admiring the house as she went. Every room she saw was meticulously decorated and cleaned to a spotl
Chapter Five: Dr. StrangeIt was a relief to leave their large suburban home in the passenger side of Carol’s Saab. Jim was off to his job, and North realized she had forgotten to ask what he did. It was probably rude, but she supposed she could cut herself a little slack for the oversight in manners.She made a conscious decision to look out her window to examine the city around them rather than look at her mother. Her mother. She tried the words in her mind, but they just didn’t feel right. She hoped the doctor they were going to see that day would have answers for them soon.She didn’t know which was worse at that point—that they were her parents, or they weren’t. If they were, in meant everything she had known about her father was a lie, but if they weren’t, what was she going to do with her life? She couldn’t just go back to the cabin and pretend she hadn’t learned that her father had lied to her about the collapse of civilization.It took about forty minutes to leave Ann Arbor a
Chapter Six: TestingThey went into another room farther down the hall, and this one looked more like she would’ve expected a doctor’s office to appear. There was an exam table covered with some kind of waterproof fabric, a large light overhead, and myriad medical supplies stacked neatly in a shelf.She’d never had a blood test before, but she was pretty sure that was what was about to happen as she watched Kira prepare a needle and syringe. She was woozy, so she decided to lie back on the bed instead of sitting up for the blood draw.“Just a little poke now.” A millisecond later, the needle pierced her arm, and while it was uncomfortable, it wasn’t as bad as she had psyched herself up to expect.After another moment, Kira pulled out the needle and quickly bandaged the spot. “There we go. Now open your mouth, North.”North complied, allowing Kira to scrape the side of her cheek with a long swab. The other woman stored it in a clear tube before turning to Carol to repeat the process. “
Chapter Seven: An Unexpected VisitorShe was still in a daze when they pulled up in front of the Allises’ home more than an hour later. Carol—her mother—no, Carol felt better than calling her mother… She had stopped by a pharmacy on the way home to fill the prescription, which she clutched in one hand while coming around to North’s side to help her out with the other. The hand on her arm was probably meant to be comforting, but it felt restrictive and almost as tight as a handcuffed as Carol led her to the house.They were on the porch before she realized there was someone standing in the shadows cast by the big pillars of the sunporch. She gasped and took a step back, suddenly on edge. Conversely, the panic seemed to snap her world back into focus, and she could think again.“Who’s there?” Carol sounded annoyed.“It’s me, Dr. Elias Scott. I met North last night, and I’m the one who cared for her father.” As he spoke, he stepped out of the shadow, and he wore an affable grin, but ther
Chapter Eight: EscapeThe door opened a moment later, and the light clicked on. “North?” asked Carol softly. “Are you awake, sweetheart?”The endearment made her skin crawl, but she struggled to keep her repulsion out of her expression as she turned over slowly and blinked her eyes as though they weighed a thousand pounds each. “Is that you, Carol?”“It is. I have your other pill.”She feigned a yawn. “I don’t think I need it. I’m feeling much calmer now, and I’m still pretty sleepy.”“We must listen to the doctor. Take your last pill like a good girl, and maybe tomorrow we could—”She yawned again, though this one was authentic. “I was hoping you might be able to take me shopping tomorrow, Carol. I have no clothes with me besides the one outfit.” It was imperative to get to the mall, which seemed to be her only option to escape whatever was going on with the Allises and the mysterious doctor. If her mother thought she was an enthusiastic participant, she might drop her guard and give
Chapter Nine: Kidnapped?She woke just a few minutes later, certain it couldn’t have been longer than that, because the day didn’t appear any later, and the sun was where it had been, though obscured behind the clouds that had shadowed it all day. She was sitting in a van, and her arms were tied to the seat. She started struggling against them, trying to break the bonds, and a cool hand brushed across her brow. For some reason, she immediately felt less fearful.It was the man with the sandy-brown hair, and he was smiling kindly at her. He didn’t seem to be frightening, but she was certain she should be terrified. The ropes binding her to the seat were evidence of that.“Just relax, North. We aren’t going to hurt you.”She didn’t speak but glared at him and made no attempt to hide her skepticism.“I’m Ryland DiFarness, and I’m honored to be one of your guards.”“Enough with the details, Ryland. Let Caius explain before you delve too much into it,” barked the one with flaming-red hair
Chapter Ten: BirthrightElias continued his explanation, “The mythics have fought wars over the millennia, but we’ve reached a truce that is sometimes tenuous, but has lasted for five centuries. Our groups formed the Council, comprised of all of us and represented by at least one being from each realm. There’s even a human on the Council.” He flashed her a smile.“Let me see if I have this straight. You claim you’re all some kind of…creatures from other realms, and you live here on Earth as part of some kind of intergalactic U.N., while ignorant humans go about their daily lives with no clue what’s going on around them. Is that about right?” She felt ridiculous even saying the words.“And there are portals between each realm, but they’re carefully guarded, and access is restricted only to approved travelers, and never in large groups.” Orin offered that explanation.She was certainly surrounded by lunatics, but perhaps she should indulge them for the moment. “Why can’t they travel in
Chapter Eleven: In The BloodA small moan of fear escaped her as a tall man with craggy features, tanned skin, and golden eyes entered the room. He had long white hair that hung down to the middle of his back and took each step as though he carefully measured doing so ahead of time, weighing his options and deciding on the most beneficial course. He radiated wisdom, but no warmth. She shivered again.“You’ve enlightened her, Eli?” asked the man.“I have, Caius.”Those golden eyes focused on her, but his expression gave away nothing. “What do you think of what you’ve heard, young Trueblood?”Her back stiffened, and she had to swallow before she could answer. “I think you’re all crazy.”Caius surprised her by giving a small chuckle, and the temperature in the room seemed to warm infinitesimally. “I’m certain you wish we were, but I believe you know in your heart we’re telling you the truth, North. No doubt, it resonates within you, awakening knowledge you’ve possessed all along, but rem
Chapter Fifty-Three: ReunionIt was over, and relief swept through her. Her spine stiffened, and she managed to stand upright again. “We’ll do our best.” Persephone nodded and disappeared into the crowd of people who were triaging survivors or stacking the dead to be jettisoned into Noirvald. North turned away from all the chaos, no longer wanting in part of it. Other people could clean up, but she needed the reassurance of her mates. “I need to be alone with you. All of you.”“Of course.” Eamon took the lead, and they ended up back in the bedroom she first used at her arrival at headquarters. North waited until the door closed before she started undressing.“North, maybe you shouldn’t…” Ryland looked uncertain.She managed a small smile. “I should. I definitely need to. I was denied contact with you for the last two weeks, and I need to renew our bonds. This is what I need right now. Trust me.”At her words, their resistance evaporated, and they started undressing too.Orin was the f
Chapter Fifty-Two: Find Your WayNorth stared around, vaguely aware the place was familiar. When Pytor moved from her side, she felt nothing but a wave of relief. Even that was a dull sense, and emotions barely penetrated her. Her mind was thick and heavy, like it was shrouded in fog.She remembered opening the portal, and how it had drained her for several minutes. She’d had to regain her strength before Pytor could lead her through it. She remembered thinking she should resist, but hadn’t been able to do so.She remembered the moment when the portal had torn open, though it hadn’t been a neat hole. Even now, the edges were ripped, and the energy felt wrong to her. She still had her physical senses intact, even if she couldn’t really access her emotions. Her arm remained hanging, and she willed it to fall at her side, but couldn’t without his permission.Anger stirred in her that she needed his authorization for such a mundane task, and she glared at his back. It was easier to think
Chapter Fifty-One: AttackOrin paced around the cell, sick to death of the confines of the small room. They’d been trapped in there for two weeks, let out only on a one-by-one basis in order to shower and see to hygiene needs three times per day. He was amazed they still let them do that after the last couple of escape attempts, but perhaps Caius had some remaining compassion.Just not enough to risk weakening the Council to a level that made them uncomfortable even if it meant rescuing North from Pytor. He didn’t understand how Caius could justify that decision, even though the Council had little love for North. They should realize that the longer North was with Pytor, the more vulnerable she was to falling under his command. Apparently, that wasn’t worth risking their control.Before he could stop himself, he paused, rammed a fist against the bar, and cursed. The curse was a combination of frustration and pain from colliding with the bar. There were wards placed all around them, plu
Chapter Fifty: FrenemyTwo weeks. Two miserable weeks had passed, and North was no closer to recovering her memory. Each time she had a flash of something important, Pytor seemed to realize it and ordered Kira to adjust her dose of the “solution.” She still had no idea what that was, but each dose made it harder to think and harder to resist his horrible orders.“Do it.” He raged at her, waving at the body crumpled on the floor. “Kill the yaogui.”She closed her eyes, her body trembling from the torture he’d already forced her to inflict on the small creature huddling on the floor before her. “Why?”“Don’t question. Never question me. You do as I say. Now kill it. Show me the range of your power.” His temples throbbed with the force of his anger.North looked down at the pitiful creature, which had been broken for at least an hour. She wished she could say it was the first time he’d made her use her magic to hurt others, but it wasn’t. This was the first time he’d told her to kill for
Chapter Forty-Nine: Memories (Lack Thereof)North woke with a throbbing headache. It hurt so badly that she couldn’t think clearly. The pain centered in a spot on top of her head, so she lifted a hand to touch it and flinched when she encountered something metallic in nature. She whimpered and started to thrash.“Enough, Nara. You must be calm.” The male voice was authoritative, but it didn’t make her want to listen.Instead, she wanted to run away. Panic filled her as she opened her eyes, unable to see anything. “What’s happening? Who are you? Where am I?” Who am I? That question echoed around in her head. He’d called her Nara, but that didn’t feel right. In fact, it felt wrong on so many levels that she rejected the name immediately.If she wasn’t Nara, who was she? She tried to think, but couldn’t remember anything beyond being certain her name was North.“Calm please.” The soothing female voice had a gentle touch to match. “Let me make some adjustments.”North froze as those hands
Chapter Forty-Eight: BetrayedKriss was the one to knock on the Allises’ door, since there was a chance they didn’t know him. He was taking no chances of them recognizing Eli and trying to keep them out. They wouldn’t be denied entry, but he’d like to make things as quick and neat as possible.Carol was the one to open the door, and she left the chain on. “What is it? Do you have any idea what time it is?”“It’s time for you to tell us what you know.” Eli burst past Kriss, ripping the chain from its plate as he collided for the door.So much for subtlety. With a shrug, Kriss entered behind him and closed the door as the sound of bare feet running down the hall reached them. He stood with his arms crossed over his chest as he waited for Jim to join them.Eli held Carol by the back of her shirt, ignoring her ineffectual struggles. When Jim burst into the kitchen, he nodded at Kriss.Kriss moved quickly, intercepting Jim and twisting his arm behind his back before forcing him to stand wi
Chapter Forty-Seven: OpeningThe fighting was brutal, with an overwhelming number of soldiers. If it hadn’t been for Eli’s brethren joining them, they would have been wiped out by the sheer numbers that poured through the portal in the short time it was opened before it closed. Marek fought as hard as the others until all he could see was a pile of fallen and smell the coppery tang of blood in the air.“We have to get back to the Council.” Eli looked wary, but seemed determined to ignore the reality of exhaustion.Marek could relate. It was finally safe, so he returned his fire sword to the scabbard hidden by his wings. “What about all this?” He gestured at the pile of bodies.Eileen approached, looking grim. Blood smeared her face, but it didn’t seem to be her own, since there were no visible injuries. “You go after North. We’ll sort out our dead from theirs for a proper burial and then burn the rest.”“Thanks, Ma.” Eli leaned forward to hug her. “I’m sorry to run.”Eileen nodded. “I
Chapter Forty-Six: ImpossibleThe next night was a full moon, which meant a gathering for the wolf-shifters. She had the fae fabric become a comfortable outfit, in case they ran. She had no idea what to expect as they all followed Eli to the square of the village. Someone had started a huge bonfire, and there were several naked shifters cavorting around it. Others had already shifted.“Try this.” Eli handed her a glass of something pale purple.She sniffed it. “What is it?”“Pink yarrow wine. It’s good for you.”She took a cautious sip and gasped. “I didn’t expect it to be so strong.”Eli laughed as he handed glasses of the wine to the other men. “It has a kick, but it tastes great.”North wasn’t entirely sure she’d use the word great, but it wasn’t bad. She ended up finishing the glass over the next twenty minutes as they all mingled. She interacted more with Eli’s family and saw her other husbands were getting along with the wolves too. It was important to her that they all get alon
Chapter Forty-Five: UntamedThey entered a thickly forested area. This wasn’t the same kind of almost-tamed forest that had been on Bael. It was dark and primeval, with the fecund scent of soil, and everything looked rough around the edges. Even the buildings visible in the distance were on the primitive side.They moved closer to the settlement as they walked carefully through the wild forest. Most huts were clearly fashioned from material provided by the forest, and someone appeared to have carved the bare niche of land forming the space for the buildings from sheer brute force. Everywhere she looked, she could see signs of the forest trying to encroach again and reclaim its territory.The smell of soil gradually faded from her nostrils to be replaced by a less pleasant scent—wet fur and shifter bodies, combined with the unique musk that she had never noticed on Eli, but could only assume emitted from each of the shifters and joined together to create a strange musk.Ryland sneezed