EMY'S POV
I was still in shock by the time the maids threw me into a nice scenting bathtub. The water had bubbles in it and they smelled…clean. It didn't have the usual rusty smell that the tap at the back of the shelter house had; it didn't have little red worms in it. Immediately I stepped my feet in it, I could feel even my insides sparkling immediately.
I sat still in the tub as they scrubbed my arms and my hair. They took their time with it. I even felt bad at some point because they were using such good water that I felt I didn't deserve.
They cleaned me up so good till I felt my skin could squeak if rubbed against each other. The room they led me to this time was enormous. There was nothing but a queen sized bed, a big wardrobe, a nice dresser by the side, a couch in one corner and finally, large curtains that could be well managed to fit over twenty people.
The colours in the room was a mix of dark colours and gold. It was beautiful… but at the same time, scary.
They put me in front of a large mirror and I gazed at my naked reflection. The mirror was clear as day- despite that it was night, the lights in the room brightened it up like the sun.
"She's all bones," I heard some of the maids mutter and I clasped my hand over my crotch as my eyes fell. I didn't have enough flesh like the maids who looked well fed. I bet they ate three times a day and their food was neither rot nor garbage.They had chubby cheeks and flesh in their arms. I could very well count my ribs if I stared at myself. I ate twice a day and I still burned more calories than I gained in-between.
"Don't talk like that," one shushed them. "She's our Luna from this minute."
Luna. That word. I had only heard of the title and envied it in my wildest dream but even in that, I never thought I would actually be one.
In order to escape death, they had proposed to be their Luna instead. I still didn't understand why. Did they take a liking to me?
Or perhaps was I their mate? One of the down parts of being wolfless was that I wouldn't even know my mate if he walked past me on the streets. It was a hard pill to swallow.
I've had to live my life, hoping that I hadn't missed him while still praying that if he saw me, he would approach me first.
I had seen girls my age find their mates and have a kid or two. I couldn't even dream of such a life. Being wolfless limited me to too many things.
"Raise your arms," I did as I was told without question and by the time they were done, I felt a little too heavy than normal. I stared at the girl in the mirror and was dumbfounded for the first two minutes.
"Who is… that?" I asked as I lifted my arm and touched my face, she did the same. It felt surreal that tears pooled at my eyes.
"What's wrong? Don't you like it?" "Please. Don't cry, Luna. We'll fix it." "I look so… pretty," the first tear rolled down my eyes and soon, I was sobbing while trying to keep my eyes on myself. My black hair was beautifully combed and made into waves. It looked nice around my small face like a mane and as tempting as it was, I tried not to touch it. I ended up ruining the makeup with my tears and I arrived for dinner late. I was nervous as they led me to the table and just outside the door , I saw the figure of one of my mates- uhm.. I wasn't too sure how to address them… yet. "Thank you," he said to the maid by my side and she bowed before leaving. His smile was breathtaking. How could anyone look so handsome?He reached for my hand and he gently pulled it from my grip. He raised it to his lips while holding my gaze and pressed a kiss to it. "You look beautiful."
My throat ran dry. What was I supposed to say to that? His eyes had me pinned, I was too immersed in how seriously he stared at me and the feeling of how his cold lips moved against my hand. My cheeks were starting to hurt and I couldn't look in his eyes anymore. "Come,'' he said and he opened the door. The chatter of the other two filled my ears, their voice was like a low rumble as they spoke in hushed voices. "Finally!'' Alpha Hunter sighed. "What took her so long?'' he was wearing a smile on his face so I knew he wasn't mad. His eyes trailed up and down my body and I stepped a little closer to the Alpha who led me in."I guess it was worth it,'' he concluded and winked at me.
I think I just dropped my own heart because-
"You're making her uncomfortable, Hunter,'' the one beside me scolded- I didn't know his name. It was yet to be mentioned.
"Have a seat, you two,'' Alpha Thorn interfered. He was sitting at the head table- and why were the chairs very tall? I felt like I could disappear in them. This Alpha scared me unlike the others. His face had no smile and I wondered if he was even capable of smiling.
He led me to the right side of the Alpha Thorn- facing Alpha Hunter who wouldn't stop staring with a flirtatious smile. He pulled out the chair for me to sit.
Dinner was already served. It was a full table: Spaghetti, salad, grilled steak, baked potatoes, garlic green beans- my stomach growled in anticipation.
"Sit."
I dropped down on the chair absentmindedly, oblivious to the stranger stares that they passed across. I was more concerned with what I'd have to do to eat this food. Up until now, I had only seen this type of food when I had work to do in Alpha Jerry's mansion.
Having it so close, I doubt I could stop myself- "I'll serve you," he said and took a plate. I was already salivating before he dropped it before me. I noticed the silverware by the side of the plate. I knew what they were used for but it wouldn't be a surprise to say I didn't know how to use them. "Aren't you the gentleman of us all," Alpha Hunter teased. "You look like you couldn't even hurt a fly." He teased him and I knew that was a lie.Wait. Was I really sitting with the three Alphas who were known to be ruthless and merciless? Even worse, was I really their mate? Was that why they blantantly asked me to be their Luna?
Why weren't they saying anything about it?
"Why aren't you eating?"
I gasped at Alpha Thorns voice, glancing at him with a frightened heart at the menacing look on his face.
"Ah, yes… sorry," I turned back to the sweet temptation that I couldn't even touch. The cutleries proved a hindrance."Don't look at her like that. You're scaring the life out of her," Hunter chuckled. "What's wrong, love?"
My ears perked up and I suddenly felt like I was thrown into sweetness. The lazy stare in his eyes and the way his smile pulled at one corner made my stomach flip.He was flirting openly. The others didn't seem to mind. I wondered if sharing a woman was a common thing with them. So far, I had only heard of two to one mate but three? That was off the books.
I didn't know how to act around all three."I don't… I don't know how," I trailed off with my head lowered in shame.
"You don't know how to what?" The one next to me asked. I touched the silverware and dropped my hand back on my thighs. Their silence was heavy and when I looked up, I noticed the strange look they passed around."It's alright. I'll feed you," the one next to me offered and he drew closer. I didn't take him seriously until he scooped the food and brought it closer to my lips.
I noticed the other two had no problems with it so I relaxed into it.
"We'll hold the mating ceremony tomorrow so try to get enough rest," Alpha Thorn announced. "But the contract will be signed tonight." "Contract," I repeated. Yes, they mentioned this before. I would be their Luna for one year and after that, they would let me go. I wondered if that was just a plan to keep me as their mate by their side because why else would they offer me the position of Luna?"The rules are simple for you to understand," Alpha Thorn explained.
Rules? There were rules? Since when?
"I will be in charge of making you feel at home and giving you the ideal family that you want," the one feeding me spoke in such a calm tone, it was impossible not to stare at his face. "That also means getting these two to do their duties."
"Duties?" I repeated. What kind of duties?
"I don't think you'd have to remind me to take care of my Luna," Hunter said as he leaned his face on his fist with his elbow resting on the table.
The smile on his face was bright and I wondered if that was his true personality. He didn't look scary, he seemed very playful instead, "I'll be in charge of making you feel… everything."
I understood that and I blushed shamefully. The room was already so hot. I had just one year to live like this? Why did the goddess decide to bless and punish me at the same time?
"My duty is very simple," It was Alpha Thorn's turn to speak. "I'll make sure we keep you safe, loved and that Hunter keeps his dick in his pants."
Alpha Hunter rolled his eyes and laughed. He folded his arms and kept his gaze on me. I had caught him watching me like he was trying to figure me out. I wondered what that was all about.
"And me?" I looked at all of them. "What's my duty?"
"It's simple," Alpha Thorn replied. "Just do as you're told and sit and enjoy it while it lasts."
EMY'S POV I had been a slave for far too long and maybe this offer should be a relief but I couldn't help being suspicious. It was all too good to be true. Were they in a tight situation that they had to throw the offer to a spy they presumed me to be? Even worse, a woman like myself. I didn't deserve all these things yet I sat on the table with the three most feared Alpha's while one of them fed me and took his time doing it too. I racked my brain for his name- maybe I had forgotten it somehow but the only names I could remember were Thorn and Hunter's. The one in front of me? Not quite. He didn't have the cold features like Thorn nor did he have the ever smiling face like Hunter. His distinct feature was that he wasn't too cold nor too playful. He was very much in the middle. He smiled a little, he furrowed his brows a little, he barely kept any emotion on his face - "What?" His brows jumped as he held my gaze. "Are you studying my face?" He sounded amused and I saw the ghostly
EMY'S POVI was already nodding before I could even think about it. I guess I would do pretty much anything to not be by myself in that room.He led me to his own room and I admired how he walked with his head held high even as he smelled of alcohol. I had seen lots of other wolves misbehave and act out of character at just a small sip but the way the smell clung to him, it was obvious he took larger than a sip."Here we are!" He swung the door open and stepped aside. "My paradise!"I tore my eyes from his smiley face and stepped into his room. "Woah!" I muttered with my jaw hanging loose at the bright room that was as large as mine if not larger. The decor in the room had bright colours, so did the walls and even the floor. It looked fluffy here unlike mine that felt like the walls had eyes.I saw a huge glass at one end with fishes behind it. How he had managed to have a small part of the sea in his room was simply beautiful."It's beautiful, isn't it?" He asked and I turned to see
Emy's POVI could hear the forest and the wind too but my vision was blocked by a hand or a warm body, I couldn't tell but I could feel a beating heart. It was beating wild and ferociously.Was it mine or was it them? I couldn't tell.We were being chased but I didn't know who or what was chasing us. It was too dark to see.I felt a hand press against my head as if trying to hide me from the evil eye of the ones who were after us.Wake up! Wake up! I told myself. I knew this place. It was too familiar. I was having a nightmare again but the thing with this nightmare was that I never got used to the feeling.The fear that gripped me was like wearing a piece of clothing, only this time, I couldn't take it off-"E-my!"I jumped awake, panting as I looked around. The room looked unfamiliar for a moment but after a while I realised I was in my room.How did I get here? The last thing I remembered was lying on the bed with Hunter in his own room. So how did I get here?I placed a hand over
DYLAN'S POVI couldn't take my eyes off her nor could my brothers. Her actions had left us speechless but only for a little while. I knew that pose anywhere but now I wondered just who had taught her this-"Hunter," I narrowed my eyes at him and he hurriedly threw his arms up in surrender."I swear I'm innocent!" He said in defense. Well given the shock on his face too, I had no choice but to believe him."Emy-""Let me," I stopped Thorn before he could ask overly sensitive questions without even thinking. I didn't know life in the Nightwalker Pack was this bad. Actually I had never imagined it.If things were worse, why didn't the others just leave? Maybe it wasn't as easy as it sounded. I knew Alpha Jerry had a weird obsession with stepping on smaller packs and absorbing them but did the imbecile ever stop to think for a second if his pack members were living well?I got to my feet and I headed to her. She knelt there unmoving and refusing to even lift her head. She had clenched her
EMY'S POV Dylan left without another word and Kelly, who had been talkative a while ago, was suddenly quiet. I stared at my hands feeling uncomfortable because I could feel her gaze and I debated whether or not to lift my head. When I finally did, I was shocked to see her staring at me purposefully with her legs crossed and her hand on her cheek. She smiled brightly when we locked eyes. "How lucky you are to have three Alphas to yourself," she teased. "Are they your mates or was it love at first sight?" "Mates," I replied, giving off no body language that it was a lie. It was a good thing Thorn had mentioned it. I would've stupidly said I didn't know. "Sorry, if I'm making you uncomfortable," she apologised again. "We haven't had a Luna around here in- hmm," she quickly stopped herself before she whirled her chair around. "Let's get to why you stayed back, yes?" She picked up her notepad again. What was she going to say just now? It felt like she suddenly realised she was talking
EMY'S POV"A-A reward?" I blinked in shock. What could I possibly offer him for his time? I didn't have anything to give but I couldn't tell him that. What if he realised how useless I truly was and he and his brothers decided to toss me aside?My heart jumped in fear."Hmm," he turned his face away as he thought. "Maybe... Something nice, I guess." He turned to face me again. I could almost see myself in his orbs, " I don't know, you tell me-"Without thinking, I leaned forward, pressing my lips to his own in a quick peck on his lips.Hunter froze and his smile dropped. He blinked at me for a while and I worried whether I did something wrong.Wasn't that he meant by that?"Emy," he suddenly sighed and started to smile again. "You're going to put me in trouble. Who will believe I didn’t initiate the first kiss?" he rubbed his eyes but he didn’t sound mad. I found his drama amusing."Let's keep this between us, okay? Don't tell the others, hmm?" he silently begged and I nodded. He clas
DYLAN'S POVIt took a while before she took her eyes off Thorn with that solemn look on her face and I wondered what transpired between them. I could ask Thorn but I'm sure whatever he did, he probably didn't realise it."Did I come at a bad time?" I asked when I got to her and she sighed."No. I'm sorry. I spaced out," she admitted. How awfully truthful she was. A woman like her was not cut out to be a spy at all. What was Jerry thinking? Speaking of Jerry, I needed to have a meeting with my brothers about what to do to fix his attitude."Did you have a good day? I heard Hunter took you down to town," I took her hand and kissed it before leading her inside."It was alright," she answered in a quiet voice.I could tell there was more to what she wanted to say but she chose to use such simple terms instead. Emy was a woman of few words and somehow, I liked it. She only spoke when she was spoken to or when she saw it was necessary. But most times, it was the former. She acted like she w
EMY'S POVEarlier that evening....Dylan closed the door behind him and I finally let the dress slide down my chest. I had been holding it together since. Even when we had public baths with mixed gender, I had never been this shy before.Was it because I knew what I looked like? I may have a pretty face but I was all bones. He saw the scars too, and traced them with his fingers. Was he not disgusted? Everyone else who had seen it would laugh at me and point fingers. They knew I couldn't heal like they did.I had never cared about having smooth or flawless skin. The first instinct was to survive. The rest didn’t matter.I stepped out of my dress and walked to the large mirror on the dresser. I stared at myself, turning to my sides. I could count my ribs but somehow, I knew it wouldn't last. I was eating well these days. Soon, I'd look well fed like those maids and maybe, just maybe I'll look good by their side.I made my way to the bathroom and repeated what the maids did to the bathtu
EPILOGUEAMELIA’S POVFEW MONTHS LATERI grabbed Hunter's hand tight as he led me down the stairs. I felt heavy and my feet were all swollen. I winced every now and then with a frown on my brows."I offered to carry you," he said, chuckling at my anger."I can do this," I was determined to walk on my own. Ever since my bump got bigger, I had felt nothing but heaviness. My stomach was so big that I feared it would burst. I was worried most times but Kelly would always calm me down when my mates just couldn't.I was certain they were fed up with my pregnant state. Well good because next time, they won't get me pregnant again!"What do you mean? We can have more babies-" Dylan started to say but I glared at him, lifting my head slowly as he paused in his words, scratched his temple and turned to Thorn."That's what I thought when I was younger," he quickly added and Thorn nodded, totally agreeing with him.Did I need to remind them that I carried not one but three pups inside of me? How
EMY’S POvSandwiched between my mates, it was impossible to escape without one of them grabbing me quickly and pinning me back on the bed. His eyes as he looked at me were filled with so much softness. I almost melted, especially when I noticed the bags under his eyes. I turned to the others and saw they suffered the same fate.Good. At least it was good to know that I didn't suffer alone."Where are you running off to, love?" His voice was equally soft and it went straight to my chest to try and melt the ice I had placed on my heart.The foundation threatened to shake but I clenched my fist and turned my face away but whichever direction I turned to, another face was there.One by my left, another by my right and the third pinning me under him- goodness! Why did it feel so Impossible to get away from them? They were everywhere I turned to.I closed my eyes then, only for my head to fill with images of them."Look at me," he demanded with a gentle but firm voice. He sounded so hurt. T
Amelia’s POVTWO WEEKS LATERThe oven dinged and I wore my gloves. The sweet scent of cherry pie filled the air and I took out the pan and placed it on the counter. I reached on my toes for my mother's favourite plate and I cut myself a piece.I munched down on it thrice and nodded my head, feeling satisfied at the result. I turned to her cook book and I closed it. Her recipe had finally paid off. It was worth the time and energy dedicated to it.I ate in silence just like all the other days since I moved into my home. The walls no longer felt alive and even the fragrance in the air no longer caught my fancy.Nothing interested me here. It was all glum and dark. I've had nothing but nightmares on my return here. My back hurt from folding myself on my old bed-- I could use a massage and a good Queen sized bed.I debated sleeping in her room but the minute I walked in, tears were the only things in my eye and I was walking out the next minute.I reached for my warm glass of milk and too
EMY’S POVI had always wanted to know who my parents were, what they were like if they loved me or not and if my life would be any different from the hell it had been all these years. I always thought of myself as a part of MoonShadow Pack and called it home but I received the shock of my life and entire existence.It wasn't just the fact that I had regained my memories and I was the Beta's daughter of the Silverfang Pack but it was seeing the hate in my mother's eyes as she lunged at me with intentions to kill. I was her prey and nothing more than that will I ever be.Was it really okay to die by her hands? I couldn't even move if I wanted to.Everything felt so slow in my eyes, even my fast beating heart had slowed down and I waited for my life to end.It was all so slow but suddenly, there was a black wolf running at full speed, dashing out of the woods with a scared look and before my eyes, it leaped in the air, hitting Nana with a force that sent her flying over.My heart stopped
EMY’S POV"Don't make this harder for yourself," Nana pulled me out of my thoughts and I realised she still kept her distance but by now there was nowhere to run. The cliff was behind me and it was either I jumped to my death or let her kill me."There is no escaping me," she said with a poker face, giving me the chills and I was forced to take a step back. When her eyes landed on my feet, I gulped, worried she might get funny ideas.The corner of lips cracked into a smile and she looked me in the face again. "You have two options." I already knew what they were. "Let's not waste each other's time.""You… lured me here," I gulped. "You deceived me, didn't you?""I'm not gonna do that with you," her face fell again. "I've gone through this so many times already. It feels like an endless loop," she rolled her eyes. "But that's the goddess's fault. Hw can three men have so many mates? Haha." her laugh held no humour."Nana," I whispered in shock and horror. "What did you do… to their mat
DYLAN’S POVAfter Emy cut off the mindlink, I had been uneasy and unable to focus on anything. Luckily for me, Jerry's men were not attacking… yet. They had only gathered in large numbers and moved too close to the borders and we upped our defence and alerted our warriors to prepare for any attack.We couldn’t take any chances.'I see Jerry but why isn't he doing anything?' Thorn, who was standing still beside me, asked through the mindlink.'I'd like to know that too,' Hunter said, just as confused as we were.I observed his warriors both in human and wolf form, they were armed, growling at our men every now and then. Commander Leon was certain they were trying to surround the Pack so we had him lead half of the warriors around while the other half stayed with us.Every now and then, Jerry would smirk at us, throw in a punchline or two to try and anger us, he would mention how we chased the eight Packs away for him and even mention kidnapping our mate-'Something… is off,' and I wasn
EMY’S POV"Slow down," I stuttered, trying to process her words as I got a pounding headache.'I'm sorry but I can't sit back and watch you die too, Emy,' her voice was firm and it held a lot of pain. 'It always starts like this. There's a distraction or a war and someone dies.'Death… war… Was she referring to the past mates?"Please, slow down," desperate to hear what she had to say, I had to make sure I didn’t miss a word. My head was ringing like a thousand drums were being hit.'I'm on my way to you, in the meantime, find a way to get out of there,' she said. 'Guards, maids- bullshit! I've seen this all before! They all died in that mansion and you're going to die too if you don’t save yourself!'I was terrified beyond words as I turned my eyes to the door, staring at it suspiciously. Would anyone really jump in here and kill me? 'H-How do you know that-''I've been around the Alphas long enough and I know whoever killed the last four is on their way to you too. I'm not buying th
EMY’S POV"Luna!" Helen rushed into my embrace and I held her close. "I'm so sorry, Luna. I put you in trouble. I'm so sorry.""What? Don't say that. It's all my fault. I should be the one apologising. You went through so much just because of my stupidity," I could still remember her dangling from Hunter's chokehold. He could have killed her there.She had tears in her eyes as she held my hand to her cheek.'I came as quickly as I could.''Thank you,' I was grateful that she could read the room."What do you need help with?" she asked."That," we both turned to Grace. "Help me look after her and let me know when she wakes up."'Report to me first, please. If the Alphas find out first, they'll kill her. I have something I need to ask her.'She nodded and bowed, "Yes, Luna. I'll do my best."'Also… can you tell me about the other mates-' she went rigid immediately, freezing with wide eyes as she remained in a bow. Her actions made me nervous and I knew immediately that something was up.
EMY’S POV"Phew!" I sighed with a hand over my chest as I stepped down from the car. I was tired, no doubt but I couldn’t let the Alphas see that. They wouldn't hesitate to fuck me back to sleep just to keep me locked in.I knew we would have to talk about their strange behaviour another time but for now, I'd have to make do with the army following behind me.That was the only way I could leave the mansion. I had at least ten guards walking in front and behind me. They didn't say a word to me nor did they look at me but their presence around me was loud enough.I wished my mates could tell me something. Anything to clear my doubts but their silence was rubbing off the wrong way. I didn't want to listen to my thoughts at this point in time.The doors opened and the guards gave way, allowing me to see Nana rushing down the stairs. I closed the rest of the distance, wrapping my arms around her when she pulled me into a tight hug. Her warmth and scent was beautiful just as I knew it would