Chapter Five: I Don't Want This Phera POV: Why moon goddess? Why mate me with the three who broke my heart and who would instead choose my sister over me? To them, I was their future beta's and best friend's little sister, who they hadn't bothered contacting or even tried meeting throughout the years. What hurt more was that they knew! They fucking knew I was their mate on that night all those years ago when they cozied up with my sister. A Luna was supposed to make her alpha strong, but here were my alphas, my mates, who happily sent me off and didn't bother coming to me all these years. Even when I turned eighteen, and they knew I could feel the bond, they still denied coming forth. I was broken out of my thoughts when I felt Josh squeeze my hand, but before I could even turn to him or anyone else, three ferocious growls rang out in the air. I was suddenly thrown back in pair of muscular arms, the smell of cedar and musk wafting through my nose, and my skin tingled with sparks tha
Chapter Six: Why Does This Happen To Me Phera POV:'This is the end of us,' Josh's words rang in my head. Guilt was eating me left and right. I didn't want to hurt Josh, but I also didn't wanna hurt the triplets by staying with Josh and then the third reason I didn't even want to be with the triplets. Their words about how they wouldn't leave their mate alone echoed in my mind. They had always known. They had known when I was thirteen, and they were eighteen, and despite that, they hooked up with everything that had two legs. Then they did the worse thing a mate could do: they made out with my sister while fully knwoing I was standing outside. Now thinking of it, did Newmara know? Did Nate know? That I was their bestfriends and alphas mate, their luna. The triplets, my siblings and the triplet's younger brother Adam were best of friends, thick like thieves. And, if they knew and despite that Newmara did what she did, I don't think I could ever even look at her again. Jealousy burned
Chapter Seven: So Many QuestionsPhera POVI rocked back and forth on the veranda swing, looking out to the dense forest at the back of our house. After I recovered from the shock of Newmara and Adam being fated mates, I congratulated them and sat with the rest of my family for a bit till I made an excuse and came here. Josh and Nate had hit it off, seeing they were both future betas and pack allies, which made me less guilty for abandoning him back there with my family. The awkwardness between him and me was instantly gone after what had happened, but it still didn't make the guilt any less thinking back to his sullen face on our walk here. I wasn't sure what was going to happen now. I wasn't going to accept the triplets and be putty in their hands, especially after the fact that they knew I was their mate and they cuddled up with my sister. Then there was Newmara; she had always known of my feelings for the triplets, and despite that, she always made sure I was reminded how they wou
Chapter Eight: Beta Ceremony Part OnePhera POV:As much as I said the triplets would take the backseat in my mind yesterday on the veranda after I talked to Adam, that notion lasted for a solid two hours. Then it was gone when a warrior of theirs had brought in a massive bouquet of yellow roses and a box of chocolates. And, just not any chocolates but chocolates from a specific family-owned chocolatier I loved back in California. How they knew that was beyond me. As much as I wanted to accept both things, I didn't. I left them on the kitchen counter, ignoring the red note that stuck out like a sore thumb begging me to read it. I couldn't. I needed to be strong if I wanted to get through today. I twisted and turned in my bed the entire night, thinking about the triplets. Life had gobsmacked me back to square one. Even though I wasn't reliving what they and my sister did on the balcony, but reliving every moment after their eighteenth birthday when they paraded some she-wolf in front
Chapter Nine: Beta Ceremony Part TwoPhera POV:I took a deep breath and kept looking at the front, forcing my body not to give into those mesmerizing scents of my mates and run into their arms. Be strong, P! You got this. I could hear the heels chattering against the sparkling black marble floor towards them; jealousy sprang in my heart at the thought of so many she-wolves throwing themselves at my mates, but I pushed it down. They were my mates by name. I hadn't accepted them, nor was I planning to, more like ever, anytime soon. So those girls could go and have fun; even though those thoughts and words sounded bitter to me, I pushed myself further towards the bar, where I could see Betty and Reese waving at me like mad women, which had me chuckling. If there was something that didn't change over these past few years, it was our friendship.We had been friends since we were in diapers; apart from leaving my family all those years ago, leaving them was the second hardest thing I did
Chapter Ten: Beta Ceremony Part ThreePhera POV:Nate's ceremony went by in a blur, and after half an hour, he was announced as the beta of the RedMoon Pack. Everyone hollered and clapped, she-wolves in the back, jumping up and down as he winked at them. I couldn't help but roll my eyes while chuckling. My brother, forever the casanova of the pack, I pity his mate when he finds her. She would be in for a ride taming the famous Nate Evans. All the noise died down instantly when Axel lifted his hand; everyone became quiet as a mouse waiting to see what their alpha had to say."As everyone must've heard by now that, our younger brother has found his fated mate..." Axel started, then looked towards Newmara smiling at her. Even though it was small twitch of his lips and couldn't be seen because of their angle, I picked it up instantly. Hurt squeezed my heart, it was just a smile, but still, it was more than I got since I came back. All I was getting was their smugness or protectiveness. Pl
Chapter Eleven: Back In CalforniaPhera POV:The conversation I had with the triplets replayed in my mind like a broken record. Why wasn't it the right time? What could be so important that they couldn't even tell their own goddamn mate what had made them act the way they did, knowing I was their mate all those years. But, all of those things aside, what tore my heart into pieces was when they didn't even flinch when I mentioned them and Newmara. That meant they knew I was watching. Did they mean for me to see them together? That they preferred my sister over me, and now that she's mated to their younger brother, I'm their fallback while I should've been their number one priority the moment they turned eighteen and knew about me being their mate. "Ms. Evans!" I heard Mr. Maxwell shout my name, jolting me out of my thoughts. Looking up, I saw the entire class staring at me as I blushed, embarrassed. Fuck! This was probably the tenth time I had been called out like this over the past
Chapter Twelve: GraduationPhera POV:I looked down at the degree in my hands and couldn't believe I had finally done it. It was one step closer to my goal: to be independent and rid myself of ever going back to RedMoon. All that was left now was to get a job in a wolf-owned company, and I would be set, and I wouldn't have to go back to my cheating mates as much as my soul called for them. Not once since I had left RedMoon did they try reaching out and explaining themselves. They knew where I was, and they could easily get a hold of me, but not once had they tried. It just confirmed what I already knew. They just wanted to claim me because it was their alpha instinct kicking in, not that they desired me in any way. The realization hurt, but it was what I had to get used to. I was broken out of my thoughts when I felt myself being lifted in the air and twirled around; I would've headbutted anyone else who did that, but I knew my brother's scent anywhere, which had me giggling as he spu