"Gosh, Zha, if I hadn't read the article about his shipping company and his short biography, I wouldn't believe he is not Dion Dausel," Caroline commented as she gazed away from the tab on her laptop's screen where Gin's picture is on.
Like what I did the first time I heard Dion's name from Lady Maya, Caroline and I made research about Gin after telling her everything that happened this morning. And it turned out that everything Gin told me was true.
He owns a shipping company, Gracious Express, and it was launched last year, and so far, the performance it gives to the customers is good. According to our research too, he separates his personal life from business and is very keen on his privacy, hence the short biography we found.
We also tried to find anything that will connect him to Dion, but indeed, his personal life was separated from business. In fact, there were only a few articles about him and his shipping company, and mostly, the information written in those articles was the need-to-know-basis only.
And I remember he told me he wanted to stay lowkey and away from the prying eyes of the press and public. He wanted to enjoy life and go with the flow, fix the things that needed to be fixed, then go again and enjoy.
"I never aspired to be on top of the chain. Gracious Express is doing good, we offer fair and nice services, customers are satisfied. My employers are paid fair and I get enough profit. That's enough for me."
Those words made me smile and I sat down on my bed, listening to Caroline as she reread the article, still it was all the same, and we couldn't find anything about him that will connect him to Dion.
"Zha, I really can't find anything," she said with a heavy sigh. "Perhaps they just really looked like and not the same person. We've proven this one already through our research and the things he told you."
"But how did it happen?" I asked. "They looked exactly the same, Caroline. Only that Gin is the mature version and they have a different background."
She sighed again and stood up, walking to my bed. I moved to give her space which she took and lay beside me, the mattress bounced because she made it like a free fall.
"Douple ganger, Zhanaia. Have you ever heard of that?"
My brows furrowed. "No."
And she explained what douple ganger is.
"A douple ganger is a biological unrelated look-alike of someone. It has something to do with the genes something and cross-breed whatever is that." I chuckled at her incomplete scientifical explanation for douple ganger. "But in some beliefs, they say douple ganger is bad luck, an evil twin, but hey, we're in the 2000s, so that's the least of the things I should explain. Surely, this has something to do with that Science thing."
My brows arched. "Well, what about the I met him at the place that's special to me and Dion? Do you think that's just a coincidence or it has an explanation?"
"Zha, how would I know?" she grumbled.
I just sighed and let her be. Silence fell on us as I stare at the blank ceiling while she was busy on her phone. From my peripheral vision, I can see her brows arched. Turned out that she was searching for Gin's F******k account, but there's nothing except for a professional F******k page.
"You know, I am getting more curious about this Gin as I try to dig deeper about him. I wanted to see this Gin in person."
She looked at me with that sinister smile on her face and stood up, searching for my phone. When she found it, she tossed it to my side and it bounced on the bed.
"Come on, you have his phone number, right? Text him, and ask if we can meet him tomorrow."
I was thrilled at her idea, yet I felt shy to make the first move and text him.
"What? But... I-I'm... do you think it is right if I text him first?"
She rolled her eyes. "Zhanaia, we are in the modern world. It is not a big deal for a girl to do the first move. Come on, text him!"
And when I didn't move, she grunted and get my phone again, typed something while her brows were creased and when she tossed my phone on me again, my eyes widen seeing a text message was sent to Gin's number a few seconds ago.
I jolted up and looked at her in horror before reading what she sent, and it sounded flirtatious!
"Gosh, Caroline, what the hell is this?" I exclaimed.
The text message said,
"Hi, there. This is Zhanaia, the girl you met this morning. I am thinking of calling you, and perhaps we could talk over the phone for some time. What do you think? xx."
And the xx thing! Caroline!
I was about to scold her when my phone rang and Gin's name registered on the caller ID, making me jump in surprise. She peeked at my phone and squealed when she saw who's calling.
"Come on, Zhanaia, answer it! Put it on a loudspeaker!"
And when I didn't move again, she rolled her eyes and swipe the screen, and turned the loudspeaker. Before I knew it, Gin's voice filled us. Caroline's eyes widen when she recognized the voice, a bit mature and deeper than Dion's.
I gave her my I-told-you-so-look, and she urged me to go on.
"Uhm, h-hell-o?" I stammered.
I heard his smile from the other line. "Hello, Zhanaia. What's up?"
"H-hi, Gin. How are you doing?"
I bit my lips as I suddenly felt nervous, or was it nervousness? I don't know. There's just something in me that I can't explain. Was it nervousness or excitement? Of what and why?
"Well, I am currently staring at my room's ceiling, then I received your text."
"I didn't disturb you or what?" I asked.
"No, you didn't. Don't worry. Want to talk over something?"
"Uhm, no, I just..." I looked at Caroline who's urging me to say it. With a silent sigh, I continued, "I just want to ask if we can meet again tomorrow?"
There was a pause from the other line as soon as I asked him, and for a while, I thought he was going to decline. But then after a while, he spoke again.
"Yea, sure, why not?"
Caroline has this triumphant smile on her face as she heard him say those words. She even mumbled something that I didn't get and just focused on Gin.
"Really? That's great. I'll be with Caroline tomorrow."
"Your best friend?"
I nodded as if he could see me. "Yes."
"Ah, okay. No worries. Tomorrow, at Miró Coffee again?"
"Yes."
"Okay, sure, no worries. I'll see you later, then."
That made me smile. "Yea, see you. Goodnight."
"Goodnight, sweetheart."
And those words were the reason why I had a sleepless night.
Last night was a sleepless night for me. Gin called me using the endearment that Dion used to call me, hence, I had a hard time sleeping thinking it might be him. With the way he called me last night and what I felt after that, it was all Dion-like. But then we made a research about him, and couldn't find anything that will match him to Dion aside from that they looked alike, and their voices were the same as well, only that Gin sounded mature and manly than Dion. It's been eight years though, he could've been more mature and— ah, no, he's not Dion. While in the shower, I was thinking if it was really all just a coincidence. A coincidence that I met someone who looked exactly like Dion, and at the same place where we used to go before. Come to think of it, it doesn't look like a mere coincidence to me. Or was it and I was just making it all a big deal like what I always used to do? "Zha, c
Later that day, I received a text from Gin asking me if I am okay. I did not reply for I don't know if I am, I don't even know what I feel. I turned off my phone too since Caroline was trying to call me. I don't feel like talking to anyone. Perhaps this was because of the result of my expectation that didn't turn out as I expected it to be. Disappointment. A big disappointment. I have to admit that last night, when Gin agreed to meet us, I was hoping that maybe Caroline could do something that would make him admit that he is Dion and was just playing with me. But it turned out to be nothing. "Maybe you are just dwelling with the thought that Dion might still come back." a thought in my head said. Well, yea, maybe. And maybe I have to let go of that too. Maybe Dion's not going to come back anymore. Who knows what happened to him. If he is s
CHAPTER 6 It has been a week since I met Gin Montero, the man who looked exactly like Dion. It has been a week too since I came home and now I am up for another voyage, and the flight schedule that was given to me will be later evening today, and it will be in Asia again. My skills to speak different languages is an advantage in this field for they can assign me to international flights and I can converse with other nationalities. This also means higher pay and more chances of being promoted to a higher position, especially if my performance will remain good and remarkable enough. I climb down on the mini-van, careful not to trip because of the heels of the shoes I am wearing. Zhairo helped me with my luggage and locked the van before walking me to the area for flight attendants.
"Come on, Zhanaia, drink!"Rina, one of my co-flight attendants cheered me as she handed me another shot of Martini. Yes, a strong liquor for someone like me who's not used to drinking, someone who easily gets drunk, yet I didn't care about that for that moment and accepted the shot glass as I drank the Martini straight.Its bitter yet satisfying taste stayed in my tongue for a while as its hotness slid down my throat and onto my stomach. The party music was blasting through my ears as the scene got more blurry than a while ago. I know I am already tipsy but I didn't stop taking more shots. Instead, I accepted everything they handed me, and I know it wasn't just Martini that they gave me."Oh, yes, let's get wasted!" someone from our table shouted, and then I felt a hand pulled me.My head spins as I stood up and we made our way through the dance floor where guys were lost with the rock music blasting through the stereos. I scanned the area and though my
I woke up with my head throbbing in pain. The first thing I noticed when I opened my eyes is the pair of pajamas I am wearing. I don't remember changing last night— and instantly, remnants of what happened came back to me.Dion.He was here!I scanned the place, but there were no traces that anyone aside from me has been here last night. But I remember so well that he was here— or was that because I was so drunk that I imagined that he was here? But then, who took care of me last night? Who changed my clothes? And where were the clothes that I wore at the bar?Standing up, I saw the dress I wore last night, neatly placed at the ta
"Seriously?" I sighed for the ninth time when I heard that word from Caroline. As soon as I came back to our hotel room, I immediately called her and luckily, she's resting and on a break from her shooting. I told her what happened, starting from what happened at the bar last night, the vague memory I had this morning, the breakfast delivery, and the incident at the Olympic Park. And after I told her everything, that's what she said. She sounded like she couldn't believe what I was saying and it's as if I am out of my mind. "Yes, seriously," I replied and rolled my eyes as if she could see me. She sighed from the other line. "Don't you think you were just being delusional? I mean, from the hang-over?" Ah, here we go. The hang-over thing made everyone believe that some of the things we experienced during our hang-over state were just delusional. I knew it could be that, yes, but no it wasn't.
We were getting ready for our next flight two hours from now. This time, it would be from China to Hongkong, and we'll be staying at the latter for another couple of days. As we prepared ourselves and packed our things, I asked Rina and Zoey again if none of them gave their key card to someone, and if none of them took care of me the night we got drunk. I knew I've asked this for more than five times today, but I wanted to ask again, just to make sure. Caroline's words that seem like a riddle still made me think about it when I am not doing anything, hence, I kept myself busy since she said that so I wouldn't think too much about it. Rina looked at me, resigned. "You've asked that for how many times now and again, Zhanaia, no, I didn't give my key card to anyone and I didn't take care of you that night. I mean, how would I? I was enjoying the night out with Cristopher. Hell, he's one of a kind. I loved his performance!"
"Are you sure that spending a day with him is a good idea?" I asked. I heard her sigh from the other line. "For your well-being, definitely not. But if you really want to solve the mystery between Gin and Dion, well, yes." When he asked me if we can spend the rest of the day together, I said yes. And now, here I am, in one of the comfort rooms, talking to my best friend, asking if I did the right decision. I knew I was taking longer than usual here, but I was still contemplating whether to continue with this one or not. But that would be so harsh of me if I change my mind. "You know what, Zhanaia, the more you spend time with someone, the more you get to know them. And if you will be observant enough, you will find out what he is hiding." "Really?" "Hmm. Just don't be dumb not to notice the things that will connect him to Dion, make a mental note, and then we'll talk about them when we see aga
Sweet Zhanaia Camince's"Mom, is dad coming home early tonight?"I looked at Louis, Gin and I's seven years old son who looked so adorable with his coconut-style hair and the bangs were on the side. I stared at him for a while as he put his elbow on my legs as a support for his weight while looking at me, waiting for my answer.Dom Louis C. Montero got his father's ocean blue eyes, the shape of his nose, and lips. He only got my brownish hair and some attitudes, but aside from that, he resembled Gin in everything. I remember my husband's face when he realized that Louis looked like him as he grow up, he was sulking by then."Argh, I actually wished to have an eldest daughter who would look like you, not the other way around. I don't want you to see anyone who looks like me,""Wow, Gin, are you jealous of our son?"I was bemused when he crossed his arms on his chest while pouting and that's when I realized he was indeed jealous of our son. Oh
Dionysus Dausel/Gin Montero's"Good morning, Mr. Montero, your meeting will start in five minutes.""Noted about that, Karen. Please, inform my wife that I might come home late. And remind her to take care and not to move around too much,""Will do that, Sir. Anything else?""Thank you but that's all. You may go back to your desk now."Karen, my secretary nodded as she stepped out of my office. When she was out of my sight, I took a deep breath and stared at the screen of my laptop where spreadsheet after spreadsheet and documents after documents were open. The spreadsheets were about financial reports while the documents were mostly proposals and contract drafts.As the years passed by, Gracious Express did good, and now we have hundreds of branches around the globe. It was all about hard work and of course, teamwork with Francis who was the co-CEO, and the other members of the company. My wife also contributed with this one,
CHAPTER 52If someone would tell me years ago that the time will come when I will marry the man I met eight years ago despite the pain he inflicted in me, despite the cheatings, and lies that he has done, I would probably laugh it off. Who would marry a man who has done so much to you for eight years? Certainly no one.But then, here I was, standing in front of a huge mirror with a wide smile on my face. I looked at the woman in the mirror and she too was smiling from ear to ear. Of course, the woman in the mirror was my reflection, an ecstatic woman because she would finally marry the man that she loves.Looking at myself, I didn't know I'll be able to be this beautiful. It has just been a month since Dion— Gin proposed and now we're marrying. Because of their connections, we were able to arrange everything in just a month; including my wedding gown that was worth a million dollars.Dad and Dion insisted that my wedding gown should be designed by t
Sweet Zhanaia Camince's It has been a couple of months now since I was discharged from the hospital and since everything happened. It has been a couple of months as well since I gave Gin the last chance and told him that my forgiveness wouldn't be that easy to get this time. When I was discharged from the hospital, he was left since he still needed to be monitored, but after three days, he was discharged as well, and then his courtship, well, according to him, started. My family didn't seem to be surprised with his actions, daily visits with flowers, and all that things that suitors usually brought. Though he was only giving me artificial flowers as I told him to do because when he gave me a fresh rose, I felt nausea. My pregnancy hormones didn't like its smell. I also noticed how he became close with Zhairo and I found out that Gin already explained everything to him and Zhairo was now giving him chance as well. They were back to their clos
"You sure about this, Gin?" Francis asked when I told him my plan. I nodded without hesitation and sighed in resign, "If you say so," "Just do it, Francis, and then leave the rest to me. I want to make this right before proving to Zhanaia that I am now ready to start a new life with her and our baby. One where there were no secrets, one where we would talk about things first and won't decide hastily without talking to each other." "Woah, you are being too deep now. Is that really what babies do to men? Aside from love, babies are what make us more responsible and mature?" I shrugged, "Maybe, yes, because that's what happening to me now." "Then, I'll wait for the time when I will finally become a better person because of a baby." "You don't need to have a baby to be a better person though, you can do it now." He shook his head, "I'm still enjoying being a jerk, sleeping and dating
Dionysus Dausel's/Gin Montero's Zhanaia was someone I never deserved to have, yet heaven gave her to me, and here I was, hurting her in more ways than one. Yet, despite everything that I did, she still gave me chances that I didn't deserve any more. But this time, with her tone, I knew she wasn't joking around. She was serious that this would be the last chance she was giving to fix everything about us. And I should start fixing my shits, it would be better as well to make sure that Ayana won't come in our way anymore. Though it was clear to her that there wasn't anything going on between us, it was clear to her that what happened at the sex party doesn't mean anything. But then, it would be better to make sure that she won't come and cause conflict with us anymore. I looked at Zhanaia who was now eating another set of waffles. Her family left food in the refrigerator for her, mostly sweets because that was what she was craving during her pr
We were seated across each other for a while now. He was in the wheelchair while I was on the bed. No one talked, no one said even a single word, we were in pure silence, only our breathing could be heard. We were both waiting for each other to talk but looked like it would be me who's going to talk first as I couldn't bear the silence anymore. And with that, I took a deep breath and broke the silence. "First and foremost, how should I address you?" I asked which caught him off guard. He blinked, "H-huh?" "How should I call you? I met you eight years ago as Dion and now, I met you again as Gin. You have told me that your former identity has been dissolved, therefore you shouldn't be called Dion but why was dad still calling you like that?" Realization registered on his face as he got what I was trying to say. He took a deep breath and leaned back, tilting his head on the side as he looked at me. "People nowa
Caroline's words then played in my head as if on an old tape. Gin was confined in the room next to mine because his Brain Hemorrhage attacked again. And then slowly, my mind came back to what he said when we talked about what happened to him during those eight years that we were away. He said that he didn't want to come back knowing he might be attacked with his illness and there was a possibility that he would leave me again because of it. That was why he decided not to contact me anymore but then Destiny played with him and we met again out of plan. Instantly, the pain and anger I was feeling melted again and I felt the urge to see him. I told my parents about it but they just looked at me, silent for a while then shook their heads. "What? But why? I want to see him, he's just in the room next to mine, please, let me see him." I pleaded. And it was Zhairo who spoke to tell me, "Visitors are not yet allowed, Zhanaia. He
Sweet Zhanaia Camince's I woke up and instantly, the smell of medicine evaded my nostrils and the white, blank ceiling of the hospital room welcomed me. Then slowly, what happened before I lost consciousness came back to me and played in my head repeatedly. And the pain of seeing Dion enjoying the kiss of Ayana stabbed me again but it wasn't the one that made me jolt up and didn't mind the sudden spin of my surroundings. The scene when I saw blood dripping down from my thighs horrified me and I went cold in nervousness. I looked at my tummy as I put my hand on it and looked around to ask for help but no one was around. But it didn't take long before the hospital door swung open and dad entered. And immediately, I stood up, didn't minding the dextrose on my arm. "Dad, help me! My baby!" I exclaimed in pure nervousness. A nurse came with him and guided me back on the bed but I was insisting for dad to help me because the thou