“No, I definitely didn’t forget anything.” He graces me with a smouldering smile as he removes his Ray Bands, tucking them into his black hoodie, revealing those deep blue eyes that looked at me with worry just last night. I stare with my mouth agape, producing the perfect place for flies to seek sanctuary as I process the sight before me.
Julian Easton is standing in my doorway. Julian Easton knows where I live?!
“Um…what are you doing here?” I quietly ask, the shock of the situation preventing me from remembering how to turn the volume up on my voice.
“I wanted to check on you, make sure you were okay after last night,” he says with genuine concern. But he’s an actor so I’m not sure how genuine it actually is.
“How did you find where I live? Who even let you in the gate?” I ask, alarm quickly replacing my shock.
“I got your address from your friend Irina. I explained I wanted to apologise and pay for any hospital bills if there are any.”
“And the gate?”
“Some guy let me in when I said I was here to see you,” he shrugs.
“So much for feeling safe and secure in my own building,” I say indignantly.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable. In hindsight this probably wasn’t the best idea,” he chuckles bashfully, running his fingers through his messy hair.
“Probably not…but thank you for wanting to check on me. I really am fine,” I say with a sincere smile.
“So no concussion or anything like that?” he presses.
“Nope,” I say, popping the P. “Just a headache…would you like to come in?” I politely ask though I’m not sure why.
He looks surprised by my offer but smiles and nods, “I would love to.” I open the door for him, and as he steps in an intoxicating cologne wafts past my nose making my mouth water. It's warm, sweet, spicy and heady to say the least. I shut the door and see him scanning my apartment and then looking back at me. “Nice PJs,” he says with a playful smirk, as he looks me up and down.
As I shut the door I look down at my oversized night shirt that says, ‘No Pants Are The Best Pants’ and become incredibly self-conscious that I’m talking to a Hollywood actor in my pyjamas. This is so embarrassing. I shyly tug at my night-shirt as if that will magically make it longer than where it currently sits at mid-thigh, but no such luck.
I clear my throat. “Thanks.”
Coming to my rescue and cutting the tension in the air, Ily walks to the edge of the bed and starts meowing at Julian.
“Who is this beautiful kitty?” he smiles with a bright smile, walking over and gently scratching and petting her head as she brushes her head against his palm.
Great. I guess all pussies love him. Go figure.
“This is Ily.”
“How old is she?” He scratches under her chin, making her close her eyes in contentment.
“I’ve had her for five years, I’m not really sure about cat age to human age ratio.”
“Ily is an interesting name. Where’d you come up with it?” he asks, picking Ily up and cradling her in his arms. She curls up like a contented baby, comfortably swishing her tail as he rubs her tummy.
What a traitor! She could at least hiss at him or something. How did I end up with the only docile cat in existence?
“Well, when I moved to America I was getting used to a lot of phrases and I kept hearing people say ‘Ily’ this and ‘Ily’ that which just sounded weird. Then I realised it was short for 'I Love You', which made it sound dumber, but when I got her as a kitten I thought Ily sounded like such a cute name,” I say cheerfully.
He looks at me questioningly, “Your cat’s name is an acronym?”
“Uh-huh,” I say with a bright smile.
“Anyone ever tell you you’re weird?”
I huff, attempting to fold my arms only to realise I’m still holding my root beer, so I keep my hands at my sides. “Anyone ever tell you you’re rude?” I clap back.
“All the time,” he says smugly.
“Well, just know they’re being honest,” I say saccharinely.
He chuckles in amused disbelief, placing Ily back on the bed as he steps into the living area – like two steps – as he looks around. “Your place is so tiny.”
“I’m sorry, I thought you came here to check on me, not make fun of what I name my pets or the size of my apartment,” I say belligerently.
He turns to face me, holding his hand up in surrender. “You’re right, that’s more than fair. I apologise. Truce?” he says, holding his hand out for a shake.
I eye him suspiciously and despite my better instincts, I reach out and shake his hand. His skin feels soft and warm and it's making the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. “Truce. Feel free to have a seat,” I say, gesturing to the couch as I shake off the sensations.
“Thank you,” he says, walking over and sitting down, suddenly making the two-seater seem like a single. “I’m glad you’re okay and with that quick wit your brain seems perfectly intact,” he says playfully, then lets out a sigh. “Carter just has an anger problem, he always has but I promise he’s working on it.”
“That’s good to know. I’d hate for someone else to get knocked into a wall.”
“I have no right to ask, but if you would be kind enough not to go to the press about this or post it on social media, I would be in your debt,” he says, pleadingly.
I roll my eyes. “I see, so you’re not here to see how I am, but to make sure I don’t muddy yours and your buddy's names in the press.”
He looks at me affronted. “I don’t appreciate the assumption. I really came to make sure you’re okay. I can’t stop you from talking about this, but I just figured since I was here I’d try. Carter and I have been friends for a long time, and I owe him a lot, okay?”
“Look, I get in your world of celebrity that’s probably how people respond to things, but I’m a rational adult who doesn’t believe you solve problems by posting about them online. I only use F******k and that’s to check on my family, so even if I ended up in the hospital it’s not something I would have advertised.”
He blinks at me in astonishment. “You’re not like the kind of people I’m used to.”
“You mean the kind who throw themselves at you or use you to get a leg up?” I ask pointedly.
“Well…yeah,” he shrugs.
“Believe it or not Mr Easton, there are those of us who are aware that celebrities, like the rest of us, are indeed human,” I say, whispering conspiratorially the last two words for dramatic effect. Hey, when in Rome.
He chuckles, lowering and shaking his head in amazement like this is really the first time someone hasn’t kissed his feet and treated him like a God. I actually find that incredibly sad.
“I find your honesty quite refreshing, Miss…?”
“Contreras. Nalani Contreras,” I introduce myself.
“That’s a beautiful name,” he says with a warm smile. “And please call me Julian.”
I nod, feeling a little strange to be calling him Julian, but I think I can manage. “Julian it is. Can I…get you something to drink?”
“Do you have another root beer?” he asks, pointing to the bottle in my hand.
“Sure.”
I walk over to the refrigerator and reach in for one of the remaining root beers, as I do so I feel goosebumps creeping up my spine and I become keenly aware of eyes on me. I glance back at Julain just in time to see him avert his eyes and look out the window, which he can’t do because the curtains are closed, so he just looks at his feet. Did I just catch Julian Easton staring at my ass? I can’t decide whether that is creepy or flattering.
I grab the root beer, walk over and sit beside him, handing him his root beer as I take a sip of mine. I pull my feet up, crossing my legs and tucking my nightshirt over my knees.
“Thank you,” he says graciously, taking the root beer, twisting off the cap and taking a long sip.
He examines the bottle with a nostalgic look on his face. At this angle, there’s a soft, boyish charm to him, and the look on his face adds a gentility to him that wasn’t there before.
“I can’t remember the last time I had one of these,” he says, taking another sip.
“You mentioned Mr Chapman has anger issues. How bad are they exactly?” I ask with concern.
He sighs. “Sometimes he can get a little riled up and things can get heated like last night. Aside from taking a few swings at me or the paparazzi, no one else has even gotten caught in the line of fire,” he says, glancing at me with guilt in his eyes.
I frown in concern. “Is he getting help? I mean, he could really hurt someone one day. Why do you stay friends with someone who likes to take swings at you?”
He takes another sip of his drink, staring at the bottle looking lost in his thoughts. “It’s a long story and I don’t expect you to understand. At the end of the day, he’s like family to me, and I just can’t abandon him.”
I watch him thoughtfully. There’s something about the way he speaks about Mr Chapman that feels more vulnerable and human than anything else he’s said since he arrived. It doesn’t feel performative either. I nod, deciding it’s not my place to judge a relationship I know nothing about.
“I respect your loyalty.” I take another sip and sit back, picking at the label on my bottle. Just sitting beside him suddenly makes the room feel even smaller than before and the air feels thick and charged with static putting me on edge and making me want to shift in my seat.
“You mentioned moving to America. Where did you move from?”
“The Dominican Republic. I grew up there and moved here five years ago.”
“To pursue a lustrous career in the entertainment industry?” he teases.
I snort cynically. “God no. No offence. Six years ago my father was in an accident, and he ended up pinned between two cars. He has irreparable damage done to his T8 and T9 and as a result, he’s been in a wheelchair ever since. It was really hard on my family, and with him unable to work it made it near impossible for my family to pay the living bills and his hospital bills. So, I decided to move here to find better work, and I send money to my family every month to help with expenses and pay off my father’s medical bills,” I explain.
I have no idea why I’m telling him this. I don’t usually tell anyone about the reasons why I moved or why I work so hard. It’s really not anyone’s business, but I guess the way Julian was being vulnerable about Carter, made me want to be open with him.
“Wow. I am so sorry, Nalani,” he says, reaching out and squeezing my arm gently.
I look up at him, once again finding myself lost and captivated by those deep blue eyes. They remind me of the ocean back home after the sun has gone down and the clouds have vanished. They’re almost hypnotic. His eyes seem to briefly dip to glance at my lips before he snaps himself out of it and pulls his hand back.
“I think it’s very admirable what you’re doing. Starting over in a whole new country, surrounded by strangers just so you can take care of your family,” he says, taking a long sip of his drink.
“It’s what family does. Wouldn’t you do the same for your family?” I gently ask.
The softness I was just admiring in his face quickly disappears, like a wall just went up and a guarded mask just took it’s place. It’s enough to make me feel uneasy.
“I should be going,” he abruptly announces, putting his drink on the table and rising to his feet. “I’ve got a lot of things I need to get to today.”
I put my drink down and scramble to my feet. I don’t know what just happened, but I feel like I may have said something out of line, I just wish I knew what.
“I understand. Well, I appreciate you coming to check on me,” I say sincerely as I walk him to the door, opening it for him.
“I’m glad you’re okay and thank you for being so kind about the whole incident. I really appreciate it,” he says, a genuine smile of appreciation slipping through the cracks of his façade.
I shrug. “Don’t mention it.”
“It was a pleasure to meet you, Nalani. I hope you feel better soon.”
He puts his sunglasses back on and walks down the hall, then turning out of sight. I close the door and lean back against it taking a deep breath as I let what just happened sink in. Julian Easton was in my apartment, and it was the strangest interaction of my entire life.
“Thank you,” I say with a courteous smile to the waitress as she sets my order down on the table. As someone who works in the service industry, I always try to treat other servers with respect. We have enough problems; we don’t need to make life harder for each other.I take a sip of my Pepsi and start digging into my delicious and juicy-looking bucket of wings as I wait for Irina at our favourite bar/restaurant. Aside from the food, we love the alfresco-style dining that opens out onto the streets of We-Ho. It's sophisticated but with tropical decor and vines that wrap and weave through the shaded pergola. It reminds me of the hotel resort my mum works at back home. Growing up I was allowed to play and swim in the pool for free. I always thought it was weird having a resort pool that looks out onto the ocean though. I mean, that's basically one free giant pool. Either way, it's the closest I can get to feeling like I'm back home.I’m onto my second wing when Irina finally graces me w
We’re enjoying our food and drinks, gabbing about whatever random stories pop into our heads and just having a general good time, when a voice reaches my ears filling me with the same dread and dismay as if I were to hear the seven trumpets announcing the apocalypse. I close my eyes, praying this is just a side affect of my hit to the end, but I am proved wrong when Dylan saunters up to our table, leaning on it and encroaching on our space.“Now what are the chances of bumping into you here? It must be my lucky day,” he preens.“Hey, didn’t you read the sign? It says no dogs allowed,” Irina cautions, making me force back a smile.“Then I’m surprised they let a bitch eat at the table,” he counters.Irina raises her eyebrow in challenge, and I instantly know this won’t end well.“Dylan, please leave us alone, we’re just trying to enjoy a nice dinner,” I request politely.“Better idea, why don’t I join you,” he excitedly suggests.“Over my dead body,” Irina sneers, sitting back and foldin
Once I’ve clocked in at the Starlight Loung, I race to the bar, tying my apron around my waist as I try to catch my breath. “I’m so…sorry…I’m…late.”Lamont looks up from his planner as he sits at the bar, raising a concerned eyebrow. “Is everything alright?”“I ended up…” I place my hands on my hips and take in a deep breath so I can speak better. “I ended up with a flat tyre, so I had to catch the bus. I’m so sorry,” I apologise profusely.“It’s okay, you don’t need to stress yourself. I was starting to worry because you’ve never been late. You’ve never even called in sick before.”“I swear it won’t happen again.”He reaches out placing a reassuring hand on my shoulder, “Nalani, relax. You’re not in trouble. Just next time throw me a text to let me know you’re going to be late and it’s all good,” he smiles comfortingly.“I thought I did…” I frown. I pull my phone from my apron and open my messages to see my text to Lamont has a ‘message not sent’ warning. “Damn it! I’m so sorry Monty
“You sure you don’t want me to drive you home?” Rory asks as he escorts me out of the Starlight Lounge.“I live on the complete opposite side of town to you, I can’t ask you to do that,” I argue, feeling guilty at the very thought.“You didn’t ask, I’m offering. You shouldn’t be catching a bus all alone at this hour,” he says with concern.“I’ll be fine; besides, I’ve got my trusty defence kit,” I say confidently as I hold up my keychain. It’s great! It’s got a whistle, an alarm, a torch, a seat belt cutter, a taser, a window breaker, and it’s cute and pink. Haven’t had to use it yet and I would like it to stay that way, but it’s better to be safe than sorry.Rory chuckles, “Okay if you’re sure.” He reaches out and squeezes my arm, “Have a safe journey home, I’ll see you tonight.”“See you tonight. Have a safe drive!” I call out as he walks off towards the parking garage.I put on my coat, untuck my ponytail and prepare myself for a walk to the bus stop when a voice has me freezing in
I take in a deep breath, inhaling the warm, intoxicating scent of vanilla, cinnamon, and pumpkin. A unique-smelling cologne, but one that is both sophisticated and delicious. We put on our seat belts, and he starts the engine up with a roar, surprising me. He chuckles at my reaction, pulls out into the road, and sets off towards my place.“What kind of car is this?” I inquire to fill the silence.“Ferrari SF90 Stradale Spider,” he announces proudly like that should mean something to me.“What made you get it?”“It combines exhilarating performance with open-air driving and Italian design,” he says with a dreamy sigh.“You sound like a car salesman,” I snigger.He chuckles, briefly smiling over at me, “Okay, I just really love how it looks.”I discreetly pull out my phone and Google the car. My eyes nearly fall out of my head when I see the price. I’m sitting in a $1.4 million car?! I cautiously look around me, suddenly feeling terrified to so much as leave a microscopic scratch on thi
I enter the kitchen, juggling multiple plates, glasses, and cutlery like a circus performer. I reach the sink and carefully place down the dirty dishes, wiping the sweat from my brow with the back of my forearm.“It’s like every man and his goat is at the diner today,” remarks Estaban as he works the grill like a pro.“Dog, Estaban. The expression is, ‘every man and his dog’,” corrects Áine gently.“Goat, dog, cat, who cares?” he shrugs nonchalantly, making us chuckle.“You’re not wrong though. It’s only ever this busy during the holidays.”It’s only twelve o'clock and we’re already run off our feet. I feel like I should check my steps for the day because it has to be high. Neither of my jobs are high-perspiration jobs, and yet here I am soaking my pits because I’m running from table to table juggling orders and questions.As I grab a few sips of water from my water bottle, I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I take it out and smile broadly when I see it’s a text from Julian.~ Let
I close my eyes in regret. “Go away, Dylan.”“You have a date with Julian Easton? Bull fucking shit,” he scoffs, walking over and standing between us.“It’s none of your business, so like she said, go away,” snaps Áine.“I wasn’t talking to you lard-ass,” he says snidely, the instant hurt filling Áine’s face.I jump to my feet, “That does it. You seriously need to back the fuck off. I am so sick of your shit. I’m sick of you harassing me and every other woman here, and the gross name-calling. You intruded on our conversation, she was in her right to say what she said, but you had no right to say that to her,” I snap at him, my voice rising with every word.“What the hell is going on?” calls out Estaban, coming over with a large ladle in his hand like he’s ready to use it as a weapon.Dylan’s eyes narrow into angry slits, his nostrils flare, his jaw ticks and he clenches his fists as if he’s ready to throw a punch. “I should have fucking known you were like all the other women in this
This week has gone by slower than a sloth crossing the road!I rarely have anywhere to go or anything to do, so I’ve never felt in a rush for time to move forward, but my date with Julian on Sunday has made this entire week feel like it’s going so slow that it’s going to start moving backwards soon.Bad news first. Dylan was not fired. I know. I’m shocked as well. Apparently, Gary had every intention of firing the little pervert, but then his sister came rushing to her baby boy's defence, begging Gary to give him another chance. And because he obviously lacks a backbone, he bent over backwards to accommodate his sister. So now we’re still stuck with him, and it’s been hell.Gary has put him on probation, but it means nothing to him. I get the feeling that for his entire life, Dylan’s mum has bailed him out of trouble, so he’s never had to learn to take accountability for his actions, and it’s really doing him and everyone around him a great disservice. It’s also turned him into a gian
Three years LaterI continue to stir the pot on the stove while studying the textbook I have propped up on the counter like a recipe book. Next week is the week I go for my teaching license, and I am a bundle of nerves. I thought when I moved to the US I had to give up my dreams of being a teacher and that all my hard work and education were wasted, but since moving back to the Dominican Republic I’ve spent the last few years diving back into my studies and working hard to get my teaching license and get enough teaching experience to get a job as an educator.Ideally, I would love to teach children under the age of 9, but just being able to get a job anywhere as a teacher would be a dream come true. I thought Julian was insane when he suggested me moving back home, but when he said he wanted to move with me I was sure he’d lost his mind.I feared Julian would struggle to adjust to life here, but he’s taken to Dominican life like a fish to water and he is exceptionally good at the langu
I burst into applause, cheering like an over-enthusiastic groupie as Irina finishes debuting the first song from her very first album. My cheeks hurt from smiling as she takes her bow and throws an excited wave our way that I eagerly return.“I knew she’d make it here,” Áine declares, cheering beside me.I smile and nod in agreement, clapping with all the other guests. I quickly glance around, realising Áine is now standing alone.“Where did your guy vanish off to?” I query.“Bathroom,” she answers, getting that same adorable flush in her freckled cheeks whenever I call her boyfriend ‘her guy’.I can’t believe how much has changed in a year.My life has improved in ways I never expected. I absolutely love my job and as it turns out, I am really good at baking. I always liked to dabble, but it was never something I did outside of a sweet craving or wanting to do something for someone’s birthday. In the past year, I’ve gone from working front of house at the bakery to being one of the b
I’ve been debating on this next question but avoiding it won’t do any good so it’s best to just rip the band-aid off.“Have you heard from Carter?” I ask apprehensively.His body tenses and I see him take in a deep breath through his nose.“I’ve not heard from him, but someone else reached out recently…” he responds evasively.The evidence against Carter was overwhelming, especially when police searched his home and found the evidence that he had been stalking me for months, including all the items he’d stolen from my apartment that I was completely unaware of. I’ve switched perfumes for that very reason. He was looking at up to thirty years in prison for a long list of charges from stalking to aggravated assault, attempting murder, sexual assault, holding someone against their will, animal cruelty, burglary and breaking and entering. He ended up pleading guilty - much to my relief - because it meant we didn’t have to go to trial. The only downside was that he agreed to a guilty plea
I sit patiently waiting, nursing my cup of coffee as I watch the pedestrians passing along the sidewalk going about their day. I glance down at my watch seeing it’s now 12:10 pm, making him ten minutes late. I take a slow sip of my coffee deciding to give it another five minutes, which was the right decision because a minute later, Julian rushes over.“I’m so sorry I’m late, the traffic is insane today,” he pants.I stand up, giving him a kind smile. “It happens, but you’re here now.”He relaxes and goes in to hug me. As I move in to return the gesture we freeze awkwardly with our arms raised in the same position. We each go to switch our positioning, resulting in the same problem. We let out an awkward chuckle at our miscommunication as Julian runs his fingers through his hair.“This used to be easier,” he muses.I take the opportunity and move in, wrapping my arms around him in a hug. I feel his body relax as he wraps his arms around me, giving me a comforting squeeze.“It’s good to
“Miss? Miss?” a voice gently whispers. I open my eyes and see the nurse from earlier hovering over me. “Mr Easton is out of surgery and recovering nicely. I thought you’d like to know,” she says kindly.I spring up, immediately feeling my head spin and throb. “Where is he? Can I see him?” I ask in a rush.“He’s in recovery, but yes, you can go and see him.”I throw back the covers and jump out of bed, instantly regretting it when my knees give way. Thankfully the nurse has quick reflexes and catches me, helping me back onto the bed.“You’re not going to see anyone like that.”“Please, I have to see him. I have to know he’s okay,” I stress, starting to panic.“Breathe or you’ll end up passing out,” she warns. “Now stay put while I grab a wheelchair and then I’ll take you up to see him.”I let out a deep breath. “Thank you so much,” I say appreciatively.“Your boyfriend is very lucky to have such a concerned girlfriend,” she teases.I frown, suddenly feeling awkward. “Actually, he’s my
“I’m sorry if this hurts,” the nurse gently apologises as she cleans and dresses my head wound.I mumble a reply, my eyes fixed on my hands in my lap. The nurse did her best to clean me up, but I can still see the dried blood embedded around my nails and cuticles. I pick at it, trying desperately to get rid of it but it won’t go away.When I was admitted, the nurses took photos of my injuries. They did that the last time I was attacked too but this time it felt so much worse; so much more invasive. They took photos of my head, face, hands, wrists, ankles and chest. I guess there were marks there too but I don’t want to think about it. They did so many other things, but I just tried to tune it all out, even though they were being so kind and gentle the entire time and always asking if I was okay to continue. I wasn’t, but I just wanted to get it over with.“Excuse me, we were hoping to have a word with Miss Contreras,” announces a masculine voice.I look up to see a male and female off
Suddenly I hear a knock at the door and my tears stop dead in their tracks. Hope floods my system when I realise someone might be able to save me from this hell.Carter is quickly up on his feet, retrieving the knife and pressing it to my throat as he leans in and whispers in my ears, “Not a fucking sound, do you understand me?”I stare at the door, hope and panic rolling through me. Help is just on the other side of the door and yet it’s never felt further away. Another couple knocks rap on the door, followed by a voice I never wanted to hear again but now couldn’t be more grateful for.“Nalani? It’s me, Julian,” sounds his sorrowful voice. “I really hope you’re in there. I’ve been trying for days to reach you. I know you don’t ever want to see me again, I just…I just need you to know how sorry I am,” he sighs.Carter fists the back of my hair painfully and as I look up I see the rage filling his eyes. If I don’t do something, he’s likely to kill me out of anger and I am not ready to
[TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter depicts mild moments of SA. This may be disturbing or triggering for some readers, for those people, please proceed to the following chapter. To those who choose to read on, please proceed with caution]As I start to wake up I feel a horrible and familiar throbbing ache in my head and the skin on the side of my face feels tight and crusty, like something has begun to set there. I try to open my eyes, but my vision is blurry. I blink a few times and with each action, my vision starts to clear a little more. I immediately realise I’m in my apartment but I don’t remember coming inside. The courtyard lights shine through my window allowing me to see my room. I go to move but feel a sharp tug that makes me wince.Confusion and panic flood my system when I glance down and see that I’m sitting in one of my kitchen chairs with duct tape binding my wrists and ankles to the arms and legs of the chair. My breath starts coming in fast bursts as I try to yank and pul
Immediately I feel dread wash over me and those unpleasant gut bubbles rising in my stomach. The urge to check behind me starts to creep in and quickly my head begins to spin.“You couldn’t have phrased that another way?” Áine chastises Irina.“Nothing terrible has happened,” Irina quickly assures me, only easing my dread by a fraction.“Then why did you sound all foreboding like that?” I prod, breathing through my anxiety as Áine rubs soothing circles on my back.“Okay, so that’s on me. I was just going to say…Julian’s been calling me. He’s shown up to my place and left voicemails and text messages, all of him looking for you. I haven’t told him where you are because it’s none of his fucking business. I just thought you should know he’s clearly desperate to talk to you,” she informs me.Just hearing his name causes a pang in my chest. Since I left the penthouse I blocked and deleted his number. He came to the diner a couple times but each time someone covered for me and told him I was