Everyone who knows Damon would say that he was not a jealous person. He wasn't possessive. He truly didn't believe in controlling partners and he was secure enough to know that people wanted him. He has never cared about the previous romantic partners.Until Clary.He knows, intellectually, that his wife has never been with anyone else. That she desires no one else. That she chose Damon spectacularly. It's just that when he thinks about all this, it wakes something in him that he isn't fully ready to deal with. Yet. He feels relief at the fact that no one has seen Clary writhing on the sheets, begging for release. Never seen those beautiful mark set against her pale skin, glistening with sweat.At least he thinks it is relief that he is feeling. Because the thought of someone else seeing her like this makes the fires in him burn hotter. He has the wild urge to set everything aflame, and there isn't anyone else. No one said love was rational. Take now for example. Clary is on knees, fa
For all that Damon knows that he won't survive losing Clary, he remembers a time when he did. Their first fight had to be one of the worst instances of his long life. He had been through betrayal before, but this was especially painful because he had never expected it from Clary.He now realizes that staying away from Clary for any length of time is simply impossible for him and he honestly doesn't remember how he bore those days, alone and without the woman he loves.If he were to lose Clary again, he is quite sure, he would go mad.So, when he begins to hear tales of another from his normally closed off lover, he is intrigued and a little afraid.Yes, the Damon William's is afraid of his wife.It begins innocuously enough; with Clary talking about them sparring together, and then it escalates to them going on work together. All this is fine. As she is the director, the woman has to know the skill set and personality of each people under her.But Damon really loses it when, apparentl
"Damon, I can't do it," Clary groaned between heavy pants."Yes, you can Clary. You've done so well so far, just a little bit more and we'll get to hold our baby in our arms, okay?"Clary looked into Damon eyes full of trust and joy and love and Clary steeled herself, ready for another contraction.Her stomach tightened, but this time it came in stuttered ripples, and it hurt more than all the rest before. Clary tried to breathe through it but struggled as her breathing became shallower and erratic from the pain."Dam... Damon," Clary breathed out "It hurts too much. I, I c-can't.""Yes, you can baby, its head is crowning and is almost out ok. That's the first and biggest hurdle and you're nearly over it. Just breathe with me." Damon squeezed his hand around Clary's sweaty, loose grip and demonstrated the long, deep breaths they had been practicing. After a while Clary tried to copy him; her breathing became a little slower and more regular but was still too shallow.Another contracti
Damon waited for what felt like hours outside his wife's hospital room. He paced along the corridor in fear for his wife's life. Clary had been through too much pain and misery in her life - as had Damon - only for it to end at the start of what would be the happiest time of their lives.Forty minutes after Damon had been escorted out, the room door opened, and the doctor walked out with her surgical mask still on and blood on her scrubs and sleeves.Damon hurried over to her and waited with bated breath.She removed her mask to reveal a little smile and Damon sighed in relief."She's okay and stable now. We've stopped the bleeding and we're giving her some fluids and a blood transfusion to rehydrate her and increase her blood pressure. The baby is also fine and healthy. You can go in and be with your family Damon, congratulations my friend."Damon flung his arms around his friend, uncaring of the blood ruining his clothes. "Thank you, Kat. Thank you for saving the life of the only pe
There had been no issue with Isadore apart from poor blood circulation which caused his pale skin to tinge a little blue. This worried Clary a little as he looked a lot like Damon when he gave birth to Max but after careful treatment and ensuring he was kept warm, Isadore got back to full health and remained with a similar healthy skin tone to Clary's, pale with full red cheeks. It was shocking how similar the two looked and it made Clary crave another baby of her own.On the patio, Damon put Isadore down to allow him to toddle to his brother and sister where they had collapsed on the grass and were giggling with each other.Clary leaned against Damon side and turned his face to kiss him."Hey Damon, how do you feel about a another kid?"Damon turned to look at Clary with shock on his face. "What do you mean? Did you find another abandoned child?""No. Damon," Clary begun, his cheeks were flushed and his eyes full of hope and love "Ever since we got Isadore, I've just been feeling a l
The next day Damon was feeling a little better. He could stand without getting too dizzy and the nausea was manageable.Clary had moved from their bed to the couch in their living room. She was curled up wrapped loosely in a blanket and picking at a bowl of blueberries, grinning as she listened to the wild story her son Max was fabricating to entertain his siblings, Freya and Isadore.Clary looked up as he was alerted to Damon entering the room just finishing a phone call."Who was that?" She asked."It was the doctor. He said he will be here soon; I'll take the kids into our room whilst you're with him.""Doctor make mommy get better?" Clary looked down to where a concerned Isadore had waddled up to Clary's side, eyes as large as saucers."Yes, my baby boy, the doctor will make me all better so I can cover your face in kiss-ies again!" Clary leaned over to take her youngest son's face gently in his hands and rubbed their noses together, making Isadore giggle. "Now go with Daddy and y
It took Clary three days to pluck up the courage to tell Damon. Every time she was about to bring it up, she saw the content look in Damon' eyes and couldn't bring herself to – maybe – bring his mood down. On the third day she just decided to come out with it."How do you feel about another kid?"Clary had rambled on; sure, Damon was going to be angry at her and want to get rid of it."Beloved, I would never ask you to get rid of a baby we made, especially if you wanted it,"Clary's heart rate had picked up and hope and excitement stirred in the pit of her stomach."Clary" Damon had said as he brushed his thumb across Clary's cheek "I want another baby too."And so, Clary's second pregnancy journey began.It had been 2 weeks after Clary had told Damon about the baby and she was supposed to be happy, but she wasn't.She had been, at first. Damon had showered her with affection; stocking up on blueberries they now recognized as pregnancy cravings, paying even more attention to Clary's n
Damon reached up his hand to cup Clary's cheeks and wiped away the tears with his thumb.Clary clasped Damon free hand with both hands pulling him close, the bouquet clasped in their hands between them."Hi beloved," Damon whispered, pressing their foreheads together.Clary let out a happy sob as she replied, "Hey Damon," and crushed their lips together. They kissed passionately for what could have been seconds or hours, Clary couldn't tell as time melted away in the embrace of her true love.When they finally broke apart, Clary was crying more than ever, her face was a mess, with her red cheeks and kiss-swollen lips. Damon thoughts he looked like an angel.Clary sniffed and laughed a bit as she tried to pull herself together."Damon, you did all this for me?""Of course, baby. I love you so much it overwhelms me sometimes."Clary smiled at Damon, pulling out a tissue from his trouser pocket to clean up her face a bit."Hah, thanks Damon, I've been so emotional lately. I love you too.
Amelia POV: -Seeing Alex just lying there was purely horrible. He just absolutely didn't look like himself. Like someone else but not the Alex I knew for all this time.He was still so pale from all the energy loss he suffered during that horrible. If I could send back to hell all over again.His energy Level had been so dangerously low and if I was being realistic, he should havedied from that, especially from that stab wound.A big White Bandage covered his stomach area and he seemed so peaceful and calm.He hadn't been this calm in a Long time. I don't even know when.Then I noticed Jenny who sat completely exhausted on a chair in the Corner of the room.Ci had said that he had worked on Alex the whole night because she herself had beentoo exhausted to help him in any way. That didn't surprise me though because she also healed me and Alex as well.I am so thankful to both of them, they can't even imagine. The saved my life, Alex he is everything and without him...It was really
Amelia POV: -Faster and faster, I ran through the streets. I had to get to Alex before it was too late for him. This time I just had to make it, no matter what. If I don't, I don't think I could ever live with myself.I just can't live without him! We ran closer and closer to this weird energy which could be seen probably everywhere in the city by now. There was this weird Feeling in my stomach again.I just knew that this was Alex doing and we had to stop him from going any further. Why did he run away instead of letting us help? Letting me help him! Like we always did?Now that he can remember us he surely remembers that. He can always lean on me and trust me with everything, and he knows that.Is his heart still filled with darkness and does he still want to go through with this obnoxious plan? Or is there a different reason behind all of this?All of those thoughts went away immediately when we reached the big field and I saw Alex."Stay back" I called over to the others."Are yo
Amelia POV:Since we injected Alex with the Antidote he still didn't wake up. I'm starting to get a bit worried about now because he should have woken by now. Inside of me I really wonder if we made the right decision with this or if this was all a big mistake. Maybe we should have handled it differently.I can't help but think that this trap was wrong. I know Jenny tried and after that we didn't have any other choice but still. I know that this is the only way to help him but one part of me just can't agree with this and I don't know why.Despite everything I can't shake this feeling that I betrayed Alex and went behind his back.The only thing keeping me going in the moment is the thought that maybe soon I will have him in my arms again if we do this right. This Antidote just has to work. Nothing can go wrong now. I don't think I would survive it.After some time and I honestly don't know how much had past, I am still sitting beside Alex bed with my chair. With one hand I circle the
Amelia POV: -Slowly I opened my eyes and then sat up. It's been four days now since I had been hurt and my shoulder felt much better now. With my hand I reached up to stroke over my cheek and felt something wet on my fingers.With my hand I quickly wiped the tears away. Just now I realized that I was crying. This dream I just had was a Memory of a time when everything was so perfect and just how it was supposed to be and now?Alex broke his promise. But then how was he supposed to Keep it? He can't even remember it...Maby if I reminded him then. No, I can't think that now! We have a plan now. I can think about that when it is the right time.Slowly I stood up and made my way back to the others who stood in the big hall looking at some Pictures."Hey Amelia. It's good that you are ok again. Now we can finally start with our plan" said Anna when I reached them."So, what did I missed?" I asked them after giving everyone a hug.The others gave each other a look and I sighted "Come on g
Alex POV: -Ever since my father found me in my Apartment everything is so different to how itused to be and I don't really know what it is.I don't know what my life was like before that, all I do know is that everything iscompletely different. It somehow feels wrong to me. But I figured that that is onlybecause of the attack from the Shadowhunters. That has to be it.Father told me the Story. Luckily he came just in time to save me from them when theyattacked me. He is after all my father and I know I can trust him and Count on him.He said that he found me unconscious in my Apartment and saw some people thatattacked me and then he killed them to protect me.He also told me that the memory loss is from a head wound I had gotten from thatattack and that my memories will eventually come back. He said I shouldn't worry toomuch about that but they still haven't returned and that frustrates me.It frustrates me because this life just seems so wrong but then on the other hand how c
Amelia POV: -On our way over to the address we had I could think about nothing else but Alex. Just him. What happened? Why did he run away from me? From me of all People... Why didn't he contact me or at least tried? We haven't heard from him in weeks, and I really miss him.Without him I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't eat. I couldn't do anything without him. I am somiserable.I felt a painful sting where my heart was, and it really hurt. My heart ached for him. I want himback. Back in my arms...just back home.Quickly I pushed These thoughts away.The most important Thing now is to find Alex and to bring him home. Also to find outwhat happened because we still were so clueless. To be honest, I hated knowing nothing. It was horrible. I could tell that John and Anna felt the same as me.But what scared me the most was what we would find in that building or better what we wouldn't. What if I never see him again? What if he is never coming back? What if I lose hope and lose everythin
Alex POV :-I just couldn't stay there. If they knew, what would they think? Especially Amelia. No, I can'tlet that happen. Something just led me away from there. Away from Amelia.I knew that if I had stayed, I would have told them. would have told him everything but Ijust can't.They nearly got some answers by asking for looking at my neck. They asked the wholetime. So Amelia had seen but I couldn't let that happen!She couldn't find out anything. I was so scared the whole time they were there but Icouldn't Show or tell him why. Something just wouldn't let me, but I didn't really knowwhat is was in there but now I do.Everything I can think of now are her eyes, her beautiful black eyes, looking at me so sad.With so much hurt but also so much love... love that I don't really deserve, not from her.She looked so shattered all because of me and her eyes, they were so pleading but I couldn't.Despite her looking so sad, which broke my heart, I'm sure she wouldn't like the truthei
Amelia POV: -After waking up in my bed alone I sat up so that my Vision could get back to normal again. Rubbing my eyes, I let out a small yawn. I was still so tired from all the meds Jenny used on me to heal my shoulder but all of that didn't matter to me right now.All that mattered was Alex.I really had to go to his room and see for myself if he is fine now. I know John said he will come if something changes and that he is fine, but I just have to be sure for myself. There just was this Feeling inside my stomach that I couldn't shake. I had to be there.I also had to find out what had happened in the park because I couldn't remember anything myself except for the pain but after that. Nothing!Did he really fight all three men's alone, all by himself? I somehow couldn't imagine that. I mean I know he is really good, and he is very powerful but there were so many. How did he get away?I quickly changed into an old Sweater of mine that was hanging over the end of my bed.I had to be
Alex POV: -After I had said yes, Amelia and I decided to simply sit here on the bench and enjoyour evening together. But that time together was rather short because after some time her phone began to ring.Slightly nervous she got out of our embrace on that bench and took her phone out to look at the display. With a really annoyed voice she answered the call."What do you want Anna? I told you not to call me at this time of day. oh, and can you tellJohn to stop calling me. I already silenced him" she spoke. Annoyance pretty clear.That made even me really curios' and I wanted to know why Anna called. Anna answered something that I couldn't understand but her voice sounded really loud and bit worried. What was going on?Anna must have told him something important because all of a sudden, she went stiff and satup straight and began looking around the park once with her head. In her eyes I could clearly see worry now. What did she tell her?"Äh Anna, we have a little problem" she sai