Eliana Brown
~•~ “What the hell, James?” I spat out, feeling even worse than I felt when I left the house this morning. “You said you were certain I’d get it.” Everyone was sure it’d be me. I’d gotten congratulations this morning and it made me take my mind off the fact that Harry was cheating. James, our department manager, winced. He felt guilty but that wasn’t good enough. I was still a sales associate and a random person was the assistant manager. “I know, Anna, but this was out of my control as well. She knows our boss.” I gritted my teeth. James wasn’t a bad person. In fact, he was friendly with us all, but I’d been looking forward to this promotion for months. I’d been working harder than ever to make sure the spot was mine. Everyone else thought I deserved it, apart from the said boss, apparently. I had never seen the boss. With a department store as big as the one I was currently working in, it was only natural she had other business that required more of her attention, but I instantly hated her. “Don’t worry, Anna.” He placed a hand on my arm, trying to calm me down. “You are still young. You will have a lot of opportunities in the future.” I took several deep breaths, trying not to cry. I was at work and I still needed to maintain professionalism anyway. “I’ll tell you whenever the spot opens up again, okay?” “You better do.” At that moment, I didn’t care that it came out rude. It wasn’t fair. Just because I was young didn’t mean I didn’t deserve it. I had the best sales this year. I even went on a business trip to sell our cosmetics. I came back this morning and still came to work early. I did all that for nothing. “Put on a smile and get back to work.” I inhaled and exhaled. The most important part of my work was smiling. Even if everything was falling apart in my life, I had to smile through work. Some customers were snobby enough to scold you for frowning even if it had nothing to do with them. James started to speak again, but I was already gone. I went to replace my colleague at the counter and she gave me a sad smile. “From your expression, I’m guessing you didn’t get it.” I hated the reminder. “The position was given to a newbie.” “That’s tough. Sorry about that.” “It’s fine.” I forced out the smile James told me to. “You can go back to work. I’ll stay here.” Thankfully, it wasn’t a busy day and since I was at the register, I didn’t have to socialize much. I was not in the mood for it. Every few seconds, my mind drifted to the way Harry was holding the other girl in my kitchen. How long had they been together? How long had he been tired of me? Why couldn’t he just leave if he was tired? The relationship was already falling apart but it still hurt. Most of all, it was embarrassing to get cheated on. From my peripheral, I watched as a woman put one of the lip glosses on the shelf into her bag. I frowned. Most people that came here were wealthy. They wouldn’t need to steal. I was wondering if I merely saw it wrongly when she placed another one in her bag. I gasped. One of my colleagues was with her but she was distracted and didn’t see her stealing. Not wanting to make a scene, I decided to watch for a while. Maybe she was going to pay for everything after she finished picking what she wanted. To no one’s surprise, she tapped my colleague and said something with a smile before she started walking toward the door. Oh no, she doesn’t! The products were expensive and if something went missing, it would be deducted from my salary. I doubted I’d have a penny this month if she managed to walk out that door. I didn’t waste time leaving my post and running up to her. “Ma’am,” I said with a tight smile. She continued walking, pretending like she couldn’t see me but I wasn’t about to allow her leave with my salary in her bag. I went in front of her and she screeched to a stop. “Are you done shopping? Did you see anything you like?” She frowned, as though I was a nuisance. “I didn’t. I’ll come back another day.” She tried to step around me but I didn’t let her. I couldn’t be rude but I also couldn’t let her leave! I was at a crossroads. Just because I didn’t get the promotion I wanted didn’t mean I could afford to lose my job. Jobs were hard to find in New York. “Uh, I’m sorry for getting in your way, but…” my gaze traveled to her bag. “What?” She asked impatiently. “I don’t know if it was a mistake but a few products may have fallen into your bag, Ma’am.” “What?” “It’s open so it’s possible.” “Are you saying I’m stealing?” I exhaled. I already had too much sh*t to deal with. “Even if you want to claim I’m lying, there are cameras in the store and they recorded you putting them in your bag.” Our conversation was getting long and by now, people had stopped to stare. It was embarrassing for her which was why I wasn’t surprised when she continued to deny it. “You’re crazy. I can afford the whole store. Why would I steal a few lip glosses?” I arched an eyebrow at her. She just shot herself in the foot. “I didn’t say what you stole, Ma’am.” Her face was red as she looked down at me in anger and embarrassment. She was already taller than I was and she had six inches heels on, making her even taller. She could crush me with her heels but I wasn’t backing down. “Get out of my way.” She glared at me. “I’m afraid I can’t do that, Ma’am.” “Where’s your manager?” I snorted. She was such a Karen. “You can meet my manager after you return the glosses.” I reached for her bag but she pulled it away. All my colleagues watched wide-eyed as we engaged in a push-and-pull with her handbag. She was squealing like I was harassing her but she was the one who couldn’t let me have a regular work day, especially after what just happened to me. Eventually, her bag fell on the floor and the contents of it spilled, revealing the two lip glosses I saw her put in the bag. Passersby gasped and a new face wearing our uniform walked toward us. She was wearing a black tie, so it meant she was the new assistant manager. I immediately hated her too because she stole my job from me. I hated her even more when she reached us and gave me a dirty look. “What’s going on here and what do you think you’re doing by fighting with a customer?” Our store had a “the customer is always right” policy but my salary was on the line. “I was retrieving our goods.” The lady scoffed. “You were harassing me! Is this how you treat your customers? Are you the manager?” She asked the newbie. Newbie planted a smile on her face. “I’m the assistant, but I can help you. Tell me what happened.”Eliana Brown~•~I wasn’t at fault. I was the one who stopped a crime but as I stood in my manager’s office with Karen and Newbie, it felt like everyone was against me.She had twisted the story to make it look like she accidentally put the products in her bag and I ambushed her without saying anything first.“Anna,” James started. “I know you’ve had a rough morning, but–““I don’t care if she had a rough morning or a rough life. Projecting it onto me just says a lot about her professional ethics!” Karen emphasized.My mouth fell open. “How is this my fault when you’re the one that stole?”“Anna–“Karen cut him off with a scoff and brought out her phone. She walked outside the room to make the call, then came back in with a smug look on her face. “I’ve informed your boss about the situation, so if you do not want this to escalate, you might as well apologize and get it over with.”“Anna, just apologize and let it go.”“But she stole!”“And she’s a customer we can’t afford to lose.” Ne
Eliana Brown~•~We were on the side of the road and passersby stared at us like we were crazy. The tears flowed freely and my sobs became harder that it was even hard to breathe. I tried to stop but I only ended up crying even more. I tried to level my breathing but it was no use. It felt like the world was closing in on me.I leaned against the wall, trying to steady myself since it seemed like my legs couldn’t carry me anymore. “Are you okay?” The stranger asked.I looked at him through my lashes but I could barely make out his face through my blurry vision. I inhaled and exhaled. I tried to count. I tried to list what I could see, and what I could feel, but my brain was blank. It was only good for replaying every bad thing that had happened to me today; my five-year-old relationship was gone, and my five-year-old employment was gone. I was forced to apologize to a thief. All in one day.I crouched to the ground and covered my ears with my hands. It was too loud, but I couldn’t h
Eliana Brown~•~My jaw dropped at how casually he said fifteen thousand dollars and before I could say anything, he shook his head. “Sorry, I meant twenty-five thousand.”My eyes widened and if I wasn’t already on a hospital bed, I was certain I would have fallen over. “Twenty-five thousand is cheap?” I exclaimed. “It was just the white shirt I spilled on, wasn’t it? I didn’t ruin the jacket or the pants?”“The full piece costs a hundred thousand.”F*ck me. What kind of man did I encounter? Why did he have to be so rich to wear a suit worth a hundred thousand? Hell, why were there even suits that cost that much? Who made them? Whatever happened to four-hundred-dollar suits?If I had known I was going to encounter such an issue today, I never would have quit my job. I would have s*ck*d it up. But then again, if I hadn’t quit my job, I wouldn’t have run into him.I was jobless, without parents or a partner. I didn’t have many people I could call for help. I didn’t have anyone that coul
Eliana Brown~•~“What the fuck?” Catherine exclaimed. “You can’t be serious. All those bad things can’t happen to a person in one day.”I sighed and collapsed on the couch. “I thought the same.”After leaving my former apartment last night, I’d come straight to Catherine’s house. While I had other friends, they weren’t close enough for me to show up to their place unannounced, but the problem was that Catherine lived with her boyfriend so I had to crash on the couch.She allowed me to have a good rest before waking me up this morning to question me.“What are you going to do now?” She asked, looking concerned.“I don’t know. I have to find a job and an apartment as soon as possible and I don’t even know where to start.”Finding a job was hard as hell and finding a cheap apartment was even harder. Even the smallest apartments were very expensive and it was rare to find a landlord that wasn’t greedy.I inhaled deeply. I fucked up by letting Harry take advantage of me like that. He shou
Eliana Brown~•~After two weeks of sending out my resume to every possible fashion retail store, I was finally invited for an interview.Going through my suitcase, I found a casual business outfit and dashed into the bathroom to change. Living with Catherine and Peter wasn’t just stressful for them, it was inconvenient on my end as well.I couldn’t wear what I usually wore in my house. I had to be decent all the time and I couldn’t change as I pleased. I always had to change in the bathroom in case Peter suddenly came home.I hated it.I was trying so hard to find an apartment but it felt like I wasn’t. All the apartments I’d visited were either out of my budget or too small to contain anything I owned, which wasn’t much. Sometimes, I thought about settling for one of those small apartments as long as I had somewhere to rest my head, but Catherine told me to take my time with it as it was the place I was going to be living in the next few years.I appreciated her. She was the best fr
William Caddel~•~“I don’t think the wheelchair is necessary.”“Shut up,” I said easily. Her knee was hurting badly and she was limping. If the wheelchair wasn’t present, she’d have to lean on me and I didn’t want her to touch me.She remained quiet as I rolled her wheelchair out of the hospital. When we got to my car, I stared at her and she stared back at me. I exhaled. I guess I’d have to touch her anyway?However, before I could carry her out of the chair and into the car, she held onto the side of the car and stood up by herself. I breathed in relief as she closed the door after entering the car. It wasn’t like she repulsed me or anything. I just couldn’t afford physical contact with her. It was dangerous for me.As I rounded the car to enter from the other door, my driver came out to take the wheelchair back in.“No offense but, you’re pretty rude, you know that, right?” She asked while we waited for George to come back.“If you think it’s going to be offensive, then it’s best
Eliana Brown~•~William Caddel didn’t believe me when I said my injury wasn’t serious but by the next day, I wasn’t limping anymore. Catherine felt pity for me when I told her what happened to me but was intrigued to find out that William had helped me again. He was practically a stranger yet I owed him so much already. I hated it.Emily had shown me three apartments today already. They were very nice and I’d love to stay in them, but they were way out of my budget. I didn’t have a job. I couldn’t afford to stay in an expensive apartment.When we stopped in front of another expensive apartment complex, I groaned. “I doubt this is in the range I told you, Emily.”Emily wasn’t just an agent. She was also a friend. We weren’t very close but we knew a bit about each other’s lives. Rent in New York was already crazily expensive. Even the smallest apartments cost more than a thousand and apartments like those barely had water inside except it was a shared house.I wanted something I was
Eliana Brown~•~I was certain most people were delighted when their business trip was cut short, but not me, because not only did I have to arrive home early in the morning, I still had to go to work because it was a Monday. I couldn’t even dare take the day off because it determined my future.However, I carried on with a smile on my face even if I was very sleepy and could crash at any moment. The only thing keeping me awake was the constant chatter in my ear. I had accompanied the assistant manager on this trip and boy, was she a talkative.None of that mattered though. I was going to get promoted at work and that kept me going. My friends and I had made plans already. After today, I wouldn’t be just a sales associate. I would take over the position of the woman beside me.It was her last day at work. I didn’t know what she planned for her life after this but I didn’t dare ask. Knowing her, she would say everything, including the details I didn’t want to know.I was more than deli