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Chapter 83: Being Looked Down
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"I might feel jealous sometimes and I might not be able to control it most of the time. So bear with me if I ever misbehave when I see you with someone else. So, go on. Just date whoever you want. I'm going to wait for you to come to me. I don't know what stop you from reaching out to my feelings, but I know for sure there is love for me inside there in your heart. So, I'm going to wait for you to open up your heart for me. When you're ready..."
Bead of tears fell down from the corner of her eyes, wetting the pillow.
"Just promise me that you'll never make me feel like I'm an ungrateful person when I go against you next time. When we're arguing or having different points of view, promised me that you won't make me feel like I'm an ungrateful b*tch. Help me to have a bit of dignity intact inside of me. Help me to hold my pride. If you can't do that, then no one else would be able to do it for me. Not even myself. I had long lost those pride when I gave myself to you bef
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