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62. I have questions

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last update Last Updated: 2023-01-13 07:36:36

ERICA

Antonio was reaching his breaking point. I could feel it in the way his golden eyes glinted when I ignored him. I felt his rage peeking through the gentleness when he had asked me this morning if I was going to keep ignoring him. I could feel the thread of his patience stretched taut with tension, on the verge of breaking apart. And despite all of that, despite knowing that he will lose his control if I didn’t give something to him, I couldn’t come to terms with the loss my heart has already accepted and the pain that was so overwhelming that if I started speaking, I’d only scream and cry.

Not only his turbulent emotions, I could feel my own walls trembling with the force of my decision, the steps that I’d have to take. I tried to keep my feelings, my anger that came from my heartache under lock and key but that lock was slowly weakening with the pressure and the time that passed with each second and minute and hour pulling me closer to the end which was clearly in sight.

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Melissa
I thought I read that it was originally going to be a trilogy but that was no longer the case? Definitely don’t rush anything to cut the story short! I just wish these books were fully published because they’re so good.
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Amber Rochelle
The author stated that this book was a trilogy book set and this is only book 2. This is a really great story and with endless possibilities. So why cut it short because of impatience?Let her write her way. All her work is amazing.
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Melissa
You are a great author and have loved reading all your books but I have to be honest I don’t think I can read anymore of your books until they are complete. Its an emotional roller coaster reading only small bits and waiting for new chapters lol
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