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In My Feelings

Author: Ava Grey
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-13 18:05:12

Ben was taken aback at my outburst and paused to stare at me, “Are you alright, Ana? Did you say something?”

Realizing that I'd fucked up, I scrambled around in my mind, trying to cover up my dumb outburst. “Did you hear something?” I stupidly asked with raised brows.

Ben stared at me, a confused look on his face. Then he shook his head and took a seat at the table.

Seconds later, a maid appeared and began to set dinner for him. I just stood there, rooted to the spot, and trying to find the best way to start up a conversation.

But I didn't know what to say or how to start without getting mad and going off on him again. So I took a calming breath, and tried again.

“You missed dinner,” I commented casually, sliding in the seat opposite him.

“Yeah,” he replied, munching on his food. “I needed to clear my head.”

“Where did you go?” I asked, and hesitated, waiting for the bomb to drop.

But I soon found out that I'd bitten more than I could chew because Ben suddenly dropped his cutleries an
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