"I love you." He said, kneeling at the edge of the bed. "I love you too." I said slowly.
"But...." I trailed off and he frowned, pushing my hair away from my face. "What is it?" He asked. I took a deep breath and bit my lip. "I didn't think I could do it, I didn't think I would be a good mother, or be able to handle the responsibility since I could barely hold it together with the pregnancy and all the drama in our pack. I wanted a break and I...""You decided you'd chug back some alcohol?" He finishes for me. I look down and nod slowly. He lifts me chin to look at him. "I went to the doctors today, and they told me that these little guys.." I touched my belly, and he touched over my hand."They will be healthy and safe if I take care of myself." I smile to him. "And stay away from alcohol of course..." he adds with a sad smirk. I breathe out a sad laugh. "I'm so sorry, Joel. I really am." I tell him and he smiles at me, "You're going to be an amazing mother, Rebekah Mayer."Keep going baby, you're doing great." I assured her and she sobbed. I felt her hand shake in mine. "Our girls will be t-twins. One named Sarabeth, the other Lina-a. And our only boy will be named after his d-daddy.., because he will be just as strong, and just as perfect as him. I'll be a stay at home mom, and you'll grow the f-food while I make home cooked meals every night for the lot of us.And when we... put the kids to sleep, me and you will stay up, and sit on the back porch just watching the stars, going over every one of our first moments." She continued in a sad, heartbreaking voice as I tried to keep her talking. Keep her breathing. Keep her mine. "Our first time we m-m-met, our first thoughts on each other. Our first touch, our first kiss, the first time we made love..." She trailed off and I picked up. "Keep breathing baby, stay with me it will be okay. The first time I told you I loved you, and the... day we realized we were mates. Our wedding day and the vows we sp
"It'll be okay Kat. I promise you." He said and I nodded against his shoulder.Somehow, when we got outside the front doors, his mom was already waiting for us there, engine running. He placed me in my seat, and then sat in his closing the doorbehind us both. "How do you do that?" I sniffled. "Do what?" He asked. "Always know!" I screamed irritated and he pulled me back into his arms. "I just do love, I told you. I just do." He said and met eyes with his mom for a split second. In the long car ride, I think I fell asleep. I think I just went limp in Kaden's arms, because I didn't feel it when he picked me out of the car, and carried me to his room. I didn't feel it when he placed me in his bed, which is where we were now. Me crying, and him listening. So I took a breath, and let everything go."I hate these moments. When all you want to do is cry and cry until there is nothing left in you, and you just wanna pass out from reality. But you still crave moments like this when
(AUTHOR'S NOTE:) BOOK 2 OF THIS STORY STARTS HERE! PLEASE TAKE NOTE...I'VE EXPLAINED ALL YOUR ENQUIRIES IN THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER. MOST OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS ARE ABSENT IN THIS BOOK 2. IT CAN ALSO BE READ AS A STANDALONE. THANK YOU!!) -----------------------CHAPTER 1------------------------ (Katerina's POV) I was beyond speechless. This just shows how serious Kol is about everything. He wanted us to get married?My heart was tearing apart as tears began to roll down my eyes once more.What about Kaden? I swear I had already started having feelings for him. Genuine feelings. I wanted to be with Kaden, wanted to marry him. And yet, Kol is on his knees, proposing to me. This whole situation was driving me crazy and after some serious thoughts, I realized I had to make a bi
I give in to my wolf, who is begging me to accept the offer, to give Kol--our mate--what he wants.I stroke my hands up his arms, his shoulders and up his neck. Being rewarded with a slight shiver from him, I tangle my hands in his hair, gripping tightly and pulling his face down to my level, crushing my lips against his.Sparks devour my body, empowering tingles taking over, making me moan.Our lips connect. My soft submissive lips shaping around the strong controlling lips of my mate.Kol slips his hands further around my body, splaying them out across my bare ass, groping hard."I want you." He whispers into my mouth. "Do you want me?"I nod. "Yes I do, but please don't mark me." His eyes shoot with pain. "Not yet. I want to wait. I'm not ready for that just yet."Kol pulls back and looks at me. "You don't want me? Are you still rejecting me?"I sigh and pull out of his grip. "Come sit, Kol. I need to explain some stuff to you."I walk over to the bed,
He strokes my cheek as I continue to stare at his giant piece of equipment. "Don't worry baby. I'll take it slow."I nod, and he climbs off the bed to remove his shorts with me watching him. How graceful he was able to move with his shorts around his knees.Building up my new found courage, I move off the bed, and kneel down in front of my sexy, well endowed mate. I look up into his shocked eyes as I grab his thick muscular cock, wrapping my fingers around his width."Does this turn you on?" I whisper, sticking my tongue out and slowly, sensually licking the tip and the dew of pre-cum.He nods, obviously shocked into silence.Keeping my eyes trained on his, I sheath my teeth behind my lips and take him down into my mouth, being rewarded with a light groan and a shiver through his body.Being used to my submissive sex life, I grab his hands which are at his sides, and push them onto the back of my head, forcing him to push me down on his length.Kol bites his lip
I sigh. I've dealt with this many times before. Just because of Kaden and his rank in the social and financial world, people find out what he does and who with, and try to use it against him.I've been pursued a few times now, and as you can see, it hasn't worked!"You really think that's gonna work on me? I have a Dom, and I won't be swapping to Doms who aren't as experienced as I'd like. My Dom knows how to treat me, and I like it! You can either give up and tell your 'client' I'm taken, or you can fight me and lose. Most likely, end up dead." I explain, my hands placed on my hips in defiance.Mr GreenEyes smirks, and stalks again, his broken arm placed gingerly on his chest. Does he really think he has a chance? I'm a frickin' wolf!!I'll let him make his move before I kill him. Fucking arsehole.I decide I need to inform my mate, who is also the pack Alpha of what is happening, so quickly open my mind.'Kol!!' I screech in my head.I feel a jump of shock ins
"Try, Kaden! Please try!" I whimper.I need him right now.I am burning up beyond anything I have ever felt before, it's as though he has brought this on!It only started when he put his arms around me.He caused this!!"Kaden! NOW!" I scream, my back arching as the pain spikes furiously.A loud sexual moan emanates from his parted lips, and his self control waivers as he crashes his lips to mine again.All I can feel and think of is him.The way his hands touch me, the way his lips move against mine, his weight on top of me, his musky sweet breath, the feel of shirt and tailored trousers against my over sensitive bare skin.It's like the most intense feeling I have ever had the pleasure of experiencing. I just don't want it to end.Kaden's lips travel down over my jaw to my neck and my throat. Loud whimpers leaving my body with need begging in them.I feel as his hands work their way down my body, over my breasts and down my hips to my thighs, gentl
I was awoken by my phone ringing with a high pitched shrill.I rolled over and grabbed it drowsily."Mmm?" I answered."Katerina Bathas?" A powerful voice questioned down the line."Yeah? Who's this?" I ask, trying to sit up.I hear a chuckle. "Frank Paulson, you left a message about your... predicament?"My eyes widen, and I leap off the bed, bounding around."Hello! Oh, thank you! Thank you for calling back so quickly!" I rush out, begging for answers."Right, Katerina. I would prefer to discuss this matter in person? Are you free at some point today? From my records, you are located in Nottinghamshire?"God, he's formal!"Yes, yes I am. I live just outside of Newark."Our conversation ends after we decide on a cafe in town at 4pm.I am on edge all day!I have a half day at work today as Mr Fray leaves for a business trip to Vancouver at 11.30am.Just another bonus.I rush off to the bathroom, shower under almost scalding rivets of wate
"I couldn't do it," she whimpered in abject misery. "I couldn't do it. I'm so sorry I couldn't do it.""Shhh," I shushed her soothingly. "I know you tried your best."Bleary eyed, she turned to look up at me. "If I did, would it change the way you feel about me?"I gave her a reassuring smile and began to say the same thing I'd said to her last night. "I told you: I won't love you any le-"I stopped as I was suddenly seized with the sense that I was about to make a huge mistake. I remembered what Sam had said to me the last time I'd said those words, complaining that I wasn't listening.But I was listening now, and I realized that last night I'd gotten everything backwards. So instead, I tilted her face to look up at me and stated evenly, "Deep-throating me isn't going to make me love you more. I don't need you to do something like that... or even have sex with me... to try and make me think of you as 'my favorite'. You can't buy my love with a blowjob. I care a great deal about you a
I arched an eyebrow. "Never really thought of myself as 'gorgeous'.""Why do you think we've all been rubbing ourselves all over you for the past few years? It's not because you're ugly." Sam reached up and traced my cheek with her fingertips. "It's in your eyes, really. The intensity of your stare when you look at us with such... heat."I started to look at her with heat in my eyes, thinking about all the things I'd done to her last night... Thinking of all the things I could be doing to her right now. But I took a deep breath and forced myself to once again be patient, to think rationally instead of hormonally."But what changed?" I asked. "You've been attracted to me for a long time, you say. What was different about last night?"Sam sighed and stared back into her lap. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said quietly, "Maybe I should just go home.""Sam...""This wasn't a good idea.""You can't dodge this forever. And you don't have an excuse that you need to beat your pa
I nodded, and she nodded, and a long silence fell over both of us. We smiled at each other, unsure of what to say. And after the silence started to become a little awkward, only then did we seem to remember our nudity."I did NOT expect to have this conversation today," I finally said, a little embarrassed."Me neither. But..." She popped her eyebrows and gave me a hopeful smile. "I know this hasn't been the most 'uber sexy' conversation, but would it be too weird for me to say I'd still like to take another shot at this sex thing?"I raised my eyebrows. "You sure?""I don't want to go to bed tonight still a... Well I guess I'm not technically a virgin anymore, but I still don't feel like I've earned my woman card."I smiled but held up a finger. "You're letting me go down on you this time, no arguments.""Not arguing.""Maybe I shoulda bought some lube." I suddenly grimaced and rubbed my temple as if I could physically scrub away the thought that had just popped into my mind."What?"
Belle snorted and gave me a look of disbelief. "You really think I wanted all that? I love you, Matty, and I always will. But I never wanted a fancy romantic date. The six of us girls may be eagerly climbing all over your body exploring everything physical pleasure has to offer, but none of us is going to date you. The BTC will survive you fucking the shit out of Sam. The BTC will survive you having sex with me. It will NOT survive you becoming someone's actual boyfriend. I told you before: I'm not breaking up the BTC for us.""Then...?"Belle pulled my hands out of her shirt and sweatpants, twisted around in my embrace, and got to her knees. She leaned forward to kiss me gently before sitting back on her heels. And then she reached down to grab the hem of her t-shirt and swiftly whipped it over her head. Her bra had been dislodged, exposing her right boob, but she unclasped it and tossed it to join the shirt. And then she hooked her thumbs into the waistband of her sweatpants and sta
"Yeah, I'll bet she was soooo torn up about it," Belle scoffed. "You know she DID say that one time it wouldn't be such a stretch for her to fuck you just so she could be your favorite.""I don't think that's what was going through her mind. I mean, I DID ask her why she did it, but she looked at the clock and said we had to hurry home.""Convenient."I sighed. "I thought so, too. She dodged the question. But at the same time, I genuinely believe that she doesn't know why she did it. It was an impulsive decision. Ten seconds earlier, she'd been bawling her eyes out over her inability to deep-throat me even though I told her it wasn't a big deal. Maybe having sex with me was her way of... making it up to me? Something like that."Belle looked at me skeptically. "She couldn't deep-throat you, so she figured she'd give you her pussy instead?""I know it sounds crazy, but it's the best explanation I've got."Belle pursed her lips and sighed, looking thoughtful. She started shaking her hea
"Language, please, Matthew," Mother interrupted.I sighed and tried again. "Why does everybody assume I have to be having sex with the girls to be friends with them? I'm NOT.""Well, you're apparently fucking Sam."I popped my eyebrows at Mother's use of the f-word. It told me she was dead serious. Or she was messing with me. I couldn't actually tell. Pursing my lips, I said defensively, "That's different.""Are you in love with her?""With Sam? No." I shook my head. "We're friends.""'Friends' don't spend three out of four nights alone together, having sex or... or whatever you two were doing to each other before tonight."I buried my face in my hands. "I canNOT believe I'm having this conversation with my mother.""Is she going to become your girlfriend?""No.""Do you intend to keep having sex with her?""I don't know! We didn't plan on last night happening! It just... I mean..." My shoulders sagged. "Things got out of control, annnnd we didn't really have time to talk about it bec
Closing her eyes, Sam held up a finger and grimaced. She exhaled slowly, opened her eyes again, and said, "I know that we need to talk about this, but I really don't have the time right now. I've GOT to beat them home.""Don't deflect.""I promise we'll talk later, okay?""There's still plenty of time to-""Matty, please?" She stared at me, her eyes begging me to drop it, and all thoughts of pressuring her any further evaporated. Something incredibly momentous had happened between us, life-altering really, and I was desperate to understand why. But my relationship with Sam - with all the BTC girls, really - had been built on me never pushing them beyond what they were comfortable with. And I couldn't bring myself to push her on this, either.With a sigh, I nodded my agreement silently, and Sam immediately vaulted off my bed and to start hunting around for her clothes. I watched the way those big naked tits wobbled as she hunched over and bent to grab first her dress and then her corse
Without a word of warning or request, Sam elevated her body, notched my cockhead at the entrance to her pussy, and sank herself down.My jaw dropped.My eyes went WIDE.My hips jerked UP.Sam moaned, tilted her face to the right, and mashed her lips against mine.And then she MOVED.Wrapping both arms around my head, Sam yanked my face down into her prodigious cleavage as she started to fuck me. I felt my cheeks getting squished by her massive mammaries, a constant up-and-down motion as she rose and fell in my lap with rhythmic intensity.And my cock? Holy crap I can't even properly describe what was happening to my cock. Adjectives fail to properly define how it felt to be inside my very first pussy. Tight? Yes. Wet? Hell yes. AMAZEBALLS? Hell fucking yes. And yet so much more.'Sex is fucking amazing!!' I thought to myself.'Why the fuck did I ever wait this long?!?''I shoulda dropped the entire BTC in a fucking heartbeat and just slammed it into Holly when I had the chance!'Okay,
"Oh, my fucking GAWD..." I moaned rapturously, and Sam's smile lit up the room with both pride and delight at my reaction.Even though her makeup had been messed up a little, her hair was still sexy and I loved the way her dangling silver earrings framed her face. She wore a strapless, black lace corset top that lifted and separated her huge breasts so that they almost appeared spherical. I tugged her satiny dress past her hips and down to the floor, revealing a matching garter belt to go with her thigh-high lace stockings. She stepped out of the satiny material and waited for me to remove her skyscraper heels, since I had my hands on her left shoe. But with a bit of a smile, I pulled my hands away and left the heels alone. "Wouldn't want your bootcamp training to go to waste," I murmured with a smile.Still kneeling before her, I ran my hands up Sam's stockings and around to cup her juicy buttcheeks, using my grip to tug her crotch forward so I could inhale her sweet scent and take a