My Only Privilege

"But sir, I have to serve drinks to the other guests," Alexa said.

Jean looked at the other girl, who had finished serving the guests small cakes. And then he said :

"Eerie, please take this girl's place to serve the drinks."

"Yes, sir." The girl said.

Alexa, who was sitting on Jean's thigh, looked so surprised.

"How do you know her name is Eerie?"

"I've come to this event many times, girl. You're the new girl here, and you're the most attractive. The most beautiful girl I have ever seen."

Alexa rolled her eyes. She was tired of men praising her beauty.

Jean's hand crept up Alexa's thigh, then up to her waist, and ended at her neck.

"You're not angry? Normally, a girl like you would be furious at being touched, and you would slap my face. You look so pious, you know. Pious face with a bitchy smile."

"At first, I wanted to slap you, but I remembered I get 500 dollars an hour for this. If you don't penetrate me, I will be okay."

"Smart girl," Jean said.

Alexa took a deep breath when Jean squeezed her boobs more.

"Sir, may I ask you a question?"

"Yes, say it," Jean said as he squeezed her boobs.

"What is the enjoyment of squeezing a girl's boobs? Why are you guys willing to pay much money just to grope the girls' bodies? I need the money for the situation between life and death. But you? Squandering money just for nipples, boobs, and ass. Do you have so much money that you don't know how to spend it?"

"Because we are tired, miss. Tired of taking care of our company. Tired of living a boring routine. Tired of meetings, papers, and clients. Having dinner here is one of the most exciting pastimes. For boobs and ass, I don't think you'll understand since you're not a man."

"I think I can understand. I also need a man by my side. I need a man to love me. And to please me. I was so lonely that I lost my virginity to my fingers."

Jean giggled. This girl was unique. She has a beautiful face, an innocent blush, and an intelligent brain, but she also has a dirty mind. A rare combination, Jean thought.

And the girl was difficult to impress.

"May I kiss you?" Jean asked.

"What happens if I refuse?"

"I'll tell your boss that you're not doing a good job, and your salary will be cut out."

"Hurry up and kiss me," Alexa said. The threat that her salary would be cut out really scared her.

"Are you sure?" Jean asked.

"Yes. At first, I refused because I didn't want to lose my first kiss to anyone."

"You want to give your first kiss to a stranger like me?"

"That's fine. I heard that all men's lips taste the same. And you're very handsome."

"You think I'm handsome?"

"Yes. Your milk-brown hair. Your masculine face. Your well-built body. Physically, you are a perfect man. And I'm not saying that to make you happy, sir. I say that because that's what I see from you. You're the second most handsome man I've ever seen."

"Who is in the first place?"

"A man I met a few months ago, a poor man with a sad life, was about to jump off a bridge. I forget his face today, but i am sure, He was more handsome than you."

Jean did not know that the man Alexa's talk about was Gilbert, his older twin brother. Gilbert never tells his family that he tried to commit suicide.

"Close your eyes."

Alexa closed her eyes. The handsome man's lips would be the first to touch hers, and she was glad. However, Jean did not kiss Alexa's lips. He just rubbed her lips with his thumb. Alexa opened her eyes.

"Why didn't you kiss me?" Alexa asked.

Jean did not answer. A moment later, he asked:

"Tell me, girl... I mean... Sorry... What is your name?"

"My name is Alexa."

"Now, tell me, Alexa. If I give you ten thousand dollars, will you give me your virginity? Oh, my name is Jean. Jean Gardier. You should already know because I have an ID on my suit."

"It's not that I don't want to, but guests are prohibited from having sexual intercourse with the girls. And I'm not a virgin either. My fingers have already penetrated my body."

"You're a virgin, Alexa. Since no man has touched you yet, you're a virgin. If we are in a brothel right now, would you sell your virginity to me for ten thousand dollars?"

Without any hesitation, Alexa nodded.

That made Jean a little surprised.

"I, really, really need money. I told you that it's between life and death." Alexa said.

Since she came here, Jean had noticed Alexa. Alexa was the most eager to serve the guests. She had the most friendly smile.

"What do you need money for? I may know, but if you don't want to tell me, that's fine."

"For medicine and doctor. I mean for my mother's medical expenses. My mom is seriously ill, and the medical fees are pricey. I've been working many jobs, but it's not enough. I'll sell my virginity; that's the easiest. After all, it's just a thin hymen, sir, just a hymen. I wish my finger hadn't tear the hymen."

"What about your pride?"

"Fuck the pride. My mom is the only person i have in this world, sir, my only remaining family." Alexa said.

Jean pities her fate. Look at this girl; she would sell her body for medicines and a doctor. Poor people are so miserable. Jean was suddenly grateful that he was born a rich man.

**

They chatted throughout the dinner.

After the dinner was over, Jean gave Alexa ten thousand dollars.

"You can't do this. Let's at least go to a brothel and fuck me." Said Alexa, who felt that Jean was too kind to her.

"Please, Alexa, just accept it."

"Look, I don't want to be indebted to you. And sorry, if you use these ten thousand dollars to buy my affection, you still won't get it. I may sell my body to anyone else, but I won't sell my heart and my loyalty for money... "

"Damn. Even that money can't conquer her heart." Jean said in his mind, but he said to her :

"I'm not giving you this money to get your heart, Alexa. Please, consider it as a tip because you did a good job. You serve me well. I'm a billionaire, ten thousand dollars is nothing for me."

"Thank you."

Then, Alexa kisses Jean's lip. They are making out for a while. 

"That's all I can give you to repay your ten thousand dollars."

"Taking the first kiss of the most beautiful girl on earth is an unparalleled pleasure, miss. Thank you. See you next week, babe." Jean said.

 **

After dinner, Alexa went to the hospital and paid all of her mother's medical bills.

Alexa used to be a rich girl. Her family owned a successful entertainment agency. Until when she was 20 years old, Alexa's father passed away. Her father had so much debt that all her family's assets were sold to pay off that debt. They had very little money left. Eventually, they were left destitute.

"Nothing is harder than poverty." Alexa's mother said.

"Being poor is better than living in debt, mama," Alexa replied.

 

Her mother couldn't stand her poor life, so she often fell ill. Alexa was more strong. She faced her days as a poor person very pleasantly. She enjoyed her life no matter how hard It was. It was only when her mother was sick that Alexa suffered.

"Maybe money can't buy happiness. But money can buy freedom." Alexa thought.

 

Alexa was quite intelligent. But, She can't continue her studies due to a lack of money. She can't afford college.

The only advantage that kept Alexa afloat, the only privilege she had, was her beauty. Alexa knew her beauty was outstanding, as she was much prettier than other girls. She used her beauty to "survive." Because of her beauty, She can get a waitress job very easily.

 

"It's nice to have a pretty face. Everyone loves you." Said Petra, a loyal customer of the cafe Alexa's working at.

"Don't be like that, Petra. You are lucky than I am." 

"I think you're overemphasizing your beauty. You are just a beauty. You had no talents or skill."

"If people who are born smart use their smart privilege to get into the best university, why are pretty girls considered bad when they use their pretty privilege to get a job? "

"Since when did you become wise?" Petra asked.

"Since my father died, I came to understand that beauty is all I have left."

 

***

At the Gardier family house...

Jean arrived in the living room with a flushed face. His happy smile made his older twin brother, Gilbert, suspicious.

"I know you went to the dinner to meet whores. Why is your face flushed like that? Are you in love?" Asked Gilbert, who was surprised to see his younger twin brother looking like he was high.

"Yes. I fell in love with the most beautiful girl there. She's different from other girls. She can't be conquered with money. I will make her fall in love with me and bring her to my knees.