Numb fun...that was the goal.That was her comfort zone, serving any bond that would make her stay awake at 3am in the middle of the night regretting her entire existence. She remembers being told that her mother died of childbirth when she was born and she had to live with the thoughts that she killed her mother right from a young age. From as little as eight, she knew what unripe guilt felt like, she would cry into Mr. Liam, her supposed to be guardian and ask him why she was so unlucky every night after which she would cry immensely and tell herself she was fine.She went ahead to drop out of highschool after her highschool melt down. She had abortion complications that kept her in the hospital and she couldn't pay the bills and Peter blocked her on every platform she could assess him and further threatened her to forget his existence. She did, she forgot everything except everything he did to her. She finally got out of the hospital alive and used her school fees for her final y
They headed towards the entrance and Amy started walking down the stairs. She looked up and realized there were still quite a few paparazzi outside. A few flashes went out towards her direction before realizing she wasn't that important and they stopped. Somehow it made her a little happy. She turned around looking for Azariah and he stood inside. He seemed to be on a call because she called out to him but he didn't reply to her . Instead, he kept signaling her to come back inside the building and she headed back inside to see what he had to say."Hey yo" "Santino, what's good?" Azariah hit up his personal weed dealer who was in charge of his weed farm. He had a lot of properties, some of them were registered under his name, some were registered under other people's name who he registered as collateral but they were also under his protection till it became a federal case. By no means, he wasn't a drug dealer, he just had a few operations here and there with illegal stuffs from bu
"That's creepy as hell Azariah and it's your funeral," Amy dismissed.There was something about the statement he made that made her stomach drop into a pool of doubt and obscure fears. Things she hadn't addressed like what if everything they said about him was true, what if he was actually ruthless, heartless and cunning, and she was falling for the forte, the cherry facade he dished out to her on a cute platter, it made her think about her whole life again and this was one of the times where she felt she had the advantage of thinking straight before things got wild.They were in front of the Grand Finesse hotel like Araceli's hotel in the city, it looked like a building from one of the old Scottish movies she had watched. Or though it was decorated by beautiful carvings that had emotions spilled all over it and the glass turntable doors like the one she saw in the movies.The lights were golden and green, Just like the lamp outside the hotel, they were all golden lights with green g
AmyAfter the awkwardly long and unnecessary handshake with Lara. We decided the air outside was getting a little too chill for the kind of clothes I had on.Azariah, Lara and I got into the hotel and she struggled so hard to not let her jaw sink to the floor and to over all keep her composure because the interior was to beautiful she didn't even know where to look at first, was it the indoor fountain right in the middle of the lobby, or the glass walls that were broken images that reflected just a part of you in every section or the green suede chairs placed in a pentagon shaped on the side or the fact that the whole place was a tint of gold but you couldn't point at it exactly.It was hard for me to understand how else to fit it all into my mind, I felt as if I looked around too much, people would think I was definitely a first timer because everyone else just walked around casually going about and doing their business.I saw a brown Alaska dog with a woman with an orange suit going
Note: this chapter majorly contains flash on Amy's past, so you can skip it if you are not interested in Amy's character.Amy"Are you ready to blow your mind along with some smoke?..." Azariah asked as he rushed forward to face her while walking backwards, he had an excited look on his face, a little too excited."Are you sure, this is some pretty strong stuff I got from my farm? I usually deal with strong clients,'' he told me," like that was going to scare me anyway. I started taking weed right from the age of fourteen. Growing up from grass to grass, we all got allocated to the same area, the pit area in the society that was creeping and crawling with uncensored gangs, drug dealers, blowers and so much more illegal shit you could think of. Weed was some you could find anywhere like alcohol, every fuckung shop in the area dealed weed, alcohol, pills and every other illegal drug, they dealt with highly rated pills highly for specific pharmaceutical use, you could tell almost everyo
Are you ready to blow your mind along with some smoke?..." Azariah asked as he rushed forward to face her while walking backwards, he had an excited look on his face, a little too excited."You are gonna trip from your excitement, probably crack a bone or two and then you are going to blame me For it," Amy rolled her eyes as he didn't listen but instead started doing a ridiculous dance hopping from one side to the other and using his hand to show a pumping action.He was definitely doing the dance move from a charlie chaplin movie clip, she has watched a few video clips to know that they were a charlie chaplin thing."You don't sound too excited," he stopped just at the door that said, "100". She slowly let herself breath in the air of excitement from him before she went ahead to do a very ridiculous dance move from baby and he joined in singing and dancing baby shaky doo. While she got engrossed in it and every round she , she would always tell herself, one more. Just one then she
Amy"Just plain brown wraps??" I picked the properly rolled joints to examine and dropped it back in the tray on the table. They all looked like mini cone tobacco and you could smell the strong skunk stench all over, it was obviously the good stuff, probably a hybrid that was very much exclusive to just rich people. My blood rushed in excitement just thinking about how lit it was going to be.Lara placed different small snacks and cakes in bowls that all smelt good before us. How on earth did this woman whip stuff like this in minutes? So not only did she look like a goddess and fucking wonder woman but she also had the baking speed of a confectionery goddess. Azariah came back and sat on the couch adjacent to me which was close enough since the chairs were just little red couches placed at ninety degrees of each other forming two baseless triangles surrounding the center table."Are you superhuman??" I asked Lara as she brought the next batch of snacks which I didn't even know tha
(A/N: This chapter would be a continuation of chapter 81. Feel free to go back to the chapter and read again to refresh your memory)Rachel's POVWe passed the drinks around and decided to share the toast at the end, clicking our glasses with each other.Everything was going fine before Yandel's face started turning pale and paler, his lips started showing a hint of blue before he collapsed.I was the first to rush to his side as he struggled to breathe. The whole hall in seconds turned into a crowded mess as they rushed to the little crowd of Mariah, Ricky and Ben and some close by guests I didn't bother to recognize.My heart was racing severely as I looked at his body getting paler the more he grasps for air. I didn't know what exactly to do. The first thing that came out of my mouth was a screech when I realized that he was actually dying and no one was doing anything. Driven by total and utter confusion, fear and a serious heart race that should have sent me into a cardiac arres