"She used to really freak me out" I admit quietly. A small smile rises on Amelia's lips. "Briella did? Why?" She asks. "It's ridiculous I know, but she was so fucking tiny and I thought for sure I was going to squash her or drop her or that I would pick her up and she would just scream her head of
I look back over to see Amelia and my mum hugging still, Amelia's eyes are shut almost as tightly as my mum is squeezing her to her chest. "Mum stop hogging her I need an Amelia hug too!" Bianca weakly calls out, causing Amelia and my mum to giggle as they seperate. Amelia wipes her eyes with her i
"He's hereeee" Eloise sticks her head inside the family room and greets us with the good news. Her eyes are tear stained but overflowing with joy. "Fuck that was quick" Rhode remarks as he stands up, but I can see the relief wash over him. He was worried about her, and now it's over. "How's every
Rhode finally looks away from the baby and nods his head, slowly walking over to me with a growing grin on his face. I start to get really nervous, oh god what if I hold him and he hates me? "Okay confession! I've never held a baby before" I say quickly as Rhode stands in front of me ready to pas
It only now registers with me that I'll be left alone with Bianca and Eloise for the first time since I left Rhode . Oh god, what if they actually hate me and they've just been playing nice in front of Rhode ? I feel like I'm being sent to the principals office. "You'll be fine" Rhode tells me qui
My mum and Eloise got on really well, it was really lovely to see my mum smile and laugh like that. Like she hasn't in years. "I remember. She was so lovely, she told about what you guys have gone through" Eloise replies, and I'm a little shocked by it. My mum's not normally big on sharing. "We ta
"Oh god" I hear Bianca mumble quietly, I hear a sniffle and I'm not sure who's it was, it makes me sniffle too as I free one of my hands and lift it up, using the sleeve of my T-shirt to wipe my face. "I probably should have talked to someone about it a long time ago" I laugh at myself. "Because I
I hear Bianca giggled a little. "Yeah that's a little silly" Bianca confirms, even Eloise laughs a little bit. I guess it was obvious to the two of them that Rhode still loved me even when we weren't together, so the thought of me being scared to talk to him must be hilarious. "Very silly. He was