"It's such a lovely time for it right now." Amelia, have you finished it yet?" I agree and pass Lory the forms, who scans them quickly before lifting her left eyebrow.
"You're still a virgin?" She inquires, puzzled. I nod, because it's never happened to me before. Guys don't seem to be interested in me; I'm almost invisible to them. Poppy beside me is astonished as well; I look at her and notice her gap mouthed expression. Lory is humming.
"That's a good thing Amelia, you'll make nearly double what other girls do because of it" Lory returns to the top page and glances at her computer monitor. "All that remains are your photos and measurements." "We might as well do them now while I have you here," she says, standing and motioning for me to do the same.
"Stand over there," she says, pointing to a space near the enormous window against a plain white wall, and I do so, hastily brushing my fingers through my hair. Lory pulls out a Polaroid camera and waits for me to stop moving before taking a picture; while waiting for it to print, she leads me further.
"Now smile," I say as I swallow the remaining lump in my throat and smile broadly. I've always been told I have a beautiful grin, but I'm still self-conscious about it. She takes a few steps back and takes another before placing the camera back in the drawer.
Lory takes out a string of measuring tape and crosses the floor to me, and I remain in the same position. Lory stands completely still as she extends the tape across various places of my body, noting figures on a paper as she goes.
"Perfect, we're finished. I'll put together your profile this afternoon and start looking for your match." Lory smiles as she replaces the tape in her drawer. Poppy claps her hands happily and stands up, squeezing my hand before heading around the table to hug Lory.
Lory envelops me in a soft hug and kisses me on both cheeks after they've finished hugging. "I'll be in touch soon, darling," I say as I gather my belongings and return down the corridor with Poppy to the elevator. Only then does the gravity of the situation sink in. What the fuck did I do?
"Cheers, to your new life!" Poppy beams as she raises her coffee mug full of red wine in the air to salute me. I gently grin and clink her cup with mine before taking a sip and scrunching up my face. Poppy insisted on celebrating my acceptance into the London Angel Club with takeaway and wine, but I'm still not a big drinker.
Poppy, on the other hand, is a seasoned pro, taking a long gulp and humming in delight.
"When you get your first round of funding, you really need to decorate this place," Poppy says from her seated posture on the floor of my living room.
I, too, gaze around my empty flat; I still have half-empty moving boxes from my move last month. I don't have a television, art, or furniture. I shrug, it's bare bones here.
"I suppose I could, but I have other things to do first." It all depends on how much money I get." I've always believed that you should perform all of the necessary tasks first, then have fun. If I have more pressing problems to deal with, such as bills or loans, I don't treat myself to anything, and lately I've just had bills and loans to deal with. As a result, I've been living on bread and pasta for the last two weeks; these are sad times.
"But you need to make this place cute if your fella comes around," my stomach churns; obviously, I hadn't considered that part. It's like a proper relationship in that he might want to stay the night or do something.
To avoid prolonging that talk, I eat another bite of fried rice. We decide to watch some movies before Poppy orders a taxi home; given that she drank 9/10 of the wine and I only had three sips, this is definitely the smartest choice.
That night, I was nearly restless in bed. When I close my eyes, I see an ugly older man with a malicious smile handing me a diamond necklace. It's rather haunting; I know it's simply my mind reflecting on my day and the events that occurred, but it would be fantastic if it would stop.
I'm woken up the next morning by my phone buzzing on the bed beside me; I don't have classes this morning, so I've allowed myself to sleep in. It's a fictitious number.
"Hello, Amelia speaking" "Amelia sweetheart it's Grace, how are you?" Grace's voice purrs through the phone, and I immediately bolt upright, wide awake.
"Hello, Lory." "I'm fine; how about you?"
"Well, your profile is complete, and I am delighted to inform you that I have found the ideal man for you." "Are you available to come into the office to talk about it?"
My mouth entirely drys out, and I lightly cough.
"Uh yeah sure, I can be there in 2 hours?" I respond as I jump out of bed and rush to the restroom.
"Fantastic, I'll see you then" She hangs up, and I quickly dial Poppy's number.
"Hmmmmm" Poppy groans into the phone as I begin to take off my clothing in preparation for a shower.
"Lory claims to have a match for me." I need you to drive me to work. I'll see her in two hours." I tell her quickly as I turn on the water to warm it up. On the other end, I can hear rustling.
"Okay I'll be there soon to get you ready, you owe me!" I roll my eyes and say goodbye before hanging up and jumping into the shower. I almost fall over and have to grab the shower curtain to keep my feet from slipping beneath me.
Poppy has finished applying my makeup and is scouring my closet for an appropriate attire 45 minutes later."So, she didn't give you any hint about who your match is?" Poppy asks, holding a blouse on my chest before shaking her head and returning it to the wardrobe."No, no idea." "All she said was that she had the 'perfect man' for me," I repeat to myself as I go through my drawers."Perfect, huh? "I'm curious what he's like." She responds with a dreamy tone. I'm pretty sure Lory hasn't found 'the one' for me, but if she thinks he's a good match, I'm curious why. "How're you feeling?" Poppy interjects my thoughts as she arranges a black summer outfit on my bed for my approval. The skirt is beautiful and flowy, and the top half fits snugly against my chest, giving me a nice shape; not too revealing, but displaying a little skin, I nod my head appreciatively."I'm really nervous, I know I'm probably not going to meet him today, but Lory is kind of intimidating," I confess sheepishly
Unfortunately, Poppy is out with her friends and won't be able to assist me in getting ready for the night, so I'm on my own. I still have the rest of the afternoon, but if I do it alone, I won't have any time. I start going through my closet, seeking for the perfect outfit, or anything close enough. After considerable thought, I opted on a mid-length black tulle skirt and a white top. It's possibly not elegant enough, so I decided to be daring and wear a pair of high-heeled boots with it. Now that that's out of the way, I spend an hour on my makeup, which I have to redo twice because it doesn't work out the way I want it to. I'm nervous, and my hands are shaking while I apply my mascara. I know nothing about this guy, yet I've agreed to go on a date with him. It would be less frightening if it were just a blind date arranged by a friend, but this feels like a job interview and a date rolled into one. If this date goes well, this guy will essentially be renting me out as his girlf
This is something you can handle. It'll only take a few of hours. He's not going to murder you. Pretend it's a date, and forget that you've never truly dated and are probably terrible at it. You'll be OK. "Yes, sir," Ambrose responds, his face set on a mad run for the door. "Thank you for driving me, Ambrose" I grin up at him, he bobs his head and keeps his attention on the ground as if he isn't permitted to look at me directly. "Enjoy your evening, Miss Kendrick, Mr Whitlock," and my buffer vanished. It's just the two of us now. I return my gaze to the man in front of me and give him a nice smile. "Nervous?" I can't lie, he says. His fixed gaze on me makes me feel like I'm hooked up to a lie detecting machine. I nod my head and crack a shy smile."Yes, I've never done anything like this before," I say as he tilts his head and watches me, his own lips twisting into a delicate smile. "How did you get involved in this?" As he takes a sip of his water, ice crystals clink on the gobl
"So wait, you're meeting with him today?" As we go along the corridor towards our lecture hall, Poppy asks me. I agree, having just completed telling her about my meeting with Mr Whitlock last night. "That's moving quite fast, you really like him then?" I shake my head and shrug. "I guess I just think this is the best solution for my situation." He's not a creep, he's got money to burn, and if it turns out that I don't really like him, it's okay because he travels so often." Even though the conditions appear to be in my favor so far, that doesn't indicate that my luck won't change throughout the negotiation. "Has he told you how much he's going to offer you?" She inquires, speaking more quietly now that we are surrounded by classmates. "I'm not looking forward to hearing how far I've fallen in terms of self-esteem, even though I don't know any of them."Not yet, but he advised me to quit my employment in order to be more available to him. So if I don't have to work, it must be won
As he draws nearer, I feel a quickening in the rhythm of my heartbeat. He places his hand on my waist and goes in for a cheek kiss. I have no idea what to do with my hands or, to be honest, any other part of my body, so I just give him a small grin. As I greet Mr. Whitlock with a pleasant "Hello," I see Grace is staring at me intently. Mr. Whitlock mumbles, "Amelia," before taking a step back and keeping his hold on my waist. "I only have an hour, shall we get started?" Lory instantly takes action, directing me to one side of the table and motioning for me to take a seat next to her before taking a seat herself next to me at the table. She crouchs to the side of her body, slides out a stack of papers, and places one stack in front of me and one stack in front of herself. When I look up, I find Rhodes is watching at me intently, and I can't help but smile when I catch his gaze. Just then, I saw him reaching into his suit danteil for a pen. "Okay, Amelia. The contract will be read
I know I'm not exactly model gorgeous; however, it's one thing for someone to think something about you and not tell you than it is to have someone make you sign a contract promising to change your looks. I nod my head but say nothing, gritting my teeth somewhat and willing myself to stay composed.
It's been a few days since my negotiation at the office with Mr Whitlock, and I haven't heard from him yet. I don't have his phone number so I can't reach out to him until he reaches out to me I suppose, just another way I'm under his control. As per our agreement, I have gone into work today at the
Darren points in the direction of the bus stop, the bus that we would both normally take is only a couple of minutes away. I wave him off, resigning myself to this conversation. I'll catch the next one. "Oh yes it did, thank you so much" I reply and wave to Darren as he walks over to the bus stop w