What if everything went perfectly? What if Poppy and I had enough money to enjoy our time in London? Going to Self fridges to buy before having lunch at fantastic restaurants, my stomach agrees with a subtle growl, 'that would be nice'.
I'm not sure why I'm thinking about it; it seems like a terrible idea and a no-brainer at the same time. I'm perplexed, and I'm still hungry. What's the harm in seeing what all the fuss is about?
"I'll meet with them, but I'm not saying yes just yet," I groan as she enthusiastically claps her hands.
"Fantastic! Let's go get you into something sensual, and I'll drive you to their offices." She gets up and gathers her belongings.
"Wait a minute, right now? "Would you like to take me there right now?" I join her and swiftly re-adjust my bag to my shoulder. I don't have any more classes for the day, yet everything is moving too quickly.
"You are wasting away by the minute, the sooner we get you all ready the better" She virtually drags me down the stairs and into my apartment. She's been talking me through her vision for my look the entire time.
Poppy is like this at times; she speaks at a rapid fire pace not because she is trying to have a conversation with you, but because her brain is racing at a hundred miles per hour and her lips are attempting to keep up.
It doesn't take long for us to arrive, and once there, she's all business. As soon as we come inside, I'm to jump into the shower and begin shaving and shampooing. Thank goodness I paid my power bill this month, because having to shower for something this important in cold water would have been a nightmare.
While I'm doing this, Poppy goes through my closet looking for anything to wear to the "offices." When I eventually climb out, she has a short blush pink dress and a pair of towering heels waiting for me; I wonder idly where she acquired all this stuff in the shambles that is my wardrobe. I quickly dress, and as she begins to assist me with my cosmetics, I can't stop fidgeting.
"Would you like to unwind? Everything will be alright. They'll find you a fine guy, I'm sure, because boys adore young naive girls." She reassures me while brushing my hair. While she perfects my make-up I try and push away the thoughts in my head; 'you're about to literally walk into a room and enable people to judge you before they sell you off like you're a cow at a cattle auction'.
I nod shyly as she completes my make-up and moves away from the mirror so I can see myself. My generally plain and pale skin has become stunning, silky smooth, and free of any imperfections I had earlier this morning. My brown eyes stand out under a thick layer of mascara, and my lips are a delicate pink with a little layer of gloss. I can see a slight glimmer of pink glitter on the top of my eyelids when I flutter my eyes.
"Wow" is all I can say; how did she achieve this? She examines her work in the mirror and smiles at me.
"I am an artist" She laughs. "Now hurry up, I'm so excited for you" I stand up and stagger slightly in my heels as I take a tiny bag she's packed for me and leave my flat.
As we travel the block to her car, I try not to stagger like a giraffe on ice. Climbing into the passenger seat is tough because my clothing is quite tight, making it difficult to navigate my legs into the car without showing passers-by.
The travel takes just under 30 minutes, and I am relatively silent the entire time. My nerves had abruptly taken over. Because of my shyness, I specifically avoid these kind of social contacts with people I don't know.
I was born shy, grew up shy, and I am certain that I will die shy. I have a few close friends and my family with whom I feel comfortable being myself; everyone else makes me nervous.
We arrive at a tiny structure in the heart of the city. It appears to be the type of structure from which a legal business operates; people on the streets below are likely oblivious of what is going on inside.
I hesitantly jump out and try to conjure whatever deep concealed confidence I have within myself before following Poppy up the stairs and into the building. We wait for an elevator in the fairly empty lobby to take us to the 16th floor. When we arrive, she takes the initiative and approaches the woman at the front desk.
"My friend here is interested in your business" A little smile crosses her face, and the woman returns it after a brief glance at me before starting to type noisily on her keyboard.
"Lory will be out shortly, if you'd like to take a seat she'll be out to get you soon" The receptionist greets us pleasantly and motions towards a sea of white couches and armchairs. As I take a deep breath, Poppy sits next me on one of the couches. What the fuck am I thinking, this is actually happening?
We finally hear the faint pattering of high heels on the concrete floor after what seems like an eternity of waiting. A busty redhead woman approaches from around the corner, flashing a brilliant white smile at Poppy, who stands up and greets her with a warm hug.
"Poppy darling it's so wonderful to see you" Her accent takes me by surprise; it's wonderfully poised and sophisticated. When I thought we were going to meet the boss, I expected her to be tough, with a smoker's voice and possibly a tattoo or two.
However, this woman looks to be any other businesswoman in London, clothed in a black pencil skirt and matching blazer, with her hair in flowing gentle curls over her shoulders. She gives me a sweet smile as they break their embrace.
"And who is this pretty little flower?" I wonder what her inner monologue is saying about me as she turns to sweep her eyes up and down my physique.
"This is my good friend Amelia, she's interested in talking about being matched with someone" Poppy responds proudly and places a hand on my shoulder. Lory offers her hand and shakes mine as I introduce myself.
"Hello, Amelia. My name is Grace, and I own the London Angel Club. "Come with me." She takes a step back and walks Poppy and me down a long white corridor to an end office. It's really slick and modern, and nothing about the interior design gives any hint of what this company produces.
"We have over three hundred and twenty clients in the London area who use our services."" She continues to speak as she motions for us to seat in two leather armchairs in front of a large desk across from her.
"Our specialty is finding someone to look after lovely young women like yourself." Someone who will make your life full of joy, prosperity, and success. What do you want to do with your life, Amelia?" The question is heavy, and it has been posed to me hundreds of times by family and friends.
I've given them all the same replies, albeit extremely vague ones. "Well, I'm studying business and media at university and..." Lory leans forward in her seat, shaking her head, her hands resting on the enormous mahogany desk. "No, my sweetheart, not what you're doing now. What is your most ardent desire? If the sky was the limit, anything would be possible. What would you do if you were granted a wish for a life?" I pause for a second to ponder, but the answer rushes out of my mouth before I can stop it. "I've always thought it would be incredible to be a screenwriter, you know, writing for television and movies." "However, I'd also like to write books." My cheeks quickly flush when I say the words. That's something I've never told anyone else, not even Poppy. I don't want to look over at her and see what she thinks of me in case she thinks I'm a moron. Lory grins, as if this was the solution she was looking for. "Beautiful, simply beautiful." And available; many guys are lookin
"Next weekend he's taking me on his boat, I can't tell you the last time I was on a boat!" Lory grins as Poppy squeals with excitement, taking a drink of the tea brought in by her assistant."It's such a lovely time for it right now." Amelia, have you finished it yet?" I agree and pass Lory the forms, who scans them quickly before lifting her left eyebrow."You're still a virgin?" She inquires, puzzled. I nod, because it's never happened to me before. Guys don't seem to be interested in me; I'm almost invisible to them. Poppy beside me is astonished as well; I look at her and notice her gap mouthed expression. Lory is humming."That's a good thing Amelia, you'll make nearly double what other girls do because of it" Lory returns to the top page and glances at her computer monitor. "All that remains are your photos and measurements." "We might as well do them now while I have you here," she says, standing and motioning for me to do the same."Stand over there," she says, pointing to a s
Poppy has finished applying my makeup and is scouring my closet for an appropriate attire 45 minutes later."So, she didn't give you any hint about who your match is?" Poppy asks, holding a blouse on my chest before shaking her head and returning it to the wardrobe."No, no idea." "All she said was that she had the 'perfect man' for me," I repeat to myself as I go through my drawers."Perfect, huh? "I'm curious what he's like." She responds with a dreamy tone. I'm pretty sure Lory hasn't found 'the one' for me, but if she thinks he's a good match, I'm curious why. "How're you feeling?" Poppy interjects my thoughts as she arranges a black summer outfit on my bed for my approval. The skirt is beautiful and flowy, and the top half fits snugly against my chest, giving me a nice shape; not too revealing, but displaying a little skin, I nod my head appreciatively."I'm really nervous, I know I'm probably not going to meet him today, but Lory is kind of intimidating," I confess sheepishly
Unfortunately, Poppy is out with her friends and won't be able to assist me in getting ready for the night, so I'm on my own. I still have the rest of the afternoon, but if I do it alone, I won't have any time. I start going through my closet, seeking for the perfect outfit, or anything close enough. After considerable thought, I opted on a mid-length black tulle skirt and a white top. It's possibly not elegant enough, so I decided to be daring and wear a pair of high-heeled boots with it. Now that that's out of the way, I spend an hour on my makeup, which I have to redo twice because it doesn't work out the way I want it to. I'm nervous, and my hands are shaking while I apply my mascara. I know nothing about this guy, yet I've agreed to go on a date with him. It would be less frightening if it were just a blind date arranged by a friend, but this feels like a job interview and a date rolled into one. If this date goes well, this guy will essentially be renting me out as his girlf
This is something you can handle. It'll only take a few of hours. He's not going to murder you. Pretend it's a date, and forget that you've never truly dated and are probably terrible at it. You'll be OK. "Yes, sir," Ambrose responds, his face set on a mad run for the door. "Thank you for driving me, Ambrose" I grin up at him, he bobs his head and keeps his attention on the ground as if he isn't permitted to look at me directly. "Enjoy your evening, Miss Kendrick, Mr Whitlock," and my buffer vanished. It's just the two of us now. I return my gaze to the man in front of me and give him a nice smile. "Nervous?" I can't lie, he says. His fixed gaze on me makes me feel like I'm hooked up to a lie detecting machine. I nod my head and crack a shy smile."Yes, I've never done anything like this before," I say as he tilts his head and watches me, his own lips twisting into a delicate smile. "How did you get involved in this?" As he takes a sip of his water, ice crystals clink on the gobl
"So wait, you're meeting with him today?" As we go along the corridor towards our lecture hall, Poppy asks me. I agree, having just completed telling her about my meeting with Mr Whitlock last night. "That's moving quite fast, you really like him then?" I shake my head and shrug. "I guess I just think this is the best solution for my situation." He's not a creep, he's got money to burn, and if it turns out that I don't really like him, it's okay because he travels so often." Even though the conditions appear to be in my favor so far, that doesn't indicate that my luck won't change throughout the negotiation. "Has he told you how much he's going to offer you?" She inquires, speaking more quietly now that we are surrounded by classmates. "I'm not looking forward to hearing how far I've fallen in terms of self-esteem, even though I don't know any of them."Not yet, but he advised me to quit my employment in order to be more available to him. So if I don't have to work, it must be won
As he draws nearer, I feel a quickening in the rhythm of my heartbeat. He places his hand on my waist and goes in for a cheek kiss. I have no idea what to do with my hands or, to be honest, any other part of my body, so I just give him a small grin. As I greet Mr. Whitlock with a pleasant "Hello," I see Grace is staring at me intently. Mr. Whitlock mumbles, "Amelia," before taking a step back and keeping his hold on my waist. "I only have an hour, shall we get started?" Lory instantly takes action, directing me to one side of the table and motioning for me to take a seat next to her before taking a seat herself next to me at the table. She crouchs to the side of her body, slides out a stack of papers, and places one stack in front of me and one stack in front of herself. When I look up, I find Rhodes is watching at me intently, and I can't help but smile when I catch his gaze. Just then, I saw him reaching into his suit danteil for a pen. "Okay, Amelia. The contract will be read
I know I'm not exactly model gorgeous; however, it's one thing for someone to think something about you and not tell you than it is to have someone make you sign a contract promising to change your looks. I nod my head but say nothing, gritting my teeth somewhat and willing myself to stay composed.