Hayven's pov
I stood still in the room I had shared with Estelle, staring out from the window towards the horizon. There was a very wide billboard ahead and on it was an image of Seraf and Bastiano making a commercial advertisement as usual. What comes with their titles as a Prince is a load of work and responsibilities. They model, go for commercials, train, and study, too. Surprisingly, they both excel in these without any mistakes. Now that I stood still in my bedroom with my luggage all packed up to leave, I started to feel reluctant. Three days have passed without Estelle coming back home. She seemed to have disappeared from the surface of the earth, and to make the situation all worse, I couldn't find Seraf anywhere too. I wouldn't want to think they are both together. No. Somehow, even though I have decided to end things up with Seraf, I couldn't help but get a bit jealous at the thought of him with another lady. I shifted my gaze from the billboard back to my luggage and I sighed. The counselor had heard my cry of distress, and she moved me to another room where she said I would be sharing with a new student who had just been transferred to Shape Shifters College. I couldn't be more relieved and happy. I feel it's all over now. Almost. I have booked an appointment with Doctor Kendrick, who has carried out the pregnancy test on me. He claims he has a tight schedule, so he has fixed our meeting for Saturday, which is four days later. On Saturday I plan to abort the pregnancy. No need to breed Seraf's baby when I am done with him. I reach out for my luggage as I drift back to reality. My traveler's bag and two duffle bags. It wasn't much of a hassle, but when I got out of the room and appeared in the long hallway, it was the girls gossiping outside their rooms that caught my attention. They all went silent immediately after I appeared. I know they'd mock me but I have stopped caring. Gently, I headed to my new room, which is located on the top floor. I was almost at the end of the hall when I heard my name. " Hayven! " I stop abruptly and turn around to see Bastiano walking up to me. His smile was innocent and tender. I return his smile too. I wouldn't deny he has been so nice to me these past three days. We have also been working on our Assignment already and I felt we'd come out with the best results. " Where are you off to? " He asked me in confusion. " I have been moved to another room upstairs. I got a new roommate as well " " Oh, " He laughed. " For a moment there I thought you were leaving SSC " " Why should I love Shape Shifters College when I am almost done? " I asked him with a smile, even though the Truth hurt me. Yeah, I wish I could leave, but I can't. I have come here through a scholarship, which I have studied hard for. My father has been excited about it. He had to work himself off to pay for my upkeep and other necessary things. I won't dare disappoint him by giving up halfway. Bastiano cut into my thoughts by taking my traveler's bag and one duffle bag from me. He then gestured for me to lead the way. It wasn't that far, and when I got to the top, I sighed in relief. The top hall wasn't crowded like the lower one which I am grateful for. I headed towards room 0028 immediately. " Thank you so much, Bastiano. I can take it from here, " I told him when we got to the entrance, and he nodded. After he placed down the bags and straightened up to look at me, I suddenly felt the urge to ask him Seraf's whereabouts, but I was distracted by Kauis's unexpected presence. He is breathing hard when he runs up to us. " I have been searching for you everywhere, Bastiano," He said. " Why are you not picking up your calls? " " I never knew it was mandatory to pick up your call, " Bastiano replied angrily, and I was taken Back. I never know he has that side of him. Seraf has always been the rude one but now, seeing this side of Bastiano makes me wonder. He glanced at me, and when he saw my surprise, he smiled brightly and added to Kauis. " That's a joke. I apologize. I was busy with the assignment Mr Train gave to Hayven and me. Please tell me why you have called " Kauis frowned in confusion, but he replied anyway. " I have tried calling Seraf, but his contact isn't going through. He hasn't been attending classes, either. Do you know where he is? " I suddenly flinch. Kauis as well couldn't reach Seraf. Really? But he is his best friend. I began to worry. Is Seraf safe? " Yes, I know where he is " Bastiano replied, stunning me. " Where is he? " I suddenly asked, unable to endure the suspense. After I asked this question, I received the attention of the two young men who regarded me with surprise. Their eyes felt like a slap to me, and I looked away, wondering why I had asked out loud. " He has been with Estelle for the past three days, Hayven, " Bastaino Replied, shattering my heart. " Do you want a video of them now too? " My heart dropped and I felt stupid. Anger rose again as well and frustration crept into my soul. How could I love someone so much to this extent of being trapped? I lowered my head in embarrassment as I picked up my bags, opened the door, and busted in. I have guessed it and now it's the truth. No wonder Estelle couldn't be found too. She is with Seraf. She is with him. Oh no.Hayven's PovI slammed the door shut and stood frozen in the doorway, my heart shattering into a million pieces as I imagined Seraf with Estelle in bed, giggling and making love. I felt betrayed, and my skin crawled at this thought. He seems to have forgotten the delirious day and night of passion we have once shared. The thought of him moving on so soon makes me heartbroken. I felt a stinging sensation in my eyes as tears began to well up, but I refused to let them fall. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of making me cry. I took a step forward, my heart heavy with grief as I tried to face my new life ahead.I walk further into the room to perceive a peculiar scent. Immediately I stopped and waited. My roommate isn't a werewolf or a Fox. She is different. The aura in the room is different. Calm and soothing. I headed further into the small comfy room that has two beds. Each beside the wall and facing one another.There I saw the most beautiful young woman. She looked up from her
Seraf's PovI can't believe she never called. Not even once. I sat silently in my large bedroom, checking my call logs. The ones I have missed are many. Kauis called me the most. My coach, my sponsor, who I modeled for, and some other few friends. Estelle called me twice, too, but none was from Hayven. I tossed the cell phone on my large bed as I buried my face into the hollow of my palm. It seems she is done with me after all. Sadness overwhelmed my soul and I felt like shedding tears. How could she? How could she not be worried about me not showing up to school for three days? Did she hate me that much now? Is this the end of the love we have once shared? The vow we have taken? The delirious night and days of passion we have shared? I met and loved her at first sight, even before knowing she was my mate. I felt she was my missing rib, so I cut off my wayward lifestyle to suit her. I am so ready to do anything for her but... In the end, she couldn't give me a chance, let me explai
Hayven's PovThe rain was pouring heavily when Siren and I made our way into the large library. We busted through the large entrance at a go, breathing hard and, at the same time, commanding a lot of attention.Other students who were also there to study were busy staring at us when Bastiano raised his hand from where he sat and beckoned at me. " Let's go. That's my partner in the assignment," I said to Siren, who had overdressed, and we went together to meet Bastiano. As usual, he is handsome. He was putting on a white sweatshirt and a jacket. His black baggy pants and trousers were accompanied by his comfy boots. He looked every inch like Seraf, and I almost mistook him for my ex-boyfriend. " Take a seat. You must be cold " " No, I'm fine. Thank you, " I quickly said before he laid a hand on me. I wouldn't deny I know already he is interested in me. His care and attention are a bit too much for a lady like me. I went to take my seat while expecting Siren to do so as well, but
Seraf's PovIn silence, in awe, I watched as the lady I love walked out on me and entered into the rain. It was storming and cold, but to escape from me, she had to torture herself that way. Her glare, her accusations, and her hatred all linger in my mind, almost making me go berserk. She just said... Wait a second. I whirled around to gaze at Bastiano only to see him packing up his books and getting ready to leave as well, probably to meet up with Hayven to console her. I rushed to him immediately. This time I gripped him by the collar with my eyes blazing fury. " What did you tell her? What in the world did you tell her Bastiano,? Did you tell her I ... I was with Estelle for three days and nights? Goodness Bastiano. You know how much I love her. Why are you doing this to me? " I am frustrated and stressed out. I couldn't pinpoint what to do anymore. It was as though my whole life was collapsing before me, and even though I had so much wealth, I still couldn't save myself at al
Seraf's Pov I stood still with my head up high towards the window of Hayven. There I am with Kauis in the middle of the night, under the rain, awaiting the mermaid's report. I never have imagined myself to be in this state. A state where I'd love one lady more than life itself. Where I will be willing to be a fool for her. Siren's head suddenly pops out from the window, catching my attention. At once, I waved up at her, and she smiled. I watch her take her cell phone and put a call across me. The new room of Hayven, 0028, is up there on the top floor, so we would either wake the sleeping students up or we'd have our conversation silently on cellphones. " Hi Seraf, " Siren's perfect voice came through when I answered the call, and I looked up towards her as though to answer her. " What's going on? Where is my mate? " " She must have been tired, Seraf. She has gone to bed already. She appears to be worn out. " Silent fell between Siren and me. The only sound that can be heard is
Hayven's Pov" Hayven! Hayven!! " Last night has been hell for me. I have been down with a small fever and cold. Now that I was supposed to be having a peaceful morning time since it's Thursday, My new crazy roommate won't let me be. I forced my eyes open but still lay on the bed, feeling tired, when Siren burst into the room. Her eyes wide open in terror. " You need to come out now, Hayven. It's Seraf " I flinched. Yes, I know I am done with him and all but wait. What are these vulnerable feelings I am now experiencing? Oh no. My mate. " What happened to me? Where is he? Speak up, siren. What is going on with him? " I didn't notice I was already in a panic. I break up with Seraf doesn't mean I wouldn't worry about him. What in the hell has he gotten himself into now? " Before you go to Seraf I think you should see Bastiano first. It's all over the college. You should go to the school infirmary. Go " I took Siren's words without any hesitation. I didn't bother to tidy up my hai
Hayven's PovBastiano. The name keeps echoing in my head. I wouldn't believe it without evidence. So I thought but the sincerity in Seraf's eyes couldn't be ignored. He is holding onto me very tenderly, possessively, protectively, and at once, I felt a pang of guilt. It was as though I had been punched in my gut. In a swift moment, I moved away from him, my vision going blurry with tears. My inner thought tells me it's too early to start shedding tears of regret and guilt. If Seraf turns out to be innocent in all that is happening I wouldn't be able to look at him straight in the eyes ever. I moved quickly away from him, trying to find solace in myself and to steady my heart which is now swaying. " Bastiano isn't capable of doing all this, Seraf. You shouldn't suspect your twin brother " All these words were said with me hiding, almost fleeing from him, and he kept quiet. He didn't move an inch from where he stood for a while, not until I turned to him to see he was staring at me
Hayven's Pov" Estelle... " I called but no answer came. She couldn't answer because she couldn't hear me. Painful tears welled up in my eyes. Yes, I have already pronounced her as the enemy. I promised I wouldn't have anything to do with her anymore, but I was so wrong. I moved out of our room doesn't mean I wish her death or pain. Her going to bed with my mate doesn't mean ... It doesn't mean she should die, damn it! I fell beside the bed. My legs going weak. Somehow, I felt all that had happened was all my fault. If only I have trusted Seraf more. If only. If only. " I'm sorry Estelle. I shouldn't have hated you. I shouldn't have pushed Seraf away. If only I can turn back time. If only... " " If only but that is impossible, Hayven. Time can't be turned back " The voice of Bastiano came through, and I looked up to see him standing just behind the curtain. It seems he had been there ever since I walked into the room. He had visited Estelle first. Isn't he supposed to be at the s
Seraf's PovI am going back home that night without fail. The thought of seeing Hayven again makes me smile happily. I can't wait to hold her in my arms and kiss her. My baby, too, is waiting for me. To make it all interesting, I have bought an engagement ring. I have spent sixteen days in the human world, but my abilities are still there. I am healthy too. I was already packing up in my small, comfy room when the sound of approaching footsteps came to the door. I stopped when I heard the knock." Who is it? " I asked out loud. " It's Siren " " One second," I said aloud again before walking to open the door. I didn't let her in. I just thrust my head out to see her already packed up too, ready to leave. I smiled at her. She has been very supportive. Together, we have worked to get the report on why wolfbane hurt werewolves. The answers truly lie in the human world. We have already prepared a report, and we'll be submitting it when the time is due. " I will finish packing up too t
Hayven's PovIt's a rainy night. Though I was supposed to go to my dad's house after class, the short story and my encounter with Bastiano had weakened me, so I decided to take a rest before stepping out. I took a short nap, and when I woke up, it was already night and raining. Still, I decided to make the journey. I have to tell my dad about Seraf and my pregnancy. He knows already about Seraf. I have spoken about him a few times. He'd just nod his head and continue in his task. My Dad is a Fox but he is a Mute too. He is my hero. My Savior and my backbone. He has been a single father since my mom gave birth to me and disappeared from our life one rainy night like this one. As I dressed up for my visit, her thoughts clouded my heart. I wonder what she might be up to now. Is she still alive? Did she regret her actions? Let's forget about her. Now I need to go to my dad. I grabbed my bag and headed out. The hall was silent and deserted but when I arrived at the lower one, I saw it
Hayven's PovI couldn't concentrate on the lecture in class. The words from the professor didn't settle well with me. I was busy on my cellphone, redialing Seraf's contract for the umpteenth time, but it didn't go through. Two weeks had passed by but it seems to be Twenty years. Seraf didn't call. Not even Siren. At first, I didn't want to panic, but now I couldn't help it. My morning sickness had started, and I needed Seraf with me. Again, I tried his contact, but then the professor asked a question, directing it towards me. " Hayven what do you think about it? " I didn't reply. This is because I am unaware of his question. My eyes were glued to the cellphone, and my heart was in my throat when I received a text from Seraf. It reads. ' Hi, Honey. I'm sorry I'm reaching out like this. Everything goes as planned and I'm done here. I am only awaiting my dad's order. Before I return be more careful. My regards to Kauis. He had called me more than a thousand times. Gotta go now. Love
Hayven's PovI heard the movement coming from the living room, and it woke me up. Very slowly I sit up. It's a beautiful bright Sunday. My eyes look around the beautiful room and down to the bed where the incident had taken place the previous night. At once a smile broke out from my face. Seraf had made love to me again. Now I feel much better than ever. I got out of bed and reached out into the closet to take one of his T-shirts, which I wore. Then I headed towards the living room. My hair ruffled, but I didn't care. When I emerge into the large, luxurious building, I stop abruptly. I didn't expect to see Siren and Kauis in the living room too. Seraf is nowhere to be seen. " Hey, girl, " Siren greeted me with a wink, and I smiled at him while Kauis waved at me. I returned with the same gesture and then looked around, wondering where my man was. That was when I saw him walking into the living room with a cup of coffee in his hand. He was sipping it. Seraf emerges into the living r
Hayven's Pov " She is perfectly okay. Being a Fox must have helped her so much. But uh ... As for the baby, I would suggest she had a lot of rest. As a Fox, she should be immune to silver, but now Silver will hurt her, so she has to stay away from it, " Doctor Kendrick says to Seraf and me. Though his eyes were directed at the werewolf Prince. I am on a bed in one of Seraf's houses, which he owned. It wasn't too far from college. He had brought me here hours ago after the competition came to an end. Though I have told him we can stay back in school, he has disagreed. He didn't want to take me to the Twins building. He knows so well I might run into his twin brother and this he didn't want for now. The most surprising event is that the doctor Seraf had called upon happened to be the doctor who had attended to me when Bastiano saved me. After gazing at the doctor, I began to have doubts about him. I watch as he speaks and gives Seraf my do's and Don'ts. Before he finished his speec
Hayven's PovThat day, on Saturday, won't be the first time I will accompany Seraf to a competition with his twin brother. I have accompanied him multiple times, and each time they had a competition, my love, my mate, won. Bastiano lost as usual, and I wondered why. He is best when compared with other competitors, but with Seraf, he will always come out as the second. That bright morning, the Aquatic Center was crowded with authorities and students who had arrived to watch who'd be the winner between the Stero Twins. My mate arrived a bit late. He pulled up his car and stopped before the center, gathering a lot of attention. The authorities and his swimming coach were already waiting for him. Seraf took his time when he alighted. He circled the car to open the car door for me but I quickly alighted to see him already standing before me. His lips twitch for some seconds before he reaches out to pull down my hairband so my hair will fall lovely around my shoulders. " Much better now
Hayven's PovI pulled up my hair into a ponytail and picked up my bag. Doctor Kendrick had called to remind me of my appointment, and I told him I would soon be on my way.Thursday had ended in sorrow for me. The look in Seraf's eyes the moment I made my confession still haunts me to this day. Friday had passed without him showing up. I didn't hear anything from either Seraf and Bastiano. I spent the Friday in my room. I couldn't attend classes or pick up my dad's call. He'd know something was wrong with me the moment He heard my voice, and I would hate to make him worry. " You can't go to the hospital, Hayven. This is stupid," Siren said behind me, but as usual, I ignored her. She has heard the whole story from me, and since then, she has been hellbent on getting me not to have the abortion. I headed towards the exit, but she blocked my way immediately. Her beautiful eyes glared at me. " You will regret it till you die if you kill that child in you, Hayven. For goodness sake! You
Seraf's PovI burst out of Hayven's room and headed towards the exit. On my way, I nearly collided with Kauis and Siren. They were surprised to see my state. At once, they started asking questions, but I ignored them instead. I headed out, into the gradually dark sky. My heart aching. I can hardly breathe. I can't seem to find comfort in anything. Blindly, I made my way to the school Aquatic Center. A center my dad donated as well. Both I and Bastiano pools are designed with special care. There I go to pour down my soul and heart. It was isolated. No one dares walk around without the authority's permission. Only Bastiano and I are allowed in, but that day, Kauis rushes in after me. He stood just behind me as I cried painfully. He allowed me to empty my emotions. He gave me the space I needed, and somehow I couldn't thank him more. The thought of having that one person in my corner every time and every day made me feel a bit better. It takes a long time before I sober up. My head
Hayven's PovI packed up all my books away from the shelf and laid them gently in my bag. My clothes, which were in the closet I now shared with Siren; I approach them and pack them too, folding them gently into another bag of mine. After Seraf had visited me that afternoon, after he had showered me with his love and adoration as always without knowing what I had done, without knowing I had attempted to kill his baby, I felt guilty. I felt the guilt weighing down my heart that it was hard to breathe. What do I do to deserve such a young man? I am a crazy fellow who didn't give him a chance to explain himself when he wanted. I am the same girlfriend who rejected him and turned him down before the whole class. I am ashamed of myself, and somehow, I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive myself. Now I have arrived at a decision. I will punish myself by moving out of Shapeshifters College. I'd drop out of the prestigious college and go back home. I'd explain things to my dad and he wo