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Author: Demiah13
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Haiden Cross

I couldn't do it. I couldn't stay away.

I was a selfish bastard, I know that. And when it came to her, Bella, my Bella, I realized I was even more selfish. I was like a kid with his hand in the cookie jar every time when she's around.

I never wanted something so much in my life before.

The craving, the yearning to be in someone, to be in their presence, to listen to their breaths, to hear their moans. I never yearned for that so much that I would've gone ballistic if I didn't touch her tonight.

This wasn't my intention. To fuck her wasn't my intention. I only came here to keep an eye on her. I only came here to protect her. But I was a fucking idiot, because no one protected her from me.

If she wasn't so irresistible this wouldn't have happened. If she weren't playing with fire then she wouldn't have been licked by the raging flames.

I groan, turning to the mirror as I swipe a hand down my face. I couldn't exactly blame h

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Mary Pownell-Styer
Same way I thought I could never have the one I loved. I repressed and hid it for so long that eventually I didn’t even realize it was there. Until I saw him again. Then it all came back like a punch to the gut.
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JJC
Yep. I agree!
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Mandatory S.
love reading both of their POV's. Thanks for doing that author! ^_^
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