:Fear and pain
The next day, I wasn't feeling well, so I skipped my lectures and stayed in my room. It was hard for me to look my friends in the eyes and lie to them. That was one of the reasons I chose to stay home. I spent the entire day lying in bed, staring at the ceiling. I don't even remember how many times I cried. Eventually, when my eyes grew heavy, I turned to my side and closed them. The ringing of my phone woke me up. I answered without even checking who it was. "You're still not replying to my messages. I was getting worried. Are you okay?" Hearing Amelia's voice, I opened my eyes. "What time is it?" I glanced at the clock—it was already eleven. "Were you asleep? Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you, but I was really worried." "It's fine. I'm okay, don't worry." "Why didn't you come to university today? Did something happen again?" Amelia's voice changed, filled with concern. "No, don't worry. I just wasn't feeling well. I stayed in my room all day." "Alright, but you're coming tomorrow, right? I miss you." "I miss you too. I'll see you tomorrow." "Good! And don't be late. Also, answer my messages!" "Okay, okay, Mom." I heard Amelia laugh but she didn't say anything. "Goodnight, Ivy." "Goodnight, Em." I hung up and went back to sleep. When I opened my eyes, I slowly sat up in bed. For a few moments, I just sat there, disoriented. In five days, I would wake up in a different room. And, God... if he forbade me from going to university, what the hell was I supposed to do? Damn it. I checked my phone—I still had an hour before I had to leave. I got up and went to the bathroom. Taking off my nightclothes, I stepped under the shower. Don't cry. Don't cry. Damn it, don't cry. But I couldn't help it. What was I supposed to do if he didn't let me finish university? Or if he forbade me from seeing my friends? What would I do without them? I couldn't hold back anymore—I started crying out loud. I felt sorry for myself. I hated my life. I hated the fact that I had no control over it. When I finally calmed down and finished my shower, I wrapped myself in a towel and went to the mirror. I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste and started brushing my teeth. Because of my father, my wrist was bruised and aching. I knew I'd have to keep wearing long sleeves for a while. After leaving the bathroom, I grabbed a gray tracksuit and put it on. Then, I took a white long-sleeved shirt and pulled it over my head. I dried my hair with a towel, grabbed my bag, and quietly slipped out of the house, making sure no one saw me. On the way, I texted Amelia to let her know I was coming—I didn't want her to worry again. She was always the most emotional and anxious one in our group. Last summer, Lily had a fever for two weeks, and Amelia barely left her side. Lily's mom still laughs whenever she tells that story. When I got off the bus, I walked twenty minutes to the university. As I approached the entrance, I spotted Noah, Amelia, and Lily. I quickened my pace, and before I could even reach them, Amelia ran toward me and hugged me so tightly I could barely breathe. "Baby, I missed you!" "I missed you too, Em. But now it's our turn—move aside." Noah gently pulled Amelia away and hugged me next. "Are you okay?" I nodded and gave him a small smile. He kissed the top of my head before stepping back. "I'm glad you're alright. You know you just have to call if you need anything, right?" "I know." I smiled at him again before turning to Lily, who was quietly waiting for her turn. I opened my arms, and she immediately stepped forward. "I'm glad you didn't stay home for too long. You know we get bored without you." "I know. And I also know that out of the three of you, I'm your favorite." The three of them laughed and shook their heads. Then, with our arms wrapped around each other's shoulders, we walked into the university together. The day passed by so quickly. When I checked the time, it was already five o'clock. "Is something wrong?" Lily placed a hand on my shoulder. "No, nothing." "Then why do you keep looking at your phone?" Damn it. Is it that obvious? "I was just thinking about how fast these days are going by. I was checking the time." That had to be the dumbest excuse I'd ever come up with. Lily gave me a strange look but didn't say anything else. "Ivy, if you want, you can stay with me for a while." Amelia's voice was gentle yet firm. "Amelia, I already told you I can't. I don't want to make things worse. You know how much he hates it when I stay somewhere else." My so-called father had never liked it when I spent the night elsewhere. I didn't even know why, but he just wouldn't allow it. However, when he was away on business trips, no one could tell whether I was home or not. So I would sneak out and stay at Amelia's with Lily, or they would come to my place. Those nights were the best—I forgot everything when I was with them. We would talk for hours about everything and laugh until our stomachs hurt. The thought that I might not be able to do that anymore terrified me. "Alright... but call me if anything happens, okay?" "Okay. And stop worrying so much. I have to go now—I'll see you both tomorrow." I stood up and grabbed my bag. Lily suddenly took my hand and stood up as well. "I'll drive you home." The entire ride was silent. I knew Lily well enough to know that she suspected something but was choosing not to say anything. And I was grateful for that because I wasn't sure I could handle her questions. "We're here." Lily's voice pulled me from my thoughts. I blinked and looked around—I hadn't even realized we'd arrived. I turned to her with a small smile. "Thanks, Lily. See you tomorrow." I reached for the door handle, but her voice stopped me. "Wait." I froze. Please, don't ask. Please, don't ask. "What is it?" "You know that no matter what happens, the three of us will always be here for you. And if you ever need to talk, you can always come to us." "I know." I wasn't sure if she even heard me. My voice was so quiet. Before stepping out of the car, I leaned over and hugged her tightly. Then, without another word, I rushed toward my house—I couldn't let her see my tears. The moment I entered my room, I went straight to the bathroom. I stripped off my clothes, turned on the cold water, and stepped under the shower. Closing my eyes, I let the tears continue to fall.:Night before the wedding These past few days had gone by so fast that I barely had time to process anything. Tomorrow, I would become the wife of a man I didn't even know. From what I had overheard in my stepmother's conversations, only my father's friends and close acquaintances would be attending. It was strange—my father had wanted a big wedding, but apparently, my future husband didn't like the idea, so they had changed the plans. It was almost laughable—learning about my own wedding by accident. I didn't even know what I was supposed to wear or what time the ceremony would take place. A knock on the door pulled me from my thoughts. I flinched slightly at the sudden sound. A young girl, probably around my age, stepped inside and told me that my father was asking for me in his study. I took a deep breath and stood up from the bed. For some reason, she remained by the door, watching me closely. "Is something wrong?" I asked. She gave me a small smile. "No... I just wanted to
:Wedding Day Emma did my light and elegant makeup and also took care of my hair. I don't even know why she works here if she's so talented. I pulled my hair up, leaving a few strands in the front, just as Emma suggested, saying it would look perfect with the veil. I simply nodded in agreement because I didn't care how I looked—I just wanted this to be over as soon as possible. Once we finished with the makeup and hair, Emma helped me put on my dress. When I was finally ready, I looked at myself in the mirror. The dress, which I have no idea who chose for me, was long, flowing, and elegant, with lace sleeves and a corset that fit my body perfectly. The neckline made my chest look more alluring—neither too revealing nor too modest. The veil, much longer than the dress itself, added an extra touch of elegance. Everything looked perfect, and for the first time in my life, I could say that I was beautiful. Beautiful, yet miserable. "You look stunning," Emma said. I glanced at her and
:Words I would regret for a lifetime That man... from that night. What was he doing here? Margaret called him Dante, didn't she? No, it was impossible. It couldn't be him. My breathing became heavier, and my entire body tensed. I couldn't move. Margaret walked up to him and took his hand. Everyone greeted him—everyone except me. I stood there, frozen, unable to utter a single word. Why him? Out of all the people in the world, why did it have to be him? His gaze was now fixed on me. His black eyes were like an endless abyss, and the way he looked at me made me feel as if I was drowning in them. My heart pounded so hard that I felt a sharp pain in my chest. But I couldn't cry. Not now. If I did, they would start suspecting something. If the wedding didn't go as planned, my father would keep his word... and then, he would probably kill me. "As I understand from Dante, you two already know each other," Margaret said. I turned to her, stunned. What was she talking about? Even without
:Words that will break your heart Dante entered the room, closing the door behind him. His footsteps were slow but heavy, each one echoing ominously as he walked toward me. His gaze was filled with coldness and disgust, making my blood run cold. I froze, unable to move, as though my body had turned to stone at the sight of him. "Seems like you're doing better," his voice was low and commanding. I stood there, paralyzed, not daring to speak. What was he doing here? "You like to ignore people, don't you? Is that it?" His eyes grew darker, more menacing. He was close now, too close. His breath tickled my face, his presence suffocating. "Say something, Evelyn," his tone sharp as a blade. "When I talk to you, you look at me and you answer." Slowly, I lifted my head and met his gaze. God, why was he standing so close? "Not really," I whispered, trying to keep my composure. He laughed softly, an unsettling sound that seemed to vibrate through my chest. "Not really?" He leaned in,
:NeW home After a few hours, it was finally time to leave. I could barely stand on my feet—these high heels were killing me, and the corset made it nearly impossible to breathe properly. Before leaving, I said goodbye to everyone. Dante had left before me, so Margaret accompanied me to the exit. When we reached the car, Dante wasn't there. I hoped we would leave in separate cars. "Well, my beautiful girl, the evening went wonderfully, don't you think?" Margaret said with a warm smile. I forced a small smile in return. "It did, thanks to you." "Oh, nonsense! I had nothing to do with it. It was you who made this place shine." I couldn't understand how someone as angelic as her had given birth to such a monster. "Thank you for everything," I said sincerely. "There's no need to thank me, dear, but if you really want to show your gratitude, you can give me a grandchild." Her words froze me in place. I didn't know how to react or what to say. A grandchild? Me? With that monster?
:Disgust and Doubts I stood in my office, staring out the window at the city lights flickering in the darkness, rolling a glass of whiskey in my hand. "Dante." I took a deep breath and downed a sip of my whiskey. The negotiations with the Santoros had dragged on for too long. That old figlio di puttana was playing games with me, but I think it's time to teach him a lesson—to make him understand that playing with me is not an option. Setting the glass down on my desk, I reached for my phone, but before I could make the call, my office door swung open, and Enzo walked in, flashing his usual idiotic grin. "How's our newlywed groom?" I shot him a deadly look and dialed Marco's number. "Come on, fratello, why are you ignoring me? I came here to congratulate you, and this is how you treat me? That hurts." "Shut up and mind your own business." I cut him off before he could continue. "Boss, I'm listening." "I want you to handle the Santoro situation." "Understood, boss." "Let me k
:Confession After my conversation with Dante, or rather, after almost having a heart attack from fear because of him and agreeing that I wouldn't sleep with any man in a room again, I locked myself in my room. I cried so much that now my eyes were swollen and red. Why does he keep repeating the same thing? Why does he accuse me of being a slut? What the hell is wrong with him?A call came through on my phone. I wiped my face a few times and answered."Evelyn Adams, I swear to God, I'll kill you with my own hands, slowly and painfully, if you disappear for another three days without answering my messages or calls." Amelia's screaming voice echoed through the room."I'm sorry, I'll explain everything tomorrow. Just don't get mad at me now," she said.Amelia was silent for a moment."Did you cry?"Damn, I can't hide anything from them."No," I lied."Don't lie to me. I know you were crying. Your voice changes when you cry. Explain to me what happened or wait, I'll call Noah, and we'll c
:Devil's Wife"What?!" Amelia shouted so loudly that everyone in the café turned to look at us."You promised you'd listen to me," I said, my voice pleading."Amelia, have you lost your mind? What the hell are you saying?" Lily stared at me in shock, while Noah remained silent, his face unreadable."Let's go to our usual spot, and I'll explain everything. I promise."Once we arrived and sat down, Jenny came over. We only ordered coffee. The entire time, the three of them remained silent, watching me with concerned expressions. When Jenny brought our order and walked away, I finally spoke."Ten days ago, my father told me I had to get married. I refused. Then he said that if I didn't do what he wanted, he'd make sure your parents lost their jobs, leaving them on the streets with no hope of recovery."I paused, taking a deep breath before continuing."I know you're probably blaming yourselves right now, but don't. Not even for a second. This is not your fault. It's my father's greed, hi
:Hang over A terrible headache woke me up. When I looked around the room, there was no one there. I sat up in bed and paused for a moment as dizziness washed over me. Damn it. I barely remember half of what happened last night. Slowly, I got up and made my way downstairs.Lily was in the kitchen, preparing something, while Amelia was sprawled on the couch, looking like she was on the verge of death."Hey," I called out.Amelia lifted her head slightly. "Hey, are you okay?""No. You?""Not at all."I moved her legs aside and sat down on the couch, then placed them on my lap."What the hell happened last night?" I asked."I have no idea, but I definitely went overboard. When I woke up, Noah called me just to mock me. Apparently, I called him last night and confessed my love to him—very romantically, might I add."I started laughing but stopped immediately as my headache worsened."Come on, the soup is ready," Lily announced.Amelia and I got up and sat at the table."Lil, aren't you fe
:When your actions contradict your wordsI ran out of the room and suddenly ran into Margaret. Damn, what happened now? Did I kiss him? No, he kissed me, but I kissed him too. Why? He can't possibly like me. Oh God, what should I do?"Darling, are you okay?"I was sure my face was bright red by now."Yeah, I'm fine, but I need some air."Margaret looked at me confused."I'll call Dante, and you two can go for a walk.""No, that was a bit too loud, I said." Margaret froze in place. I gave a slight smile."It's not necessary.""Alright, as you wish," she said, still looking at me with a confused expression, and then she left. I walked into the garden and stood there for a while. How am I supposed to look him in the eyes now? I'm sure for him it was just another casual kiss, but it wasn't the same for me. If I don't count the wedding day, it was my first real kiss. And I feel strange. Did I like it? Damn, I don't even know what to think. He's dangerous. He's a killer, and you hate him, b
:DesireI parked the car near the warehouse and stepped inside. Two men were tied to chairs, covered in blood. As soon as I entered, Marco appeared by my side."Boss, half of the cargo is missing. I think they already sold the goods.""They're not talking?""No. So far, they've kept their mouths shut."I walked closer to one of them and lifted his head. He was a mess—bruised, bloody, barely conscious."Can he still talk? He looks like he's about to die." Marco stood beside me, his face calm, as always."Mi dispiace, Boss... I might've gone a little too far. But I'm sure he can still answer your questions."Hmph... Looks like Enzo was right. Deluca and Gallo—those two little bastards—have dug their own graves."Wake them up. I need answers today. And someone call Enzo—where the hell is he?""I'm here. Seems like you started the party without me."This idiot—why does he always walk around with that same stupid smirk on his face? I shot him a cold glare."Come on, fratello, the traffic w
:Family Dinner The car stopped in front of the villa. Dante got out, and I followed him. As soon as we entered the house, Margaret was there to greet us. She immediately walked over to me and hugged me tightly."Darling, you look gorgeous," she said warmly.I smiled at her."Thank you, you look wonderful as well."She blushed slightly and laughed. Soon after, Lorenzo appeared and hugged me too."It's good to see you, my dear. You look lovely," he said with a warm smile."Thank you. I'm glad to see you too."How could these people be part of the mafia?They're so kind and welcoming—or maybe it's just an act. But why would they bother? I don't understand. How could such a sweet and caring couple have once been at the head of a criminal empire?"Come along, your parents and siblings are already here," Margaret said softly.My whole body tensed. I followed her quietly while Dante walked beside me. When we entered the dining room, the table was already set, and my so-called family stood t
:The red DressI was sitting in the lecture, but my mind was elsewhere—I was thinking about tonight's dinner. Why did I even bother inviting my so-called family? The last thing I wanted was to see their fake smiles."Miss Adams."I flinched and looked up to see Mr. Davis standing in front of me."Yes?" I smiled slightly."I believe your attention is elsewhere. I expect you to be more focused during my lecture."Great. Just what I needed."I apologize. I'll be more attentive from now on."He turned around and walked back to his desk.When the lecture finally ended, I stood up, grabbed my bag, and turned around—only to nearly bump into Mr. Davis."Sorry," I said quickly, stepping back. What the hell? Why was he standing so close?"I didn't mean to startle you," he said with a smile, sliding his hands into his pockets."Miss Adams, I heard you sometimes assist other professors. Would you mind helping me as well?""I'm sorry, but I don't have the time. I work after university, and I've on
:The Devil's Thoughts :DanteI was sitting at my desk, twirling a pen between my fingers, when the office door opened, and Rosa walked in."What do you want?""Why so rude? I came to cheer you up," she said, moving slowly toward my desk before sitting on it."I'm not in the mood. Get out.""Come on, I'm already here," she teased, starting to unbutton her shirt slowly."I said get out," I repeated, my voice cold and firm. My murderous gaze met hers, and I saw a flash of fear in her eyes."Fine, sorry," she muttered, sliding off the desk and heading toward the door."From now on, unless I call for you, don't you dare walk in here again. Is that clear?""Yes... it's clear," she stammered, her body trembling slightly. The moment I finished speaking, she slipped out of the office.Stupid girl. Just because I fucked her a few times, she thinks she has the right to walk in here and put on a show.My phone screen lit up, and when I glanced at it, I saw Marco's name."Talk," I answered coldly
:The Devil's Friend Enzo, Dante's only friend besides Nana, stood next to her wearing a pink floral apron. I couldn't help but wonder how he and Dante were even friends—he didn't seem nearly as scary as Dante."Hello again, Shorty," Enzo smiled at me while continuing to flip pancakes."Shorty?" I raised an eyebrow and crossed my arms."Oh, come on, don't be mad. It suits you perfectly.""Because I'm short?""Exactly, but in an adorable way. It's nothing to be self-conscious about, in my opinion—it makes you even cuter."Well, considering everyone here—except Nana—was at least two heads taller than me, I guess I did seem short to them."I'm not self-conscious," I replied."Then can I keep calling you Shorty?""Do whatever you want.""Haha, I knew we'd get along! Now, come here and try my masterpiece."Nana smacked Enzo on the head, making me cover my mouth in surprise."Ouch! What was that for?""For taking credit for other people's work. The only thing you're good at is getting on my
:A peaceful dayThe lecture had already started when our new professor walked in."Good morning," he greeted us with a warm smile, but then, suddenly, his gaze locked onto me.What the hell? Why is he staring at me like that? Do I have something on my face?He quickly cleared his throat and looked away."Alright, let's begin today's lesson."He was surprisingly good at explaining things, and he seemed friendly, too. When the lecture ended, I stood up, grabbed my bag, and was about to leave when I heard my name."Miss Adams."I turned around. "Yes, Mr. Davis?""I heard from your friends that you were unwell. I'm glad to see you're feeling better now."I gave him a small smile. "Thank you.""You've probably fallen behind on the material. It would be a shame for a student as bright as you to struggle because of a few missed classes. I can help if you need any assistance.""Thanks, but I've already asked my friends for their notes. If I don't understand something, I'll ask them. But I app
:A new beginning Diego dropped me off in front of the café. The others were already inside, and the moment they saw me, they jumped up and rushed to hug me."Finally, you're back!" Amelie squealed, practically bouncing with excitement."Yes, and I couldn't be happier! I can finally go to university with you guys. You have no idea how much this means to me!" I grinned.Lily glanced at Diego with a skeptical expression. "Is this guy going to be driving you around every day?"I couldn't help but laugh at the way she was eyeing him, as if she were inspecting a criminal."Yes, and stop looking at him like that. I know he might seem intimidating, but he's actually quite polite and calm.""Yeah, sure," Noah smirked. "With that kind of expression, I bet he's taken down at least ten people without breaking a sweat.""Well, one thing's for sure—he's sexy," Amelie chimed in.Noah shot her a deadly glare. "Not as sexy as you, sweetheart. Now relax.""Bad boys really are attractive, though," Lily