The ride was taking an eternity and a half.
I was sure that it would take even longer for me to arrive at my destination and with this weirdo just standing there, this was bound to be the longest ride of my life.I was still trying to decide if I had heard him say ‘that’s what you are’ or whether I just imagined it. It was hard to tell because when I looked at his face, his lips were sealed. He didn’t look like he had said a word.So much was going on—so many weird things—that it wasn’t all that hard to believe that I heard those words in my head.But the way he looked at my shoes and smiled at me was a good indication that he knew something, which was practically impossible because I didn’t know him. He didn’t know me. It could be anything on my shoes. He was just a weirdo, and I was so paranoid that I was reading into things a little too much.I needed to calm down.I looked to my left and saw a middle-aged woman sitting with her hands on her lap. Everything about her was ordinary, but what caught my attention was how she was staring at the man. Yes, the one who was standing beside me and holding onto the railing. We were only ten people and nobody was sitting next to me. It was just him.She made eye contact with me and we stared at each other for a few beats. The expression on her face was haunting. She seemed terrified. I looked back at the guy but he was staring straight ahead. I only saw his side profile. A sharp jawline. No hair on his face whatsoever. His skin was milky and perfect. Flawless. His hair was as black as coal and perfectly styled. Neatly combed. I hadn’t even noticed how well-dressed he was. He was even wearing dress shoes. Polished, at that.I looked back at the woman. Her face was getting even paler and she was staring at her lap now. When my gaze slid back to him, he was looking at me. His eyes…they weren’t all that normal. They were very dark, almost bird-like. I looked away quickly, feeling genuinely terrified for the first time. I was even afraid of looking back at the woman. I just kept my eyes on my lap and counted the endless seconds for the next stop. I’d get off. I didn’t care about where I was going. I’d catch the midnight train if possible.All I knew was that I didn’t want to stay here in this train with him. Not for a second longer.The train began slowing to a halt. I was feeling relieved. It only occurred to me a little later that he might get off on this stop too. If that was the case then what was I supposed to do? What if he only moved after I did too?Most of the people were getting up. The only ones who didn’t move were me, the woman, and the creep. She and I stared at each other for a bit longer, unsure of what to do. I didn’t dare to look at him. I couldn’t bear to have those eyes on me again.They were cruel eyes.A killer’s eyes.If I didn’t make a decision soon, the doors would be closed and we’d be stuck with him. Was that better than risking it out there? No, I didn’t think it was. I stood up tentatively and she did the same. An understanding passed between the two of us. We used the same exit. We would walk together until we reached a more crowded area and then we’d part ways.We walked alongside each other. I didn’t dare to peer back at him. I held my breath as we walked out into the cold and she seemed to do the same thing.And then from the corner of my eye, I saw him move.A sound formed in my throat and died there. I glanced at the woman and kept walking. We were walking toward the escalator. We couldn’t leave each other’s sides. She was almost trembling. He was a safe distance behind us but any doubts about whether he was following us or not flew out the window. He was. I felt it. Felt his predatory presence. Hell, I even felt it in the train.And this woman…she was shaking. Visibly.I wanted to ask her if she knew who he was but I couldn’t, not when he was standing so close behind us. The station was relatively empty. That wasn’t good. But there were two of us and only one of him. Unless he carried a gun on him, we could fight him. Get away. Do something.Scream for help.He couldn’t get both of us. That was what I told myself. Before I realized it, I was shaking too. I thought nothing in the world would ever get my mind off what happened with Garrett but it seemed I was wrong. This was much, much worse, depending on how this night ended.Maybe I’d die. It would serve as a proper punishment.We reached the next level and started walking toward the exit. Our footsteps echoed and we both silently made the decision to quicken our pace. I could see the glass doors right ahead. A few more steps and we would make it out into the streets. There’d be more people and we’d be safer. Safe. I took safety for granted my whole life. Nothing like this ever happened to me before. Being stalked by a beady-eyed fellow was not something I ever thought would happen to me.Then again, I never thought I’d see two humans disintegrate right before my damned eyes.We kept walking. The woman was hyperventilating now. Sweat was tricking down her face. Literally. A few more steps and we’d reach the exit. We’d be free.Pushing those doors open was the best feeling in the whole world. I breathed in and she did the same, but we weren’t safe yet. The streets were too open and not as crowded as I had hoped. We were exposed. We needed a safe place. So we kept walking and the shameless fucker continued following us. It was cold outside but I was sweating under my coat. We were almost jogging side by side. We crossed the square and then made it to a sidewalk. Some cars were lining the street. Not a lot of people were around.He still followed us.“Just a little bit more,” I muttered to her in encouragement.We kept going. We made a sharp turn. I started fishing in my bag for my phone but then remembered that I couldn’t switch it on. I could be found if I did. I needed to discard it but I loved it too much. I wasn’t ready for that kind of commitment yet.“Call an Uber,” I told her.“I don’t have a phone.”Dammit. This was just what we needed. We kept walking. Not a single cab rolled past. If one did, we’d scream it down. The streets were silent accept for the occasional car. Hell, I was so anxious to see a car of any kind that I was even hoping to manifest a cruiser. The police was the last place I wanted to go to after what happened but anything was better than this. We kept walking and he still followed us. That was bound to be a bad sign.He didn’t have good intentions.The woman was starting to slow down. That was the last thing she could have done. He would slowly catch up to us even though he was walking like a serial killer at this point. Nice and slow. At his leisure. I looked at her and said through my teeth, “You can’t stop now.”“I can’t,” she panted. “I’m too tired.”“He’s still following us!” I said.This made her quicken her pace but only for a few seconds. I started seriously contemplating leaving her. We were nearing an alleyway. A cat hissed at us before running past. My heart nearly leaped off my chest. I looked at her again. I couldn’t leave her. Not after what we survived together. If I left her, he would attack.“Please,” I told her.She shook her head. “Go. Run. Don’t look back.”“No—”“Do it,” she said, getting more aggressive. She shoved me hard enough that it shocked me. “Go! Don’t look back!”I took a few tentative steps back. He was slowly approaching us though he was still a safe distance away. The woman stood breathing hard. Her bag dropped to the floor. I felt tremendously sorry for her. I didn’t want to leave her but I didn’t have a choice.I turned around and kept walking. My heart was shattering in my chest. This was one of the worst things I had ever done. Leaving someone to be hurt or burglarized or whatever. Unshed tears stung my eyes. I wanted to look back but didn’t. Couldn’t.And then I heard a yelp and the sound of something toppling over.I turned around and she was gone. Only her bag stayed behind.The man was also nowhere to be found.I looked around. They hadn’t crossed the street. They weren’t anywhere to be seen. The alleyway. That was the only place where they could be. I mustered all the courage I had and started stomping toward the alleyway, preparing my throat for a mighty scream. I wouldn’t let this happen. I shouldn’t have walked away to begin with.I reached the mouth of the alleyway and screamed, “Leave her alone—”The words died on my throat when I saw the woman’s head rolling toward me, and the eyes had been gouged out.I looked up and saw the beady-eyed man drinking the blood that spurted from the place where her head should have been. His eyes were even darker—fully black now. And his lower face was covered in blood.The scream that left my lips was toe-curling.I started to stumble backward and tripped on absolutely nothing. As a result, I came crashing down. I ignored the pain of the impact and started running blindly, not daring to look back at the horror I just saw in the alleyway. I didn’t even turn to look to see if the man was chasing after me. Oh my God, what was that? What the actual fuck was that?I didn’t even think of an answer. I made a sharp right and kept running. I saw two guys walking on the other sidewalk across the street. I glanced at them and they stared back at me like they thought I was crazy. The reason why I didn’t tell them about what I just saw and screamed for help was because they y look like they could help me. Actually, going up to them felt like getting myself into even more trouble. No, I had to keep running until I found something that could actually help me. I looked around quickly and tried to figure out where I was. I knew this area but nothing came to mind at the moment. I couldn’t associate this plac
I had no choice but to follow him out of the shop, where we left the owner grumbling as he cleaned the mess we made. The mess I made. I was too scared to try to free myself and at the moment, I was experiencing a mind numbness that wasn’t allowing me to rationalize and think too deeply. I was only thinking about how he knew what happened. In the train, it was almost as if he had answered a thought I had, and now, crazily and terrifyingly enough, he seemed to have done the same thing back in the shop. We crossed the street. He didn’t look from left to right and I didn’t either. I was only staring at the back of his head. His fingers were bruising my skin. He was gripping me with so much force that I was surprised my wrist hadn’t snapped in two. I could no longer as where we were going. I could only go with him wherever he wanted to take me, which was insane. He could very well be walking me to my death. He would kill me just as he had killed that old woman. Tears sprung to my eyes
“Your eyes,” I gasped as I stood. The shock made me stand and back away. “They’ve…what the hell are you!?”“Sit down,” he commanded, “and I’ll tell you.”Again, I was left without a choice. I had to sit down and do as I was told because I was already here and there was nowhere to go. I sat down but my body was inched away from him. My skin was crawling. I was more terrified than ever because I knew that he truly wasn’t human. No human could do this. No human had eyes like this. He raised a finger and showed me a contact lens. A brown one so brown that it was almost black. I didn’t even see him remove them. “First of all, I didn’t change my eye color, not the way you think I did.”I felt stupid but I knew I was onto something. “Why are your eyes that color?”“You already guessed it,” he dryly informed me. “How do you know that?” I asked in disbelief. There were more questions I wanted to ask but for now, that was all I wanted to know. I felt that it would perhaps help explain all o
I counted four of them, including the vampire. They all walked into the living area, everyone talking all at once. I couldn’t catch what they were saying because my mind was a mess and they were talking too fast. They also weren’t making much sense. I heard ‘pack’ and ‘disaster’ and immediately felt lost. When they saw me, they fell silent. There were two guys and a woman with them. She appeared to be much older than all of them and they were about the same age as the vampire. I could only stare at them as my mouth dried up. It was only after a full minute that I wondered if they were also vampires, like him. “Is that…?” one of the guys began before glancing at the vampire. He nodded grimly and his face paled. He stepped back and said, “No way. Not a chance. We’re not going to do this, Felix, not today and not ever.”Felix. His name was Felix. “You’ve got to stop with your bullshit,” the other man said. “You keep getting us in danger with this kind of reckless behavior. She’s no
Felix was out the door before I could say anything else and I had to follow him. As soon as I stepped out, he locked the door behind me. I kept looking at him and hoping that he would tell me that he was joking (considering I mentioned it earlier) but he didn’t say anything as he pushed the elevator’s button and waited for the doors to open. We then stepped into the elevator and stood alongside each other. I recalled how he was gripping my wrist and decided to look. Sure enough, it was almost black and it hurt when I flexed my hand. Great. Even so, this wasn’t enough to distract me from what he had said. I glanced at him again and he made an expression of pure annoyance. He said, “Stop it.”“Tell me you’re lying.”“I’m lying.”“Are you?”He narrowed his eyes at me and looked away. “You can’t be serious,” I argued as we stepped out into the lobby. To my absolute surprise, it was nighttime. But it couldn’t be the same day. I slept for a long time up there. Did I end up sleeping for
I didn’t dare to look over my shoulder. I was too scared. Felix kept his eyes on the people who entered. I didn’t know how many of them there were. I just assumed they were more than one. I couldn’t drink the coffee anymore. My mouth was too dry for that. “Should we leave?”“Not yet.”I was extremely curious to know but I kept looking at Felix so I wouldn’t bring unnecessary attention to ourselves. “When can we leave?”Anger flashed in his eyes. “Just wait for instructions, alright? Quit asking so many questions.”That shut me up fairly quickly. Felix’s posture remained relaxed and his face didn’t give away that he was at all bothered or uncomfortable. I heard them talk to the waitress and she answered that the food would be right up. I didn’t notice anything strange from her voice, either. She just sounded bored. After about five minutes, Felix called her over and asked for the bill. The diner was a little too silent and I could feel the tension. Maybe it was all in my head, but
Our journey came to an end when we stopped in front of a bleak mansion. This was exactly the kind of place I had in mind when I entered Felix’s clean apartment in the city center. Although the whole building with its old and creaky elevator made sense, this place right here suited him even more. The place looked like it had been around for many years, which was probably the case. It also looked haunted. It was in a residential area that was surrounded by modern homes and clean front yards. This place was the complete opposite. The grass hadn’t been watered in forever—they probably counted on the rain for that—and the tree up front was blackened like it had been on fire once and just…carbonized. “This is it,” Felix answered before crossing the front yard. We stopped when we reached the front door. There was no doorbell, I noticed. Felix raised his fist and knocked. I strained my ears to hear some movement from inside the house but it was as silent as a grave. It was startling when
I carefully slid out of bed, not wanting to make a sound. I didn’t hear the scream again but I was sure that I hadn’t dreamt it. Someone was screaming somewhere in this manor and I was alarmed. I wanted to know what it was. I had to know if I was safe. I quickly neared the door. I couldn’t remember whether it creaked or not when he opened it but I would have to take a chance. I turned the knob tentatively and sure enough, the door didn’t make a sound. I stepped out into the hallway. I wasn’t wearing my boots so I wouldn’t make a sound but I was tempted to go back and get them, just in case I would have to run. They’d be something unnecessary to carry, though, so I ignored it and kept going. I tiptoed all the way to the stairs. It was easy even though the whole area was dark. Before I reached it, I lowered myself to the floor and peered through the balusters. I could clearly see the dining area. To my absolute horror, I saw what the source of all the noise was. There was a woman s
Xander brushed my hair away from my shoulders, leaving my neck bare. His pupils dilated. To be fair, I was more nervous than he was, but that was only because of the last time that we bonded. I was in pain for the longest time, and about half of the bond ended up being consumed by my blood. I didn’t want to go through that again, but if we didn’t try again, I would never know if trying to mark me a second time would work. “You never know,” he said like he read my thoughts. “Second time might be the charm.”“Isn’t it usually the third time?”“Let’s hope it won’t come to that.” He massaged the spot with his thumb, spreading heat in the area. I shuddered a little, and my nipples hardened against the soft material of my nightgown. He lowered his head and kissed the spot he caressed, ripping a soft moan from me. If there was one thing that Xander knew how to do, it was turn me on. While he kissed my neck, his hands began exploring. He placed them over my breasts, which were so taut th
A few minutes passed by in absolute silence. Konstantin was dead. Cassian was dead. I guessed that the others were dead, too. Felix stared at his brother’s body unwaveringly. I wanted to go to him and offer him some kind of comfort. He’d tried to find a way out for him for centuries. And now that he was out, he was forced to kill him himself. Xander looked at me and said, “Jade, let’s go. Let’s get out of here.”I looked back and forth between him and Felix. I didn’t want to leave him; I didn’t come all the way here just to free him and then walk out of his life like nothing happened. I didn’t want things between us to end so abruptly. “Jade,” he said again, this time more firmly. I glanced over at him, then raised a hand, gesturing for him to wait for a bit. I went down the front steps and then slowly approached Felix, who was too busy looking down at his dead brother. He didn’t look up, even when I was just a few feet away from him.“Felix?” I said. Only then did he meet my g
“Felix?”He was in disbelief. “What are you doing here? What did Cassian do to you?”I couldn’t see anything, but still tried to stand up. I held out my hands in front of me as I tried to find out where he was. “There’s a light pull switch somewhere around here. Try to find it.”I didn’t stop until I grabbed the cord. Light flooded the room, and I had to shield my eyes from the glare. I heard him say, “How did you end up here? What happened?”“I came to save you,” I explained. He said, “What?”“I knew that you were in danger, and so I came to find you.” I opened my eyes and took a good look at him. My heart broke in two when I saw that he was locked in a narrow cage, completely naked and bound. There were deep cuts in his chest, one of the cuts being suspiciously close to the heart. It was like he was being drained. “You shouldn’t have come here,” he spat. His eyes were bluer than usual, but perhaps that was only because of how pale his skin was compared to before. “Why would you
The house where Linda and Benjamin lived with Landon was hard to find. We spent almost the whole night looking for it. I was sure that Konstantin probably found it by now, but we had no way of communicating and anyway, he never said that he’d take care of the situation tonight. We’d probably have to spend a day spying in order to get acquainted with the area. We successfully tracked their home thanks to one of the werewolves who were with Xander. He had a particularly sensitive nose, and he was a shifter, which meant that he could become a werewolf at any moment, unlike Xander, who had to wait for the full moon. Shifters were different kinds of werewolves. More powerful. Things between Xander and I weren’t as tense anymore. We were actually talking to each other now; granted, we never mentioned our relationship or any of the risks involved, but we were saying something to each other, which was a significant improvement to whatever was happening between us earlier on. “Your fathe
Konstantin’s house was as terrifying as it was the first time I saw it. The shutters made it seem like there was never anyone home, and I wondered if any curious soul ever tried to break in and found themselves standing face-to-face with a monster. A blood-sucking one at that. I took a deep and steadying breath. Now that I was here, I couldn’t turn back. I’d come too far. I crossed the unkempt lawn, and onto stopped when I reached the front door. I raised my fist and knocked. At first, there was no reply. I had a moment of derealization. I was having them more frequently. I felt dizziness and an intense disbelief for a handful of moments, and then there was nothing. I heard his voice from within. It was tinged with curiosity. “Who dares to knock on Konstantin’s door? Do you willingly seek death? If so, you’re in the right place.”I lamely said, “It’s me. Jade.” “Jade?” he asked, sounding confused. “I was here with Felix.”He opened the door right away. I heard him unlock it,
Xander still hadn’t said a word to me, and it was starting to make me feel really uneasy. I wished he’d say something. Then again, maybe I deserved the silence. I was taking him to a dangerous place all because I felt the need to save Felix (even when I’d been told that he didn’t want to be helped). He was risking his life here.We rode the subway to reach Konstantin’s neighborhood. I still recalled where it was, but honestly, I was starting to seriously doubt my plan. There was more than enough time to turn back, but something wouldn’t let me. Gratitude, perhaps. He’d saved me many times when I was in danger, and it only felt right to do the same thing for him. Besides, Cassian had to be stopped. Was I supposed to live my life looking over my shoulder for him? I would prefer it if we got rid of him permanently. And because only a vampire could kill another vampire (successfully), I’d need a vampire’s help. And Sven suggested Konstantin, so that was that. As we sat side by side,
Our first stop was their apartment. Since it was daylight, there wasn't much that we could do, so we had to kill time by paying for a room in a shitty hotel room nearby. It was five buildings away—we wouldn't be able to keep an eye on their building and monitor movements—but it was the best thing we could do. Although we kissed right when we left his new pack, I wasn't sure where we stood. It wasn't like we'd completely reconciled, and right now, my thoughts were on Felix. But I was grateful that he came with me, and his gesture spoke volumes. He sat on the edge of the bed while I stared out the window. "So, what now? What's your plan exactly?""I'll ask them where Felix is, and then I'll go to him.""Just like that?"I cut him a look. "It's the only plan I have.""It's not the best plan, Jade," Xander said with a hint with impatience. "You're running back to the very people who wanted to use you as a weapon without a plan. What if they don't let you walk away? What if that Cassian
I must have fallen asleep because I woke up on the bed.I sat up, alarmed. My heart started racing as fear clawed at me. I hated that I'd fallen asleep in a territory that I wasn't familiar with. Where was Xander?I allowed myself to relax when I realized that I wasn't in immediate danger. The bedroom door was closed, so I had no idea what was going on outside. I had to go check. I climbed out of bed and peered outside. I didn't see anything of notable significance. The corridor was dark and empty. It was also impossible to tell whether it was day or night, which meant that I had no idea how long I'd been out for. I was disoriented. Did I want to risk going downstairs and looking for Xander? What did I even want? I didn't know what I wanted to do. What was my plan here? Felix said I had to stay here because it was safer. I wouldn't doubt him because I now knew that he had the best intentions with me. He wouldn't have said that if he didn't actually believe that I was safe here. B
Cassian was enraged. “Brother?” he asked, tilting his head. He touched the side of his head, which was bleeding, and then wiped his blood on his pants. “I told you to stop,” Felix said, using the same voice he’d used earlier. “This isn’t going to continue. I’ve had enough.”“You’ve had enough?” Cassian asked in disbelief. “What about me, who spent centuries rotting inside a cage, starving to death? Do you think there’s such a thing as ‘enough’?”“I won’t let you use Jade,” he stated. “Our plan was different before. This would have all been done with her consent. But now, it’s done. It didn’t work. We should all move on.”Cassian paced back and forth, pointing a finger at Felix and then putting it back down. He was still holding me, and I had to admit that I felt very much safe standing next to him, and I knew that he wouldn’t let his brother put his hands on me again. He’d stopped it, and that was what mattered to me. “You’re choosing this whore over me?” he asked. “Is that what t