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Chapter 106 - Pain

Author: Yuri Lee
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-30 16:13:33

-Stefan-

I can’t help but feel envious of the fact that Angelica went to Ethan rather than to me.

I am her Alpha, shouldn’t she trust me more than Ethan?

But then again, she was placed in a trance and we don’t really know what Rebecca made her see to make her feel like that towards me. I felt so defeated because there was nothing I could do but wait.

I know that I should have done this with Angeline while she was alive, and it was a regret that I’ll always carry with me all my life. I know that there is nothing I can do about it. If only I could turn the hands of time I would.

But I can’t.

No one can.

I just hope that meeting Angelica was a sign from the moon goddess and Angeline that they are giving me another chance. Another chance to be a better man for someone that he loves.

Love…

It is one of the easiest words to say but also one of the hardest words to define. How can you say that you love someone?

Is it through the dedication? Service? Loyalty? Words? Looking back I though
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