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Lessia’s Pov I know he waited expectantly for me to say the words back, but instead, my words hung in the air like a pandemic being avoided because of its lethality.The excitement I once felt, was replaced with a new feeling of sadness. I was shocked at Kian for saying those words out loud, because I didn’t want to feel pressured, but I guessed they had come out spontaneously, and now I felt bad because pressure was exactly what I felt and I didn’t know what to say to him.Did Kian really just admit his feelings for me? Did he truly love me? Or was he just pulling my legs?A sudden wave of insecurity blew past me. Kian’s food I had in my mouth while feeding him didn’t taste good anymore, my stomach churned as bile rose to my throat. It was true that I was still skeptical about trusting Kian, but at least I was giving it a try, unlike him who seemed to enjoy playing with my feelings.Our long moment of silence was broken by a creaking sound of the door opening, which indicated that a
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Kian’s PovFew hours before the incident. The room was illuminated with the light of the sun, I realized it was dawn already, because I could hear the sound of birds chirping also. Something I’ve always loved.I placed my hands on the bed searching for Lessia, but the bed was empty, which forced me to open my eyes, and I saw that she was indeed gone.I hated this habit of hers, I intended to talk to her about it. She didn’t need to leave very early in the morning after each night we sleep together.I groaned as I stifled a yawn. It was a new day, and I still hadn’t found a breakthrough with the rogues attack.William was supposed to give me a feedback on his recent investigation.I already decided what my day would look like, I would meet up with William to discuss about his latest discoveries and meet with Lessia later. I suddenly felt the need to spend more time with her.I hurriedly put on my clothes, and settled for a very simple attire; a black jeans, paired with a white shirt a
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Kian's POV The loud silence wasn't enough to hush up what I felt about her reaction to my words. Even as I drove back home, I couldn't help but mock myself within me, how I had showed my feelings, and come clean to her, only for her to act like I hadn't said anything—like all I had been doing wasn't love, at all.“What did she think we were?” I asked myself wantonly. Everything we’ve been doing portrayed love. The intimacy, the care, the attention, even our fights were mostly because we cared about each other.I mean she slept in my bed, we made love, I had shown her every side of me. My weaknesses, I told her about my most vulnerable moments, what did she think all those were for? My mind was going haywire thinking about the way Lessia had stylishly rejected me. Because that was what it was, a rejection.I was beginning to regret it all. Confessing my feelings to her. I should have just continued to act like a friend to her, rather than impose anything on her. I wished it were poss
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Lessia's POV I absolutely did not know how to react to what Kian had said. For a moment there, I was in a daze. I almost couldn't believe my own ears. Of course, I had been longing to hear those words from him and now that he had finally confessed how he felt about me, I had no idea how to respond to him even if I was happy, of course.I never thought anyone could love someone like me, Maddox made me believe that no one was capable of loving me. Perhaps that’s one of the reasons I endured everything he did, until I couldn’t take it anymore.When I met Kian at first, I was afraid that he didn’t genuinely care for me and only ensured my wellbeing because he wanted me to be healthy enough to be his sex slave, but when he continued to remain like that, I couldn’t stop myself from falling in love with him.I had loved him for the longest time, but didn’t have the courage to tell him, because deep down, there was a thought of how he was near perfect and someone like me was undeserving of
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Lessia's POV The bed felt almost empty, as I woke up to the expansive bed sheet where my body laid, almost naked, because there was not a soul I was sharing the bed with.Kian, I thought to myself, getting up quickly, but still yet, with a little sluggishness due to the fact that I was still sleepy. He wasn't there, and I wanted so much that after the event of last night, I would wake up holding into his warm body pressed against mine. But that wasn't to be, I guess. It should have been common sense to me now that we usually don't get what we want when we want them.I didn't let them bother me as much, to stop me from taking my bath or doing the needful. I jolted up from the bed with a sudden burst of energy. Wherever Kian was, I was sure he wouldn't like me to go meet him all sweaty and dirty.I took of my my clothes and rushed to the bathroom to go take my bath.While in the shower, I reminisced on the recent events that had been happening. When I thought Kian was going to die, als
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Kian's POV: My eyes were still sleep filled when I heard a buzzing sound go off somewhere around me. I hated alarms, they never give me the urge to wake, rather, they make me want to throw them away and continue sleeping.But as an Alpha, you need to be organized. And alarms are needed for that.I opened my eyes reluctantly, and glanced at the wall clock. It wasn’t yet time for the alarm to go off. So I searched around wondering where the sound was coming from. Lessia was right there on my chest, sleeping peacefully and I didn't want to wake her up. I moved her head off my chest and unto the pillow as gently as I could and rolled to the edge of the bed, only to discover that the sound was coming from my phone, on the floor.It must have fallen off my trouser earlier, I thought. The screen beamed brightly as I stretched to pick it up. I squinted hard as I looked at the screen attentively, trying to read the message I saw on the screen. The short message, written in capital letter read
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Lessia's POV My eyes felt sore as I woke up to the setting sun shooting its orange light at my eyes through the window. I turned around to look at the clock and realized, for all the time I thought I had been asleep, it was only evening. I sighed and drowned myself just one more time in the pillow, before getting up to the usual day's schedule.I went directly to the kitchen because my throat felt dry. While in the middle of getting water, a maid approached me.Even though Kian had given me my personal maids, I still wasn’t used to the idea of it. There were times I felt startled whenever they approached me."Good evening, Lady Lessia," she started shyly."Alpha Kian gave me instructions to inform you to meet him at the garden once you're awake."“Kian asked you to tell me to meet him at the garden?” I repeated, just to be sure.“Yes, lady Lessia.” She replied smiling.“Couldn’t he have just asked me himself? Why did he need to bother you with it?”“Alpha said you were asleep and he
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Lessia's POV: It was a really sneaky thing I did, curving my way out of the Pack house like that. This was something I didn't think for a second that I would be able to do. But there I was, pulling it off like a champ. I even had with me, one of Kian's cars. I took when nobody was looking.Kian made sure I learned how to drive. I was hesitant at first and gave him a hard time, but now I’m happy he had asked me to. There was one thing odd about my relationship with Kian though, he gave me access to all his stuff, but he still didn’t trust me.It felt good to me doing it. Sonia didn't seem to be doing alright. I felt valued that I was the person to call when she did.I barely had friends, mum and dad used to keep me away from people, they made me believe it was because I was different from the others. I felt I wasn’t worth being their friend. Now I know it was because they were ashamed of what they did to me.When I first met Tara, I was excited because she was friendly towards me.
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