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Chapter 12 - Blaze Days
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2021-01-28 23:16:10Blaze
The day my parents died, I lost myself.
Love stopped existing in my world along with hope.
Losing my parents turned me into a demon, a werewolf chained to his past. Even my pack is afraid of me. They may respect me, but they also talk behind my back. I’m their alpha, the person they follow out of fear, and the person they call a monster when they think I can’t hear.
Them calling me a monster doesn’t bother me, though. I’m not my pack member’s friend. I’m not here to make them feel better about themselves; I’m here to lead them.
For years we have searched for the vampire calling herself Catherine. I’ve traveled around the world together with my pack members, and now we have finally found her.
Catherine.
Simply saying her name makes my skin crawl.
She murdered my parents and won the war ten years ago. Vampires are on top of the food chain, but I came here intending to change t
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