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Kaya's throat dried up as soon as she heard his footsteps getting nearer to her. Her hands stopped doing their work whereas her body tensed up completely. She was planning on ignoring him till he didn't apologise for his behaviour last night. She just couldn't forget it so easily but the second she felt him coming closer to her, her guts started shaking in fear and nervousness. Her intentions started quivering. Kaya didn't turn around to face him. She did her best to not get bothered by his presence but how could she ignore him when his feet halted just behind her. Why did he stop behind her? On top of it, so close to her that she could feel his body's warmth radiating against her back. Her body stiffened. She waited for him to do or say something to her but her heartbeat accelerated when she felt him leaning closer to her. She felt his warm breathing tickling her neck and ear as he pushed his head against the corner of her shoulder. Kaya couldn't help but just tilt her head to loo
Last Updated : 2023-05-14Tormenting Her Innocence Unidentified Jealousy
Kaya opened the door and she turned stunned by watching those people, standing at the door and in front of her. Her friends, Jazlyn and Iris, were smiling at her widely."Hey, babe….Whatcha doin?" Jazlyn spoke, winking at her. A smile formed on Kaya's face by seeing them there. Both, Jazlyn and Iris, hugged Kaya and she welcomed them inside."We were missing you so much," Iris uttered, walking inside."Exactly. You seemed very busy this week. That's why you barely used to respond to our texts, Miss Haiden," Jazlyn said. Kaya didn't reply."But what exactly you were…." Jazlyn stopped when her eyes fell on that unfamiliar figure which was present at a distance, which was already looking at them. Her brows arched in confusion, until"Zian….?" Iris spoke, startled, watching her cousin, Zian, after so many years.His sapphire orbs darted towards Iris, hearing her. Iris walked towards him with a smile on her face. "It's been a while, brother," Both Jazlyn and Kaya watched Iris hugging Zia
Last Updated : 2023-05-14Tormenting Her Innocence Describing Him
"Perfect and you know, like always, Leo is coming with us as per dad's and uncle Damien's instructions. The fun will be doubled,"Kaya's throat dried up as she heard Iris uttering those words. She tilted her head slightly and that expression on his face shuddered her heart. It felt like he was on the edge of murdering someone. Only if she would have been alone there with him, she couldn't even imagine what we would have done to her by now.Zian didn't care that he was surrounded by people. He couldn't just stop that blazing scowl from appearing on his face after hearing Leo was going to be there. First she agreed to stay away from him for the entire day and night and now she was going to be with that Leo. By now, he had started loathing Leo's name to the extent that now he was sure he would put an end to his very existence very soon. Zian darted his eyes at Kaya. He warned her with his flaming gaze that it would not turn out to be good for her if she would still agree to go out now,
Last Updated : 2023-05-15Tormenting Her Innocence The Incurable Pain
"Welcome back, Miss Kaya Haiden. I was desperately waiting for you, mi nena,"Kaya's body stiffened, hearing his words. His scorching gaze was glowering at her. He was looking so terrifying that Kaya felt like he was about to burn her alive with his eyes. His jaw was set. His facial features were hardened. Everything made her extremely afraid, especially when she knew what was the reason behind his anger but this time, she knew she was not at fault, so she was not going to give up to his irrational anger, even though it was scaring the life out of her.Kaya decided not to submit to him this time, so she ended up sending him a displeased glare. It rigidified his already firmed expression. Her defiance was now triggering him beyond his level of endurance. After sending him a glare, she tried to walk past him but he was quick to stop her. She gasped when he again slammed her against the wall. Her back hurted because of the hit which hardened her glare. Zian placed his both hands agains
Last Updated : 2023-05-16Tormenting Her Innocence Emotions Inside Him
His warm lips were feeding on her tender ones. His fingers were playing with the most forbidden part of her body which made grip his arms. Zian tasted her sweet petal-like lips, along with that blood which was oozing out of them. His fingers were amiably moving inside her, making her skin burnt up in pain and pleasure. Kaya didn't know what to do anymore, what to think of all of this anymore. This man, right in front of her, had just hurted her so much. His hand was just squeezing her neck in a painful grip some seconds ago but now that same hand was bringing so much ecstasy to her. That same exact mouth of his had made her bleed just a moment ago and now that same exact mouth of his was caressing that wound on her lips like he was not the one who had just given her that pain. How wrong and immoral all of this was and how shamelessly her body and heart didn't care to be right and moral when it came to him.He entered his tongue inside her mouth after lapping that cut on her lips with
Last Updated : 2023-05-17Tormenting Her Innocence Naive & Innocent
He was completely drowned in demolishing her juicy lips when he heard Iris's voice calling for her and her footsteps almost reaching his doorstep. Kaya had already lost her hope to get saved today. Iris was going to see them like this and every single thing would get ruptured completely. Her eyes had almost teared up in fear but then she felt him spinning her around and pressing her whole body against his. Zian closed his legs whereas she was still standing over his feet. Her palms were still tightly squeezing the front of his shirt. Zian pulled back and straightened his body posture and back. "Hold onto me," he whispered while smirking cunningly. She just gazed at him, bewildered and startled. What was wrong with him? How could he behave so calmly under such a situation? Kaya was about to retort back when she heard Iris's footsteps coming inside his room. Her eyes enlarged which widened his grin. After waiting for Kaya for more than 15 minutes, Iris told Jazlyn that she was going
Last Updated : 2023-05-18Tormenting Her Innocence Regretting Her Defiance
After getting out of his room, Kaya rushed to the hall where Jazlyn and Iris were waiting for her. She was more than late and she didn't even know what excuse she was going to give them for it, especially when Iris had already checked for her in her room. She would make him bald for making her late if they would suspect anything.Making different plans in her head to punish him, she entered the hall hurriedly and found Iris and Jazlyn discussing something. They both were about to leave but Kaya hurriedly strode towards them because she had already anticipated that they were concerned about her sudden disappearance and were about to look for her, but she stopped them on time.Hearing the sound of her bracelet and her footsteps, both Jazlyn and Iris snapped her head towards her direction."Kaya? Where were you?" Jazlyn rushed towards her. Iris followed her. They looked worried which made Kaya gulp."Where were you? Iris went to check for you in your room but you weren't there," Jazlyn u
Last Updated : 2023-05-18Tormenting Her Innocence Her Best Friend
"I would like to accompany you all today," Kaya looked at him, startled. Both Jazlyn and Iris were also peering at him after hearing his words."You want to come with us?" Jazlyn asked, bewildered. He nodded at her with a small smile before opening his mouth to answer."Yes, I want to because…" he paused and tilted his head to look at Kaya. Her eyes were already on him. He passed her a half grin."After Kaya is going to leave with you all, I am going to be completely alone here at home and Kaya knows how bored I feel when she leaves me alone," he uttered with no restraint. Kaya's heart had almost stopped beating by now. Did he just say all of this aloud to both Jazlyn and Iris? He had lost his mind. He did not even understand what he was doing there and how dangerous it could get if they found even a slight hint of the things going on between him and her. Her uncle Damien would lose it if he got to know about any of this from someone else."What?" Jazlyn's voice took Zian out of his
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"Kiana, baby where are you?" Kaya's voice started shuddering as her tears started gathering in her eyes. She couldn't find her 3-year- old daughter. "She was playing in the garden when I came inside to pick up my call, mum," Kaya told her mother-in-law, Zia. They both turned extremely terrified. Their 3 year old toddler went missing inside their home but how was that possible? They both searched for her in the entire house when they heard the sound of the doorbell ringing. Zia's teary eyes widened. "Damien is here," both the women exchanged an extremely worried glance because they knew how Damien was going to react if he could find his granddaughter in front of his eyes. Zia opened the door and Damien's smile faded when he witnessed those tears glistening in his wife's eyes. He stepped inside hurriedly. "What happened, Zia?" He asked her which brought more tears to both the women's eyes. It turned Damien more concerned. "What happened? Why you ….." he stopped when he noticed som
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"Zia, ,you don't have to do it all alone, mi vida," Damien uttered, watching his wife pacing around the entire hall as she was decorating it with her own hands. Damien tried to help her but she refused to let anyone else do that work because she wanted to do it all by herself because today her children were coming back home. Zian and Kaya are coming back home after more than a month. Damien sighed, watching his wife's excitement and enthusiasm. He was also very happy, knowing they were finally coming back. His family was finally going to get completed. He was just hoping for his son's acceptance because Damien knew, somehow he was the reason behind his son having to suffer so much. He knew he couldn't become a good father because throughout his life, he focused on making his son a good person but he forgot that he needed to embrace his child's bad too. The sound of the door bell ringing gained the couple's attention. Damien saw his wife's eyes tinkling with happiness. He chuckled.
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"Wow, the food tastes delicious. You are an amazing cook, Kaya," Kaya giggled, hearing her grandpa Zale. They were having their dinner."I have also helped her. You can pass some praises to mee too, Mr Alcazar," Zian uttered, showing his fake offence because he and Kaya, they both had cooked that dinner together for Zale. Zale laughed whereas Kaya chuckled."Wait, I forgot the dessert. I will get it from the kitchen," Kaya said and tried to get up from the chair but Zian stopped her."You finish your dinner. I am done with mine, so I will get it," he stated, making her smile. She wagged her head which he returned with a soft beam and then he left from that hall and went to the kitchen. Zale noticed that beautiful love blooming between the couple which made him content too. After all, what else would he want more than watching his family so happy but he was aware that a part of his family might be completely restless now. His daughter and son-in-law. Zale sighed, which gained Kaya's a
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Zian continued to gape at her like a statue whereas her tears refused to stop. She also gazed at him, like she was staring at her life's most valuable and precious belonging. She couldn't just believe she was about to lose him, just because of her ignorance and lack of awareness. He was suffering so much from the very beginning but here she was considering herself a victim. But her pain was nothing as compared to his because she was able to share it with the people around her but he was not even capable of telling about his pain to his own self, let alone sharing it with someone else."Zian, why did you leave home? You didn't get hurt somewhere, right? Please tell me," she cupped his face and asked him. Kaya still didn't pay attention to the fact that now her words had gotten its voice because she was too indulged in his pain to care about her own. Tears aggressively fell from her eyes until she saw a stupid kind of smile forming on his face. She thought he was intoxicated, that was
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"Because Zian knew that Damien would never let you be with him, no matter what and besides, he was aware of his mental health too that he would end up hurting you….." Zale stated to her."That he is at that stage of his condition where he could hurt and harm anyone physically, even you. Zian knew you didn't deserve to be with someone like him who didn't even have control over his own emotions. He had told me that he has even tried to hurt you physically in his anger," her dried up eyes again glossed. She remembered that he had hurted her physically a lot of times, like grabbing her neck and wrist painfully. He had even hurted her badly that night when they both got intimate for the second time in his friend's resort. She had even seen his deadly possession everytime he had caught her with Leo. All those were the clear signals which she never tried to understand."After realising his feelings for you, he decided to let you go because he knew he would end up tainting you both mentally a
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"Zian told me to come here so that I could take you back home," Her body stiffened, along with her heart, hearing her grandpa Zale. So that's why he has told him to come here? So that he could send her away. But isn't this what she was wanting? She had asked him this morning to take her back home then why was it not making her happy anymore? He was finally doing something right. He was rectifying his mistake then why was it bringing so much restlessness and pain to her? Was he right? Is her love so selfish? Zale silently watched that enormous amount of pain flashing in her eyes after he revealed that thing to her. Zian had called him today and told him to come here as soon as possible and took Kaya away from here. He asked him why suddenly and the answer he gave him was … "He told me you have asked him for something for the first time in his life, so he could never dare decline it," Zale uttered. Her eyes immediately moistened, at his words. Zale found her tearing her eyes away fr
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"Then set me free and take me back home for our love's sake,"Zian felt like every part of his body got deprived of all kinds of sensations, hearing those words of hers. His smiling face turned completely gloomy. His emotions numbed, except for that seething pain which her statement had brought to him. Her eyes filled with tears when she noticed his entire presence turning emotionless. His grip automatically started loosening around her hands but she held them firmly."You know this is wrong. What you have done is wrong. We can't live our life like this," she tried to make him understand because after last night, Kaya understood the more she would fight with him the more insane his madness was going to be, so she decided to deal with him calmly and with no facade of anger."We would never be able to live our life happily by running away from our past. We have to face it, so please take me back home, please…" a tear slipped down from her eyes as she begged him. He didn't answer but co
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Each and every single thing froze around them as soon as they both felt the warmth of their mouths colliding with each other. It felt like their souls had started connecting. Their hearts were getting intertwined. The pain of getting apart from each other had now finally started satiating and numbing. Their hearts screamed at them how cruel they both were to even think about getting away from each other when they both wanted and needed to live their lives with each other and for each other.Tiny droplets of water trickled down from both of their bodies as they both held each other firmly, like if they would even loosened a bit, then someone might slip away which they couldn't afford at all. Gripping his muscular and huge back, Kaya let her tears get mixed with the sweetness of her mouth. Her tears stained both of their cheeks but did he complain? Not at all. He had accepted every inch of hers as his and was now begging for her to accept every good and worst of his.Slowly feeding on
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"Took you long enough to understand that…. something is wrong with me, mi nena," his voice turned dangerously low. Her heartbeat dropped in fear. "Because a normal person never behaves and thinks the way I do…,," he leaned his face closer to her, almost brushing their lips. "A normal person never loves the way I love you, Kaya," he breathed out hotly against her mouth. Her existence trembled. Now she was understanding something that it was really not normal. His behaviour, his actions, something was wrong with him but what? They both peered into each other's eyes. Zian saw those questions emerging in her eyes which made him leave her arm. "Let's get inside. You will get ill under this weather," he told her. She finally realised that the weather here was really very chilly as compared to her hometown. It was freezing cold and she was wearing nothing but his shirt and he was out of imagination. Half naked. Zian tried to hold her hand while saying "Come on. Let's get…." His words re
