Pain & Hope

Kaya just stared at him like a frozen statue. Her tears didn't stop falling from her eyes. They continued to stain her cheeks, wetting them more and more but her eyes refused to get apart from him who was glowering at her like he was watching his life's biggest enemy in front of him. Like he just not only hated her, he despised her very existence. Was intoxication really capable of switching emotions so badly? She had heard somewhere that people showed and spoke the truth in their inebriated state, so was it his real emotions for her? Did he really hate her? Then what it was when in this same kind of intoxication state, he had confessed his love to her that night? How could a person have such kind of contradictory feelings towards a single person? He had messed up her already insane self more terribly but only if Kaya could understand that not only it was difficult for her to understand his feelings towards her, it was impossible for his own self to comprehend what he exactly felt for