“Maybe when I was like thirteen years of age.” Singto answered.
This is the exact same age where Singto began to question his sexuality. It is still clear as day. He still remembered staring at one boy in gym class as he changed in the locker room and how he felt a rush when they made any king of physical contact. And at first, he didn’t think that it was anything serious and that feeling would fade, but it only grew stronger. Soon, he started having dreams and fantasizing about the two of them being together. It made him feel so happy and excited, that is, until he went to churc
“Thank you.” Singto spoke as he poked his head into the living room where Krist was sat watching an old movie. “For what?” Krist replied without letting his eyes leave the TV screen.
Dinner was yet again leftovers, which neither of them minded, since Emmie was a fantastic cook, but Krist secretly wanted some pizza. Maybe he will get it tomorrow if the weather clears up. Singto surprisingly ate a normal amount for him and did his best to keep it in his system. All together today, he has had 890 calories, which seems like a minuscule portion, but for him, it is considered to be one of his ‘good days’.Before taking a shower, he took out his scale from underneath his bed when Krist wasn’t looking, to weigh himself to see if it has changed it all. He timidly stepped onto the scale and waited until numbers flashed in front
As the night went on, the storm slowly subsided. The winds calmed down and the heavy pour was turned into barely a drizzle. This calming nature helped the boys sleep well throughout the night without feeling a tiny bit restless. Even Singto, who usually finds it difficult to fall asleep, didn’t have trouble drifting off. By the time morning came around, it appeared like the whole town got cleansed with nature’s showers. May puddles surrounded each home
It took roughly half an hour for the food to arrive, which was perfect since it was noon by the time they got there. During the wait, Krist decided to wash his face and make himself somewhat presentable. And as Krist begin to carry all of it to the dining room table, Singto wanted to run away. So much calories and unknown substances were lurking around and all he could smell was fat fumes clouding up his senses. “Oh my god! This is embarrassing, but last night I dreamt about pizza because I wanted it so badly. Isn’t that sad?”
Krist glared at him for a good few minutes before saying anything. “Fine.” He spoke with gritted teeth. He was still not impressed by his answer. But by the look on his face, he could sense that Singto was hiding something that he was not willing to open up about and there was no use trying to force something out of him when he is too determined to keep it hidden.
Krist frowned again. Up until this point, he has never thought about him that way and it hurts him to know that all of this time, he was ignorant to all of the things that she is saying. It made him feel blind and useless that he wasn’t able to see things the way she is showing him right now. “I mean, he always smiles and he is polite, kind and funny. But… I don’t think I’ve ever seen him be confident before… so, I guess the an
As he pulled into his driveway on his bike, he slowly placed it back into the garage and stared at the house. This was it. He was going to talk to Singto about something that he has been hiding from the others for… god knows how long. He took a deep breath and collected his thoughts as the advice Holly gave him rang in his ears. Just be kind and gentle… let’s see where this goes. After allowing some
Singto’s voice was shaky but Krist heard him loud and clear. When he said this, Kirst stopped dead in his tracks, but didn’t turn around to face him, not yet. “Why?” “Because it makes me feel good. I… I… I like the feeling of emptiness, or maybe I don’t like it but just got used it or something…” This was not easy for Singto to talk about since he’s never had to confess to any of it.
Ideally, Krist wanted to wait to give him his big present until the end of the day or something, but he really couldn’t wait so much longer than he had to. He was desperate to see how Singto would react to getting something like this. So, he pulled him off to the side into a different room to ass a more private sort of setting. “I want to give you something.” Krist started off, beginning to feel a bit nervous now that this was actually happening.
Finally, the day has come. It was now both the last day of the camp and also Singto’s birthday. All last night, Krist responded to Singto’s movements and gave him everything he wanted. Most of which consisted of cuddling and kissing. Singto is just being himself and he’s still a very innocent young man who appreciates simple, clean, and sweet gestures. And even though
Affection took over him as he started kissing and biting Singto’s torso.“Kr-Krist..” Singto moaned, loving the feeling he got when he did this.
Singto’s eyes glued onto his boyfriend that treats him so well and makes every day feel like it was a holiday. He always says to himself I am really blessed to be able to call someone as amazing and kin like Krist as my own. At times, Singto feels that he does not deserve someone like Krist, since he gives so much and Singto feels like he only takes. That’s when it got him thinking about giving something to him in return for the manu beautiful things he has done for him; something big.
Immediately after putting out the fire, and cleaning up their surroundings, they went ahead to say their goodnights and walked back into their own cabins.“Hey, are you tired?” Krist looked up to see his boyfriend’s gorgeous blue-grey eyes and nodded with excitement.
Right after that one hot, steamy, intimate shower time, the boys felt very close to one another. Rightly so, they have literally seen each other at their most vulnerable state, making them feel as if they have nothing more to hide. Their bodies were fully exposed and felt all around, and their hearts pieced together as though it has connected and became one. This feeling they had was not an easy one to explain, but neither of them needed an explanation for it. All they needed was to know that, this feeling was mutual.
As Krist entered their room, he got out some warm clothes and set his onto the bed while carrying Singto’s over to the bathroom. He knocked a few times and when he heard confirmation from his boyfriend, he let himself in only to See Singto completely undressed with just a towel covering him. “Oh, I am simply going to leave this here for you.” Krist was forcing himself
Singto asked Krist softly as he continued to towel dry his now damp hair. “What’s making you smile like that, my love?” They spend a fair amount of time at the pool, and left once both of their energies were pretty much drained. Right now, they were on the hill that led to their cabin.“YOU” Krist simply answered.
They made their way slowly over to the steps leading into the pool, heated at the perfect temperature. Singto’s hands gripped tighter the closer they got to the water. “It is fine, I’m not going to let go.” Krist said this because he felt him tugging his hands and his expression looked a bit concerned for a moment. H