By the time I woke up, my head was banging. The floor area my head was resting on was wet and I assumed it was my tears.
I sat up slowly, my face was swollen and I could feel it. I got up slowly and got to my bathroom and turned on the light, I stared at my reflection on the mirror, I looked like a ball. My eyes on were puffy and red and my cheeks were swollen, I looked a mess. I sighed as memories of earlier flooded my head. At this point I don't think I can cry any longer. It's already done. I stared at my wedding dress, oh how I dreamt of this day to come, it's my biggest nightmare. And what pains me the most was that she was right, I would still go back to Alex if he knocks on my door and apologize, I will still love him because for some reasons I always believed he will change; that I could change him. Obsession was cruel. And right now, I just want you drink and sing and dance in a loud club and pass out on a couch there and wake up tomorrow morning and find out that today was a dream. I stripped immediately and walked into the shower and spent over and hour in there just sitting in it allowing the water flow through me, no thoughts running through my head, nothing at all. I got out and cleaned myself up and headed into my room. I opened my closet and looked for what to wear. I saw this pretty maroon dress that Tasha gifted me on my birthday, she told me it'll look pretty on me but then she knew my favorite color wasn't maroon, but she said that Alex would love it and so I took it anyways. Now I think of why she knew Alex would love it and how she knew it was his favourite color. I pulled it out anyways, tonight I was going to be a long night. I put it on and looked at myself on the mirror. I picked up my phone and saw dozens of missed calls and text messages asking me where I was and if I was okay and about the wedding. This was the biggest humiliation I've experienced, how are will I look at people and tell them that my fiance didn't show up on our wedding day because he was sleeping with the bride's maid who who was my best friend. I picked out some nice jewelries and then put on a pair of heels. The funny thing was, everything I was wearing, Tasha had gotten them for me, my literally surrounded her. I looked at myself one last time on the mirror and then picked up my phone and then left the my house. Time to go make bad decisions. Today is my wedding night , And I'm going to live every moment of it. * * My vision was blurry, but it wasn't because I was sad or depressed , it was because I was high as fuck. I was surrounded with bottles and bottles of alcohol. My world was crashing, but hey at least I got to have fun. I had danced with every man at the club Today, some wanted things to go farther but I quickly moved on to the next person, the only sad thing was that they all looked like Alex. It was going to be humanly impossible to get over him, maybe it'll take a year or five but I just had to. I felt this tall figure hovering over me. I looked up and there was this tall 6'4 man standing in front of me. I could barely see what his face looked like because it was dark and my vision was blurry but I could tell he was good looking and he definitely didn't remind me of Alex. "Is this seat taken?", he asked. "Depends, why?". "I'd love to spend time talking to someone as pretty as you are", he said. "Alright", I slurred and allowed him take a seat. "You stay around here?", I asked. "No actually, I came in town for my brothers wedding, apparently it's been suspended so I just decided to go around town and all", he said. What a coincidence. "What bring you tonight all alone?", he asked. "Oh well tonight was supposed to be my wedding night", I said really really drunk. "Oh so why are you here all alone?". "Well I just walked in on my best friend fucking my fiance of like, 3 years and it's been going on for like a year now and I never noticed, and today's our wedding so yeahh", I said casually. He looked shocked, "Oh, oh my gosh I'm so sorry ", he said. "Oh it's fine, you know so I'm just living at the moment you know ". We started talking about how men were scum and all and we talked for hours, laughing and giggling and talking about every. He was very friendly and nice and hot and he even promised to kick Alex in the balls if he sees him in person just for me. He was very attractive, he had dirty blonde short hair with this perfectly crafted face and blue eyes and this perfect body, he was really alluring. I haven't been physically or sexually attracted to anyone in years but he was looking like a fine meal that I might just enjoy. "I think that self esteem issues should be-" "Can we fuck?", I don't know how this slipped from my mouth. He looked taken aback a little. "That I definitely wasn't expecting". "What are you going to reject me? as sexy as I am?", I asked smirking. Usually I'd never do this. I'd rather chew a jean jacket than talk to a man talk less of asking him to fuck me, God I'm going to reject this in the morning. "Oh c'mon, I just got rejected on my wedding day, are you going to reject me too?", I asked. He smirked. "Your place or my place?", he asked. "You have a place here?", I asked. "Hotel room", he said. The worse part about all of this was I don't even know this mans name, he could be a serial killer for all I care but I want him tonight. "Your place".Immediately the door shut close behind me, he pinned me to the door and crashed his lips on mine kissing me hungrily and I kissed him back with the same energy. His hands found it's way to the hem of my dress and in seconds it was flying across the room. His hands reached to my bra and unhooked it, immediately it went off he cupped my breast grabbing it softly. All this things happened in seconds. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his torso, and he walked me over to the bed and laid me there. He broke the kiss finally and started trailing soft kisses from my ear to my neck; leaving very visible hickeys as he went. He sucked the skin above my breasts and then grabbed them firmly in his arms and put them in his mouth. He started off softly and gently and then he started getting rough. Rubbing my nipples in a particular pace, getting faster and faster while using his other hands to hold my second breasts firmly in his mouth while he sucked them. I was moaning, loudly. It
I was having this terrible headache when I woke up and it wasn't from crying like last time, it was me being hungover. Damn it. I could barely open my eyes without having this burning Sensation in it I finally did and I found myself in a strange environment, this wasn't my room. I held my head in pain and very confused and in a flash everything that happened yesterday played on my head like a movie. "Holy shit", I cursed loudly. I had sex with a random man?? We didn't even use condoms, oh my gosh what If I get an infection, or worse pregnant! I managed to get up and walked into the bathroom, I stared at myself on the mirror and almost screamed. I looked like I wrestled with a bear last night, my hair was scattered and I looked like shit I splashed water on my face for some minutes and poured some on my hair to cool down the burning Sensation. I guess that kinda worked a bit . I cleaned my face with a towel and then went back to the room. It was empty, he just
It's been One month, a week and 4 days since Alex abandoned me on our wedding day. I moved to New York the next week with the little money I made from work and then the money the alluring stranger left for me that night. Do I think about Alex? every day, every minute. Do I want him to come back to me and apologize? yes I do. But will I reach out to him first? no never. Usually I was always the one coming back, begging him to forgive me after he cheated and I got mad. Or after he would hit me and say that I was the one provoking him into anger. I would apologize for everything he did wrong. I guess I was just attracted to toxic, but not anymore. Today was my first day at work at my new office. When I went back to my old work at Los Angeles to drop my resignation letter, everyone at work was looking at me with pity. It was sad to hear that my fiance has been cheating on me with my best friend. They just kept on with the pity looks and stares and I'm grateful for not go
He didn't bat an eyelid.He nodded and asked me to have a seat."Your resume looks good, your former employer gave you a good recommendation so I believe it is as he says", he said."Y..yes sir", I said.The last time we spoke,I was say yes daddy.Fuck my life is ruined."That's your office", he said pointing to a small transparent room right inside his office.It had a table and a chair and enough space I guess. That was the last thing he said before going back to whatever it was he was doing. I turned and looked at Miriam. I think we both understood that, he was done talking.I stood up and we both went into my office."If you need anything you know where to find me", she said."I have no idea what I'm supposed to do", I said."Oh just read the manual, it has every information you need, later at lunch I'll show you around, I have to get to work, have a good first day love", she said and left me there.The manual was on my table. I turned to Mr Greenwood who I just fucked recently.
It's been 3 weeks since I started working with Greenwood Automobile, and honestly it's been smooth. Mr Greenwood still doesn't remember that I'm the girl from the other night... either that or he does actually remember but he's choosing to be matured and not talk about it. And I hope it remains that way, because how am I supposed to explain to people that my boss is my one night stand, fuck! I was on my lunch break when I got a call from The hospital my sister was in, my heart skipped a beat. "H.. hello", I said expecting my worse. "Hi... Miss Michelle, it's Dr. Lizzy-" "How is my sister?", I asked immediately. "She is well... she is well, but you're two days late on her payment for her medications, and as you know we cannot offer medications until after payment ", she said. I sighed and rubbed my temples stressed. "I ju... I just got a new job and I'm not expecting salary until month ending, can you please just give her the medications, I'll pay by the end of the month
Miriam came over to my place to help me pack up and leave.She was really sweet if we're being honest but I just got stabbed multiple times in the chest by my best friend of over 7 years so it's going to be hard to give anyone a chance."Mr Greenwood can be a little cranky sometimes, Michelle please don't piss him off, do everything he tells you to do, everything!".She was giving me a run down of all the shits Mr Greenwood didn't like.While I was struggling to get my things downstairs. I know it was supposed to be a three days trip, but tell me why Miriam is packing extra extra clothes for me."And and remember, don't look him in the eyes", she added and I tripped and rolled down the stairs and landed with my face on the floor.I groaned trying to get up and tripping all over again. Then I look up and I'm staring at a customized Greenwood Mobile black tinted car. God please don't tell me Mr Greenwood is in there. There was a body guard standing in front of the car, he opened
The city was beautiful, especially at night. It was calm and quiet and very breezy. We pulled up in front of a hotel and there were people standing there ready to welcome us. "Sir, we have a little problem", one of the men said. "What is it?" "This hotel is fully booked and they're asking us to move to the other one down the street". "I don't want to go to a hotel down the street", Mr. Greenwood said. "I know sir, but-" He rolled his eyes and headed inside the hotel. He went straight to the receptionist. "Caleb Greenwood, I'm in the VIP list ", he said. "Oh I'm so sorry Mr Greenwood, I already told them about the situation, we received your message for a VIP suit but they're all fully booked, we only have regular suits, maybe you can stay there until tomorrow then we can get you a-" "Where's your manager", he said cutting him off immediately. "Sir he's just going to tell you the same thing", the receptionist said. "Get me your manager", he said as if he was try
Money was power; that's something I learned tonight from Mr. Greenwood. In less than 15 minutes, we got ourselves a first-class suit in the same place that they claimed was full. They had that place booked for some other person who hadn't even arrived yet. Mr Greenwood didn't even want to get involved with all of that, he just wanted to get some sleep. He just picked a room, went into it, and shut the door behind. I sighed, I had to do the arrangement of things before the big day tomorrow. I got the room service to get Me a strong black coffee, it was going to be a long night. I started making calls, getting things in place, and ensuring that the new race car had been shipped in successfully and was in place. It wasn't only our car that was launching, there were three other companies too, so it was more like a joint launch, but we have to make ours exceptional, that was what Mr Greenwood said. Around 4 am, Mr Greenwood's door opened, and our eyes met immediately; he look
After about 15 minutes I had finished arranging the papers on the desk and I was ready to start reading them.I was still very scared believe me, because this was very unusual. I was thinking he probably would hand me my resignation letter after all of this."Proceed", he said I cleared my throat and picked up the first one."Dear Mr Grumpy...", oh shit this was the name I gave him, oh shitt.I didn't even look him in the face, I continued."A little thank you after an extra effort job would really go a long way".I picked the next one"Personally I think you're a good boss, everything here is working well because of you but we don't get the appreciation we deserve, especially the Engineers running this place "."Hi Mr Greenwood, whatever the anonymous letter said was true, please work on your character else you're never going to get an assistant that will last a week in this place ".Yup, that definitely sounded like Vera. Definitely.I kept going on and on and onEverything everyon
I got to work today five minutes late and the way everyone was looking at me made me scared as hell.What? do I have something on my face?I went to Miriam's office and she looked so scared."Michelle, what did you do?", she asked."What do you mean?".She got her laptop and showed me my anonymous email from last night."Oh yeah that stuff you talked about yesterday"."What group did you send it to?", she asked."Our group""No, you didn't, you sent it to the main group, the one with the governing boards including Mr Greenwood and his father".My heart sunk.My body stopped functioning.My head started spinning."B...but .. they won't know it's me right? right?"."Girl, you're the recently employed person here, we've not employed anyone in the last 3 months, they know it's you " ."Fuck ", I said and held my head."I am so fucked, holy shit "."I was able to delete it for you before a lot of people saw it from my end because I have access to all of that. But A good number of the emplo
Ever since we got back from Dubai, Mr Greenwood has been acting like a FUCKEN ASSHOLE!! Sorry, let me rephrase that, language.. He's been acting like a CUNT! Now I see why everyone talks about it! I feel like I was on does free trail periods, cuz I see it now! I work extra hours everyday, and trust me I'm not paid for that, I do it cuz I want to meet up with his work pace and this man doesn't even give a shit, no thank you, no compliment, nothing. He still complains about works that I do perfectly fine. He's sassy, very Sassy. And he doesn't even talk, he expects me to understand eye languages, cuz wtf I'm asking him about something and all he does is give me a long stare and then goes back to what he's doing and ignores me completely. I got my salary today so I sent everything to My sister for her medications, including my wardrobe allowance. I came to work with the appropriate uniform and he something about me looking like a Starbucks employee, so literally!!!! Starbucks?
I don't like Veronica.And no don't get me wrong, it's not because she's Mr Greenwood's girlfriend and I'm jealous, it's because she's a pain in the ass!Oh my God she talks non-stop!And she is so sassy and mean and... so many other things that I hate!Like bitch I'm not trying to steal your man i just fucken work for him! I mean yeah I'd love to, but now I see he's in a relationship I'm stepping aside but stop making it look the other way around. I don't want your man!UghhhhShe's been asking me questions nonstop about myself and why Mr Greenwood would hire me above everyone else. I don't know maybe it's because I have a good Resume!!!She said something about me seducing him. She's a pest.Mr Jonathan on the other hand is a kind gentle man. He had to shu Her away from me at a point.I was busy running up and down setting everything in place cuz of the rules and regulations that Miriam gave to me before we left.I just wanted everything to be perfect.The cars were dope as hell. I
Money was power; that's something I learned tonight from Mr. Greenwood. In less than 15 minutes, we got ourselves a first-class suit in the same place that they claimed was full. They had that place booked for some other person who hadn't even arrived yet. Mr Greenwood didn't even want to get involved with all of that, he just wanted to get some sleep. He just picked a room, went into it, and shut the door behind. I sighed, I had to do the arrangement of things before the big day tomorrow. I got the room service to get Me a strong black coffee, it was going to be a long night. I started making calls, getting things in place, and ensuring that the new race car had been shipped in successfully and was in place. It wasn't only our car that was launching, there were three other companies too, so it was more like a joint launch, but we have to make ours exceptional, that was what Mr Greenwood said. Around 4 am, Mr Greenwood's door opened, and our eyes met immediately; he look
The city was beautiful, especially at night. It was calm and quiet and very breezy. We pulled up in front of a hotel and there were people standing there ready to welcome us. "Sir, we have a little problem", one of the men said. "What is it?" "This hotel is fully booked and they're asking us to move to the other one down the street". "I don't want to go to a hotel down the street", Mr. Greenwood said. "I know sir, but-" He rolled his eyes and headed inside the hotel. He went straight to the receptionist. "Caleb Greenwood, I'm in the VIP list ", he said. "Oh I'm so sorry Mr Greenwood, I already told them about the situation, we received your message for a VIP suit but they're all fully booked, we only have regular suits, maybe you can stay there until tomorrow then we can get you a-" "Where's your manager", he said cutting him off immediately. "Sir he's just going to tell you the same thing", the receptionist said. "Get me your manager", he said as if he was try
Miriam came over to my place to help me pack up and leave.She was really sweet if we're being honest but I just got stabbed multiple times in the chest by my best friend of over 7 years so it's going to be hard to give anyone a chance."Mr Greenwood can be a little cranky sometimes, Michelle please don't piss him off, do everything he tells you to do, everything!".She was giving me a run down of all the shits Mr Greenwood didn't like.While I was struggling to get my things downstairs. I know it was supposed to be a three days trip, but tell me why Miriam is packing extra extra clothes for me."And and remember, don't look him in the eyes", she added and I tripped and rolled down the stairs and landed with my face on the floor.I groaned trying to get up and tripping all over again. Then I look up and I'm staring at a customized Greenwood Mobile black tinted car. God please don't tell me Mr Greenwood is in there. There was a body guard standing in front of the car, he opened
It's been 3 weeks since I started working with Greenwood Automobile, and honestly it's been smooth. Mr Greenwood still doesn't remember that I'm the girl from the other night... either that or he does actually remember but he's choosing to be matured and not talk about it. And I hope it remains that way, because how am I supposed to explain to people that my boss is my one night stand, fuck! I was on my lunch break when I got a call from The hospital my sister was in, my heart skipped a beat. "H.. hello", I said expecting my worse. "Hi... Miss Michelle, it's Dr. Lizzy-" "How is my sister?", I asked immediately. "She is well... she is well, but you're two days late on her payment for her medications, and as you know we cannot offer medications until after payment ", she said. I sighed and rubbed my temples stressed. "I ju... I just got a new job and I'm not expecting salary until month ending, can you please just give her the medications, I'll pay by the end of the month
He didn't bat an eyelid.He nodded and asked me to have a seat."Your resume looks good, your former employer gave you a good recommendation so I believe it is as he says", he said."Y..yes sir", I said.The last time we spoke,I was say yes daddy.Fuck my life is ruined."That's your office", he said pointing to a small transparent room right inside his office.It had a table and a chair and enough space I guess. That was the last thing he said before going back to whatever it was he was doing. I turned and looked at Miriam. I think we both understood that, he was done talking.I stood up and we both went into my office."If you need anything you know where to find me", she said."I have no idea what I'm supposed to do", I said."Oh just read the manual, it has every information you need, later at lunch I'll show you around, I have to get to work, have a good first day love", she said and left me there.The manual was on my table. I turned to Mr Greenwood who I just fucked recently.