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2024-10-29 19:42:56I clenched my chest when an unbearable pain struck my heart. It hurts so bad.
I held onto the wall and pulled myself up. I was sobbing silently when I ran out of his room. I did not intend to shut the door that loud but I can't help it.
I'm pain. I'm deeply hurt that I can't control my actions.
I drove away from his condo as fast as the legal department allows. I screamed at the top of my lungs and as loud as I can as I drive somewhere I don't know.
I immediately turned off the engine and jumped out of my car as soon as I found a place where there's only me, the moon and the sea can hear my screams.
"Aaahhhhh! Quel, today is our second month of marriage! Damn, and you spent your
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"Exiquel!" "Slap me, Athijha. I don't have enough reason to treat you that way. You are already in pain and I added up to your problems. I treated you like a trash instead of treating you like a princess. Hurt me, Athijha," I kissed him on his forehead instead of doing what he wanted me to do. He pulled me and hugged tightly but it didn't hurt me. It was tight yet gentle. I combed his hair using my fingers. "I can not do what you want me to do, Exiquel. Even if you hurt me over and over again. Break me again and again. I wouldn't care. I will still hug you as tight as I can no matter how many times you stab me, no matter how much I bleed. I am going to give all the love I can." He hugged me tighter. "I'm so sorry, Athijha."
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I sighed and rolled my eyes. I bit the insides of my cheeks to suppress the smile that has been begging to be shown. "Does it taste good?" I bet if I ever say yes, he's going to brag about his how good cook he is even if he just learned to cook by himself so nuh-uh. I refuse to give him what he wants to hear from me. "No, it's kind of salty. You're still a bad cook, Quel," I said while shaking my head. He frowned then he took a spoon to taste it. His frown slowly faded and glared at me. I let out the laughter that I have been holding for several seconds. "You should have seen your face, Quel. You look defeated earlier," I said in the middle of laughter. I held my tummy when it s
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"I still need to take a bath. I feel so sticky."But he remained standing in front of me. He placed his hand on my shoulder, preventing me from going. "You won't really drink this, huh?" I nodded.My mouth parted when he put it in his mouth then took the glass of water. He lifted my chin and cupped my face. My eyes widened. My body stiffened. He slid his tongue in my mouth and passed the tablet. I wanted to cough it out but he deepened the kiss. And I am almost breathless! I had no choice but to swallow it.I broke the kiss and he let me. He caressed my cheeks and hid a strand of my hair behind my ear. "But you did drink it," He said in a baritone voice with a smirk. "Good girl, darling.""Y-You,"
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"You're just saying that because you have no choice," I said as I pinch his cheeks. I pouted a bit then chuckled when I saw his raw reaction. "I'm just kidding. I love you more, Love. To the moon and back."He kissed me on my forehead then wrapped his arms around my shoulder. "Just shut up and hug me too, Athijha. I'm cold."I wrapped my arms around his waist. "Feel warmer, love?" I asked and looked up to him.I'm tall, okay? I am taller than most of the women but he's a giant. I am 5'8 while he's 6'3. See the difference?I smiled at him when he nodded. I tightened my embrace around his waist and chuckled. I felt the vibration when he chuckled. He kissed the top f my head and started humming my favorite song.
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