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2024-10-29 19:42:56My first understanding of the anonymity Calum was so worried about is on our way out of the cemetery. The question of: how to leave here?
Do we leave holding hands or as strangers or with me cuddled in his arms like I am now?
“It’s dark enough,” Calum offers.
I lock my legs around his waist, he laughs into my neck and starts for the car. My body hums in response to our close contact. I’m grinning as he tucks me into the front seat. Shutting my door, he leans on the car to make a call. I grab his hand through the open window and place a kiss on the inside of his wrist.
It feels so surreal. I haven’t fully processed it. Part of me still thinks this is a dream, that he will wake up tomorrow and change his mind. I mean, this is Calum Dissick. That won’t be so surprising.
“Sure,” he says into the phone. “We’ll be late. Yeah.” The phone disappears into his pocket. Turning
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