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Sorrow and anguish were an understatement of what Ivy was feeling. Though she found support in others, the person whom she desired support from the most was even more broken than her.

What was she supposed to do? She would have prevented the miscarriage if she could. It wasn't her fault and she wished to have someone to blame.

Tarquin was still holding her arms like he was going to crush them. His eyes were cold in anger and the tears on his face were beginning to dry.

"It wasn't my fault…it's also a shock to me. I'm still trying to recover from the pain of losing my child. Tarquin, it's not easy for either of us" Ivy sobbed.

She had imagined her child running around the house, she thought of how much Tarquin would change. He was already showing some signs and acting nice as well.

It seemed like everything was crumbling in front of her.

"Pain?" Tarquin began and a cackle erupted from his throat.

Ivy's eyes squinted at him, she wondered why he was laughing.

Tarquin cackled dryly for a
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