The night was a lot colder than usual. Perhaps it’s because I am sleeping alone in our bed. I did not bother going after Cadmus, even though I was hoping he would return.
I fell asleep with the conversation I had with my brother still stuck in my mind. When morning arrived, I felt as if my body hadn't had a chance to rest. I was still tired and wanted to stay in bed.
I slowly sat up and looked at the large window beside our bed. The sunshine sips through the curtains, giving light to half of the room. My gaze was drawn to the empty side of the bed, which made my chest tighten.
I went to the bathroom to do my usual morning routine. After taking a warm shower, I wore my bathrobe and went to the kitchen for breakfast. I wasn’t in the mood to get dressed yet. I barely ate dinner last night because I kept thinking about Cadmus.
When I got to the kitchen, my husband was already there. He was sipping coffee while busy on his laptop. I’m not sure if he noticed me but his eyes remained on what he is doing.
“Good morning,” I greeted.
He threw a glance at me before nodding.
Something was wrong. I don’t have to be a genius to guess it now that he’s made it too obvious. Is he really turning cold because he’s getting tired of waiting for a child?
I just thought that we should be in this together. We should figure it out as husband and wife because it is not like I’m doing it on purpose. I just don’t understand why he’s being like this towards me when he should be here to support me.
He said that he already checked with his doctor and that nothing's wrong with him. That’s why it seems like I’m at fault here. I am starting to worry about what the results will be when I finally consulted my doctor, and he's making things even more difficult for me
I may love working, but I also want to build a family with him. I want that too. That’s why I’m anxious because there is a possibility that I can’t have it and yet, he doesn’t want to comfort me.
I felt hurt because I didn’t expect this kind of attitude from him. This isn’t supposed to look like it’s my fault but by the way that he’s acting, I'm beginning to think and feel that it is.
There has to be some sort of explanation why I haven't got pregnant yet. If there is a problem, then there should be a solution too.
“I’ll be visiting the Agency’s office today. I won’t be able to join you to the company this morning.”
“Okay,” he said.
“Cadmus, if we have a problem, tell me. Let’s fix it…” I couldn’t stand it anymore. We may not be the sweetest couple but, he isn't like this before, he was not… cold.
He lifted his gaze to look at me.
“Don’t start," he warned. "I have a busy day ahead. I don’t have time for this. If we have anything to discuss, moreover fix together, I’ll let you know.” He stood up, closed his laptop, and brought it with him before walking past me.
I was left frozen on where I stood. All I could do was press my eyes shut and sigh. I don’t like how we are right now, I don’t even know how to fix it because he won’t let me.
That’s why I’ll just have to let it pass. Hoping that in a few days, things will go back to normal. I nodded to myself. That’s right, things will go back to normal.
I had breakfast and went back to our room to get dressed. He wasn’t there though. I think he’s occupying one of the guest rooms. Having separate rooms is just way out of line. If this goes on, we really have something to discuss whether he likes it or not.
Since I’ll be going to the agency to check things out there, I wore a simple maroon bodycon dress and placed a blazer on top of my shoulders. A smile appeared on my face as I look at myself in the mirror.
Since I started high school, I've been taking care of my body. I was almost six feet tall even without heels, I think it’s nice that Cadmus was over six feet and definitely taller than me. My wavy hair, on the other hand, cascades down to my chest.
It’s not hard to guess that I’m a model, one of the best ones too. My mother owns a modeling agency. Which is one of the top agencies in the modeling industry, may it be in our country or outside. The company is found in N.Y.C, but they also recently built a headquarters in our country after Mom married dad and settled here.
My father’s company, on the other hand, will be handled by my brother, Koen. Our parents were both successful even before they got married, each has names of their own, one they worked hard for. That’s why they taught us how to survive in the business world at a young age.
I brought a small handbag with me before leaving the room.
“Has Cadmus left already?” I asked one of the maids.
“Yes, Madam.”
He didn’t even tell me that he was leaving. I took a deep breath before walking. I heard my heels clicking as I made my way out of the house. My driver was already waiting for me outside.
“Let’s go,” I said. He usually has my schedule for the day, all thanks to my personal assistant.
I kept myself busy with my phone. I have to be updated with what’s happening at the Salazar corporation right now and my secretary is keeping me posted. I still have a meeting to attend at the company later.
“Oh, let’s also buy something for Mom and the staff. Find me a café,” I told the driver mid-way through the ride.
The driver pulled over. I asked him to order for me and told him to include himself. But a few minutes after he left the car, I realized that I didn’t make an order for myself. So, I decided to go out and buy it on my own.
“Katalina?” A familiar voice that called my name made my head turn.
My eyes landed on the very last person I would want to see today. My eyebrows automatically raised.
“Minty.” I stared at her with eyebrows still raised as I wait for her to tell me why she had to capture my attention.
She smiled and shook her head, “how are you?”
“Still busy as always but I’m great, always have been,” I smirked. “And you?”
He nods her head as she replies, “never better.”
That smile of hers hide her wicked agendas well. It fooled me before, I thought she really was happy for me and Cadmus, turns out, she was dating him behind my back.
“How about your marriage? How’s that going?” she added while slightly tilting her head.
The side of my lips twitched as I try to keep a grin plastered on my face, “we’re doing just fine.”
“Hmm? Is that so? I just thought that it’ll give you a hard time since he was just forced to marry you.”
“You thought?” I let out a laugh, “You know what I thought before? That you can be trusted. But it seems that we’re both wrong, aren’t we?”
“You make me seem like I’ve been a bad friend when you weren’t willing to give him up for your best friend too,” she was looking at me intently and with a smirk making its way to her face.
“I had him first, I loved him first and you knew.”
“But I was the one he loved.”
“And I am his wife,” I had to emphasize every word.
“Because he didn’t have a choice, he wasn’t allowed to choose.”
“Oh, he had a choice. I never made that decision. I wasn’t even there when he decided to continue with our marriage and let you go. You weren’t as important to him as you thought you were,” I smiled at her. “That was a long time ago, all of us were young. Both my husband and I have moved on, you should too.”
The expressions on her face turned blank for a moment before she laughed and said, “don’t be silly, it was just for the sake of conversation. Of course, that’s all in the past.”
“Well, if you’ll excuse me.” I badly want to get away from her. I can’t stand her anymore, what I hate the most is being fooled. Only the ones I trust have the chance to do that to me, that’s why I hate it more.
I did not wait for her reply and walked inside the café. I won’t ask her if she’s seeing my husband, I don’t need such information from her. I plan to talk to my husband about it anyway.
After the stop-over at the café, we went straight to the agency. The employees as well as the Models that are present all greeted me as I walk by them. Before I entered Mom’s office, I had someone distribute the food and drinks that I bought for them.
“Darling,” Mom greeted me as soon as I walked in.
“Mom, I’m so happy to see you,” I smiled. Because of my busy schedule, I seldom see my parents.
Mom waltzed gracefully towards me. She immediately gave both my cheeks a kiss.
I spent the whole morning at the agency, discussing the agency and familiarizing myself with the customs. In the afternoon, I decided to head to Cadmus’ company.
While I was inside my car, my phone suddenly rang. I fished it out of my bag, read the caller's name. It was my secretary so, I answered the call.
"Miss Katalina, Sir Cadmus requested to move the time of the meeting. It will start in ten minutes. Will you be able to make it in time? Should I talk to sir Cadmus?" She was obviously panicking.
I straightened my back as my brows began to furrow. Why would he move it so suddenly? Moreover, at this time?
He's well aware that I'm yet to arrive at the company and that I have to be there when the meeting is happening.
"Why? What happened?"
"Ma'am, he said that he has to deal with something important later,” she said, sounding a bit hesitant.
"Important? What is it?" I felt like a fool for not knowing the important matters in my husband’s life, plus I even have to ask someone else for me to find out.
"He said it was a personal matter."
"Text me when the meeting begins," I said before ending the call.
I immediately went to my contacts and clicked on Cadmus' number. I placed my phone on my ear as I wait for him to pick up.
"Cadmus, why did you move the meeting?" I calmly asked.
"God, you've been asking too many questions lately. I'm preparing for the meeting, Katalina. Why don't you just hurry up?" he sounded more frustrated than I was.
"I just don't understand why you have to move it and at the last minute. I don't think I'll make it in time, you know how far the agency is from the company."
"Because I still have important matters to deal with after the meeting. If you won't be able to make it in time, then I'll handle it on my own. You don't have to be here."
"I need to see the presentation. I need to hear what's going to be discussed." The project is important to the company, so, I want to be a part of it. I trust that my involvement will help us make the most of the project.
"You think I can't come up with a proper decision on my own?"
"It's not that, Cadmus. Do you not value my opinion anymore?" I asked.
"Is your opinion more valuable than mine?"
"What? Are you seriously putting us against each other? I'm your wi–"
"I'm ending the call, I won't be able to change the time again just for you,” he said, cutting me off.
My face remained blank when I arrived at Salazar Corp. But I was beyond irritated. It was not a surprise that I was already late for the meeting. I didn’t bother attending anymore. I went straight to my office as I waited for Cadmus to be done with it. So, he can finally explain his decision to me.I’m not even aware of the important matters he was talking about; Was it about his family? Why did he not just tell me instead of referring to them as ‘something important’.Is he going to meet up with Minty?I shook my head to dismiss the thought. He said it was important, but I'm pretty sure that girl isn't important enough for him to reschedule the meeting just so he can meet her.My secretary entered my office as I was working on my laptop. I noticed how she avoided making eye contact when I looked at her.“Uhm… Ma’am, the meeting is over,” she informed me.I nodded and stood up. I
"Cadmus..." His name slipped out of my lips when I saw him lying on his stomach beside me. Cadmus already has a white shirt on. He used his arm as a pillow, while his head is facing me.The sides of my lips slightly curved as I ran my fingers over his cheeks. I will hold onto the affections I've received from him last night. I just wish that he would show it more often.My nightgown brushed against my skin as I sauntered toward the window-pane that was hidden behind the thin curtains.My hand reached for the side of the curtain and pulled it to uncover the window. My eyes roamed the landscape before they went back to my husband who was still asleep in our bed. A soft smile crept to my face as I remembered how gentle his touches were.Feeling him touch my bare skin made me realize how much I longed for it. Even my heart has felt the way he caressed every part of me.The worries I had started to wither; At least the fear of losing him and marriage wa
I turned to face the direction of the voice I heard and instantly muttered the person's name."Percival?"He stared at me with a blank expression on his face. His eyes were still the same dark brown ones yet enticing. He had double eyelids, obvious eyelashes, and he will look at you as if you're some inanimate object. Percival also had a chiseled jawline, and his hair was almost always a little messy but brushed back. He had a body that matched his almost perfectly sculpted face. I can see why most women would throw themselves at him even with the cold aura he has."How are you? I won't ask how your company is doing because I already know the answer," I asked in an attempt to avoid an awkward encounter."I see that you're keeping a close eye on my company. I didn't expect anything less from you anyway." He went to my side and leaned his back against the marble railings.I turned around to return to my position earlier."Of course, you entert
"Excuse me." I could feel my heart hammering against my chest as I lifted myself up from my seat.How could he say that?I have never felt more embarrassed. The heaviness I felt was too much to carry; I might even drop to the floor because of it. My mind went blank, and all these unwanted emotions overran my chest as I walked through the hallways.Just like that, the dinner that was supposed to celebrate my success went downhill. With me leaving, it is already as good as over."Katalina."My ears rang when I heard Cadmus' voice. How could he mention my name after making me feel so low? Like I have no value if I can't give him a child. Is that all I am to him? Just a woman that's supposed to give him a child and nothing more? Not a wife or a mother to his children? And when I can't give him one, I have no place in his life?Was that all a woman is made for? To cater to a man's desires and needs?I either stand equal to a
"Katalina," Percival slightly raised his voice to earn my attention. I do not know how many times he called me. But by the look he was giving me, I guess he did it more than twice."Hmm?""You don't seem well. What's bothering you?" he asked."I don't think I want to talk about it." My gaze dropped to the table. It was embarrassing. How can I tell anyone about it?When I noticed that he fell silent, I looked up to see why. It was evident in his face that he did not like my answer. But, his head still slowly nodded."I understand. But, don't keep it all to yourself for too long.""Why did you come? We aren't friends anymore so, why did you come?"His eyes went down, then one side of his lips slightly curved upward. "It was you who decided to cut me off. I never stopped caring for you, nor will I ever will.""I did that because I chose Cadmus.""I don't care about that. You can choose him over and over.
As I gazed at the portrait hanging on the wall, I couldn't help but remember how blissful I was when the picture was taken. It was the day of my wedding with Cadmus, the day I thought I finally had him. When tears started to form in my eyes, I knew I was at my limit and won't be able to tolerate any more. I took deep breaths before I held them to prevent the tears from falling. Crying won't get me anywhere. The hurt and disappointment that I felt earlier are starting to build up to something heavier. The unanswered questions weren't helping as well. My face probably looked like crumpled paper because of how my forehead is creased. I bit my lip, as I felt my whole face quivering. My hand reached for my phone and immediately dialed his number. But the call kept going to voicemail. He was out of reach. Did he turn his phone off? I swallowed hard when I thought of calling my parents. But I had no choice, Cadmus' parents were far harder to talk to
When I arrived at our beach house, I quickly went out of the car. My heart was beating fast as I felt like I was finally close to the answer to my questions.Using my key, I opened the door and instantly searched for Cadmus. My breathing became heavy when I saw a woman's dress near the staircase. I heard a noise from upstairs so, I slowly walked up while I prepared for what I might see.My heart dropped to the floor when I saw Cadmus. He went inside the room with someone. My feet moved on their own and stopped in front of the open door.Of course, they would leave it open because they have the place all for themselves.I have always believed that my husband, although our marriage was arranged by our parents, will never cheat on me. But now, he just proved me wrong.Cadmus stood before me without any hint of shame. He doesn't appear to be nervous at all. He didn't even bother picking up his clothes from the floor before he faced
My chin rose to push down the tears that were making their way to my eyes. Percival stood in front of me and stared at me with promise. I stared back at him as I tore my own heart out of my system. Everything that serves Cadmus no longer has a place in my being.Percival's eye suddenly widened as if realization have hit him."What made you leave him, Katalina?" I haven't answered but anger is already evident in his voice, I even saw his jaw clench."He told me that I was damaged and no one will want me because I am a woman of no value if I can't carry a child... He even cheated on me for that reason. He cheated on me with Minty," I swallowed hard as my gaze dropped to the ground. "And I saw it with my own eyes."I raised my now empty eyes back to his face. There I could see the horror in his eyes as he stared at me as if he knew what I said just killed me. When he drew his face away, I could still see his uneasy pupils that seemed like they were sha
Seven months later. I swore to protect Katalina and Marcus from any harm. It was a promise I'd honor until my last breath, so I kept everyone who tried under tight surveillance. Helena was still rotting in jail. I didn't need to keep an eye on Cadmus because the media had it covered for me. His divorce from Minty completely diverted the public's eyes away from Marcus. Everyone was in check. Except I didn't feel completely at ease yet. Helena's insistence that someone else wanted my wife dead, that whoever it was hated Tali more than she did, stayed in my mind for months. But I didn't want to let it linger, so I had Andrew look into it.It could've been empty threats, but I knew how Helena worked. She kept pawns. She'd poison people's minds and use them against her enemies. Everyone told me that Helena probably meant Natalie and that the last stunt Natalie pulled was the end of it. But it wouldn't hurt to be safe, especially when I think I knew who Helena meant. "I can see the gears
Percival held my hand, his stance protective and impatient to get us out. If the bodyguards wouldn't scare Natalie away, Percival's hardened expression would. The way the veins popped out told me he was frustrated he couldn't deal with Natalie himself."Don't let her get away," Percival said. A few guards left to help search for Natalie, while enough stayed to keep us surrounded. "We'll catch her this time," I said, hoping to ease some of the tension radiating from him. But even as he nodded, I knew it didn't help much. "Of course, we will. Your cousin isn't very bright," he said, his jaw clenching. The crowd was contained at some part of the venue, so the hallways weren't littered with the media. We reached the parking lot. They checked the car before Percival opened the backseat for me. "Get in," he said, his voice authoritative. I quickly hopped in, scooting over to give space for him. Our actions were fast and efficient, and we were on the road in a heartbeat. Percival didn'
Percival's hand pressed against the small of my back, his head tilted towards me, studying me as I read the article."It's from an anonymous account. Chester is working on taking it down," he said. "What do you want to do? Aside from destroying whoever posted this because I'm already on it.""It's time," I said, giving his phone back to him. "There's no need to fuss. I'll schedule an interview tomorrow."Percival pocketed the phone. He turned me towards him, thumbs caressing my forearms."So soon?" he asked, voice laced with concern. He craned his neck, discerning my expression."I've been doing this my whole life, Percy," I said, giving him a reassuring smile. "I just... there were just things in my life that I didn't want people to touch. But I kept the most human parts of me hidden, and I shouldn't have to. I'm no longer afraid of how they'll perceive me after. This has to end now."****Percival and I made arrangements for tomorrow when we returned to our hotel room. I read the ar
Dad almost died. He was in a cardiac arrest while we were away. The doctors said he was stable for now, but they didn't know how long. I stood motionless in Percival's arm, his hand stroking my back, the other cradling my head. We had done everything, and I was running out of ideas. Maybe the only option left was to grieve, even if it didn't sit right with me. Percival offered his quiet support, knowing nothing could be said to make this better, but allowing me to know he was there for me. But our little bubble of silence broke when Andrew appeared with a look of urgency."Your brother's awake."My lips parted, and Percival's grip around me loosened. Without wasting any more time, we strode to my brother's room. I held my breath until I finally saw Koen. . . awake and smiling at me.There he was. The only person who would carry this grief with me. I gave him a faint smile as I walked to his bed, settling on the seat beside it."How are you?" I asked gently."Alive," he huffed out. "
"Is that so?" I asked. "You have no idea how deep you are in the mud right now, do you? Your parents begged us to spare your company--not you, just your company. Your people were so easily bought because their loyalty came with a price."I wasn't sure if she was bluffing or trying to salvage what little pride she had left. But anything she says wouldn't change her fate. There was no life for her outside the bars anymore--not that I'd ever let her out. The amusement on Helena's face slowly died. Her lips formed a thin line as she glared at me. I raised my eyebrows at the change in her demeanor. I guess what I said was new information to her."I never needed them anyway," she mumbled. I didn't think she intended for me to hear that. "But you... how will you survive now that your parents are gone?""My parents are always with me, even when I lose my way or when we're apart. They actually raised me with love and warmth, and I'd say it's a pity you don't have those. But you had plenty of
The officer sat uncomfortably behind his desk, seeming uneasy and intimidated. It was probably due to the office being quite small for five people. There were only two available seats in the room, and my husband and I occupied them. Our lawyer and Andrew were standing behind Percy. They told us that they found Helena while she was trying to board a ship bound for an island far from the capital. Natalie wasn't with her. But we already had a list of places where she could be hiding. Someone knocked on the door, and the officer immediately got up. I smiled as a familiar face came into the room. It was my father's friend and the chief."Katalina, it's nice to see you again. Although, I much prefer to meet you for a different reason," he said with a look of pity. It had been a while since I last saw him, but he had been my father's friend even before my brother and I were born. He and his wife didn't have children, so they often visited us when we were younger. "Vincent, thank you for yo
It took two days before the doctors said that my brother's condition had improved and he would wake up anytime soon. I wanted to stay by their side, but we had to head home each night for Marcus. After three days, we decided to discuss the situation with Helena. My family was my top priority, but it was time they filled me in with everything that happened while I was occupied at the hospital and at home.We were at the house, in Percival's office, along with Andrew and Rocco. They laid out pictures of where Helena was spotted after the incident.She might've gotten away, but she'd have no place to hide or people to rely on. Even her trusted assistant had agreed to help us in exchange for a clean slate. Helena might have had the upper hand when we didn't know who was pulling the strings. But even her people knew she'd lose the battle the moment she was discovered. Because in the world we live in, for most people, facing the Marquez head-on was just not possible.All of Helena's crimes
We decided to transfer Aisha here since we couldn't send her back to the hospital where she was originally admitted. She was determined to be by Koen's side, so we let her. I was sure my brother would want her to be at ease. So, we arranged her room to be next to his.While Percy was busy, I brought Aisha to Koen's room. I knew she wanted to run to his side the moment we entered, but she stood with glazed eyes by the door until I told her it was okay to come close. She greeted him with the softest voice I had ever heard and continued to be so careful as she touched him. My brother was still strapped to machines, and I hoped whatever Aisha was saying to him would be enough to bring him back.After she finished talking to him, we both sat quietly in his room. The nurses kept tending to her, asking her to return to her room, but she would beg them to let her stay by his side a little longer.I didn't say anything for the first hour that we sat there. Aisha was clearly worried, and I knew
This was a private hospital with a floor dedicated to their VIP patients. The lounge near the ICU and the corridor to my brother's room were exclusive to us. The other areas and rooms on this floor were also exclusive to the patients occupying them. It was impossible to loiter around without permission.We weren't accepting visitors. That was why this girl here was being driven away by the security and staff. But she seemed panicked, and her voice was begging."Who are you?" I asked as I walked toward them. My eyebrows were knitted as I scanned her appearance. She was wearing a jacket over her hospital gown. Her face looked pale, and she was wearing a beanie. Another patient?She looked at me in shock. I could sense the hesitation, but we both knew the only way to my brother was through me. And she seemed desperate. "I... I'm Aisha. I just want to see Koen. I want to know if he's alright.""Why? Why do you need to know? Who are you?" I asked again. Firmly this time. I had never met th