The night was a lot colder than usual. Perhaps it’s because I am sleeping alone in our bed. I did not bother going after Cadmus, even though I was hoping he would return.
I fell asleep with the conversation I had with my brother still stuck in my mind. When morning arrived, I felt as if my body hadn't had a chance to rest. I was still tired and wanted to stay in bed.
I slowly sat up and looked at the large window beside our bed. The sunshine sips through the curtains, giving light to half of the room. My gaze was drawn to the empty side of the bed, which made my chest tighten.
I went to the bathroom to do my usual morning routine. After taking a warm shower, I wore my bathrobe and went to the kitchen for breakfast. I wasn’t in the mood to get dressed yet. I barely ate dinner last night because I kept thinking about Cadmus.
When I got to the kitchen, my husband was already there. He was sipping coffee while busy on his laptop. I’m not sure if he noticed me but his eyes remained on what he is doing.
“Good morning,” I greeted.
He threw a glance at me before nodding.
Something was wrong. I don’t have to be a genius to guess it now that he’s made it too obvious. Is he really turning cold because he’s getting tired of waiting for a child?
I just thought that we should be in this together. We should figure it out as husband and wife because it is not like I’m doing it on purpose. I just don’t understand why he’s being like this towards me when he should be here to support me.
He said that he already checked with his doctor and that nothing's wrong with him. That’s why it seems like I’m at fault here. I am starting to worry about what the results will be when I finally consulted my doctor, and he's making things even more difficult for me
I may love working, but I also want to build a family with him. I want that too. That’s why I’m anxious because there is a possibility that I can’t have it and yet, he doesn’t want to comfort me.
I felt hurt because I didn’t expect this kind of attitude from him. This isn’t supposed to look like it’s my fault but by the way that he’s acting, I'm beginning to think and feel that it is.
There has to be some sort of explanation why I haven't got pregnant yet. If there is a problem, then there should be a solution too.
“I’ll be visiting the Agency’s office today. I won’t be able to join you to the company this morning.”
“Okay,” he said.
“Cadmus, if we have a problem, tell me. Let’s fix it…” I couldn’t stand it anymore. We may not be the sweetest couple but, he isn't like this before, he was not… cold.
He lifted his gaze to look at me.
“Don’t start," he warned. "I have a busy day ahead. I don’t have time for this. If we have anything to discuss, moreover fix together, I’ll let you know.” He stood up, closed his laptop, and brought it with him before walking past me.
I was left frozen on where I stood. All I could do was press my eyes shut and sigh. I don’t like how we are right now, I don’t even know how to fix it because he won’t let me.
That’s why I’ll just have to let it pass. Hoping that in a few days, things will go back to normal. I nodded to myself. That’s right, things will go back to normal.
I had breakfast and went back to our room to get dressed. He wasn’t there though. I think he’s occupying one of the guest rooms. Having separate rooms is just way out of line. If this goes on, we really have something to discuss whether he likes it or not.
Since I’ll be going to the agency to check things out there, I wore a simple maroon bodycon dress and placed a blazer on top of my shoulders. A smile appeared on my face as I look at myself in the mirror.
Since I started high school, I've been taking care of my body. I was almost six feet tall even without heels, I think it’s nice that Cadmus was over six feet and definitely taller than me. My wavy hair, on the other hand, cascades down to my chest.
It’s not hard to guess that I’m a model, one of the best ones too. My mother owns a modeling agency. Which is one of the top agencies in the modeling industry, may it be in our country or outside. The company is found in N.Y.C, but they also recently built a headquarters in our country after Mom married dad and settled here.
My father’s company, on the other hand, will be handled by my brother, Koen. Our parents were both successful even before they got married, each has names of their own, one they worked hard for. That’s why they taught us how to survive in the business world at a young age.
I brought a small handbag with me before leaving the room.
“Has Cadmus left already?” I asked one of the maids.
“Yes, Madam.”
He didn’t even tell me that he was leaving. I took a deep breath before walking. I heard my heels clicking as I made my way out of the house. My driver was already waiting for me outside.
“Let’s go,” I said. He usually has my schedule for the day, all thanks to my personal assistant.
I kept myself busy with my phone. I have to be updated with what’s happening at the Salazar corporation right now and my secretary is keeping me posted. I still have a meeting to attend at the company later.
“Oh, let’s also buy something for Mom and the staff. Find me a café,” I told the driver mid-way through the ride.
The driver pulled over. I asked him to order for me and told him to include himself. But a few minutes after he left the car, I realized that I didn’t make an order for myself. So, I decided to go out and buy it on my own.
“Katalina?” A familiar voice that called my name made my head turn.
My eyes landed on the very last person I would want to see today. My eyebrows automatically raised.
“Minty.” I stared at her with eyebrows still raised as I wait for her to tell me why she had to capture my attention.
She smiled and shook her head, “how are you?”
“Still busy as always but I’m great, always have been,” I smirked. “And you?”
He nods her head as she replies, “never better.”
That smile of hers hide her wicked agendas well. It fooled me before, I thought she really was happy for me and Cadmus, turns out, she was dating him behind my back.
“How about your marriage? How’s that going?” she added while slightly tilting her head.
The side of my lips twitched as I try to keep a grin plastered on my face, “we’re doing just fine.”
“Hmm? Is that so? I just thought that it’ll give you a hard time since he was just forced to marry you.”
“You thought?” I let out a laugh, “You know what I thought before? That you can be trusted. But it seems that we’re both wrong, aren’t we?”
“You make me seem like I’ve been a bad friend when you weren’t willing to give him up for your best friend too,” she was looking at me intently and with a smirk making its way to her face.
“I had him first, I loved him first and you knew.”
“But I was the one he loved.”
“And I am his wife,” I had to emphasize every word.
“Because he didn’t have a choice, he wasn’t allowed to choose.”
“Oh, he had a choice. I never made that decision. I wasn’t even there when he decided to continue with our marriage and let you go. You weren’t as important to him as you thought you were,” I smiled at her. “That was a long time ago, all of us were young. Both my husband and I have moved on, you should too.”
The expressions on her face turned blank for a moment before she laughed and said, “don’t be silly, it was just for the sake of conversation. Of course, that’s all in the past.”
“Well, if you’ll excuse me.” I badly want to get away from her. I can’t stand her anymore, what I hate the most is being fooled. Only the ones I trust have the chance to do that to me, that’s why I hate it more.
I did not wait for her reply and walked inside the café. I won’t ask her if she’s seeing my husband, I don’t need such information from her. I plan to talk to my husband about it anyway.
After the stop-over at the café, we went straight to the agency. The employees as well as the Models that are present all greeted me as I walk by them. Before I entered Mom’s office, I had someone distribute the food and drinks that I bought for them.
“Darling,” Mom greeted me as soon as I walked in.
“Mom, I’m so happy to see you,” I smiled. Because of my busy schedule, I seldom see my parents.
Mom waltzed gracefully towards me. She immediately gave both my cheeks a kiss.
I spent the whole morning at the agency, discussing the agency and familiarizing myself with the customs. In the afternoon, I decided to head to Cadmus’ company.
While I was inside my car, my phone suddenly rang. I fished it out of my bag, read the caller's name. It was my secretary so, I answered the call.
"Miss Katalina, Sir Cadmus requested to move the time of the meeting. It will start in ten minutes. Will you be able to make it in time? Should I talk to sir Cadmus?" She was obviously panicking.
I straightened my back as my brows began to furrow. Why would he move it so suddenly? Moreover, at this time?
He's well aware that I'm yet to arrive at the company and that I have to be there when the meeting is happening.
"Why? What happened?"
"Ma'am, he said that he has to deal with something important later,” she said, sounding a bit hesitant.
"Important? What is it?" I felt like a fool for not knowing the important matters in my husband’s life, plus I even have to ask someone else for me to find out.
"He said it was a personal matter."
"Text me when the meeting begins," I said before ending the call.
I immediately went to my contacts and clicked on Cadmus' number. I placed my phone on my ear as I wait for him to pick up.
"Cadmus, why did you move the meeting?" I calmly asked.
"God, you've been asking too many questions lately. I'm preparing for the meeting, Katalina. Why don't you just hurry up?" he sounded more frustrated than I was.
"I just don't understand why you have to move it and at the last minute. I don't think I'll make it in time, you know how far the agency is from the company."
"Because I still have important matters to deal with after the meeting. If you won't be able to make it in time, then I'll handle it on my own. You don't have to be here."
"I need to see the presentation. I need to hear what's going to be discussed." The project is important to the company, so, I want to be a part of it. I trust that my involvement will help us make the most of the project.
"You think I can't come up with a proper decision on my own?"
"It's not that, Cadmus. Do you not value my opinion anymore?" I asked.
"Is your opinion more valuable than mine?"
"What? Are you seriously putting us against each other? I'm your wi–"
"I'm ending the call, I won't be able to change the time again just for you,” he said, cutting me off.
My face remained blank when I arrived at Salazar Corp. But I was beyond irritated. It was not a surprise that I was already late for the meeting. I didn’t bother attending anymore. I went straight to my office as I waited for Cadmus to be done with it. So, he can finally explain his decision to me.I’m not even aware of the important matters he was talking about; Was it about his family? Why did he not just tell me instead of referring to them as ‘something important’.Is he going to meet up with Minty?I shook my head to dismiss the thought. He said it was important, but I'm pretty sure that girl isn't important enough for him to reschedule the meeting just so he can meet her.My secretary entered my office as I was working on my laptop. I noticed how she avoided making eye contact when I looked at her.“Uhm… Ma’am, the meeting is over,” she informed me.I nodded and stood up. I
"Cadmus..." His name slipped out of my lips when I saw him lying on his stomach beside me. Cadmus already has a white shirt on. He used his arm as a pillow, while his head is facing me.The sides of my lips slightly curved as I ran my fingers over his cheeks. I will hold onto the affections I've received from him last night. I just wish that he would show it more often.My nightgown brushed against my skin as I sauntered toward the window-pane that was hidden behind the thin curtains.My hand reached for the side of the curtain and pulled it to uncover the window. My eyes roamed the landscape before they went back to my husband who was still asleep in our bed. A soft smile crept to my face as I remembered how gentle his touches were.Feeling him touch my bare skin made me realize how much I longed for it. Even my heart has felt the way he caressed every part of me.The worries I had started to wither; At least the fear of losing him and marriage wa
I turned to face the direction of the voice I heard and instantly muttered the person's name."Percival?"He stared at me with a blank expression on his face. His eyes were still the same dark brown ones yet enticing. He had double eyelids, obvious eyelashes, and he will look at you as if you're some inanimate object. Percival also had a chiseled jawline, and his hair was almost always a little messy but brushed back. He had a body that matched his almost perfectly sculpted face. I can see why most women would throw themselves at him even with the cold aura he has."How are you? I won't ask how your company is doing because I already know the answer," I asked in an attempt to avoid an awkward encounter."I see that you're keeping a close eye on my company. I didn't expect anything less from you anyway." He went to my side and leaned his back against the marble railings.I turned around to return to my position earlier."Of course, you entert
"Excuse me." I could feel my heart hammering against my chest as I lifted myself up from my seat.How could he say that?I have never felt more embarrassed. The heaviness I felt was too much to carry; I might even drop to the floor because of it. My mind went blank, and all these unwanted emotions overran my chest as I walked through the hallways.Just like that, the dinner that was supposed to celebrate my success went downhill. With me leaving, it is already as good as over."Katalina."My ears rang when I heard Cadmus' voice. How could he mention my name after making me feel so low? Like I have no value if I can't give him a child. Is that all I am to him? Just a woman that's supposed to give him a child and nothing more? Not a wife or a mother to his children? And when I can't give him one, I have no place in his life?Was that all a woman is made for? To cater to a man's desires and needs?I either stand equal to a
"Katalina," Percival slightly raised his voice to earn my attention. I do not know how many times he called me. But by the look he was giving me, I guess he did it more than twice."Hmm?""You don't seem well. What's bothering you?" he asked."I don't think I want to talk about it." My gaze dropped to the table. It was embarrassing. How can I tell anyone about it?When I noticed that he fell silent, I looked up to see why. It was evident in his face that he did not like my answer. But, his head still slowly nodded."I understand. But, don't keep it all to yourself for too long.""Why did you come? We aren't friends anymore so, why did you come?"His eyes went down, then one side of his lips slightly curved upward. "It was you who decided to cut me off. I never stopped caring for you, nor will I ever will.""I did that because I chose Cadmus.""I don't care about that. You can choose him over and over.
As I gazed at the portrait hanging on the wall, I couldn't help but remember how blissful I was when the picture was taken. It was the day of my wedding with Cadmus, the day I thought I finally had him. When tears started to form in my eyes, I knew I was at my limit and won't be able to tolerate any more. I took deep breaths before I held them to prevent the tears from falling. Crying won't get me anywhere. The hurt and disappointment that I felt earlier are starting to build up to something heavier. The unanswered questions weren't helping as well. My face probably looked like crumpled paper because of how my forehead is creased. I bit my lip, as I felt my whole face quivering. My hand reached for my phone and immediately dialed his number. But the call kept going to voicemail. He was out of reach. Did he turn his phone off? I swallowed hard when I thought of calling my parents. But I had no choice, Cadmus' parents were far harder to talk to
When I arrived at our beach house, I quickly went out of the car. My heart was beating fast as I felt like I was finally close to the answer to my questions.Using my key, I opened the door and instantly searched for Cadmus. My breathing became heavy when I saw a woman's dress near the staircase. I heard a noise from upstairs so, I slowly walked up while I prepared for what I might see.My heart dropped to the floor when I saw Cadmus. He went inside the room with someone. My feet moved on their own and stopped in front of the open door.Of course, they would leave it open because they have the place all for themselves.I have always believed that my husband, although our marriage was arranged by our parents, will never cheat on me. But now, he just proved me wrong.Cadmus stood before me without any hint of shame. He doesn't appear to be nervous at all. He didn't even bother picking up his clothes from the floor before he faced
My chin rose to push down the tears that were making their way to my eyes. Percival stood in front of me and stared at me with promise. I stared back at him as I tore my own heart out of my system. Everything that serves Cadmus no longer has a place in my being.Percival's eye suddenly widened as if realization have hit him."What made you leave him, Katalina?" I haven't answered but anger is already evident in his voice, I even saw his jaw clench."He told me that I was damaged and no one will want me because I am a woman of no value if I can't carry a child... He even cheated on me for that reason. He cheated on me with Minty," I swallowed hard as my gaze dropped to the ground. "And I saw it with my own eyes."I raised my now empty eyes back to his face. There I could see the horror in his eyes as he stared at me as if he knew what I said just killed me. When he drew his face away, I could still see his uneasy pupils that seemed like they were sha
It took two days before the doctors said that my brother's condition had improved and he would wake up anytime soon. I wanted to stay by their side, but we had to head home each night for Marcus. After three days, we decided to discuss the situation with Helena. My family was my top priority, but it was time they filled me in with everything that happened while I was occupied at the hospital and at home.We were at the house, in Percival's office, along with Andrew and Rocco. They laid out pictures of where Helena was spotted after the incident.She might've gotten away, but she'd have no place to hide or people to rely on. Even her trusted assistant had agreed to help us in exchange for a clean slate. Helena might have had the upper hand when we didn't know who was pulling the strings. But even her people knew she'd lose the battle the moment she was discovered. Because in the world we live in, for most people, facing the Marquez head-on was just not possible.All of Helena's crimes
We decided to transfer Aisha here since we couldn't send her back to the hospital where she was originally admitted. She was determined to be by Koen's side, so we let her. I was sure my brother would want her to be at ease. So, we arranged her room to be next to his.While Percy was busy, I brought Aisha to Koen's room. I knew she wanted to run to his side the moment we entered, but she stood with glazed eyes by the door until I told her it was okay to come close. She greeted him with the softest voice I had ever heard and continued to be so careful as she touched him. My brother was still strapped to machines, and I hoped whatever Aisha was saying to him would be enough to bring him back.After she finished talking to him, we both sat quietly in his room. The nurses kept tending to her, asking her to return to her room, but she would beg them to let her stay by his side a little longer.I didn't say anything for the first hour that we sat there. Aisha was clearly worried, and I knew
This was a private hospital with a floor dedicated to their VIP patients. The lounge near the ICU and the corridor to my brother's room were exclusive to us. The other areas and rooms on this floor were also exclusive to the patients occupying them. It was impossible to loiter around without permission.We weren't accepting visitors. That was why this girl here was being driven away by the security and staff. But she seemed panicked, and her voice was begging."Who are you?" I asked as I walked toward them. My eyebrows were knitted as I scanned her appearance. She was wearing a jacket over her hospital gown. Her face looked pale, and she was wearing a beanie. Another patient?She looked at me in shock. I could sense the hesitation, but we both knew the only way to my brother was through me. And she seemed desperate. "I... I'm Aisha. I just want to see Koen. I want to know if he's alright.""Why? Why do you need to know? Who are you?" I asked again. Firmly this time. I had never met th
Light pierced through our curtains, indicating that I had been sitting on this bed for hours. The guards had secured the area, and Marcus had been moved back into his bedroom. My father and Koen were still in the hospital, and I felt too defeated to rush there and see them.I suppose this was the time to feel angry and start thinking of ways to punish whoever did this to my family. After all, anger was the only emotion I knew how to deal with. Because anger meant I could make people pay. I could put them in their place and make anyone regret crossing me. Either that or I shut down my emotions until there was no point in feeling them anymore.Anger. Hatred. Resentment. All of that made me believe that I could do something about the insurmountable grief from my mother's death and from losing the life I used to have. I thought, who could blame me? The grief was inescapable, and there was just no way around it.But the anger that pushed me to victory had also damaged the people and things
PERCIVALI was livid. So much so that my fingers finally curled into a fist. Veins popped out on my arms and neck. But Helena was too busy unbuttoning my shirt to notice all that. Her lips touched my collarbone, and her hands crawled on my chest. It was a challenge to keep my breathing steady when every part of me was aching to know that my wife and children were safe--to hold them close and feel them breathe. But I took on that challenge for them. To save them, I must first save myself. Helena was nothing but a big distraction that I plan to properly get rid of later. I ignored her and kept my eyes fixated on the fingers I could finally move."You know, I have a better idea," she whispered into my ear. "I think you'd start listening to me when I give you a son that's yours. You might even find it easier to forgive me if I carry your child."My gaze shot back at her. Despicable. I would've given her a scoff if I wasn't planning to trick her into thinking that the drug was still in fu
My eyes scanned the place to spot anything unordinary. Then I looked at my son and checked his clothes. Since Natalie had been here, I had to move Marcus to a safer place. So, I had to make sure nothing would track him. I gazed at Grace and Marcus' nurse and pressed a finger against my lips.There wasn't time for my questions to be asked or for the betrayal to be felt. But something told me that my relatives worked with Helena because of my uncle's greed. He had always wanted my father and brother's company for himself. How could they do this to us? Their family?"Natalie. She's been here," I said quietly. Grace began digging through her clothes, and the nurse followed her lead. They both knew the protocols, and we couldn't be too careful. Rocco gestured for us to follow him, and everyone did. We hurried to the back, with my son still in my arms. The next thing we knew, we were running toward the woods and into a shed. Thoughts were racing in my mind, but I stayed calm and focused o
"Natalie? What are you doing here?" I asked when I opened the door to see my cousin instead of Raya. Despite being my relative, she doesn't know about Marcus, and this house is far smaller than the penthouse. So, we were careful with who we invited over.I told the guards that someone from my agency was coming over. They knew Grace, but anyone else was asked to identify themselves. Since Natalie was a relative and a person from my agency, they probably let her in without too many questions. "Raya and some of the other staff had food poisoning earlier. So, I came to bring you these instead," she said, handing me the magazine and portfolio I asked Raya to bring. "I also got you these. Saw them while I was on my way."Natalie handed me a box of what seemed like pastries. I smiled and thanked her as I took the box and everything else."Food poisoning? How are they?" I asked. "Was it from the cafeteria?""Oh, no! It was food from outside that they shared. But they all seem fine, just a bi
PERCIVALThere was no fighting whatever they put in my food. So, I stopped struggling to save my energy. Alarms were blaring, that much I could register in my mind. They were having a hard time getting me out of the building. The voices and shouting indicated that my security had been alarmed. But I was already held hostage. They wouldn't be able to do much now. What I was counting on was for Andrew to fix this mess. If our trained men weren't spread too thin, they would've been here by now. Perhaps Katalina was right. I was being too stubborn. I should've brought more of our guards on my side--no, I should've been more cautious even around our relatives.The rest of it was a blur. I lost consciousness along the way. I opened my eyes to an unfamiliar room. I still didn't have control over my body, but I wasn't as bad as before. I tried to lift my arm, but it was too heavy and numb. Dammit."How long have you been awake?" A voice came from the corner of the room. I couldn't figure out
PERCIVALTali was still asleep when I opened my eyes. In college, I'd often hear people say that she probably slept with her arms crossed over her chest. . . like a vampire. Would they believe me if I told them Tali slept with her arms wrapped around my waist? That she would snuggle closer to my chest when I touched her hair? I wouldn't believe it either.The hardest part of the day was to get out of bed. I wake up a little earlier than my alarm every morning for this little time with her. When she was sound asleep and unaware of how glad I was to wake up next to her every morning. I sighed and kissed her forehead. Despite my desire to stay next to her the whole day, I slowly untangled her arms from my body. Careful so I wouldn't wake her up. I wanted to slow down mornings to have more time with her, where I could lay in bed for a while before heading to my son's room to see if he was also still asleep. I want all that at the beginning of each day. Leaving the house where my son and