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A smile formed on Mathews face as he looked at Victoria who lied beside him happily on the bed. He felt at ease just staring at her until the words of Elizabeth resurfaced in his memory.'Victoria is mentally unstable, one minutes she's fine and another minute she's not. Who is why I want you to do something about it. She's my best friend and I am very worried for her. You don't know how hard it is for me to look at her everyday and not be able to help her," she cried out.His heart clenched. Why was he just knowing all of this? Why wasn't he told about this at all? Why was she just telling him and how true was it? He wanted to believe her but then he was afraid.He couldn't be dating a mentally unstable person and there was nothing of such in her report. He sighed deeply. He looked at Victoria with so much love in his heart. He was head over heels for this girl and it amazed yet mortified him everyday.Victoria adjusted her body so that he was cuddling Mr Smith very well. He held he
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Victoria had not been able to concentrate on work since her mother called her this morning. She feared she was about to har something bad from her mother and it worried her. She feared for the unknown as her mother had never called her in such a state before.She wondered what could be the situation of her mother. She wondered if it was serious enough to take her life.Just the thought of her mother dying feared her. She wasn't sure how she'd be able to move on or live her life knowing she had no mother anymore. Her mother was her everything and she continued to struggle just to make her mother proud and give her all of the beautiful things in this world.She was yet to give her mother all she promised her. She just couldn't focus. Her stomach ached, her chest hurts and her headache. Everything was rotating in her eyes.Tears threatened to come out of her eyes but she fought them hard. While she worked, she couldn't concentrate as all she thought of was her mother.She has been feelin
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Mr Smith ran to meet Victoria at the place she had told him to come meet her. He was surprised when she sent him a message during work hours. A smile formed on his face the moment he saw the message. He had been wanting to text her but he remembered he had promised not to.He wondered why she suddenly wanted to see him and what she wanted to tell him. He couldn't wait for the time she had asked them to meet to come so he'd go and meet her.He missed her so much even though he had seen her this morning. He couldn't just get enough of her. It was like he was high on drugs and she was the drugs he was addicted to and he didn't mind nor did he want to stop getting high on that drug."I'm so sorry I'm late, I hope you have not been waiting for too long?" He inquired from her and she shook her head."No, not at all " she told him and he heaved a sigh of relief."That's great and I've missed you," he tells her and a blushed crept on her cheek. For some seconds she forgot about her mother's
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Victoria followed her mother and sat down on the couch. She tapped her feet on the floor as she waited for them to tell her the story.To tell her why she didn't grow up with a father and why her father was suddenly back in their lives. She was trying hard not to explode because she had a lot she wanted to say to them and she demanded a response."Victoria," her mother began as she placed her hands on Victoria's leg."I'm sorry for all of this happening now and trust me, I'd never want to hurt your feelings," she added.Ashley swallowed a lump in her throat before she continued. "Gregory and I were both lovers in college. He was a year ahead of me back in college and when he graduated, things were hard for us as we barely saw one another. He had to focus on his career and himself and I have my finals too. Three months after my graduation, I found out that I was pregnant but couldn't get in contact with Gregory. I tried contacting him, asking his friends about him but no one knew where
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Victoria laid on her bed on her back finding it hard to sleep. Her eyes were looking at the ceiling but she wasn't concentrating on it. All she thought about was the messy situation she found herself into lately.Firstly it was Elizabeth and now her father was back in her life. She didn't know how to feel anymore. She was angry at first but now she doesn't know what to feel.For years she wished she had a father but she never voiced that to her mother as she didn't want to make her feel like she wasn't doing enough.After twenty three years, she finally had a father figure yet she wasn't sure if she wanted him in her life. She was doing fine and she wasn't sure if she knew what she wanted.Her phone beeped and she stretched her hands towards the nightstand to get her phone. A smile crept on her face once she realized who it was that sent her a message.It was past two in the midnight yet Mr Smith sent her a message.'Hi love, I'm guessing you are asleep, anyways I am not. The truth is
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"Hey babe," Victoria said with a smile on her face."Hey beautiful, how was your night?" Mr Smith asked."It was fine and yours?" She asked."Very good. I miss you so much. When should I come get you?" He asked. He hasn't been able to be without thinking about her.Her face kept reappearing in his head and all he wanted to do was hold her in his arms and never let go."Well tomorrow. I will text you the address. I miss you too. Had a hard time sleeping last night," she tells him."I love you and kisses. I got to go," he tells her."I love you and take care," she replied to him with a kissy sound before ending the call."Oh my goodness!" She gasped in shock with her hands on her chest the moment she turned to see her mother standing behind her."Mother," she called in relief."What were you doing sneaking up on me," she asked.A smile formed on her mother's face. She decided to go check on Victoria only to hear all of this and it made her heart warm.She couldn't believe her child was
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Gregory stood in front of Victoria's room for some minutes before he finally knocked on the door. He didn't know what to say to her but he wanted to be a father to her."Just go away mother, I don't want to talk to you," she spat out.Gregory cleared his throat. "It's not your mother, it's me," he tells her."What do you want? Are you here to tell me that my mother has a point? If so, just go away," she tells him off.He sighed. "I am not here for that. Can you please open up so that we can talk to each other?" He pleaded.Victoria signed. She got up from her bed and went to open the door. Once he entered, she closed her door and went to sit on her bed in an Asian style."How are you feeling now?" He asked, rubbing the back of his neck as he didn't know what to do or say about the situation."Do I look fine?" She replied harshly.She sighed. "Not really. Okay scratch that, tell me about this man, I really want to know him," he tells her.She folded her arms across her chest, scrutiniz
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Ashley knocked on Victoria's door twice but got no reply. Victoria already knew it was her mom as she knows the way she knocks. Ashley knocked again but got no reply from Victoria. "I know you are in there and you know I am knocking so kindly come and open the door so the both of us can talk sweetie," Ashley said.Victor sighed. She wasn't in the mood to talk to her mother, not now, maybe later but for now she didn't want to speak to her."Let's speak Vee. Okay I admit I was a little irrational earlier but let's speak so we can seek the misunderstanding between us. I mean you can shut me out forever will you? Come on already Vee, I want to hear you out and trust me, I promise not to say anything until I'm done listening," She tells her.Ashley sighed when she saw that Victoria wasn't coming to open the door. "You do know I am your cool mom right?" Ashley let out a small laugh."I mean you know I've got you and I will listen to you about anything without judging. Don't do this already
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It's been a year since Elizabeth died. Victoria went to her grave to visit her. After she moved away from New York and away from her hometown, she decided to return to visit Elizabeth. The moment she stepped into the cemetery, tears formed in her eyes. Like Deja Vu, memories with Elizabeth filled her head. They were the best of her life. Elizabeth died at age twenty three, leaving her to face this cruel world alone and it hurt her. There was no time she didn't see anything that wouldn't remind her of Elizabeth. Elizabeth has been a constant in her life and even though she was angry with her and decided to cut ties with her, she meant no harm to her. "Hi Bee," Victoria said once she stood in front of Elizabeth's grave. "It's been long," Victoria quickly wiped the tears that formed in her eyes. She sniffled a little. "How have you been? Has the weather...weather been treating you nice?" She asked, tears streaming down her cheek. "I miss you. I miss you so much that I wish that my life i
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"I'm sorry but she's dead" That word kept ringing in Victoria's ear. It became a ringing bell in her head. Her best friend was gone and she left before they could make a proper make up. It hurt her so much. Tears streamed down her face profusely as she recalled it all. She blamed herself for calling Elizabeth out. She blamed herself that if she had not showed up in front of Elizabeth, she wouldn't have died. She blamed herself as she sat on the floor of the hospital ground. Elizabeth was no more. She had managed to call and inform Elizabeth parents She hated herself. She wished she had not called her out. She wished Elizabeth wasn't hit. As much as she was angry with Elizabeth, she'd never wish death on her. It hurt her so much that she has lost her best friend and she wished it never happened. It felt like a dream to her yet she knew it was reality. She felt she liked her friend. "Where is my child?" Elizabeth's mother cried out as she came into the hospital. Elizabeth's mother, Ella
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On a bright Sunday morning, Victoria decided to call Elizabeth. She hoped Elizabeth would reply as she wanted to know her location and go meet her there so they could converse with one another. She was finally going to end all of this and come to a conclusion with Elizabeth. "What do you want?" Was the first word Elizabeth said the moment she answered the call. "I want us to meet," Victoria replied. "Meet? Why would I want to meet someone like you? You are literally not worth my time and I do not want to waste any time with you. I'd obviously be foolish to create time for someone as worthless as you," Elizabeth spat out. "I am only asking if we meet. It's nothing serious. I need us to talk," Victoria spoke, trying to keep her temper at bay. She didn't want Elizabeth to suddenly end the call while she was talking. She wanted to speak with her and ask her and end their friendship for life. She also wanted to clear everything and tell her mind and let everything end. After what Elizabeth
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The moment everyone left and it was just Mr Smith and Mr lucky, Mr lucky decided to ask what had been in his mind since he heard what the actual problem was. "Are you sleeping with Miss Perkins?" Mr Smith was taken aback by Mr Lucky's question as he had not expected him to be so direct about it. "Are you?" Me lucky asked again, his brows rose up slightly in a questioning manner. "She's my girlfriend," he answered. He didn't want to say yes to Mr Lucky's question and male it seem like Victoria wasn't important to him and he was using her to pass time. "You are not surprised?" Mr Smith asked Mr lucky as he noticed Mr lucky had not reacted as he imagined. "Yes. It's surprising right?" Mr Lucky asked and Mr Smith hummed. "Why is that so?" Mr Smith asked, wanting to know. "Well, it's easy. You remember what you told me when I asked you why?" Mr Lucky asked. Mr Smith thought back to the time Mr lucky had asked him why he chose Victoria as a part of the programming team. "Where are you drivi
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Mr Smith was surprised to see Mr Lucky in his office as he wasn't expecting him. What surprised him were the people that followed behind him and most especially Victoria. As he took a closer look at her, he saw tears in her eyes and his heart clenched. What happened to her? He thought to himself as he diverted his attention back to Mr Smith. "It seems we have got very unprofessional programmers in this company and I think it's time we remove them and recruit new ones," Mr Lucky said the moment he sat down on the chair. Rebecca played with her fingers whole avoiding contact with Mr Smith. Flora and Maryanne were ready to defend their cause as they believed they only did what was right. "What happened?" Mr Smith asked Mr lucky frantically. "I do not know what happened but these programmers are now children and have decided to engage I'm fist fights and pulling each other's hair," Mr Lucky spoke sternly. Mr Smith looked at Victoria for some seconds before looking away. She wasn't involve
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A scowl formed on Rebecca's face immediately. She thought to herself what Elizabeth had in mind and why she was creating a scene. "You all want to know the truth right and then I shall tell you," Elizabeth said. Rebecca got up from her seat and in anger she walked towards Elizabeth. "You are not allowed here and who are you? Leave this instance before I call the guards on you," Rebecca warned but Elixir could care less. Nobody was going to stop her from saying what she had in mind today and she doesn't care about the consequences. She refused to lose to Victoria and so she will drag Victoria to the mud. "Your precious college here is fucking your boss!" Elizabeth exclaimed, making everyone in the room shocked by her revelation. They all have one another, a knowing look while trying to figure at the same time is what she was saying is true. "This girl here name Victoria is nothing but a slut because she's fucking your boss Mathew Jason Smith!" She made sure to call Mr Smith by his full
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Mr Smith shook his head in disbelief. Elizabeth's attitude had changed all of a sudden once he asked if she would take the opportunity to be his girlfriend. The same girl that had acted as if she loved her best friend could suddenly care less about her and it baffled him. "So you would date me now if I asked you to?" Mr Smith asked and she nodded her head. "Of course. I mean..." She shrugged. Mr Smith got up from his chair, having heard enough from her. He didn't want to stay in the same place as her or have any conversation with her anymore. "Are you leaving?" Elizabeth asked as Mt Smith got up on his feet. "This conversation is over," he said sternly, surprising her by his action. "Over?" Her brows furrowed in confusion. What was he talking about and why did his attitude suddenly change? She thought to herself. "Yes Elizabeth. I do not want to ever speak to you again. I hope this is the last time we ever speak to one another again," he tells her in a stern manner. Elizabeth got up f
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'Let meet up.' Elizabeth read the message sent to her by Mr Smith out loud. A frantic expression formed on her face. They had no plans to meet today so why was he suddenly expecting them to meet. She quickly typed her reply. 'Sure.' Not too long Mr Smith sent the address to her and she texted a reply that she would be meeting him when she closes from work. "It's done," Mr Smith said to Victoria. "So she'd be coming to meet you then. I'm nervous," Victoria sighed. Mr Smith rubbed her shoulder that was exposed softly. "You don't have to be. Things will work out fine," he assured her. She heaved a deep breath. "The truth is, I really want to make things right with her. I want to put friendship back. I miss her so much but I fear that it would never be the same," Victoria tells him. "It will be fine. I will just talk to her as we planned and clarify the whole situation and then you guys will be good again," he tells her but she has doubts. The Elizabeth that spoke to her the night she lef
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That was all Victoria needed to hear. To know that her man doesn't see her as a mad woman was enough for her."Babe, come on. Tell me already. What happened between the both of you. What's going on because I do not want to be lost in all of this. Weren't you guys best friends? What happened and why does she have to say you have mental issues?" He inquired.Victoria opened her mouth to say something but she closed it back. How does she start? She thought to herself."Elizabeth and I are childhood friends, not just friends but best friends. We grew up together, went to the same high school and same college and graduated the same year. To be honest the problem between us is still baffling me.""If someone had told me that my best friend and I would no longer share the same close bond with one another again, I would have doubted. I would have fought that person because it was impossible for Elizabeth and I to stay away from each other. We were more than friends but sisters.""Our relation
