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Victoria's eyes blinked upon hearing Mr Smith's words. "Uh?" She was confused.Mr Smith sighed. "Are you daft? It seems you are because you like people repeating words for you before you can understand them, right?" His brows raised in a questioning manner.She felt shivered down her spine, hearing him speak with his accent. She would have fainted from loving the sound if she wasn't strong enough.She shook the thoughts off. "I'm sorry, I heard you well sir." She spoke.Mr Smith clicked his tongue. "Tsk, tsk tsk." He wakes closer to her. "You tend to say sorry alot. More like you do no Know when to use that word." He said to her, now standing closer to her than he was before.She hiccupped from his close proximity. "Cat caught your tongue Mr Perkins?" He asked, his voice suave more than ever."No! No sir!" She exclaimed in shock. She felt so hot from his presence. She suddenly felt her mouth dry and the urge to drink water arose."Ms Perkins, are you sure you heard everything I spoke
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Victoria walked back into the office with the bag in her hands. She wasn't angry but sad. She felt so welcomed by everyone and when she had a bit of hope, Mr Smith quenched it.Clara told her Mr Smith saw something in her for him to put her as a part of the new programming team but after what he did, she couldn't tell if Clara was correct or not because Mr Smith just like the others at Smith Technologies made her feel unwelcomed.All her life, she dreamt of working at Smith Technologies. She studied harder and did a lot of research, participated in competitions to be a better version of herself and atlas when she got it, it turned out to be the opposite of all she imagined.Victoria raised her head up only to see people in the office looking at her in a way she didn't understand while whispering something to themselves. She could tell it was about her as they didn't pretend to be talking about anyone but what bothered her was; what had she done this time.She could see them glancing a
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Victoria could not walk around without being reminded of the false rumors that went about. Everyone looked at her as if she had defecated on her body while whispering words to themselves. At first she tried shrugging it off but the constant bickering and scornful looks made it hard for her to ignore."I always knew she came into the company with connections. I mean over a hundred candidates and she made the top three and as if that wasn't obvious, she got to be a part of the new programming team in less than two days in the company." Victoria heard a lady she has never seen her life say.She blinked her eyes fighting the tears that threatened to come out. She didn't expect her name to have gone this far in the company. People from other departments now knew her and they knew her not because she was capable but because of the false rumors that went around.It hurt her so much. They couldn't pretend to even like her, not as if that would be better but at last she would be able to walk a
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Elizabeth tossed and turned on her bed as she stared at her phone constantly. It's been over a week yet she got no calls or texts from Mathew. She wondered what he could be doing that would make him forget her and the help she had given his sister.She wanted to text him at one point but went against it as she felt she was doing too much for a man's attentions.she groaned in frustration when she got nothing from him. She thought he felt the same thing she felt for him but now she was having two thoughts about him.She wondered if he did but had been so busy or caught up in a pile of work which was why he hadn't contacted her because she could swear that he also felt the spark she felt.He has told her to contact him when she was less busy so he could take her out for dinner and although she had a day off two days ago, she didn't contact him to tell him so. She expected him to come into her Dm or call her on the phone to ask about her schedule.She was frustrated. Deciding to drop her
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'I will pick you up by eight tonight.'Elizabeth could not stay focused at work today as the last message she received from Mathew filled her head. She didn't know if she should call it a date or not but she was happy that they would get to see each other after a week.She had decided to go out I stead of waiting for the day she'd get an off so she could have dinner with him. She was never one to make first move when it comes to matters of the heart. She felt Mathew like her in the same way she does because he asked if she was free today when she reminded him of the dinner plans they had.She prayed for the day to move faster but instead the day went by playfully slow that she almost choked. Anytime she had free moments in the hospital, she would imagine the perfect outfit for the night. She contemplated earlier if she should ask the location so as to know what to wear but she went against that as she didn't want to come out desperate."You did a nice job today Elizabeth." Doctor Stev
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We cannot tell what is ahead of what or what is behind us. Life is full of surprises and the things we want are not what we get.Damages could happen and in instance but repair takes process. Victoria wiped the tears that rolled down her cheek, sniffing too.Earlier at the conference room where she had meetings with the other members of the new programming team, she was determined to let her opinion be heard as she felt they were not being broad about their ideas enough and she regrets and at the same time does not regret it.She had interjected when Rebecca spoke to tell them about her ideas but the replies she got proved to her and reminded her that it wasn't that she was incapable but it was their dislike or rather hate for her that has made them not interested in anything she has to say.They didn't want her among them and even if she had the capability, they didn't want to know and I'm other words, they were ignorant as long as it involved her."Excuse you Newbie!" Rebecca had sh
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Victoria stood in front of Mr Smith getting no attention from him. After Clara had informed Mr Smith of Victoria's request to see him, he told her to let her in.Victoria prayed within herself, hoping things would go according to plan. Having a good work relationship with your colleagues matters a lot and she was ready to start the basics. She thought of their words and understood that she shouldn't be a part as she was a newbie who needed guidance first.Deborah did make some point but she thought she had spoken with so much disdain and that hurt her. She expected them to have spoken to her in a better way. She planned on also correcting rumors of her and Mr Smith being in a romantic relationship after she has been taken off from the new programming team.She fidgeted with her nails as she watched Mr Smith work. He had told them to let her in but hadn't given her the attention she needed to tell her the reason she had come to see him.She sighed loudly hoping that was enough to tell
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Victoria gulped. Mr Smith was standing so close to her that it made her heart race faster than normal. Whenever he was close to her, she had mixed feelings and often fell short of words.She didn't know how but somehow he had a power over her in ways she didn't expect and she wondered how.Me Smith placed both of his hands on his back. "Answer me Ms Perkins." He asked firmly and sternly. Victoria felt shivers down her spine hearing his deep husky voice.Even when his voice was cold or harsh, his accent managed to make her feel different about his attitude. She was startled a bit but recollected herself."Do you feel you are not worthy? Do you feel there are others who are better?" He asked, making emphasis on his every word.She knew she was worthy and she knew she was capable of the responsibilities but for the sake of peace she was willing to sacrifice this opportunity that could help her grow more. It hurt her because after all this year, she was finally at the place she wanted to
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Victoria's eyes widened as the folder in her hands fell on the ground. Her boss was kissing her for the second time and for a reason she didn't know of.Immediately, she got a hold of herself, she pushed him away from her not in a forceful way and she wiped her lips with the back of her palm. She glared at him."Tonight at eight, meet me at the hotel. Be there on time." He tells her before leaving his own office for her. Victoria staggered back a bit. It was after he left everything dawn on her."Did he just ask me to meet him in a hotel?" She felt insulted by that statement. "Does he think I am a hoe desperate? Oh my goodness? He wants to sleep with me because he thinks I would be comfortable with it?" She felt so insulted as she thought of the obvious reasons he had asked her to see him in a hotel.He was her boss yet she felt insulted. She couldn't believe the man she looked up to for years would think so low of her and it hurt her more because she actually felt her heart flutter u
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"The launch date is set and everything is in order. Mr Marcos from Hightech will be available on that day." Rebecca informed Mr Smith."Okay." Mr Smith said. All the while Rebecca spoke, he looked at Victoria who looked at the folder in her hands in an attempt to avoid meeting Mr Smith's eyes. After his conversation with Elizabeth, he thought of many things he could do to make it up to Victoria. He had taken what Elizabeth suggested into consideration and now he had searched on the internet the best place to take a woman to."That's all for today." Rebecca informed him."Okay. You may leave." He tells them. They both turned to leave when Mr Smith stopped them."Not you Rebecca, you can leave. Victoria, wait behind." He told her. Victoria's heart skipped that very moment he asked her to wait. She had been avoiding him for days now and now she was going to be stuck in the same room with the man that hurt her feelings."Me." She pointed at herself wanting to be sure he had insisted she
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If happiness was a person, then that would be Elizabeth. She had left work earlier than her supposed time as she had told her director of an emergency which she had to attend to.All through the day, aside from her little argument with Victoria, she had a good day. She had totally put the issue with Victor behind her as she didn't want to have a bad day. Every once in a while, she'd remember Victoria and sigh. She was expecting her best friend to be by her side today and help her out with her clothing and accessories but her best friend has decided to be so suspicious of her new found relationship. She gets baffled everytime she thinks about it.Victoria was always suspicious of her relationship in the past and truly they ended badly as Victoria predicted but she felt Mathew was going to be different. She threw the accessory on her hand on the bed as she groaned in frustration. "Don't do this Elizabeth. You are supposed to be happy. This is supposed to be your happy day. Get behind m
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Victoria kicked her shoes off once she was back into her apartment. Tears filled her eyes all through her journey back. It hurts in her chest so much that she wondered why her stomach ached too.His words weren't supposed to have much effect on her yet it did. She had walked away from him and acted like what happened between them never happened.She walked into her room, praying Elizabeth wasn't awake yet as she didn't want to start explaining the situation to her. That night she had not been able to sleep as she tossed and turned on her bed."Oh my goodness!" Elizabeth exclaimed as she stared at her best friend looking like a mess in the morning. "Did you sleep at all? What happened to you? Your eyes are swollen." Elizabeth spoke as she walked towards her friend with concern on her face.She placed her hands on Victoria's eyes to see if she was sick or showed any sign of fever. She touched her forehead to feel her temperature."You seem fine Toria. What happened? You had a nightmare
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"Yes." Mr Smith answered without hesitation."Hmm. I see. Do I know her? Who is she?" Landon asked. Mr Smith at that time decided to dig into his food. He wasn't going to talk about who had his feelings all messed up."Let's dig in. The food is almost cold." Mr Smith said dismissively, making Landon roll his eyes at him. "So are you down for my earlier suggestion?" Landon asked."What did you say again?" Mr Smith questioned as he couldn't remember what Landon had suggested they do."Let's go out. To a bar, club, anywhere. Just to get rid of the tension earlier today. The truth is, it's been a long time since I had any woman feel my..." He cleared his throat hoping his signs alone were enough to give the hint he wanted to show his friend.Mr Smith shook his head. "You are always horny. I thought you liked Victoria? Suddenly you want to jump on another?" Mr Smith brows raised in a questioning manner. When he doubted Landon's affection for Victoria, he knew he wasn't wrong and now Lando
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Mr Smith said nothing as he looked into the eyes of his friend. He wondered why he had thought that he had feelings for him. He wanted to burst into another fit of laughter but decided against it. He decided to piss Landon off instead.His facial expression changed as he leaned closer to Landon making Landon wary. He grabbed Landon's hands on the table, making Landon's eyes widened."What...what are you doing?" Landon stuttered as he suddenly felt his mouth go dry.Mr Smith swallowed the lump in his throat. He was struggling not to laugh because Landon's facial expression was killing him. "How is it that you are just realising?" He had managed to say without laughing. He wanted to pee on himself just by looking at Landon.Landon removed his hands from Mr Smith's hold and kept it to himself. "Oh my goodness!" He gasped for air."You..." Landon pointed his index finger at himself and then at Mr Smith."You like me?" He asked, wanting to be sure he was hearing his friend well.Mr Smith n
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Mr Smith shook his head. "She didn't have any phone call that I am aware of and besides we were fine so I do not understand anything." Mr Smith explained to his friend who didn't seem to believe him.Landon rubbed his eyes with his index and thumb finger. "Fuck!" He cursed as she sat back down on his seat. He had gotten up from his seat when he had offered to drive her back home."Her friend Rebecca told me she was in a bad mood today. Said it had something to do with a relationship. I do not know what to think but I feel she has feelings for another." Landon tells his friend."Rebecca?" Mr Smith questioned wanting to be sure it was the right name he had heard his friend say."Yes. She is a colleague with Victoria. She said Victoria's mood has been down all day and she said it has to do with Victoria's love life and she mistook me for the guy who was supposed to be the cause of her sad mood." He explained to his friend as he sighed deeply.He wanted to doubt that she had interest in s
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Landon got up from his seat. "I will be back soon. I have to use the restroom." He informed Mr Smith and Victoria who nodded their heads in response.As soon as Landon left, it became awkward for both Mr Smith and Victoria. Both looked elsewhere except themselves. Mr Smith was tempted to speak to her, to clear the differences between them but he couldn't man up and do it. It was unlike him and he knew it.He was still angry with her that she had left in the middle of the night without letting him know. The waiter came to take their order. "Good evening, Sir, ma'am." He greeted them again respectively, placing their orders on the table. Both nodded their heads in acknowledgment. "You may go for now, we will call you when we need you again." Mr Smith tells him and the waiter nodded his head I'm understanding before leaving them."Victoria." Mr Smith finally called after gathering enough courage and setting his pride aside.He was going to be on good terms with her for the sake of his f
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Victoria froze on spot as she seized her breath. The person she had been trying to avoid and also the person who had invaded her thoughts since yesterday was now standing behind her. Her heart began to beat faster than normal. Her palms become sweaty again. She swallowed an invisible lump in her throat as she suddenly felt her mouth go dry."It's okay. We just got here." Landon tells his friend.Mr Smith had not seen Victoria yet as she was backing him. He looked at her hair and shrugged before taking a seat. It was when he sat down that he noticed Victoria beside him. His eyes widened once he saw her, he could tell she was avoiding him as she refused to look his way to see who it was. He guessed his voice had given him away.Landon cleared his throat. He noticed that Victoria wasn't trying to look at Mr Smith and he thought it was because she was caught by surprise having to have dinner with her boss. He expected such a reaction from her but he didn't know why Mr Smith was shocked t
