For the past week, I spent whatever extra time I had familiarizing myself with the surrounding forestry. The forest reminded me of home and every time I heard a branch break or the sound of crunching dry grass I expected to see a wolf.
I mostly felt lonely. I had Gina. She was a good roommate but I felt that void in my chest grow bigger since I cut all contact with my family. But instead of being alone with my thoughts of them in a place that reminded me of them, I began whittling with my iron dagger.
I learned how to make wooden stakes so that I had a proper weapon to defend myself. It took a few tries before I got the weight and the point of the edge right and I was certain in my craftmanship that this would pierce the flesh of a vampire and kill him.
But my armory didn't stop there. I needed Holy water, a box of matches, and gasoline. They were smart at choosing to hide out in a place that had no sun but not only the sun could kill them, but nature also ensured there would always be a way to put the species down.
The idea of all my plans coming together brought a smile to my face and light to my eyes, but that didn't hold long when I remembered I was outnumbered and the only student that probably knew their secret and lived to see another day.
My phone rang and Gina glared at me as I stared blankly at it. Sapphire's name flashed across the screen. "Just answer it. What did dey do dat was so wrong?" She had asked this every time she caught me dodging a call from them.
I didn't respond but continued running my brush through my blonde hair. She sighed heavily and dropped her mascara back into her makeup bag. "I'm not ready to talk to them," I said and she met my eye in the mirror.
My family didn't stop calling, but I was stubborn. They all lied to me. They could've at least told me why Creed couldn't turn me but they chose to keep it to themselves. I was tired of feeling like an outcast in a place that was supposed to be my home.
Two knocks came on the door and Gina moved to open it. "It must be Robin and Alex." Robin and Alex had lunch with us every day and we sometimes hung out in the common room with them.
Gina pulled open the door and Robin barged right in dressed in a leopard print fur coat, looking like Cruella de Vil. I can't say I enjoyed Robin's company all too much. She reminded me of a typical mean girl.
Alex was dressed in a simple black sweater and leggings. Her black long sleek hair was in a ponytail. She hovered by the door as she looked around the room. I didn't mind Alex's company. She didn't talk unless she had something relevant to say and the silence around her was surprisingly never awkward.
"You girls ready?" Robin asked.
"Yeah let me just grab my bag," Gina said getting her bag out of her closet. We were going into the small town of Brookburgh to get some supplies. Gina and I both agreed that if we were to survive here we couldn't live on a food schedule and besides I needed warmer clothes.
We left the dormitories and made our way to the parking lot so that we could all pile onto Gina's Hyundai. "I call shotgun," Robin sang bumping me with her hip.
Dropping my hand off the front door handle I moved to get into the back seat of the car with Alex. "Ur do you girls mind wearing your seatbelts. I'm a fairly new driver. I got my license last month," Gina explained and we all moved to buckle our seatbelts.
"Would you feel better if I drove, darling?" Robin asked in her famous bittersweet condescending tone.
Gina smiled sheepishly as her fingers fumbled with the keys to start the car. She drove the car out of the parking lot and I looked down the long road. Especially at the white old church with a bell housed in its roof. The town wasn't far and was within walking distance but due to fickle weather, we didn't want to chance it and walk.
As Gina drove into town and I felt like I was transported to a different time. Though the world turned modernized the town was frozen in time maintaining its old charm in its rustic buildings, simple roads, and secret pathways.
"There's a lot of pubs here. No wonder," Robin scoffed as her top lip curled in distaste.
"No wonder what?" Gina asked.
She smiled."Why so many people want to attend the university." Gina shrugged and focused her attention back on the road.
"Oh, this boutique is big. I'm sure you'd find something decent in there May," Gina said and parked her car with the rest of the cars on the side of the road.
"So what are you girls wearing for tonight's party?" Robin asked checking her make-up in the car's visor.
"The party down at the old farm?" Gina questioned. There had been talk about the party all over campus and Gina and I both said we weren't going to go due to the amount of coursework we were loaded with. "I think we'll pass."
"Oh come on a party was canceled because of that boy's death." She rolled her eyes and I caught it in the review mirror.
"I wonder who wanted to attend a party after the death of a student, Robin," I couldn't help the aggression in my tone.
"Death is a part of life, sweetheart. Just because one stops breathing doesn't mean the party for the rest of us down here has to stop too."
"That's harsh, Rob," Alex mumbled turning to look out the car window.
"Anyway," she shrugged us both off. "This party is hosted by the Valentine's. Everybody is going to be there and it will be the start of an amazing year."
"The Valentine's?" Gina repeated, "isn't their father the Dean. How is he okay with his kids having a party one week into the semester?"
"Those kids can probably get away with whatever they want because daddy is the boss." Robin cackled. If only she knew what they were I wonder if she would be so eager and gullible for a pretty face then.
We moved to get out of the car and the rain came down hard causing us to run to the nearest shelter. "Oh look May they sell coats," Gina called and I turned to see coats in the boutique window. "Let's take a look." She pulled open the door and we followed after her.
The boutique was huge and fully stocked with winter apparel."Red suits you well," Gina said holding a red coat up to me. The coat was deep rich red with big black buttons.
"I'd say you would have to have a certain amount of confidence to rock a bold color like red," Robin ensured she added her penny's worth comment.
I clenched my jaw and continued to check the price tag. It was fifty pounds. I deserved it and grabbed a brown one and two black ones in the same style. I also got four pairs of thick pajamas and a few sweaters.
"May sweetheart where do you come from again?" Robin inquired looking at the number of clothes in my hands.
I smiled. "Arizona," was my simple unsatisfying answer as I walked up to the counter to pay. The lady behind the counter rang up the items for me and I paid with Jordan, my brother's credit card. It's the least he could do for me considering he probably knew the reasons our elder brother wouldn't turn me into a wolf and kept it from me and I thought we were closer than that.
After we were done getting clothes we loaded the car with our bags. "There should be a grocery store just around the corner according to G****e maps," Gina said. We piled into the car again and she drove a few blocks and turned right. There was no Walmart or Target but there was a Scottish grocer.
She parked in the parking lot next to the grocery store. "How charming, Robin said in a tone of disgust, again generously contributing her penny's worth.
The grocery shop was standard and I found myself walking down the kiddie's aisle that was stacked with toys. I browsed the shelves and my eyes landed on a water gun that looked like a real gun.
My mind immediately went to 'holy water dispenser' and I picked up the toy. "A toy gun?" Robin questioned and I didn't realize she was behind me.
"I like to collect them." I threw the gun in the trolley and continued to browse the shelves ignoring her.
Not all monsters had claws and fangs. They were human too.
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Reluctantly I dressed for this party. I just wished these girls weren't so outgoing. I could foresee myself attending a lot of parties as a means to keep them safe. I knew Alex wanted no part of this. I could see the lack of enthusiasm on her face. "Can we stop at the church real quick?" I asked Gina as we got into her car to leave for the party.
I had slipped a wooden dagger in the back of my pants. It was too big to fit in the coat pocket. But I needed a second weapon for extra precaution. There were three vampires and I needed all the help I could get if things went south."Okay, dat's de first I hear of someone repentin for their sins before they commit dem," Gina laughed.
"I'll be committing no sins." Only ridding the planet of three.
Gina parked her car on the sidewalk of the church. "Wait here," I told them and rushed up to the church.
As I neared the door there was a small fountain of water outside. I filled the toy gun up with the water. This was just going to have to be enough for the night.
I ran back to the car and they all turned to look at me. "What did you need from the church?" Robin inquired with narrowed eyes.
"Blessings. It's been a while," I smiled snidely.
"Oh I'm an atheist," she sighed and turned around.
Gina drove to the farmhouse and parked her car with the others on the grass. The house was not what I expected when they said farmhouse. It was a modern grey bricked house.
We could hear music coming from inside. "Let's have the first night we will never forget," Robin pushed open the door to the house.
We ducked into the house to see people dancing and having an overall good time. The music was loud and I already wanted to leave. I felt uneasy. "Oh, I see some people I know. Later girls," Robin said immersing herself within the crowd and I couldn't be happier to be rid of her presence.
I caught a flash of blonde and saw Hannah look over at me. A bright smile overtook her face as she began walking over to us. I narrowed my eyes with each step she took towards us. "May so glad you came," she pulled me into a hug. My body froze, hair standing on edge as the cold from her hands seeped through my coat. Gina's eyes were wide and I could hear all the questions she wasn't asking. "Oh, I'm sorry where are my manners. I'm Hannah," she introduced herself.
"We know," Gina glared in my direction. "May forgot to mention she was friends with you."
"Did she now," Hannah smiled devilishly. "Well, that's our May. Very private yet it's part of her charm I would say." My mouth fell open when she referred to me as our. "Well, I'll catch up with you girls later. I'm going to see if the pizza guy is here. I'm starving," Hannah winked at me and smiled before turning to walk away.
It was scary how they all fit in as seemingly normal to the eye. Alex and Gina got into the crowd and I started to feel like I couldn't breathe. The loud music and stench of alcohol were getting to me and I needed air.
I spotted a door at the end of the room and broke away without Alex or Gina noticing. I ducked out the door to see a big bonfire with a long wooden log in front of it. The smell of the burning wood and the sound of the crackling fire got me to calm down.
I walked over to the fire, stretching my cold palms out to it so that I could warm up. "You still here..." Came his voice and I froze, my anxiety returning with a vengeance.
I didn't bother to turn around, instead, I stared at the fire and the prickling sparks that played in the wind. I didn't want to look at him. "At this party? Well, I didn't want to come but I couldn't let my friends come alone."
"I was talking about the school. I would have thought you'd run back to your wolves by now. I guess I owe Joshua a thousand pounds."
I turned to face him. My inner huntress crawled to the surface reminding me I didn't have to take his crap. "Maybe I'm just waiting to find out what you and your family's intentions are. If you harm-"
He laughed placing a hand on his chest. "Easy, love. It sounds like you're about to make a threat." He moved to stand next to me. "You are brave. You think you have a fighting chance against me and my family but you don't. You wouldn't even be able to put me down on my worst day, sweetheart."
"I'd take my chances."
He took a sip from his red paper cup and sighed. "We have no ill intention, May. Anyway, why are you out here all alone?"
I looked at him and his eyes were fixed on the fire. His face was troubled and he seemed off. "I can't have a conversation with you." I broke away from staring at his face. I couldn't allow myself to see him as anything more than he was.
I turned to leave.
"May," he called out in a distressed tone of voice getting me to turn around. "Duck."
As he said those words I heard a shrilling sound as a creature with dilapidated flesh broke from the forest and ran straight at me. My eyes widened and my breathing picked up. "Wendigo."
Within seconds Levi was in front of me. "Stay behind me."
The wendigo moved to attack him and he punched it in the jaw causing it to stagger back and shriek. The thing howled as its jaw came unhinged. "It's making too much noise. Do something."
"Fucking hell. Shut the bloody fuck up," Levi closed in on the creature grabbing it by the throat. The creature tried to claw at him and Levi ripped its head off its shoulders.
The shrieking stopped and it suddenly felt quieter than usual. Levi turned around to face me. His hands were sleek with blood. "Fucking disgusting zombie."
"That was a wendigo, zombies don't exist."
"Ah, I forgot once a huntress always a huntress." He picked up the dead wendigo and began moving to the forest. He threw the body parts into the woods and then removed his hoodie, wiping the blood off his hands.
He discarded the blood-stained hoodie as well and began walking over to me. The material of his white v neck shirt clung to his body showing the outline of his abs. "Are you okay?" He asked when I just stared at him. The flames of the fire reflected in his eyes making him appear mystical.
"What are wendigo's doing here?" I cleared my throat.
"Your guess is as good as mine, Sherlock Holmes."
"Wendigo's live in warm places. Scotland is cold and rainy. It doesn't make any sense."
"Why don't you resurrect our dead bugger and tell him that then," he pointed at the forest. "And by the way you are welcome. I saved your life." He turned to walk away from me.
If he thought this made me trust him then he was wrong. I would never trust him or his siblings for as long as they thirst for blood. "Did you and your siblings kill Seth?" The words tumbled out of my mouth. But I just had to know.
He paused and turned around. "What did you just say?" He questioned with narrow eyes.
"Did you kill him? Yes or no?" I repeated.
"You seem to be under the delusion I answer to you or anyone else for that matter. Tell me is it because I'm a vampire and you need a justifiable reason to drive that wooden stake in your back pocket into my heart?"
My eyes widened. "You knew..."
"That you were in the forest during your breaks. Making weapons to use against us. I've watched you. You want to kill me because of your hatred but something is holding you back." He took a step towards me. "Are you afraid to sacrifice your morals for a creature like me?" He stood in front of me this time faster than I could blink. He snaked his arm around my waist and pulled out the wooden stake from the back of my jeans. He grabbed my hand and enclosed it around the stake as he held it to his heart. "I'm not going to answer your questions. Let's see if the darkness in you will be at bay when what you've craved your entire life, revenge is right in your hands. Do it, May. Prove my siblings wrong that the darkness is greater than the light in you. Kill me in cold blood." He smirked.
"I should do it," I pressed it against his heart and looked up at him. His jaw was hard and his eyes stern as he looked down at me. "Who knows how many people you've hurt. That should be reason enough."
Everything in me was screaming at me to do it. But I knew he wasn't so desperate to prove a point to his siblings that he would die. So I had to be smart and do to him what he has done to me. Give him a false sense of security.
I turned to wrench my hands out of his and I threw the wooden stake into the fire. "You are a monster, Levi, and one day I will have reasonable cause to kill you."
He laughed. "You better be careful, love. You messing with forces beyond your comprehension. You have no idea what's going on here."
"I don't trust you or your family to do the right thing."
"You don't have a choice," he raised his voice. "If you don't like that this is the way things are you can get out and go back to your wolves. What are you torturing yourself for when we both know that the sight of me sickens you."
I blinked hard and he took a small step towards me. "Is everything alright out here. I heard yelling," A guy walked out of the house.
"Go back to the party if you know what's good for you," Levi warned while still keeping his eyes on me.
"No I don't think so," the boy walked over to us. "Is he bothering you?" The boy asked me.
"Oh look at you," Levi grinned. The white knight in glistening armor here to save a damsel." Levi looked at both of us and shook his head. "Your bravery will land you in unwanted trouble one day. Best walk the other direction next time," he said and I felt that his warning was more for me than the boy.
With those words, Levi stormed back into the house. "That guy is a real arse," the boy said turning to me. "Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" I shook my head.
"He didn't." Today.
I looked around at the trees and my eyes finally focused on the boy in front of me. Dark brown hair and brown eyes, a little stubble on his chin. It was not safe for us to be outside. "We should go inside," I suggested.
"My name is Garret by the way," he said as we walked back to the house.
"Nice to meet you, Garret. I'm May." I smiled and he returned it with a grin of his own.
"So tell me, May. Did I just interrupt a lover's spat?"
I shook my head. "No-no-no. It's the farthest thing from that."
"That means you're single then?" There was a hint of hope in his voice.
I smiled. He was boyishly handsome. "Yeah, I am."
On Monday morning the school became the center of all focus in the small town as three students who were last seen attending the Valentine's party on Saturday night went missing. I felt regret and disgust. I was angry at myself. I should have killed them. There was no time for morals when it came to monsters. I was being naive. We were all food at this point. Levi's reaction to me after I asked him about Seth's death should have been enough for me to see that he and his family cared nothing for the students at the school. We were all walking blood bags as far as they were concerned. I couldn't live with myself anymore. Something in me was breaking every second they stayed breathing. I had thought about it the entire morning and I knew what needed to be done. I was going to kill a Vampire, starting with Levi. I needed to separate them from each other —which was easier said than done— considering they were always to
Days went by and the students that went missing didn't turn up. The school had become an investigation site. Our new curfew was at ten pm and every night they did a register. I was starting to believe the Valentines were telling the truth.They seemed just as confused and concerned as the rest of us did and besides that every time I glimpsed them I noticed they argued. Something was afoot. Seth's death and the missing students, could it all be linked?This had me and Alex doing research about the school. Charles Medley Valentine became the dean two years ago. Students were safe and there were no reports of missing children or mysterious deaths. What had changed?Besides doing research with Alex, I got to learn more about her. She was trying to find ways to advance her abilities without having to ascend. Alex became another mystery to me especially since she didn't explain why she rejected her coven.I had two minds about asking her about the a
It had started to rain heavily as we walked through the forest. Thick grey clouds covered the sky, making it appear to be evening though it was only noon. "Could you walk any slower," Levi called back to me. "Where are we even going?" There was an air of regret in my voice for trusting him. I couldn't explain why I was so stupid to follow him into the forest after he tried to kill me twice. There was a little voice in my head screaming in the background that I tried to kill him as well but the truth remained the success of me killing him on my own was twenty percent and him killing me was a hundred. I was less a threat to him than he was to me and Alex and I needed to have an advantage. It was the only way we were going to have peace of mind at this school. "I want to show you something. If you could be patient that is," he said in annoyance. The answer had been the same every time I asked. "How you murder me on
Sleep was a privilege to many and a curse to me. I was constantly rampaged by nightmares that I wished there was another form of rest I could retire to at the end of the day. My dreams were somewhat dementing and I was sure I needed a therapist especially after last night. I dreamed about Levi in a way I chose never to think about him and the worst part was that I could still feel his presence lingering around me. "So I told my sister she can fuck off. I'm not going home to meet another one of her fiance's. I mean this is the third man she is planning on marrying in five years." The anger was evident in Gina's voice that she would probably have to go back to Ireland for her sister's third wedding. I wanted to say anything to her of use and be the friend she needed but I just couldn't stop thinking about that dream. The feel of Levi's hand on my skin and his lips... "May is there something you want to tell me?" Gina chased the thoughts away and I hunched over my textb
"Firstly, what's a wendigo?" Alex asked. We were sitting in the middle of Levi's dorm room with Hannah and Joshua as we explained to Alex the things we learned over the weekend.Levi closed his eyes tightly. "You're focusing on the wrong part of the story, Merlin."Alex shrugged, examining her plain cuticles. "Morbid curiosity and besides it would be better to know exactly what we going up against here."Levi sighed, shaking his head at her. "It looks like a zombie," he threw his hands up in frustration, "I can't really tell you which depths of Tartarus the creature crawled out from.""It sometimes has deer antlers," Hannah said in thought and looked at Joshua. "When Joshua and I were discarding the bodies of the ones you killed, we encountered four more of the creatures. We killed them at first glance.""The ones you killed, looked human," Joshua stood and crossed the room, "and might I even say zombified. Could it be possible it's two
Thunder rattled the windows of the dining hall. Bad weather was the norm in Brookburgh it wasn't anything to get too excited about or something that could ruin plans.I sat at our normal table with Alex and Gina as I nursed a bowl of corn flakes. "So my mother called me last night and it was a whole argument about how I needed to be there to support my sister in her future endeavors. They've all lost it I tell you." Gina slammed her issue of glamour magazine on the table.Alex looked at Gina as if she was listening intently to her family problems but I knew Alex's mind was on a different Astro plane, she was thinking about tonight."May," I heard Garret's voice and I turned to see him standing at our table. His nose had a plaster over it and his cheeks were red and his eyes watery. "Can we talk?" His voice sounded nasally making me feel bad for Levi punching him.Gina and Alex both looked at me awaiting my
I opened my eyes to the sound of a melody. Someone was humming and as my eyes adjusted to the yellow light of the room I saw Robin dressed in a red knee-length, backless dress while she set a dinner table for two that had a single rose in a vase.Everything looked so small as if I'd become a giant overnight.Impossible.There was something wrapped tightly around my neck and I brought my hand up to get it off. It felt like thick rope, immediately sending me into panic and causing my body and mind to fully wake to see that we were in a barn and I was standing on a chair.I began to panic almost losing my footing and causing the chair beneath me to shake. "Oh now careful, love," Robin called, turning around to face me.She wore a bright smile while she adjusted a wine glass on the table."Robin, what is going on?" I couldn't understand why she would do this to me. I knew we weren't the best of friends but that couldn
And as I reached to touch the monsters' stretched-out hand, he suddenly recoiled and picked his head up. "Are you sure this is the right house?" The sound of people talking seemed to scare the monsters and they disappeared in a flash.I heard footsteps come through our front door. There were three men dressed in black and one woman with silver hair. I was scared that they were monsters in disguise as well.The woman's black trench coat swept the floor with each step she took. "Little girl," she said, bending her knees until she was eye level with me, "what is your name?"I swallowed hard. "May." My voice was meek and she stood up straight."Are these people your family, May?" She questioned, getting back down to eye level with me.The silver woman was scary and I was afraid. My body shook as I nodded to answer her question. "Yes, that's my mom, dad, and brother," I stuttered.
It was Christmas eve and it was snowing. The castle looked beautiful covered in snow. I walked out of my last lecture for the day to see Levi waiting for me outside the building. "We could be anywhere in the world right now but you choose to be in a lecture." He held his arms open for me. I hugged him and he entwined our fingers as we walked. "We've been through this. I want to finish university." "Come with me," he said, taking me towards the forest. "Where are we going?" "Since you've been so good, playing human. I got a surprise for you." "You didn't have to get me anything." "But I did," he smiled, "I've realized that I never got to take you on a real date." "What," I smiled, "we went on dates before. Remember the time you took me to Vinny's in town?" Levi laughed. "That was not a date. I got kidnapped." "Okay in Arizona we went to the mall and we sat on a cliffside and kissed." "You have low standards," he said. "Says the man that married a murderous psychopa
Hannah was gone, and I wasn't human anymore. In less than twenty-four hours all our lives changed majorly stunning all of us into silence. The silence wasn't even awkward, there was no where to start the conversation. So silence would just have to do. I walked to Levi's room to take a minute to gather my thoughts. I was starting to feel myself again –emotionally– but it felt like I now had an alter ego. My vampire side that would take control at the scent of human blood. I had no control over it. The blood left my mind with no room to reason. It was a demanding, self-consuming force and I was afraid because I didn't know who this other half of me was or how far it was going to go to get that drop of blood.It was safer for the students if I didn't go outside for a while. The last thing I wanted was a mass slaughter on my hands. I was so used to protecting the school from threats and now I was one of their biggest threats. I shut the bedroom door behind me and fell back on the bed.
Darkness was consuming, deceitful and blinding. "Where am I?" I thought aloud. The sound of my shoes kept me company, from the soundless madness. "Hello?"I began to panic this was becoming too weird. I took off running but where was I going to run to? I was hoping I'd hit something eventually running in a straight line. There would have to be a wall, a tree, or anything.But running was pointless. There was no end and no beginning to the darkness.The sound of a child giggling git my head to snap up again. "Hello" I called after the child."Marco," I heard the child whisper and I swallowed hard at the familiarity in his voice. "Marco," he called again stunning me into silence."Jake?" The name fell out of my mouth instantly. "is that really you?""No, that's not how you play," he said walking out of the darkness. "I say Marco and you say polo, May.""You're alive," I smiled and he looked down at the ground. "But where are we? How can I see you but nothing else?""Did you ever forget m
I sat at the kitchen island, watching Alex and Josh prepare breakfast. The tension in the room was suffocating and any attempt I tried to make to start a conversation was answered in grunts and shrugs. Josh deliberately moved away every time Alex got too close, almost as if being too close was burning him alive. Josh wanted to be with Alex but other than supernatural forces threatening his life for it, she was the mate of a werewolf— further complicating their relationship. I wasn't hungry after my unsuccessful conversation with Levi, but Alex and Josh both insisted on breakfast, and I knew better than to argue with another angry vampire as well as a fuming witch, that could turn me into a frog with a single hand gesture. Alex placed a stack of pancakes in front of me. "Eat up," she dusted her hands, "I can't guarantee it will be as good as yours." Joshua moved to the fridge grabbing jars of berries and other fruits and juices, as well as a tomato. "I'm surprised there are so man
Levi took me into his room and shut the door. "Go to sleep." He shrugged off his black coat and threw it at the armchair in the corner of the room.I was still buzzing from the alcohol. "Why don't you go to sleep." I fell backward onto the bed.He sighed, loudly. "May," his voice was low, "I would appreciate it if you don't sass me right now." He sat down on the bed next to me. "I have to go out there and deal with my father. Please do me a favor and behave."I mounted him, straddling his lap and he didn't look surprised. "What are you doing?" He asked in a flat tone of voice.I pecked his lips, looking into his eyes and that was enough for me to want more and tug on his bottom lip with my teeth. He licked my bottom lip and kissed me softly not giving into his full passion.He pulled away. "Can you go to sleep now?" He asked breathily, trying to control himself."Kiss me properly first."I kissed him again running my hands under his shirt and over his cold abs. "May," he said between
When I stepped onto the Brookburgh campus again, I felt different. I felt the way I should have felt on my first day, optimistic and ready to face any academic challenge. Even first semester exams. I spent a week cramming everything I could into my head and when the time came I sat for my finals with Alex and Gina by my side. I had to admit it felt strange being in a lecture room. I barely saw Levi since we got back from Arizona and I thought he was giving me space to focus on my exams, but it had been two days after my exams, and still no sign of him. I was starting to think he left the school and I didn't want to ask Hannah because if he did I wouldn't know what to do next. I sat on my bed holding the heart-shaped rock he gave me. The memory of it all felt so distant but every time I closed my eyes and thought of every kiss we shared it was like I could feel it. I could grasp it and hold onto it but there was only so far a memory could sustain happiness and I had to pray ever
It was a beautiful sunny day and my family as per usual on sunny days like this— where the sun wasn't too hot and the wind was just right— took advantage of nature's kindness and had a picnic. Eleanora and Hera were making hot dogs on the grill. While Levi was keeping Mia and Parker occupied by playing a game of catch. My brothers were at the docks handling the shipping company they ran together. They got along okay with Levi. They all weren't best friends but at least they weren't trying to kill each other and that was all I could ask for. Baby steps.I sat on the stairs sipping iced lemonade with my shades covering my eyes as I watched Levi chase Mia and Parker around. Something I can scratch off my 'never thought I would see' list. Levi was different here, maybe it was the fact that he was playing in the sun, and not clinging to the shadows or maybe it was how carefree he looked. How human he appeared to be. I would be lying if I said I loved before Levi and I'd be a liar if
I opened my eyes to see Levi laying beside me. He was flipping through a book and I sat up confused about how he ended up in my bed. "Good, you're awake," he said, keeping his eyes fixed on the book. "What are you doing in my room?" I murmured. "Reading," was his arrogant response. "I can see that, but why in my room?" He rolled his eyes and shut the book, sitting up to look at me. "I heard you moaning in your sleep early hours of the morning." "Where is El?" I asked, "did she see you come in here?" "No, I saw your brother carrying her to their room." "So you sneak into my bed, not thinking that my brothers will barge in at any moment." How could he not see how this would look. "You have your clothes on," he said, his eyes dropping to what I was wearing. "It's a shame you can't sleep in those shorts and vest in Scotland," he grinned. "You're a pig," I turned over not wanting to deal with his antics and just sleep since I couldn't sleep last night. "Yet you still in be
"Tell me a story," Mia said, settling under the covers. "What kind of story?" I sat at the edge of her bed, "I know red riding hood, Goldilocks and the three bears or three little pigs." "I don't know," she shrugged, "something filled with adventure and danger." "Mia, you live with wolves it doesn't get any more adventurous than that." "The most adventure I have here is sitting on dad's back when he is a wolf." "Hey, that's more than some kids get. You got a dad who can also be a pet," I said and she giggled."What color do you think my fur would be when I shift?" She asked catching me off guard. I went silent. How did Elias manage to lie to her. She was a sweet kid and I was sure she would understand if they told her the truth. "Red," I smiled. Hopefully, she would forgive me one day but it was not my place to tell her. "I'm hoping for pink," she smiled goofily." "Mia," I snorted and she let out a yawn. She was tired but refused to sleep. "I would have to settle for red.