~ LAYLA ~
“Just have the locks changed please,” I say to Julian. It’s the following day, and I have moved back into my parents’ old home.
“Understood.” He lowers his head before he leaves, and I sigh heavily as I look at the boxes that are piled to the side. I really had persuaded myself to accept Logan as my alpha and husband, but after this no way.
I had packed everything and taken it into what I thought was our home, only for everything to go down the drain.
“Here, dear.” Nadia hands me a mug of green tea and I accept it, thanking her. I take a sip just as the doorbell rings.
“It’s your uncle,” Julian says from the hallway.
I nod, placing my mug down, “Let him in.” It’s time I asked Uncle Drew exactly why he pushed for me to make Logan my mate and why Dad thought it was the perfect decision. Did neither of them see that he wasn’t worth it?
“Layla!” Uncle’s voice is as jovial as ever as he hurries into the room, worry etched on his face. “Goddess, I was so scared! What is all this?”
He hugs me before looking around at the boxes.
“I’m unpacking,” I state the obvious, picking my mug up again.
His face falls, his shiny dark brown hair is combed to the side to cover his balding patch, and he is rather portly and short. He really is the opposite of what Dad was. But he is dressed pristine in a suit and a striped shirt, whereas Dad was usually in sweats and t-shirts.
“Now, Layla, don’t make hasty decisions. Please stop this nonsense and return home. We have a wedding to prepare for. We can’t have you doing things like this. Logan is going out of his mind.”
I snort. “Is he now? Well, he made his bed. This marriage is not happening,” I say firmly.
“Oh dear, I wish you understood the importance of this union. You two are already Alpha and Luna. Once you marry, it will become completely solid.”
I purse my lips. “Actually, Uncle, I had a question regarding my marriage. You said to me that this marriage would make Dad proud, that this was what he would have wanted. Is that true? Did my father really want me to marry someone?” I ask, observing him.
I’m not sure if it is my disdain for Logan or something else, but it doesn’t really make sense. Not after how Dad raised me…
Uncle nods slowly. “Yes, he always liked Logan and his family, but no, he never thought to arrange your marriage. I myself would have preferred you to choose a good man, date and then decide.” He admits as he takes out his handkerchief and wipes his brow.
I don’t get it; I was pushed into someone. Everyone said I had to as soon as possible.
“But we had no other option, Layla.” He looks at me, a small frown on his face.
“Why not?” I ask.
He hesitates, as if not sure he should share the answer with me. “Well… the pack had too much debt, I… Look, you’re old enough to understand, but your father- he had- never mind.”
“Uncle, tell me whatever it is that you’re keeping from me. I’m not a child!” I push.
Sighing heavily, he looks at me. “Your father had an extreme gambling addiction, one that saw us lose everything we had, and well, the pack ended up accumulating a lot of debt. To save this pack I sought out this proposal. Logan’s family, the Dartmouth’s, have a lot of money and your father… he- he also used pack funds and the money of the pack members. Not only did he set his own family up for ruin, but everyone who thought he was protecting their money. This was the only solution I saw.”
He appears to be telling the truth, but perhaps it was the undying love and respect I had for my father. But I can’t bring myself to accept this. How can a man who spoke of values and honesty be a gambling addict?
“I want to check the pack and family accounts,” I say suddenly. Until I see proof of this, I won’t believe it. I’m certain we had plenty of money. If Dad was such a spender, then how did he manage never to use even a cent from the account he had set up for me?
“Of course, you have every right to do so, you are welcome to go to the packhouse and check them at any time you wish. You are the Luna, dear. I just wish I didn’t have to expose that truth to you,” he admits with a regretful smile. “I best be off. There’s work I need to attend to.”
I nod before he gives me a hug and leaves.
“I never knew your father to be a man with bad habits,” Nadia remarks quietly.
I nod. “Neither did I,” I reply, taking out Beta Eddie’s card that he had given to me before I had entered the hotel the night of the ball. I think I’ll ask for some help; he did say if I needed anything to give him a call.
Dialling the number, I wait as it rings. After a few rings it’s answered by Beta Eddie.
“Hello?”
“Hello, this is Luna Layla… I was wondering if I could leave a message to be passed to your Alpha?”
“No need.” My heart sinks until he continues. “He’s right here. I am passing him the phone.”
“Oh! Ok, thank you.” I let out a silent sigh of relief and waited until the deep velvety voice of the Lycan King could be heard.
“I wasn’t expecting a call so soon. Usually, a woman wouldn’t dare call me so brazenly.”
I smile at the mocking tone and roll my eyes. “Well, I’m not one of your conquests, now am I? But I am calling to ask for some help.” I admit.
“I’m listening.”
“Well, I’ve known my father to be an incredibly honourable man. However, I was told today that he had an extremely bad gambling habit and that we were in a lot of debt. I don’t know how true this is because I’m certain our pack has money, and I can’t see my father like that, but your family knew him. Did you ever hear that he was a gambler?
There’s silence before I hear a sigh.
“No, it’s the first. Who told you that?”
“My uncle and he definitely wouldn’t make it up. I know your family was good friends with my father…’’ I frown as I sit down on one of the boxes.
“I could look into it, but I wouldn’t suggest discussing matters on the phone. I’ll pick you up tonight.”
I open my mouth, not expecting that. “W-where will we go?”
“Like I say, let’s not talk about such matters on the phone. I’ll see you outside your place at 8pm.”
“That’s late-”
“I never realised you were such a good girl and went to bed on time,” he mocks, but something about the way those words are said makes my stomach flutter.
“Of course not, I actually sleep quite late! Eight is fine,” I retort. “Goodbye, Alpha Quade.”
Goodbye, Alpha Layla.” He imitates my tone mockingly before the line goes dead.
I stare at the phone, my heart thumping at what he called me.
Alpha Layla.
It has a nice ring to it.
I smile and somehow, I’m looking forward to tonight.
~~~
Eight o’clock arrives and I am ready, not wanting to keep them waiting, and step outside into the cold. I have barely shut the door when a sleek black Lamborghini pulls up. Before the doors even slide up, I know it’s not Beta Eddie. Quade’s face comes into view, and I bend down.
“I thought you said it would be dangerous to get into a car with you?”
“It is, but the choice is yours,” he says looking at me intently, and I wonder if my plain clothes and make-up-free face has surprised him.
“Yes, I’m not the Layla of the ball right now,” I say, getting in.
“You look as beautiful as you did last night… I never knew you wore glasses.”
Self-conscious, I push them up my nose, pouting. “Well, I do.”
He smirks. “It’s not often I see a werewolf wearing glasses. Were you exposed to Elksall?”
“The poison? No, I have worn glasses for years.”
“Well, regardless… you look sexy.”
The moment the door shuts he zooms off, leaving me feeling a little confused. Sexy? This guy finds everything sexy, or he’s simply very good with words.
A few minutes later, he breaks the silence. “I did a little background check on your father; however, I haven’t currently found anything…” He trails off, turning to look out of his window. “Fuck.”
I look out of the window, my eyes widening when I see several black cars gaining on us.
“What on earth?”
“I told you there’s many people who want me dead. Buckle up.” The words are barely out of his mouth when he hits the gas, throwing me back into my seat as he zooms down the road at an extremely dangerous speed. “Maybe this was a bad idea.”
He grunts as a car slams into his side of our car, and I look up to see they’ve all caught up!
“Duck!” he shouts before the sound of gunshots fills the air.
“Goddess!” I exclaim as we swerve to the right and I’m thrown into him. He pulls out a gun, lowering the window a little, my own heart skipping a beat as shot after shot is exchanged.
Quade is dealing with them, but that’s when I see the car that’s pulling up from our right. Everything moves in slow motion as I see the masked man from within the car to the right raise his gun.
For a split second my eyes meet his cold ones, and I realise what he’s about to do. Turning, I fling my arm around Quade, hearing a shot ring out, hunching forward just as the bullet shatters through the windshield and hits its target.
I gasp as pain shoots through my arm, an animalistic growl ripping through the Lycan King’s teeth as the car careens out of control and I drop back in my seat, blood gushing down my upper arm.
“Layla!”
~ QUADE ~I swerve to the left, hitting my car into the side of one of the attacker’s cars, the move throwing her against the window.“Fuck!”“I’m fine.” She presses her trembling hand to her upper arm, blood spilling down her hand and wrist. Her soft voice is breathy and for a moment I stare at the blond, petite woman.“You’re crazy.”“I’ve been told,” she responds with a small smile despite the pain she’s no doubt in.I can’t help but smirk as I lower my window and fire a round of shots at the tyres of the chasing cars. Satisfied when two spin out of control and are forced off the road.I press my foot down to the floor, zooming through the traffic with precise concentration. One wrong move at this speed and we could both be dead.I spare her a fleeting glance, once again reminding me of someone… I turn my attention back to the road, satisfied that I’ve left the attackers far behind.“I guess we have a little change of plans,” I say, not slowing down as I run my fingers through my n
~ LAYLA ~“I was expecting better.”My heart thuds as I look at Dad as he looks at my reports from my trainers and teachers. But those simple words, void of any emotion, cut like a knife.“I have paid for the best teachers for you. You have had the best of the best martial arts sensei, and your education has been nothing less than the highest of levels, yet your results show that money indeed cannot buy talent.”“I did my best,” I say, staring at the stone-hearted man.“Well, it wasn’t good enough,” he answers coldly. “Perhaps if you spent less time on meaningless things and focused better on what was important, these results might have been better.”“Dad! I have scored over 90 percent on all my exams! I made it to the quarterfinals in the martial arts championship! I was the only girl to make it to the top 20! And most of them were alpha males!”“Yes, as a girl; I should never have expected so much of you. Even Julian made it to the quarterfinals. You did nothing special there.”My ey
~ LAYLA ~“You really have been kept in the dark about a lot of things.”Those words sting my pride a little, but it’s true. It’s as if everyone undermined me.“And your uncle, he never mentioned that to you either?”I shake my head. “No, he simply said that my father gambled away our family money and pack’s treasury as well as all the savings he was meant to be keeping safe. And that’s why my uncle decided to arrange my marriage to Logan, we apparently need the Dartmouth family’s wealth to help us,” I answer quietly, unable to look him in the eye, feeling humiliated.“And you believe that?” he asks quietly, my eyes snap to him, and I raise my brow.“What do you mean?”“Your father, Alpha Drakon, wasn’t a gambler. Trust me, I own a fleet of the finest casinos in the country, I would know. He was never seen in one.”That is what I want to believe.“I don’t know, my uncle would have no reason to lie…” I’m not so sure anymore.“Your father and my family knew one another a little, and we w
I tense as my core throbs at those words.Oh fuck, not now, please. I don’t need him to know he’s turning me on!I remain still as he releases me, but he still stands incredibly close. I can feel his body brush against my ass.“You got your phone… you should go,” I whisper breathlessly.But rather than just walk away, he leans dangerously close.“If you need a little help, ask for it,” he whispers. “This time I’ll let it slide.”My heart is thumping as I feel his fingers brush my back as he unhooks my bra for me. I gasp as I hold my bra over my breasts to keep what little modesty I have left.“Hmm… maybe I do need to see you fully naked… those breasts look extremely enticing…” he murmurs seductively into my ear.“Thanks… for helping…” I whisper, making the mistake of looking up at him over my shoulder.His eyes are filled with a carnal hunger, and for a second I don’t know how to react. Suddenly he steps back, his eyes becoming cold once more and I quickly back away, too.“I better go
~ LAYLA ~I shiver at the memory of last night and look around shaking off the unease.Quade is out at the moment; he usually is at this time and that only makes the itch to do something I shouldn't, grow.I pace my room, the sound of my padding footsteps loud in the room. How much do I actually know about him?He didn’t even let me speak to Julian, although he said he has passed the message on. I feel uneasy not being able to talk to him.Julian and I go way back. There was a time I even crushed on him, but he never had eyes for me. I just remember we went to school together and lived next door and he would always ignore me, although I was the alpha’s daughter. He was the one boy who never gave me attention, and it was his attention I always wanted.But despite growing up as a rebellious teen, with a temper and creating a bad reputation for himself, he never did anything to me.In fact, often we’d walk back from school and he’d always hang behind, and even when I tried to match his sp
QUADEWhat is she doing in my room? My face is emotionless as I watch her for any signs of panic, but her eyes simply run over me, and I decide to simply observe her without showing her that I might not just trust her…“Are you in that much of a rush to get back into my room that you enter uninvited?” I ask arrogantly as I walk over and take out a towel from the shelf above her head in the wardrobe, invading her personal space as my eyes flick over my shelves. Trying to see if anything was out of place.She instantly moves back, trying to put distance between us.“Not at all. I was a little cold. I thought I’d come steal a hoodie. You don’t mind, do you?” she asks, cocking a brow.I tilt my head; I don’t believe you…“Not at all. Help yourself,” I answer, my attention falling to the picture frame I have in there.Did she see it?I glance at her, catching her eyes on me again, but she doesn’t seem nervous… she’s far too distracted by me.I smirk as I move back. Maybe I am being overly p
~ LAYLA ~“And that pretty much sums it up but you cannot tell anyone this.” I finish, crossing my legs as I lean back on the sofa looking at Julian, who is as angry as he was the day I told him about my decision to marry Logan.His jaw is ticking, his fists clench, his veins popping as he tries not to lose control.I filled him in on what the plan is but left out the fact that Quade was on my side and would be working with me on this plan. That was something Quade had made me swear I wouldn’t share, and he had made me take a Blood Oath.I glance at my right ring finger. The slight mark that remained from the Blood Oath is still there.Even if I wanted to I couldn’t tell Julian, even though I trust him.“I have a few questions, so I’ll start with the one that is fucking with my head the most. So let me get this straight. You will pretend to be ok with the man who fucking tried to rape you?” he snarls, glaring at me. My eyes widen, my heart skipping a beat at his visible display of rage
~ LAYLA ~Julian drives me to the office building, and I make my way up to Logan’s office. I pass through security with no issue. After all, I have every right to be here, and no security guard tries to stop me.Julian is a few steps behind me. When the lift opens on Logan’s floor, I head straight for his office, walking straight past Sadie’s desk.“Excuse me!”I turn, frowning as I realise it’s not Sadie. The woman quickly gets up, rushing to block my path. “Y-you can’t go in there, Ma’am!”I stop in my tracks, narrowing my eyes.“Before you forget your place, remember, in this office I have every right to do as I wish. Now step aside.” I command in a low, menacing snarl. She gulps, hugging the file she’s holding, and steps to the side.“Wait here,” I say to Julian. “Please.”He looks away, his jaw ticking again, but I know he’ll listen.I push open the door to see Sadie standing extremely close to Logan as she plays with his tie. His hands are resting on her waist and they are far to
~ QUADE ~Her glittering eyes widen, and I can’t help but smile.“I love you, Layla. I fucking love you. You make me feel what I never knew I could.”She closes her eyes, tears trickling down her cheeks and I cup her face, leaning in to kiss her. “Wait!” she whispers, and I cock a brow, removing her glasses.“I did brush my teeth and shower in the hospital wing before I came to see you,” I murmur, making her laugh. “No! Not that, I want to tell you something first.” She pouts, “I love you, too.” I smirk. “I knew that, but I do want to hear that every single day.”This time I don’t wait for a response and press my lips against hers, claiming them in a deep hungry kiss. She whimpers against my lips as she cups my face, pulling herself even closer. I wrap my arms around her and lift her up as I place her on the drawer she was standing beside when I had snuck into our bedroom.I kiss her hungrily, my hands running up her thighs, enjoying the feel of her skin beneath my fingertips. She’
One Month Later…~ LAYLA ~It’s been a month since everything went down and it’s oddly… peaceful. To feel safe and relaxed is something I haven’t experienced for ages. My memories returned, so many where I spent moments with Quade, where I was crushing on him. He was my first crush, and that crush remained until my memories were erased. Through those memories I noticed how he became distant after a while. Cross-checking those memories with Julian, he confirmed that was when Tray told them I was his mate.Sickening.And right now, that’s all I have, these memories of him.The shot Reagon took was aimed to kill, containing the same poison as the blade I was given. But somehow Quade didn’t die. I felt his heart slow in my arms, and then it began pumping again. Julian thinks it was my gift, but if it was, then why is Quade still asleep? He didn’t wake up, and it’s killing me not knowing if he ever will.Nikita is healed; it took her two weeks of complete bed rest before she was able to g
~ LAYLA ~I have to trust Julian not to hurt Quade, or Quade to not kill Julian because I need to find Tray.They’ve been protecting me for so many years. It’s my turn to protect them. They are all that’s left of their brotherhood. Their bond is the only legitimate one.I need to think!It’s hard to, with the growls and snarls of the two men I care for fighting one another. I need to look past the illusion. But how do you do that when they are so powerful?Think! My heart is thudding, my ears ringing as I try to look beyond the storm within my mind.I need to shift! I’ll be able to mind-link Quade too!I shift, bones cracking and reforming before I look around me with keener eyes. The scent of my mate is intense in my nose.‘Quade…’ I trail off when something else fills my nose. The metallic stench of blood.I sniff the air, sensing Tray and Axel’s blood. I might be able to find him to put an end to this. I have to act fast before Tray realises and disguises the scent. He is able to ma
~ LAYLA ~“Exactly. We all know Quade took good care of his little sister. He had a soft spot for her, so I wanted him to kill her. Sucks though, but he turned out weaker than I hoped. And he held out, even when I made it look like she was the one that killed your little baby brother!” He laughs again and Quade snarls, the sound ringing through the room as his rage surges forward.“You!”“Nikita didn’t kill him,” I whisper, Tray’s words sinking in and my heart leaps. I feel relief that I didn’t let Quade kill her, because he would have only felt worse.“No, she didn’t. Shame, she had it in her. And she decided to become a disobedient little bitch. Even after I made her think Quade had killed her mate, she still wasn’t able to harm Layla. Pathetic whore,” Tray spits at me.“Fuck…” Julian murmurs as he glances at me before he turns and walks over to Nikita and begins cutting her ropes. There’s going to be a lot of guilt there… I just hope both men can forgive themselves for how she was t
~ LAYLA ~“Tray,” Julian breathes.“Why? If you’ve been alive all this time, then why did you pretend to be dead back then?” Quade is the first to ask the question on all our minds. His voice is low but strained with emotions, he’s good at hiding his emotions, but for him to let them slip, shows how much this is affecting him.“Oh, you mean that entire pond fiasco? Well, I had to plant the seed of doubt somewhere in the boys.” Tray smirks and I’m disgusted. This man is meant to be my mate? I feel nothing for him. There’s nothing, not even a pull. All I feel is anger.“But why, for what?” Julian asks. His anger is clear, and unlike Quade, he’s not trying to act in control of it. It makes Tray chuckle.“Look at the three of you, working together yet still. So. Fucking. Dumb! Why do you fucking think!?” he snarls. “You, Steele! You were the mother fucker I wanted to take down.” His eyes are fixed on Quade and I glance at him, feeling a pang of hurt for him. Quade’s eyes flicker. Is that c
~ LAYLA ~My heart is still hammering, even though it’s been ten minutes since I used the poisonous gas. But I still can’t wrap my head around it as I look at Nadia, who is tied up in the same place where I found Nikita.Her leg is bleeding profusely where Quade had shot her. Axel is tied to another chair, but he’s badly wounded. If he doesn’t get medical attention, he may die, not that either of the boys would care.“We should go take a look around her quarters and see what we can find. She must have a phone. We might be able to find out who she’s been talking to.” Julian moves forward, checking her pockets before he pulls out a phone.“Password lock,” he says, passing it to Quade.“I’ll have Eddie look into this. You and Layla go see if you can find anything else in her quarters or anything regarding her true identity.” Quade frowns as he looks at the unconscious woman, then back at the device.I cast a final glance at Nadia, feeling sick. This was the woman I trusted…“Come on, Layl
~ QUADE ~“Something isn’t right… they are on castle ground,” I mutter, as we park a good 100 yards from the entrance gates. Something isn’t right. Why is Axel here?“We need a plan before we just go in there,” Layla says quietly. I glance at her, trying to squash the jealousy that I feel and still feel knowing she kissed Julian. I’m acting irrationally, but there is nothing I can do to rid myself of this burning rage from inside of me, no matter how pathetic it is.I frown, “I think the only thing we can do right now is to get inside, find Axel and put an end to this.”“We need some kind of plan, Quade. If Axel’s there, then they have friends on the inside, and also it means he’s here to meet someone. I don’t think you should tell Eddie we’re here either,” Julian says.“A reasonable point. Let’s arm up.” I walk to the trunk and take out a few weapons. I’ll shift if I need to, but there is one thing I have to do before we enter.I need to tell Layla about what happened with Tray, even
~ LAYLA ~“All, ok?” Julian asks as I step out of the bedroom feeling horrible.“Yes,” I say with a small smile, before heading to the kitchen area to start cleaning up.“Lay?”I turn and give him a small smile. “What is it?”“Don’t do that. What happened?”“Nothing. Now please let’s drop it,” I say, sighing softly.He glances at the door, then at me. “You told him that quickly?” he asks quietly, now coming over as he tosses the rubbish into the bin.“No, he knew.”“Because you’re not a good liar.”I sigh and look up at him. “It wasn’t because of you. I did something because I wanted to, because I realised something last night,” I whisper.His green eyes soften. There’s something there, a longing mixed with acceptance. “That you love him.” It’s a statement.I nod. “Yeah, exactly that. And I have no idea how to process that. I don’t even know when my feelings became more.”“Then when he’s cooled down, you should tell him.”I look up at him and nod slowly, when I have the courage becaus
~ QUADE ~Leaving Layla with Julian somehow made me uneasy. The gnawing feeling in my stomach kept growing, and although I told myself it's because of what I’m about to do, I couldn’t shake it off.I ended up parking halfway there and travelled the rest of the way in my lycan form. Keeping to the shadows of the night.The grave wasn’t hard to find, even if I haven’t visited it in ages, the memory of it isn’t one that will ever fade. Entering these forgotten lands where the Sapphire Pack once stood is harder than I thought it would be.I remain in lycan form, holding my bag in my hand as I pay attention to every sound around me.This was once a place I loved to spend my summers.If he’s alive and this is all his game, then those memories were all a lie, and proof that trust is usually misplaced.I look around the fields, it’s overgrown, covered in grass and brambles. No one visited, and neither did I. After the massacre, this was a place I didn’t want to come to, remembering the death o