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188: Punishing Love

Author: Fallenwild
last update Last Updated: 2025-03-22 23:42:14
It wasn't gentle. It wasn't forgiving. It was demanding, consuming, raw.

I gasped against his mouth, my hands clutching at his shoulders, his back, anywhere I could reach. His body pressed against mine, pinning me to the wall. One of his hands tangled in my hair, pulling just enough to hurt, to remind me of all the pain between us.

His hands gripped my waist, yanking me against him. "Five fucking years," he growled against my mouth.

I gasped as his teeth scraped my lower lip, then bit down hard enough to make me taste copper. The pain shot straight to my core, making me moan.

"Did he get to see you like this?" He spun me around, pressing my chest against the cold wall. His erection pressed against my ass, his breath hot on my neck. "All desperate and needy?"

I gasped unable to answer as his hand slid up my thigh, under my skirt.

His fingers hooked into my panties, ripping the delicate fabric with one sharp tug. The sound of tearing lace made me whimper.

"I hate how much
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