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5: Denial

Penulis: Fallenwild
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2024-11-16 05:59:43

The rain lashed against my face like tiny needles, soaking through my thin shirt as I stumbled out of the hospital doors. My hair clung to my face, and my sneakers squelched with every step. I didn’t know where I was going—I just knew I needed to keep moving. Anywhere but here. My steps faltered when a wave of nausea washed over me. This is too much for one day.

Kicked out. Arrested. Pregnant.

I laughed bitterly, my hand instinctively pressing against my flat stomach. “Pregnant,” I whispered to no one. It was absurd. Maybe the doctors were wrong. Maybe fate wasn’t this cruel.

But it was. Of course, it was.

A baby. A child. After years of Marco’s abuse,his insults, of his mother’s cruel words, of being called barren—a curse in heels. And now, when he’d thrown me out like garbage, this child decided to show up. I laughed again, louder this time, the sound strangled and raw.

“Unbelievable,” I muttered, shaking my head.

I was an orphan. I had no one except my adoptive parents who raised me—and they were in a nursing home, dependent on every cent I made. Marco never bothered to offer a penny into their care. And now? I didn’t even have that. My influencer career was hanging by a thread, riddled with hate messages and sponsorship cancellations

And then there was him. Alejandro. The audacity of that man. Offering me another marriage—another cage—less than 24 hours after I’d clawed my way out of the first one. Who did he think he was?

Alejandro De Luca. Even his name was enough to make Marco’s face darken with rage. They were sworn enemies, bitter rivals whose feud stretched far beyond business dealings. No one knew the exact reason for their animosity—not even me. All I knew was that whenever they crossed paths, the tension in the room was suffocating, their hatred barely concealed behind sharp words and icy glares. And now, here he was, Marco’s nemesis, helping me. His enemy’s wife. Ex-wife, I corrected bitterly, the word leaving a sour taste in my mouth. What did Alejandro De Luca gain from this? Why me?

I touched the ring on my finger—the last thing of value Marco left me with. Even now, I couldn’t fully process how my life became a tv drama in less than 24 hours.

The rain kept pouring, the night pressing in closer as I kept walking, the streets getting darker and emptier. I glanced at my phone—no signal. Of course. Why would the universe give me even the smallest break tonight?

The neighborhood didn’t look safe. Dim streetlights flickered above me, and the few people I passed didn’t bother to hide their stares. My pulse quickened when I heard footsteps behind me, clutching my arms around myself.

And then I heard it. Footsteps.

My heart dropped into my stomach.

I didn’t dare turn around—I couldn’t. Instead, I picked up my pace, half-running, the sound of my shoes splashing in puddles drowned out by the heavy steps behind me.

Faster.

The footsteps quickened too.

Run, Estella.

I ran, my breath coming in sharp, desperate gasps. Tears blurred my vision, mixing with the rain. This couldn’t be happening. Not now. Not again. My legs burned, my chest ached, but I didn’t stop.

I didn’t see the curb in front of me. My foot caught, and I stumbled forward, colliding into a wall. No—not a wall, someone.

I stumbled backward, gasping as strong hands grabbed me before I could fall. My first instinct was to struggle, to break free.

Then a scent hit me—fresh cedarwood and rain-soaked leather.

I knew that smell

“Let go of me!” I shouted, my voice trembling.

“No,” came the reply.

That voice. Smooth, cold, commanding. It cut through the panic like a blade.

Alejandro.

“What the hell are you doing here?” I demanded, trying to twist out of his grasp. “Let me go!”

“Not until you stop acting like a stubborn fool,” he snapped. His voice was cold, but his eyes scanned me—my drenched clothes, my trembling frame. “Do you have any idea how reckless you’re being? Running around like this in your condition?”

“Condition?” My voice cracked as I glared up at him.

He exhaled sharply. “The baby, Estella.”

I froze. My hands fell to my sides, and the fight drained out of me. The baby.

As if his words unlocked something deep inside me. My knees buckled, and before I knew it, I was crying. No—sobbing. Deep, gut-wrenching sobs that I couldn’t stop even if I wanted to.

“I can’t do this,” I choked out. “I can’t…

Alejandro didn’t let go. He didn’t say a word as my body shook against him, his hands steadying me while I fell apart.

“You’re pathetic,” he said finally.

My head snapped up, eyes red and swollen, glaring at him through the rain. “What the hell—”

“Let me finish,” he interrupted. “You’re pathetic for wasting your energy on tears when you should be saving it for the people who deserve your wrath.” His gaze was unwavering, and for a moment, I forgot the cold. Forgot the rain.

I hated him. I hated him for being right.

He pulled out his phone, muttering something into it in rapid Spanish. Before I could process what was happening, a black SUV pulled up to the curb, its headlights cutting through the gloom.

“You’re coming with me,” Alejandro said, his tone leaving no room for argument.

“No,” I whispered, shaking my head weakly.

“Yes,” he said simply, guiding me toward the car.

I didn’t have the strength to argue. My legs felt like lead, my body too heavy to fight him anymore. Alejandro opened the door and helped me into the backseat, his touch firm but careful.

I sank into the backseat, too exhausted to fight him anymore. The leather was cold against my wet clothes, but it felt like heaven compared to the rain outside. My head lolled against the headrest, and for the first time in what felt like hours, I closed my eyes

For the first time that night, I felt the faintest flicker of warmth—of safety.

Even if it came from the devil himself.

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   6: A Stranger’s Sanctuary

    I stepped inside and paused. This was Alejandro’s home? I couldn’t hide my shock, my gaze sweeping the modern but modest interior. It wasn’t what I imagined for someone like him—someone who oozed arrogance and power at every turn. I expected more. A penthouse, a sprawling mansion, maybe. A villa with towering columns. And an army of staff at his beck and call Instead, this was sleek, modern, and painfully understated.“You live here?” The words slipped out before I could stop them.Alejandro turned from where he was shrugging off his jacket, smirking as he caught the disbelief in my voice. “Not impressed, princess?”I narrowed my eyes, already regretting speaking. “It’s not what I expected, that’s all. And don’t call me princess,”“Well, too bad this isn’t a replica of your husband’s mansion,” he shot back.I bristled, heat creeping up my neck. “I just didn’t expect…” I trailed off, biting back the urge to say something I’d regret. He didn’t need more ammunition.“Oh? And what exactly

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   7: The Price of Freedom

    Alejandro’s chuckle was low and unrelenting, the kind that made your skin prickle because it wasn’t just a laugh—it was a challenge. “You’re so dirty-minded,” he said, the words vibrating through the air like a ripple of static I groaned and peeked through one eye, catching a glimpse of his black shorts. My breath hitched before relief washed over me. Oh, thank God. “Relax, princess,” he said, his voice dangerously close to my ear, making the hairs on my neck stand on end. “It’s just skin. Not like you’ve never seen a man before.” “Don’t flatter yourself,” I snapped, my eyes squeezed shut again. “And stop calling me that.” He shifted closer. I felt it, the heat of him radiating through the air between us, and my breath hitched again before I could stop it “Fine,” he drawled, his tone dripping with a smirk I didn’t need to see to know was there. “Would you rather I say cinderella? Or should I just stick with my guest who doesn’t know how to follow simple rules? I hated the w

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   8: Cycle of Despair

    Marco leaned forward. “You humiliated me, Estella. Running to another man’s house the moment things got rough. Or should I say—another man’s bed?” His words hit me like a slap, but I refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing me falter. “Don’t you dare. You cheated on me. You paraded your affairs around like trophies, Marco. And now, you’re going to punish me for leaving when you actually kicked me out?” He stood suddenly, the chair scraping against the floor. “Don’t make this uglier than it needs to be, Estella. Sign the papers, walk away, and spare yourself the embarrassment of a drawn-out battle you can’t win.” I turned to Mr. Jenkins, pointing at the document he slid across the table. “What’s this supposed ‘compensation’?” He hesitated, his gaze flicking to Marco before answering. “Mr. Valdez has generously offered a one-time payment of one hundred thousand dollars.” I stared at him, then at Marco, and burst into incredulous laughter. “A hundred thousand?” Marco cro

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   9: The Rules of Engagement

    Two Week Later I traced the edge of the glass with my finger. Dr. Patel’s face haunting my mind up till date. Her somber expression and words replaying in my head like a bad dream. “Estella, I’m sorry. You were incredibly lucky to survive, but the baby…” She trailed off, her words hanging like a blade over my head. “You’ve suffered a miscarriage.” I stared at her, unblinking. The words bounced off me like they belonged to someone else. The baby. My baby. Gone “You also sustained a mild concussion, a few fractured ribs, and bruising. Physically, you’ll recover in time.” Her voice softened. Physically. As if that was the part that mattered. She hesitated, her voice lowering. “The driver…he didn’t survive.” James. He is dead because of me. His face flashed in my mind. Gone. Just like the child I hadn’t even gotten the chance to meet. I didn’t cry. Couldn’t. I simply nodded, staring past Dr. Patel as she listed instructions for my recovery I pressed my forehead agains

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   10: Uneasy Coexistence

    This house is like a soundproof prison. I kept to my room mostly, the bruises still ached, and my bandaged head. Alejandro and I barely saw each other, but when we did, we barely speak.I kept myself busy—or tried to. The loneliness clawed at me, relentless, and the lingering pain from the accident didn’t help. My head still throbbed faintly, and every step reminded me of wounds that had yet to heal. I told myself I was fine, but I knew I was lying to myself.It happened in the hallway. One second I was walking, and the next, the walls blurred and tilted. I reached out for something to steady myself but found nothing.The floor was cold against my cheek when I heard his voice.“Estella!” Alejandro was there in an instant, his hands on my shoulders. His face, usually so composed, was etched with alarm.I tried to wave him off, but my arm felt like lead. “I’m fine—““You’re not fine.” He scooped me up without waiting for an argument. His arms were strong, steady, and warm in a way that

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   11:It Was Not An Accident

    We were halfway through dinner when Alejandro set down his fork and leaned back in his chair. I knew whatever he was about to say would be bad. I didn’t look up. I’d been swirling the same bite of food around my plate for the past ten minutes, pretending I had an appetite.“There’s been a development”.I looked up from my plate. “What kind of development?”He tapped his fingers against the edge of the table. “The truck driver. They caught him.”For a second, I felt a flicker of hope, but it died just as quickly when I caught the way his jaw tightened. “And?Alejandro exhaled, his frustration evident. “His name was Ramon Ortega. He used to work for the Valdez family. He was Marco’s late father’s driver for years before his passing.”The fork slipped from my hand, clattering loudly against the plate. “So I was right, it wasn’t an accident.”“No,” he said. “It was deliberate.”The room tilted slightly, like the air had been sucked out of it. My hands gripped the edge of the table, my kn

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   12: The Faux Marriage Begins

    Hotel De Luca was Alejandro’s pride, a sprawling luxury building towering over the skyline. It was also my cage for the evening. The moment we stepped inside the marble lobby, I felt out of place, like a cheap trinket in a glass case of priceless jewels Alejandro had spared no expense, but that was typical. The hotel was his, the event meticulously planned by his staff. This was his world. I adjusted the hem of my dress for what felt like the hundredth time. The ivory fabric clung to my frame, elegant, with a high neckline that I hoped would shield me from prying eyes. Alejandro stood beside me, typing something furiously on his phone. He didn’t even glance at me. He only looked up to help me out of the car. “Do we really have to do this?” he muttered as we entered the lobby. “Yes,” I said, forcing a smile for the bellboys holding the doors open. “This will drive him insane.” Alejandro sighed, shaking his head. “You’re a strategist, Estella, but you underestimate how much

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   13: Uninvited Guests

    “Out of my way! Do you have any idea who I am?!” Every head turned. My stomach dropped as I saw her—regal in the worst way, with her pristine pearl suit and a face twisted in fury. Security was scrambling to hold her back, but she bulldozed through them like a woman possessed Behind her, Marco stumbled in, looking less like the polished businessman I once knew and more like an unhinged, sweaty mess. His suit jacket half hanging off his shoulders “Oh my God,” I muttered. Alejandro stiffened beside me, his jaw flexing as he ordered , “Stay close.” “Oh, don’t mind me!” Helena spat, her voice cutting through the murmurs of the crowd. “I just came to witness this little farce for myself. A sham wedding for a shameless woman!” She pointed at me like I was the plague, and I could feel the heat of a hundred eyes turning in my direction. “Mrs. Valdez,” Alejandro started, his voice cold and steady, but Helena was already charging ahead. “This gold-digger! This whore who ruined my

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  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   56 – The Calm Before the Break

    “You did good today,” he said when we stepped into the elevator.I nodded, my arms crossed over my chest. My testimony had been brief and to the point, my words replaying over and over in my head. It was the first time I’d stood in a courtroom as a victim even though it was a private hearing.“Thanks,”He didn’t say anything else, and I didn’t look at him.When the elevator doors slid open, I stepped out first, the click of my heels echoing in the hallway.I didn’t wait for him as I headed into the penthouse. I’d already removed my heels by the time he walked in, shutting the door behind him.“You’ve been quiet since we left the hearing,” he said, watching me from across the room.“I’m tired,” I replied, kicking my shoes into the corner. “It’s been a long day.”“You’re lying,” he said simply.I froze for a second before forcing myself to move again, walking toward the kitchen. “I’m not lying,” I said, opening the fridge. “I just don’t feel like talking.”His hand caught the door befor

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   55 – Claudia’s Desperation

    The courthouse was full.Cameras flashed, reporters shouted over each other, and a crowd of onlookers craned their necks to catch a glimpse of Marco Valdez, the fallen prince of the Valdez empire. Marco was dragged out of the courthouse by two officers, his wrists cuffed, his shirt wrinkled, and his hair disheveled. He looked nothing like the smug, polished man he once was. His scarred cheek was flushed red, his limp more pronounced as he stumbled under the officers’ grip. He looked like a man dangling at the edge of a cliff, holding on with one hand—and it was satisfying as hell to watch.This was supposed to be a simple transport—either back to jail or to another hearing, depending on how today went. The court had been swarmed with reporters, some leaning so close they practically tripped over the officers’ feet“Mr. Valdez, do you have a statement?” one reporter shouted.“Marco, how do you feel about your mother’s arrest and charges? Did you really abuse those women?” screamed ano

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   54 – Breaking Chains

    I think I like Alejandro.No. I know I like him.It hit me as we walked back from the lake. He didn’t say much, but he didn’t have to. It was the way he stayed close without smothering me, the way his hand would brush mine, just enough to remind me he was there.And when he kissed my hair and told me he was proud of me—God, it broke something inside me.I didn’t realize how starved I was for those words. For someone to look at me and see more than my past, more than the mess Marco had made of my life.But I couldn’t let myself feel this way.It wasn’t real.This wasn’t a love story. This was a business transaction—a marriage of convenience designed for just revenge.I glanced at the sleek gold ring on my finger, the symbol of our contract. A contract that didn’t specify how long the marriage would last, but the implication was clear: once the Valdez family was destroyed, we’d go our separate ways.That was the plan.I wasn’t supposed to care.I wasn’t supposed to notice the way his ja

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   53 – Cracks in the Walls

    Estella When we reached the edge of the lake, I pulled the small urn from my bag.Ruth’s ashesAlejandro stayed back as I approached the water, my hands trembling as I unscrewed the lid.“Thank you for being my mother,” I whispered. “For loving me when I didn’t deserve it. For being the only light in my life.”The ache in my chest was unbearable, but I tilted the urn, letting the ashes scatter over the water. The wind caught them, carrying them out over the lake, the gray disappearing into the golden hues of the setting sun.“I’m sorry,” I choked out, the tears spilling over. “I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you.Tears slipped down my cheeks, but they didn’t feel heavy.Alejandro stepped closer, his hand brushing against my back.“She’d be proud of you,” he said quietly.I turned to him, my heart full and broken all at once. “Thank you. For everything.”His hand slid to my cheek wiping a tear, his touch gentle but firm. He pulled me closer, his eyes searching mine before his lips met mi

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   52 – Public Enemy

    It’s finally happening. The Valdez empire was crumbling faster than I expected.The world turned against Helena Valdez in record time.By the time we returned home, the storm we unleashed had reached every corner of the world. Social media exploded with clips of the bloodbath—both figurative and literal. News outlets ran breaking updates every hour, replayed the footage on a loop.The headlines weren’t kind.“Helena Valdez Exposed: Adulteress and Murderer.”“Corporate Queen or Cold-Blooded Killer?”“Blood on the Valdez Throne: Justice for Mark Parker.”Within hours, the public was demanding blood—Helena’s blood.“Hang her!” someone screamed during a live broadcast. Protesters chanted for justice, their signs held high with phrases like Murderer and Blood Money Empire outside every Valdez headquarters.Helena had fallen from grace in spectacular fashion, and honestly, it was beautiful to watch.But what really turned the tide was Parker.It didn’t take long for the world to connect the

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   51 – The Fall

    Estella The room was packed. Every seat in the grand auditorium was filled. Rows of finely dressed elites, journalists, and business executives filled the seats, all there to watch Helena Valdez’s grand announcement. The new chairman of Valdez Enterprises, ascending to her throne after Marco’s “step down.” Marco had been officially stepped down—spineless as ever, letting her take the reins while he hid in her shadow It was laughable. Helena, glowing under the stage lights, stood behind the podium, her sleek white dress screaming power and perfection. Marco lingered beside her, like a battered shadow. His limp was noticeable now, and the burn scar on his cheek was impossible to miss even under the heavy makeup he’d tried to cover it with. I couldn’t stop the flicker of satisfaction in my chest as I leaned back in my seat. “So why are we here, exactly?” I asked Alejandro, keeping my voice low. “Patience, mi estrella.” His tone was smooth, calm, almost bored as he popped a

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   50 – Vows in Silence

    Three days.That’s how long it had been since the explosion, since my mother’s lifeless body had been carried out of the flames. Three days since I’d spoken, eaten, or done anything but stare at the same patch of wall.My mind replayed everything on a loop—the stretcher, the white sheet, the sound of the blast, Marco’s smug, bloodied face.I hated everyone. I blamed everyone.Alejandro, for holding me back. The hospital, for being so careless that she got kidnapped under their watch. Marco, for being the monster that destroyed my life.But most of all, I hated myself.For being weak. For falling for Marco’s lies. For letting him control me like I was some pathetic, naive puppet. A mistake that had ruined my life the moment I said yesI blamed myself for being adopted by in the first place. For not having real parents. The knock at the door came again. I ignored it, as I had every time before.This time, it opened anyway.I didn’t need to look to know it was himHe sat down beside me,

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   49 – Unfinished Business

    I woke up in the backseat of the car. Everything hurt—my head, my body, my chest—but none of it compared to the gaping wound in my heartA paramedic leaned over me, his hands reaching to check my pulse.“Maam, you need to stay still,” “Get off me! I’m fine.” I hissed, shoving his hands away.“You’re not fine,” he argued. “You’ve—““I said I’m fine!” I snapped, sitting up too quickly, my head swimming. My breath coming in ragged gasps. My body might’ve felt broken, but it wasn’t the kind of broken they could fix.The paramedic hesitated, glancing toward the front seat.Alejandro’s voice came from the driver’s seat. “Back off. She said she’s fine.”The paramedic hesitated before retreating.I sat there, the ache in my chest spreading, deepening. My mother’s face flashed in my mind—the way she used to laugh, her soft smile when she thought I wasn’t looking. And then the stretcher, her body hidden beneath that stark white sheet.I turned to Alejandro. “Turn around.”He didn’t respond, hi

  • Till Betrayal Do Us Part: Ex-Husband, Ex-Heartbreak   48 – Despair

    EstellaAlejandro didn’t speak to me as we left the warehouse, Marco’s screams still echoing faintly in the background. The air outside was cold but it wasn’t enough to cool the fire in my chest—or erase the shame clawing at my insidesHe reached the car first, unlocking it without a word. He stood by the driver’s side, waiting for me to get in. I hesitated, my legs feeling like lead, but eventually, I climbed into the passenger seat.The silence between us was suffocating.Then he got in, started the engine, and pulled away, his movements almost mechanical. His knuckles were tight on the wheel, his jaw locked, his eyes never leaving the road.Not a single glance my way. Not one word.The realization hit me like a punch. What came over me back there?I’d lost control. I’d become someone I didn’t recognize—angry, desperate, violent. And now Alejandro wouldn’t even look at me.Shame washed over me in waves, threatening to drown me. My chest tightened, my hands trembling as I stared at t

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