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48 – Despair

Author: Fallenwild
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Estella

Alejandro didn’t speak to me as we left the warehouse, Marco’s screams still echoing faintly in the background. The air outside was cold but it wasn’t enough to cool the fire in my chest—or erase the shame clawing at my insides

He reached the car first, unlocking it without a word. He stood by the driver’s side, waiting for me to get in. I hesitated, my legs feeling like lead, but eventually, I climbed into the passenger seat.

The silence between us was suffocating.

Then he got in, started the engine, and pulled away, his movements almost mechanical. His knuckles were tight on the wheel, his jaw locked, his eyes never leaving the road.

Not a single glance my way. Not one word.

The realization hit me like a punch. What came over me back there?

I’d lost control. I’d become someone I didn’t recognize—angry, desperate, violent. And now Alejandro wouldn’t even look at me.

Shame washed over me in waves, threatening to drown me. My chest tightened, my hands trembling as I stared at t
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